Wearing It Before Scum A Tortures The Heroine

Really amazing, Xu Jinchao thought.

How bad is this porridge, making Song Jiao change her face in front of her face and pushing it out?

Perhaps because Song Jiao’s performance was too frank, she just didn’t want to drink it, and she was full of resistance written all over her body, and she would rather blatantly trick her wife than drink it.

Xu Jinchao was not displeased because she shared “washing pot of water” with herself.

When Xu Jinchao walked into the ward, Aunt Li seemed to be looking forward to a savior.

“Hurry up and persuade Xiao Song to eat something. All day, I only drank a bottle of milk and ate boiled eggs. I asked her what she would eat at night, and she said it was all right, but she didn’t eat it when she bought it.”

Xu Jinchao looked at Omega on the hospital bed, her complexion was much better than when she parted, somewhat bloody, and she was looking over innocently.

She turned to comfort Aunt Li: “I put the things down and come back to persuade her to eat.”

The two were like adults who arranged for disobedient kindergarten children, and they hit it off.

Xu Jinchao opened the locker, put the toiletry kit he brought in, and went to the bathroom to wash his hands.

Aunt Li found the backbone who can discipline and live Song Xiaojiao, and she was full of energy, and went to the boiling water room to fetch water with a kettle.

Xu Jinchao sat beside the hospital bed, and there were lunch boxes and plastic bags for dinner on the small table.

In addition to the bowl of gruel that was rated as a pot of water, there were also a few xiao long bao, a fried organic cauliflower, and a small portion of braised beef sliced ​​and packaged.

Xu Jinzao pretended to be surprised: “It’s not bad, the dinner is quite rich, much better than what I ate.”

Song Jiao didn’t take her eyes away from her face, and when she heard what she said, she immediately climbed down the pole.

“Then you can eat more, do you want porridge?”

Xu Jinchao deeply felt Song Jiao’s dislike for that bowl of porridge. She probed to look at the bowl of millet porridge.

Song Jiao complained: “You don’t know how unpleasant it is to drink. It has no fragrance at all. I don’t want to drink it anymore after taking a sip.”

Xu Jinchao reached out and brought the porridge bowl in front of him, picked up the spoon that Song Jiao stirred just now, and found that a spoonful of the salvaged millet grains could be clearly counted with the naked eye.

Xu Jinchao couldn’t help laughing: “Don’t tell me you were counting rice grains just now.”

Song Jiao said, “I’m not that boring, I just want to delay.”

“Okay,” Xu Jinchao put down his spoon, “then let’s eat something else instead of porridge? I think the braised beef is okay.”

Her voice was soft, as if she was coaxing a child, but because it was too deliberate, it was a little teasing.

Song Jiao used the back of her fingers to support her cheek again, and said sullenly, “I don’t want to eat, and I’m not hungry.”

Now Xu Jinchao can be sure. It’s no wonder that Aunt Li is nagging education and complaining. Some people are clearly refusing to eat.

“Auntie just said that you only drank milk today.”

Song Jiao corrected her: “I also ate two boiled eggs, one at noon and one at night.”

Xu Jinchao caught a glimpse of the eggshells in the plastic bag on the table, and she said, “That’s not enough. Fairy Little Song, do you want to drink dew water to absorb the essence of the sun and moon?”

Song Jiao: “I just don’t want to eat…”

She suppressed her voice so pitifully, as if she was acting like a spoiled child. Maybe she would condone her in other things today, but not now.

Xu Jinchao: “Eat a little, you have to supplement nutrition and be obedient. I’ll feed you, okay?”

Originally, Omega, who had turned his face into his hands and planned to pretend to have a headache, immediately looked up.

“real?”

She didn’t move much, her fingertips still propped up her forehead, and her long hair spread out around her cheeks, covering a little of her face.

Xu Jinchao reached out and picked up her disobedient long hair and pulled it behind her ears, revealing her fair and beautiful little face.

“It’s still fake.”

Alpha really picked up the chopsticks and asked earnestly, “Madam, what do you want to eat? I’ll give you some vegetables.”

Song Jiao snorted: “It’s just two dishes, what’s there to do, I want to eat cauliflower.”

She put her hands back under the table, obviously not planning to do it herself, waiting for someone to feed her.

Xu Jinchao was so happy to coax her to eat more, pick up the cauliflower and feed it: “Madam, open your mouth.”

Song Jiao bit the cauliflower, rolled the tip of her tongue into her mouth, chewed slowly, and commented after swallowing:

“It’s not as delicious as Aunt Li’s cooking.”

Xu Jinchao said: “It’s just a fast food restaurant. It’s abnormal to have Aunt Li’s level. When you leave the hospital, let Auntie cook a big meal.”

Song Jiao: “Auntie said she wants to make casserole porridge for me.”

Xu Jinchao fed her another cauliflower and said with a smile, “I heard it, and I also heard someone falsely accuse me of eating delicious and spicy food outside.”

The villain Song Kitten complained first: “Okay, you eavesdropped on our speech.”

Xu Jinchao didn’t care about the accusation, she asked, “Do you want to eat beef?”

Song Jiao: “Eat.”

When the braised beef was fed, Song Jiao was busy chewing the beef, and Xu Jinchao said, “The world has been wronged, and the wife opened the door to speak. I thought it was tacitly that anyone could listen.”

She added: “I ate two sandwiches for dinner. I said it was two, but in fact it was a whole and cut in half, but I really know how to do business.”

After a few mouthfuls of dishes, Song Jiao had a dry mouth. She stretched out her hand hidden under the table to serve the porridge bowl, and no longer disliked the unpleasantness of the millet porridge.

She took two sips and asked Xu Jinchao.

“Then are you hungry? Eat more. I can’t eat so much. Auntie Li has already eaten outside.”

Xu Jinchao smiled and said, “I will eat after serving my wife.”

Seeing that she was still joking between master and servant, Song Jiao was not ashamed, but urged: “Don’t linger, the dishes are already cold.”

Omega took out the disposable chopsticks from the packaging bag, opened half of the packaging, and handed them to Xu Jinchao.

Xu Jinchao took the chopsticks, and gave Song Jiao’s pair back to her: “Are you our chopsticks?”

Song Jiao said, “Yes, it was brought by my aunt.”

Xu Jinchao tore off the outer bag of the disposable bamboo chopsticks: “Auntie came quickly in the morning. I saw her pack a large bag of things.”

Song Jiao remembered Aunt Li’s face of surprise when she regained consciousness, and the careful care she had taken all day, she said softly:

“Auntie and you are the same kind of people.”

Xu Jinchao put down his chopsticks and looked at Song Jiao.

Omega’s expression was calm, and she lowered her eyelashes, stating what she had seen.

“You are all good people, and you will always take the initiative to take on some responsibilities that don’t belong to you. And Yu Lan is also a kind of person.”

This is not the first time she has discovered this. Song Jiao’s only trouble with this in the past was her incompatibility, and now it is the same.

It’s just trouble, not too much sadness or regret, even though she is lifting the veil on Xu Jinchao, she didn’t have too many mood swings about her lack of responsibility and morality.

Song Jiao has a hunch that even if the emotions she perceives become more and more distinct and complex, she may never reach the moral level of a normal person, let alone the good people she cares about.

Xu Jinchao realized something from Song Jiao’s words, she asked, “You…”

Song Jiao raised her eyes, and in those beautiful drooping eyes, there were answers to questions that Xu Jinchao had not yet formulated.

Human eyes can transmit information, especially for two people who are familiar and trusted with each other, sometimes a look at each other is worth a thousand words of communication.

Xu Jinchao suddenly felt sad and guilty.

She thought that she understood her enough and gave her enough things, but the fact is that Song Jiao may still be living in loneliness that no one understands.

Auntie Li came back with hot water, dispelling their heavy gazes.

“There’s something wrong with the hot water room.”

The aunt explained the reason for her late arrival, and when she saw Song Jiao holding chopsticks, she became happy: “The food in the fast food restaurant is not good. I’ll take a look at it first, and wait until Xiao Song is discharged from the hospital, and then I will give you something delicious.”

Xu Jinchao cheered up and said, “Auntie, you’ve been busy all day, go back and rest, come back in the morning, I’m here with Song Jiao.”

Aunt Li waved her hands again and again and refused to do so.

“I’m fine, Xiao Xu, you’re busy with work, you accompany Xiao Song and go home after dinner, I’ll watch.”

Xu Jinchao insisted: “I just want to talk to Song Jiao about something, you go back early and rest early.”

Song Jiao also said, “Auntie, bring me the laptop tomorrow, don’t forget the power cord.”

The two agreed, and Aunt Li couldn’t arrange your one sentence and my sentence. Before she left, she warned Xu Jinchao.

“Don’t let Xiao Song get out of bed and walk around. The doctor said he needs to rest.”

After sending Aunt Li away and finishing the dinner, Xu Jinchao packed up the lunch boxes and other items, and threw them into the garbage room of the hospital.

This ward is in the southwest corner, at the end of the corridor.

It was dark outside the window, and the black velvet covering the world was dotted with city lights. When Xu Jinchao returned, Song Jiao was looking at the night sky through the window.

Xu Jinchao sat beside her and looked out together.

Song Jiao said, “I’ve been abnormal since I was conscious.”

Xu Jinchao retracted his gaze and turned to Song Jiao’s face.

The latter was still staring out the window, the neon lights lit up in Hwaseong City at night reflected in her deep pupils.

“I thought at first that other people were just like me, that we would intuitively imitate the emotions, emotions, emotions, gestures and body language displayed by adults, and adults also learned this from their parents, and it was a convention. Performance.”

Song Jiao finally turned her face, Xu Jinchao found that Omega’s expression was calm.

“Of course, I didn’t know it was acting at the time.”

The more bland she was, the more uncomfortable Xu Jinchao felt, but she didn’t speak and chose to listen quietly.

“Not sad, not happy, this is my previous state,” Song Jiao described her feelings to her, “Occasionally there are ups and downs, but not many times. Most of the time, my feeling is no feeling.”

Song Jiao stated calmly: “Among the few emotional ups and downs, I am more angry and fearful. I will be angry because my hair is torn by bad children, and I will be afraid when I fall from a tree.”

“There is also happiness. With my parents by my side, I have a higher chance of feeling happy.”

She paused and said softly, “When my mother died, I was very sad, and my heart hurt a little. I told myself, it’s okay, in fact, my mother didn’t have much time at home, so I slowly got better.”

“My dad was very calm before he went to the hospital to recognize the body, and he was very calm when he came back. He was also very calm when he gave my mother the funeral. I thought he thought the same as me.”

“But when he was about to bury the urn in the cemetery, he began to tremble and began to cry. He was a very tall man at the time, but he couldn’t stand still and fell to the ground and struggled.”

Song Jiao looked at Xu Jinchao’s uncontrollable sad expression, and she stated, “This is the difference between me and you. I couldn’t even empathize with my relatives at that time.”

“He was crying all the time, and his tears were all dry. I felt like his eyes were about to bleed, so I advised him not to cry. Later, when I went to the bathroom, I heard the people who came to the funeral talking. They said, Song Jiao is a little strange, she Mom died, she didn’t cry, she was so calm, it looked scary.”

Song Jiao raised her hand and touched her eyes with her fingertips.

“It was only then that I really realized that I’m an outlier, I’m abnormal, I’m a weirdo who can’t even cry over the death of my mother, and my performance will make ordinary people resist.”

Xu Jinchao felt like her throat was stuffed with cotton **** soaked in salt water, making her throat sore and unable to make a sound.

Song Jiao skipped the part related to [Xu Jinchao], she stretched out her hand to Xu Jinchao, and the latter immediately got up and sat beside her, holding her hand firmly with her warm palm.

She drew warmth and strength from it, and stared at the female Alpha who was suffering for her past self.

“You know what, you’re in color now.”

Song Jiao felt that the other party would definitely understand her words, and Xu Jinchao was such a person who was good at empathy and understanding:

“My world used to be gray, and you brought a change. It’s not a sudden change, but I don’t know one day, and I gradually feel that the world has become different.”

“I never knew a world with color could be so beautiful, I thought about it and found this is what you showed me. I just thought, I have to keep you, because I want to continue to see, see more, I can’t have it and then lose it.”

Song Jiao saw that Xu Jinchao’s eyes were red, and she said:

“I don’t want to go back to the past, that’s what I think. I feel so good now, so beautiful, so nice of you to bring me this, and I hope you can be as happy as I am.”

Tears were streaming down Alpha’s cheeks, and the other party was still looking at her with beautiful wet and tearful eyes.

Song Jiao wiped her tears with the hand that was not tightly clenched. Her heart was a little sore, but that was all.

“Look, that’s what I can’t do.”

“I still can’t do it,” she muttered.

Xu Jinchao felt that her face must be ugly and ugly now. She lowered her head, let go of Song Jiao’s hand, and hurriedly pulled the paper bag on the bedside table.

She stuffed Song Jiao’s tissue and asked her to wipe her hands, and then she rubbed a few more random ones to wipe her face.

Song Jiao didn’t speak anymore, Xu Jinchao tried his best to calm down.

When she finally calmed down, she raised her head and tried her best to smile: “Actually, it’s not a good thing to have too much emotion. Just like me, it’s easy to lose my temper in front of people.”

Song Jiao said, “No, at least it’s a good thing for me. If you didn’t have such strong emotions, I probably wouldn’t have the chance to feel these things.”

This is the joy from the bottom of Song Jiao’s heart.

She is glad that Xu Jinchao is Xu Jinchao, that she is good at empathy, that she is willing to help others, and that she is responsible for her behavior.

Perhaps in many people’s opinion these are not advantages (including her former self).

But if Xu Jinchao abandons her, or treats her plainly, and treats her not so nicely and tolerantly, there is no chance for her life to be brightened.

Song Jiao didn’t care about the evaluation made by others from any angle, this woman who was barely smiling was the perfection in her eyes, the charming flame that drew her closer.

She told her: “I assure you that everything I say now is the truth and nothing is false. If I lied just now, let me go back to the world of gray tones.”

Xu Jinchao shook his head at her, her voice still hoarse.

“Don’t make such oaths to yourself, Jiaojiao, and I want you to be happy forever.”

Song Jiao asked expectantly, “So, we will still be the same as before, won’t we?”

This is why she chose to make the whole story clear. She was afraid that if she didn’t explain it to Xu Jinchao, Alpha would look at her with tinted glasses and misunderstand her words and deeds.

Xu Jinchao stretched out her tail finger at her, and Song Jiao immediately hooked it with her little finger.

The Omega’s skin was still slightly cold, like a cold-blooded snake that couldn’t wait to hook it up with the tip of its tail.

But Xu Jinzao knew that her maliciousness would never be shown to herself, and the reason why she was tightly entwined was only because she was afraid of being discarded.

Xu Jinzao gave a thumbs up, and the finger pads of the two people docked, and covered with a small poke, she promised:

“Of course, otherwise what do you want? Do you use words to whip me every day like you used to bully Yu Lan?”

Song Jiao couldn’t help laughing, her joy was hard to hide, making that beautiful face dazzling.

“Don’t think I don’t know, Yu Lan talks bad about me behind your back.”

Xu Jinchao said: “After you treat her mildly, she basically doesn’t say much.”

She let go of her hand with Song Jiao for bail and asked, “I’ll bring you a toothbrush and a cup?”

Xu Jinchao planned to let Song Jiao wash by the bed. Aunt Li brought all kinds of utensils. She saw a familiar washbasin in the bathroom of the ward.

Song Jiao shook her head: “I won’t be in the way in the afternoon. I don’t feel dizzy and vomit anymore, I can walk by myself.”

Xu Jinchao’s persuasion was fruitless, so she had to let her get up and go to the bathroom by herself.

Song Jiao walked very steadily. Xu Jinchao kept watching her movements and found that it was okay, so he was relieved to open the locker and take the toiletry bag that was placed in it.

She took out her toothbrush, also got into the bathroom, and stood side by side with Song Jiao.

Opposite the sink in the ward is a large mirror. Xu Jinchao squeezed toothpaste onto his toothbrush and brushed his teeth.

Song Jiao looked at Alpha in the mirror, and occasionally scanned herself out of the corner of the eye to confirm that she really existed.

This made her extremely satisfied, and the people she cared about stood by her side and would not go anywhere.

Now is not the time for the two of them to go to bed every day.

However, considering that Song Jiao is still in the observation period after the concussion, she should sleep more to support her body. After washing up, she rushes Song Jiao to sleep.

Song Jiao: “What time is it…”

Xu Jinchao: “The patients in the ward next door are sleeping, so hurry up and lie down.”

Song Jiao couldn’t, so she obediently went to bed and lay down.

But she refused to close her eyes and looked at Xu Jinchao: “Aren’t you going to sleep?”

Xu Jinchao said, “I’ll go to the nurse station to rent an **** bed, and I’ll be back in a while.”

Song Jiao had a flash of inspiration. She moved to the bedside like a caterpillar to make way: “Sleep next to me.”

Xu Jinchao was helpless: “Aren’t you crowded, aren’t you hot?”

Song Jiao insisted: “It’s not crowded. This hospital bed is quite big. It’s enough for the two of us. I’m not too hot. Go and get the pillow. I saw Auntie Li put it in the locker.”

“No wonder Auntie came with a big bag and brought pillows…”

Xu Jinchao muttered, and opened the locker, which was stuffed with a large bag that Aunt Li brought, and there was indeed a small pillow in the bag.

Xu Jinchao patted the pillow: “This is on our sofa.”

After turning off the lights in the ward, she put the small pillow next to Song Jiao’s pillow, turned over onto the bed, and pulled up the railings on both sides of the bed.

Song Jiao stared at Xu Jinchao’s actions, and the latter explained to her, “I’m afraid we will fall.”

This hospital bed is not small, but it is definitely not wide enough for two people to lie down comfortably.

If she doesn’t pull the railing properly, it’s okay for her to fall. Song Jiao’s injury is still not healed, and if she knocks it again, it will be a bad thing.

Xu Jinchao lay down in his clothes, and the two were close together, almost rubbing shoulders.

Just as she was about to close her eyes, she felt something was wrong above her ankle, someone was dishonest, trying to stretch her toes to scratch her itch.

Xu Jinchao laughed: “What are you doing?”

Song Jiao: “Nothing.”

Xu Jinchao: “Little short legs, don’t make trouble with me.”

Song Jiao: “First, my legs are not short, but my height is not as high as yours. Second, I am within the normal height range of a Changnan girl, so stupid.”

Xu Jinchao: “Little short legs.”

Song Jiao: “Silly big man.”

The two quarreled, and in the end, Xu Jinchao stopped the fight first, and she grabbed Omega’s hand that wanted to scratch her stomach.

“sleep.”

In the middle of summer, being held by Alpha’s warm hands, it was actually quite hot, but Song Jiao felt inexplicably relieved.

“I lied just now, you are not stupid, you have a good-looking body.”

She told Xu Jinchao like this.

Xu Jinchao: “I’m also joking with you, um, your hands and feet are small and cute.”

She also squeezed the small hand in her palm.

The two finally stopped making noises, and they fell into the dark sweetness.

Song Jiao stayed in the hospital for three days in total.

In fact, when I woke up the next day, there were basically no adverse reactions. To be safe, I stayed in the hospital for another day for observation.

On the evening of the third day, Song Jiao was finally discharged from the hospital.

After going through the discharge procedures, she changed into her regular clothes and packed up the things she brought with Auntie Li.

Auntie Li said, “When you get home, throw away all the clothes and towels, and then sprinkle some salt into the house to get rid of bad luck. This time it’s really bad luck…”

Song Jiao put her personal belongings in her bag and listened absently.

Speaking of the driver who caused the accident, Auntie Li switched to the Juzhou dialect mode, and quickly and ruthlessly reprimanded the other party.

The driver himself was detained, and his family went to the hospital that afternoon to visit and apologize, and they sent a lot of supplies. Later, there was no ambiguity about the compensation.

But when Aunt Li heard about the perpetrator driving and running away from the mouth of Yu Lan, who came to see people the next day, she immediately changed her face, and together with Yu Lan, scolded the other party for having no conscience.

Song Jiao persuaded her: “Auntie, I’m all right now. Your head hurts when you read it.”

She just exaggerated, but Aunt Li was shocked: “Ah, why do you have a headache again?”

Song Jiao: “…”

For her aunt’s excessive concern, she was helpless and had to hold Aunt Li, who was going to the doctor, to explain.

Xu Jinchao finished the work expeditedly and drove to the hospital to pick him up, only to see the scene where Omega was helpless to Aunt Li.

She secretly laughed in her heart, thinking that one thing is one thing, Song Jiao was actually afraid of the kind-hearted elders talking about it.

Seeing her appearing at the door, Song Jiao hurriedly said to her aunt, “Xu Jinchao is here.”

Xu Jinchao smiled at the two of them. She took out a small jewelry box from her bag and shook it in her palm.

Song Jiao asked, “What is this?”

Auntie Li has the intention to leave space for young people to get along with each other privately: “You can see if there is anything left, and I will go and say thank you to the doctor.”

Aunt Li is gone, and another bed in the ward is now occupied by a patient.

Xu Jinchao waved to Song Jiao, and the two went to the corridor to talk.

Xu Jinchao opened the jewelry box and took out a red string with a small pendant: “Auntie said she wanted to ward off evil spirits and let me buy a red string. I picked one with a lucky cat.”

Seeing the smiling golden lucky cat on the red rope, Song Jiao pouted, “Auntie will definitely not be satisfied if you buy this.”

Xu Jinchao put the jewelry box back into the bag and unfastened the red rope buckle.

Song Jiao stretched out her hand, and Xu Jinchao tied the red rope around her wrist. Omega’s wrist was white and slender, and it was pretty good-looking.

Xu Jinchao smiled: “How lucky this kitten is like you.”

Song Jiao stared at the round-faced kitten for two seconds before reaching out to touch her cheek.

Xu Jinchao realized that this was asking for a kiss of good luck, and he bowed his head generously and tweeted on her face.

Song Jiao scratched Alpha’s chin with her fingertips with an unfathomable expression on her face.

“So nice.”

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The author has something to say:

Jin Zong: Ah this, the scheming nature of the bad kitten does not change.