I Have a Crush I Want to Talk to You

: Chapter 20 Seeing Her, I Will Be Disgusted With You

As soon as I fell asleep, it was evening again, and everyone went to the beach for a swim. Both instant noodles and Gao Zhan wanted to stay with me, but I sent them away. I looked out the window, admiring the splendid glow of the sky, which is rarely seen in the city, and entered the mode of thinking about life again.

Not long after the sun went down, they came back from the beach to take a bath and continued to go to the food stalls to enjoy a delicious seafood meal, but I was still alone, sitting on the roof of the inn in a lonely and empty fireworks, watching the diamonds. Like the starlight shining in the dark, and tasting the porridge that the instant noodles specially asked the boss to cook for me, I continued to think about life. Although this porridge is bland and tasteless, when I think of the sweetness of instant noodles, after adding the side dishes, I actually feel a little sweet.

The phone was soaked in water, and I dared not turn it on, so I had to wait to go back and deal with it. I took medicine and slept for another day. It was so boring, so I decided to go down for a walk.

A garden bar at the entrance of the alley was very lively, and the guests in the courtyard were toasting and cheering. Smell the smell of fried seafood, I am a little greedy. But when I think about hanging up with water tomorrow, I may sometimes make me go straight to my stomach in the bathroom, and I can only swallow my saliva.

Just treat me as a few days off to lose weight! Woohoo, I can only comfort myself in my heart like this.

Not long after I walked, I was a little tired. It’s definitely not a lie for a doctor to give bed rest. I slowly walked back to the inn. While walking, there were two or three buildings away from the inn, and then I heard the voice of two people arguing. After listening carefully, it was actually Xu Jingjing and Wei Xue.

Curiosity always drives people

One of the whips in the soul-like depths.

I couldn’t help pausing, leaning against the corner of the courtyard wall and sticking my head out, stretching my ears to listen to what the two were saying.

I just heard Xu Jingjing say: “How did I use you? You yourself like to fight with people, what’s my business?”

Wei Xue said, “What’s the matter with you? When did I fight Xu Jingjing, did you not instigate me behind my back? You have always regarded me as your spearman. Don’t think I don’t know, you look down on me from the bottom of your heart!”

“Did I instigate you? Your brain is on my head?” Xu Jingjing snorted coldly, “You always pick on Xu Jingjing in every possible way, is it really just for me? Not for yourself? When I bought a sanitary napkin for me last night, why did I go to confess to Gao Zhan behind my back?”

Hearing my name, I paused subconsciously, why didn’t the two of them forget me when they quarreled?

Wei Xue suddenly took out her phone and slid it away, pointed at the contents on the phone, and said, “You asked Gao Zhan out last night, right? You sent him a message, right?”

Xu Jingjing glanced at the content on the phone, looked at the shadow under her feet, and said, “I don’t know what you’re talking about? I don’t know where you got this picture from.”

Wei Xue said sharply: “This is a conversation between you and Gao Zhan, which I took from your mobile phone today. It was you who made an appointment with Gao Zhan last night, and then you made an excuse for me to buy it for you. Sanitary napkins. You designed me?”

Although I can’t see the content of the photo Wei Xue said, the dialogue between the two is very intriguing. Xu Jingjing asked Gao Zhan to go out, and deliberately designed Wei Xue to meet by chance

? Wei Xue took the opportunity to confess? Why did Xu Jingjing do this? Aren’t she and Wei Xue good friends?

Xu Jingjing said: “I designed you? Why should I design you? And it is still designed for you to confess to Gao Zhan? You are the wine from last night, haven’t you woken up yet? Crazy!”

After Xu Jingjing was about to leave, Wei Xue grabbed her again.

“Don’t pretend. You know if you did this. It was you who shifted your target to Kang Jiawei, and I dared to confess to Gao Zhan. I know you are watching from a distance. What do I do? Can I escape your eyes? I just asked Zhao Jun about Xu Jingjing’s situation just now after dinner, and you spoke coldly to me. I was drunk last night, and she took me back, how about you? You are clearly watching from a distance I was sad, and I never thought about reaching out and pulling me, turning around and leaving, regardless of my life or death! In fact, in your heart, you don’t think of me as a friend at all. You have been taking advantage of me all the time. Thinking of you this time. You always think I’m a cannon fodder idiot!”

Xu Jingjing shook off Wei Xue’s arm, pointed hard at Wei Xue’s heart, and said, “Why didn’t I consider you a friend? If it wasn’t for me, would you see Gao Zhan often? Can you come here with me? Are you on vacation? But I never expected that your friend would stab you in the back. You said I used you, and you used me, right?”

The more I listened, the more I couldn’t help but frown. It turns out that no one in this world is a fool, everyone understands people, but some people don’t talk about it. Watching these two make such a fuss, I suddenly feel fortunate to have Xiaobai and Jiayao

Good friends, friends must be sincere.

“Xu Jingjing, that’s enough for you! Don’t say that you are like a saint. Don’t think I don’t know, Gao Zhan has never liked you at all, and he has never been with you. You write him a love letter. You made him think it was Xu Jingjing. You knew he liked Xu Jingjing, and you were annoyed. So you took advantage of his liking for Xu Jingjing. Zhan thought you were helping him, but in fact, you were paving the way for yourself. Gao Zhan saw it through, and Gao Zhan didn’t make it clear in order not to make you look ugly. ”

I originally planned to leave, and I didn’t want to listen to the two of them fighting anymore, but I didn’t expect Wei Xue’s next words to stop me suddenly and my heart throbbed. Isn’t it because they secretly fell in love and asked me to cover for them both? How did I become used? Am I the one being followed under the guise? So for so long, I have been acting like a fool to help the two of them with kindness. It was Xu Jingjing who was lying to me and playing me like a monkey, not her and Gao Zhan…

I came back carefully, no wonder! Every time the two of them take the route home from school, they always choose the way to our house. Shouldn’t puppy love take the road far away from home? Shouldn’t you be more afraid of family members seeing it? Because the two of them are not in love at all, so there is no need to be afraid. No wonder! Every time the two of them leave school together, not long after, there will always be Xiong Shuai and Dapeng coming out to make trouble. At that time, I would still despise Xiong Shuai and Da

Peng got in the way, always feeling that these two were very ignorant. In fact, it’s not that they are ignorant at all, and they originally went home with Gao Zhan all the way. Think of everything, and it all worked out. And I was played with by Xu Jingjing like a fool for nearly half of the semester. Ha ha!

With a “pop”, Xu Jingjing slapped Wei Xue in the face. This is the first time that I have seen Xu Jingjing’s gentle disguise revealing the truth. Xu Jingjing said coldly, “Don’t talk nonsense there!”

“How dare you hit me?” Wei Xue covered her face and didn’t move, and there was a little distance in the darkness. I couldn’t see the expression on her face, but she sounded like she was about to cry.

Because of her secret love being played with like this, she still has reason to beat people? Immediately, my anger surged from bottom to top. I walked out of the darkness and appeared in front of the two of them. I stared at Xu Jingjing and said, “Is what Wei Xue said just now true?”

Two people were taken aback by my sudden appearance.

Xu Jingjing said in surprise, “Why are you here?”

“Can’t I be here?” I replied angrily, then turned to Wei Xue and asked, “Is what you said just now true?”

“I…” Wei Xue hesitated for a while.

Seeing my questioning, Xu Jingjing suddenly became anxious and shouted, “Wei Xue!”

“Xu Jingjing, do you dare to shut up?!” I yelled at Xu Jingjing.

I don’t know if she was frightened by my aura, but she suddenly lost her voice.

Wei Xue looked at me embarrassedly with a complicated expression on her face.

I stared at her and said, “Don’t forget that she hit you just now! I’ll ask you, is what you just said true?”

Wei Xue was still hesitating.

I approached her and said

: “Last night you drank so much wine, you saw her and saw you, but what about her? She ignored you. Think about what you would do if something happened to a girl outside? Continue to help her?”

“Wei Xue, if you dare to talk nonsense, do you believe I will tear you apart?” Xu Jingjing changed her appearance as a lady in the past, and was a little crazy.

Wei Xue was stimulated by this, and immediately said: “Where am I talking nonsense? You have always treated me like a fool, do you think I really don’t know anything? That time I met Xu Jingjing and Kang Jiawei in the coffee shop. Together, you can’t wait to call Gao Zhan because you want Gao Zhan to see her and Kang Jiawei together. We didn’t make an appointment with Gao Zhan. That day Gao Zhan clearly invited Xiong Shuai and Dapeng to play together. , you predicted that Gao Zhan would definitely call her to play when he heard Xu Jingjing present. Because Xiong Shuai was there, you also predicted that she would definitely go and leave.”

“Wei Xue, you bitch, shut up!” Xu Jingjing’s facial expression was grim and contorted.

“Xu Jingjing, you **** shut up!” I was shaking with rage, never knowing that my kindness to help had become a weapon for others to use.

Wei Xue sneered and said, “I’m cheap? Xu Jingjing, you’re a **** green tea bitch! Green tea bitch! No one can compare to you when it comes to stabbing a knife in the back.” I said, “And you were surrounded by Li Youqing, which is also the news she deliberately leaked.”

Xu Jingjing rushed over and was about to slap Wei Xue in the face, so I immediately stood in front of me and grabbed her raised hand, “I’m not going to tell you if I’m ugly? Tell me about you and Gao.

Zhan was together, afraid of being known by your mother, and asked me to accompany you home, but you have been deceiving people all the time. ”

“What if I lied to you? When you heard that you could go home with Gao Zhan from school every day, what kind of expression did you have on your face? You were so happy. Now that you know the truth, go! She’s going to confess to him like her!” Xu Jingjing smiled grimly, and for the first time people felt that her pretty face looked so ugly.

I clenched Xu Jingjing’s bowl tightly, and said angrily, “It’s my business whether I like him or not. It’s two different things for you to pinch me and lie to me.”

“Do you want to hit me?” Xu Jingjing wanted to break free from my shackles, but was caught tightly by me.

“Why don’t I dare to hit you? Since you were young, have you borrowed my mother’s hand and hit me less often?”

Suddenly she stretched out her other hand and pulled at my hair, saying, “It’s you who’s bad, your mother likes to hit you, what does it have to do with me? Didn’t you just learn a little martial arts? me?”

The pain from the hair pulling on the scalp made me almost let go of the hand that was holding her, but I was not to be outdone, I pushed her to the opposite wall with all my strength, pressed her against the wall and said angrily: “Xu Jingjing, you really Think I’m afraid of you and I dare not beat you?”

But I never thought about Xu Jingjing slamming her head against my forehead, my head hummed like it exploded. I let go of my hand, she pushed me away with great force, my center of gravity was unsteady, and I stumbled and fell to the ground. The already weak body made me lie on the ground for a while without getting up.

Xu Jingjing walked over and stepped on my legs and stepped on my legs, making me even more sore.

I lay curled up on the ground with my legs in my arms.

“Xu Jingjing, do you know how much I hate you? I’ve hated you since I was a child! Why can you live happily every day, and I want to learn this and that? Why do adults mention you from childhood to adulthood? Just say that you are cute and lovable and like to tease you. What can I do other than praise me for being beautiful and study well? Why can you be admitted to the same school and the same class as me if you have no special skills? Their boys like to chat with you and play with you? Why does Gao Zhan like you? Why?! What are you better than me? What are you better looking than me? What are you better than me? I Why do you always have to be compared with people like you? Why is your name Xu Jingjing, do you know how disgusting your name is? Every time I hear someone call you, I get disgusted and call me!”

Wei Xuexu was looking at me lying on the ground, thinking that I was still ill, afraid that something would happen to me, and she was a little scared, and said with a trembling voice, “You two… stop hitting! Stop hitting! Xu Jingjing, stop it, she still sick…”

“Shut up for me!” Xu Jingjing yelled at her, and then gave me a few more kicks.

I gritted my teeth, clenched my fists, and endured the pain where she stepped and kicked. Yes, I just hung up in the water this morning, and my body is still weak. The pulling just now consumed a lot of my strength, and now she was pushed to the ground and kicked a few times. The pain was so painful that I almost couldn’t get up, but I I will never be outdone in my heart, I will not be beaten down by her just like that.

I seized the moment, stretched out my hands, grabbed one of her ankles tightly, and threw her to the ground.

. This time, it was her turn to fall to the ground in pain. I jumped over and rode on her. I waved my hand and slapped her left and right. The anger in my heart that I had been holding back for more than ten years finally burst out at this moment. exploded.

I grabbed her T-shirt and roared, “Do you think you hate me? I don’t just hate you, I also hate you! I, Xu Jingjing, will not change my name, nor will I change my surname. You don’t like ‘Xu Jingjing’ ‘This name, you **** change it!”

Xu Jingjing looked at me angrily, she wanted to tear me apart with the look in my eyes. No matter if I was riding on top of her and holding her down, she could only struggle desperately, her waving hands grabbing at my hair and pulling on purpose. Pull it, even if you made me bald today, I’m going to let out the breath I’ve been holding for more than ten years. I kicked and stepped on me just now, didn’t I? I threw my hand and slapped her a few times, and yelled hysterically: “I didn’t do well in the exam, you will pretend to tell my mother accidentally first. Hello, you will also think of a way to tell my mother that I was criticized by the teacher at school or that my clothes were dirty and torn, pretending to be inadvertent to tell my mother. When I was punished by the teacher in dance class, you would also tell my mother through other people’s mouths , and then I secretly went to the opposite door martial arts hall, you still let others tell my mother. When I graduated from elementary school, the dance competition teacher clearly chose me, but you deliberately broke Xiao Ning’s clothes and falsely blamed it on my head, let me I had an argument with Xiaoning, so we were both disqualified from the competition. I didn’t understand it when I was a kid, but I didn’t know how bad you were until I got to junior high school. You’ve always been a scheming **** to get your way

, scheming others behind the scenes, but pretending to be innocent and harmless on the surface. Unexpectedly, after entering high school, you became even more aggressive. Not only did you use Gao Zhan and Wei Xue, but you even instigated Li Youqing to beat me. She was a junior high school student. You are not **** human at all! ”

I hit her face hard with my forehead.

“God, what are you doing?!”

“Stop fighting, stop now!”

They finally came back, and everyone saw me riding on Xu Jingjing and beating her, thinking I was crazy.

“Xu Jingjing, stop!” The instant noodles rushed over and pulled me off Xu Jingjing’s body.

Xiong Shuai said, “Oh my god! Why did you two grandmothers fight so well while you were having a meal?”

Xiaobai and Jiayao took my arm and kept asking, “What’s going on? What’s going on?”

I waved my hand and said, “It’s alright, I just made that green tea, sister is comfortable!”

“What the **** is going on? Why did the two of them get into a fight?” Gao Zhan asked Wei Xue, who was shrinking to the side.

Wei Xue said with a crying voice, “I don’t know either… The two of you were arguing about you and started fighting like this…”

When Wei Xue said this, everyone was stunned. Gao Zhan looked at me in surprise, as if this was not true.

Instant Noodles frowned, looked at me in disbelief, and said, “Are you crazy? Do you know what you’re doing?”

“I’m not crazy! Do you feel bad when I beat her? Go over if you feel bad, and hug her to comfort her!”

“Do you know what you look like now?”

“Do I want to be like her? Sympathy with crocodile tears? You know what?

! you know shit! “I looked at him coldly and threw his hand away.

Xiaobai and Jiayao were caught between the two of us, not knowing who to persuade.

Xu Jingjing managed to get up from the ground, but before she could stand still, she fell to the ground again.

Dapeng suddenly called out, “Jingjing, you are bleeding!”

Two bright red blood flowed out from Xu Jingjing’s nostrils. She wiped it with her hand, and her fingers were covered with bright red blood, and then tears flowed out.

Zhao Jun took out a tissue and kept wiping her nosebleed.

I feel disgusted when I look at her pretending to be weak in front of others has always been her strength. I said coldly: “Don’t pretend to be in front of so many people, do you have the guts to step on me just now and show the face that I was tearing at?”

Instant Noodles suddenly snapped at me and said fiercely, “Xu Jingjing, calm down for me first!”

“I’m so **** calm now!” I growled uncontrollably. The sourness of grief suddenly poured down from the bottom of my heart, and I tried my best to restrain myself from letting the cowardly and sad tears rush out of my eyes.

Gao Zhan also roared, “You two, calm down for me!”

Dapeng suddenly shouted: “No, no, no! It has to be taken to the hospital, and this arm also broke a big piece of skin. Who among you is looking for a car?”

Without a word, Xiong Shuai ran out of the alley to find a car.

Xu Jingjing raised her head, Zhao Jun and Dapeng supported her, and walked over slowly, when she came to the instant noodle, she suddenly reached out and grabbed the instant noodle’s hand, and said miserably, “Jiawei, you Come with me to the hospital.”

I couldn’t help but chuckle. Only her green tea can do this kind of thing. I glared at her and the instant noodles coldly

, turn around and leave.

Instant noodles caught up with me, grabbed me, and said, “Where are you going so late?”

I let go of his hand, looked at Xu Jingjing, who was disguised with a pitiful face behind him, and said in a voice that only he could hear, “Go away! I don’t want to see you now, as soon as I see you, I will Thinking that you like that disgusting green tea makes me disgusted with you.”

His expression froze, and his hands suddenly loosened.

I turned around and ran to the beach.

“Jingjing!” Behind me, far away, I heard Gao Zhan’s voice calling.

Gao Zhan quickly caught up with me and grabbed me, “Jingjing.”

All emotions erupted in an instant, and tears of sadness and grievance also poured out. I really didn’t think that I was still very strong just now, and I cried like this. In fact, Xu Jingjing’s anger at cheating on me changed as early as the instant the instant noodles pulled me off her. I thought for so long, based on his understanding of my character, he would believe that I was not an aggressive person, but no, he was still the goddess in his heart, and I was just the friend who helped him lose weight…

He patted me on the shoulder and comforted: “No matter what or who caused the dispute between you, I won’t ask. If you feel wronged, just cry as much as you want.”

I lowered my head and cried silently, tears running down my cheeks to the corners of my mouth, the salty taste passing through my lips and passing through my taste buds, full of bitterness, the bitterness in my heart slowly expanded into a net, and then slowly tightened, It was getting tighter and tighter, and I was almost out of breath.

Gao Zhan approached me and lent me his shoulder, “Cry.”

I don’t know cry

After a long time, I finally cried enough and said, “I want to go to the beach alone.”

His expression changed slightly, and he said, “Is your body okay? The water I just hung today…”

I hurriedly said: “Don’t worry, I won’t jump into the sea without thinking of anything. It’s just that I finally came to the beach, but I haven’t seen the sea for a day.”

“It’s so late, it’s not safe for you to be alone. I’ll accompany you.” He smiled, and the smile was still so gorgeous under the light of the street lights.

I nodded and he walked with me to the beach.

At the entrance of the beach, many people were walking out, the charging window was closed, and the ticket inspector at the entrance disappeared. Arriving at the beach, stepping on the soft sand, a gust of sea breeze blows head-on, with the smell of salty sea water. Under the faint light of the lights on the shore, the entire beach is no longer lively in the evening, just a sparse crowd, except for the sound of the waves slowly slapping the beach, and nothing else can be heard.

The sea in the middle of the night is like a sleeping child, calm and stable.

In this quiet night, listening to the regular beat of the blooming waves, my arrogant and violent heart gradually calmed down in an instant.

Today’s whole day is happy or sad, sweet or bitter, all the feelings are swept away with the wind and the waves…

The next morning, I limped alone and called a car to the hospital to hang water. No one saw a few bruises on my legs where Xu Jingjing stepped and kicked them last night, and there were some red and black spots in the blue. As long as I touched it lightly, it hurt so much that my scalp felt numb. When we returned to the inn in the afternoon, Xiaobai and Jiayao were with me.

Said that instant noodles answered a call in the morning, and left the island with Xu Jingjing ahead of schedule. Originally, they were worried that he and Xu Jingjing would not be able to buy tickets for the return trip, but later he came to inform that they had already bought tickets and boarded the boat.

They don’t know that there is an omnipotent robot cat hidden in the instant noodles, and nothing can trouble him. The person who said he would continue to hang water with me, eventually left with his goddess.

Boys are big liars!

On the afternoon of the third day, after two days of rest, I started to live again, but unfortunately I didn’t enjoy the blue coastline and delicious seafood, so I finally left here with everyone.

It was the worst trip of my life!