Wearing It Before Scum A Tortures The Heroine

Song Jiao watched Yu Lan’s text message for a few seconds before realizing what she meant.

She couldn’t blame Song Jiao for being slow, but she was depressed and had no relevant experience in this area.

In the past, she occasionally chatted with Yu Lan about things outside of work, and the other party seldom made such jokes with her, which caused Song Jiao to not understand the specific content of Yu Lan’s text messages for a while.

At this time, she went to look at the joke at the end of the previous article, but she could taste a different taste, and Yu Lan was obviously already hinting at this.

Song Jiao’s first reaction was: Is it so magical?

The accumulated emotions can really be resolved through these, isn’t Yu Lan trying to tease her?

Of course, Song Jiao’s doubts can’t be directly asked like this. The persona she has set up in front of others is ‘Xu Jinchao’s beloved wife’ and ‘the winner of a happy marriage’.

She only has obstacles in emotional cognition, but she is not a fool who does not understand the common sense of physiology and marriage. Of course, she understands that there must be regular bedding movements between truly loving partners.

It’s just that the spiritual bond between herself and Xu Jinchao is not well defined and cannot be understood by outsiders. She is eager to let everyone witness the beautiful relationship between the two of them, so she chose the image of a ‘partner’ that can be generally understood. as an external display.

Song Jiao has managed a stable character design for so long, so she will not collapse at this time, and she is also curious about the omnipotent effect Yu Lan described.

She thought for a moment and replied like this.

[It makes sense, so how do you all play? Said to give me a reference. ]

This made Yu Lan agitated, and she was particularly coy and pretentious to confirm with Song Jiao.

Yu Lan: [Ah, do you want to ask for details, really? If I say it, don’t spread it out, I have always been a serious and serious person to the outside world. ]

Song Jiao felt that what she revealed between the lines was ‘ask me for details’, she replied.

[Who can I talk to? If you don’t want to talk about it, I’ll figure it out myself. ]

This trick is very effective by retreating, Yu Lan immediately stopped pretending to be reserved, and sent a lot of unsightly texts.

Song Jiao read it carefully with an almost academic research mentality, and the more she looked at it, the more she didn’t believe it.

But she soon realized that she was looking at these things with a vaguely negative attitude, which was tantamount to arranging herself in an opposing position in advance. Under this premise, she could not be persuaded by the other party.

The purpose of chatting with Yu Lan is to learn from the experience of getting along and solve the current predicament, not to question the use value of the props.

What’s more, with Yu Lan’s character, she clearly felt that they were effective, and the excitement in the text would overflow from the screen.

This person used to be very resistant to communication, like any human being, but now he is enthusiastically and actively playing with Qin Lingyue.

Song Jiao adjusted her mentality. She changed her sitting position to make herself more comfortable on the sofa, and tried to match the key words mentioned by Yu Lan with Xu Jinchao.

Leather collar, Xu Jinchao is indeed very suitable for wearing leather products.

Imagine putting a black leather collar on Alpha’s slender and high neck. The black leather contrasts with the dazzling white skin, and there may be metal rivets adorning the leather goods.

Locking the throats of beautiful humans with collars that imprison domesticated beasts…

Song Jiao understood Yu Lan and Qin Lingyue a little bit, the collar was indeed a great idea.

As for the leg rings, Xu Jinchao has a pair of unparalleled good-looking long legs, as well as a good skin made of snow and silver makeup.

The calves are firm and slender, and the thighs have just the right sense of movement, neither too muscular nor too slender, which Song Jiao likes.

If you put a leg ring on this round and beautiful snow-white thigh.

Lace, satin, leather, no matter what the material is, it is best to tighten it a little bit, let it sink into the skin a little, and make a little streak…

Song Jiao slid her fingertips on the cushion. She began to envy normal couples, and for the first time realized that she had missed out on so many readily available partner benefits.

But Xu Jinchao is obviously not the character who will do these things with people who are not really close to each other. It is not difficult to see from daily interactions that Alpha is even quite conservative.

She was always in the habit of appearing in front of her when she was dressed properly, pajamas, home clothes, and regular clothes. Song Jiao had hardly seen Xu Jinchao walking around the house with her clothes untidy.

Song Jiao was somewhat unwilling, but her understanding of Xu Jinchao made her clear that the other party’s emotional needs were far higher than others.

Yu Lan’s suggestion is basically impossible to practice here.

She sighed rarely, and the whole person was melancholy.

In this way, looking at the different kinds of life fun that Yu Lan showed, it was especially hateful, and it revealed the other party’s complacent little show off.

Song Jiao chose to change the subject.

[I never asked before, how did you find out that you like Qin Lingyue? ]

She just mentioned it casually, trying to avoid the topic, but Yu Lan’s answer caught Song Jiao’s attention.

Yu Lan: [Every time I see my sister, my heart will speed up, you know, it’s like my heart palpitates, but I can’t help but want to look at her, want to get close to her, even if I’m stupid in front of her, she laughs, very happy. ]

Song Jiao couldn’t help but think of the tachycardia she felt when she stared at Xu Jinchao, the strange feeling that her heart was beating uncontrollably, making her breathing quicken, her mind dizzy, and her limbs weak.

But is that what you like? If so, she quickly regained her composure, does that mean that her love for Xu Jinchao was only in the few minutes when her heart palpitated?

Before Song Jiao could think of the wording of her question, a new text message came in again.

Yu Lan: [At the end of the year, my sister came to my apartment to give New Year gifts. She said she would sit down for a while and leave. After she came in, I still didn’t want to end the conversation with her. I kept trying my best to find a topic and said a lot of silly things, which was quite abnormal. ]

It’s really abnormal, Song Jiao thought, Yu Lan has always been resistant to social interaction, and any misunderstanding of face-to-face language will make her extremely uncomfortable. Under normal circumstances, she should have taken the initiative to invite people away.

Yu Lan: [Sister told me that she has nowhere to go, probably New Year’s Eve at the hotel. I said that if she wants, she can stay with me and we will celebrate the New Year together. ]

Yu Lan: [After saying this, I suddenly knew, I’m done, I like her so much, I like her so much. What can I do? Xu Jinchao said that she is loved by many people. Will I be liked by her? I am nothing, what am I? ]

Song Jiao was attracted by Yu Lan’s description, and she couldn’t help but ask: [And then? ]

Yu Lan: [I felt uncomfortable for a long time, and then I thought, I at least do what I can do to make her happy and make her happy. As for whether I can be with my sister or not, it doesn’t matter, I just leave it to my fate. ]

Yu Lan: [Later, when my sister was playing with me, her brother called. I answered the phone for her and scolded the trash. ]

Yu Lan: [Hang up the phone, my sister suddenly asked me, she said, Yu Lan, can I kiss you? I said yes, we are together. So God is pretty good to me, I don’t want anything, but give me everything. ]

Therefore, it is necessary for one party to suddenly realize, cooperate with persistent behavioral expression, and add an opportunity to make the other party realize his intention and give feedback?

Song Jiao felt that she seemed to understand a little bit, but how did the realization that Yu Lan described as “suddenly known” came about?

She chose to ask the person who came over.

Song Jiao: [How did you feel when you realized that you liked Qin Lingyue? ]

Yu Lan: [Boss, you are so gossipy, I really admire you today. ]

Yu Lan: [It’s hard to describe, it’s amazing, it’s like an instinctual awakening, an epiphany, something I couldn’t think about before it happened, I figured it out instantly. ]

Yu Lan: [You should also understand that you are so good with Xu Bodhisattva. That’s it anyway. ]

Song Jiao didn’t understand, she was thinking about how to perfunctory, when she heard footsteps in the corridor.

She was shocked and responded quickly.

Song Jiao: [Stop talking, Xu Jinchao is back. ]

She ignored Yu Lan’s follow-up response and jumped off the sofa and put on slippers.

The sound of the key turning the lock cylinder came from the door. Xu Jinchao opened the door and came in. Song Jiao came forward. Alpha looked a little tired, but still smiled at her:

“Wow, did you come to meet me on purpose?”

It is now ten o’clock in the evening, and Xu Jinchao just came back in a hurry. Song Jiao asked, “Have something to eat? Aunt Li left some vegetables.”

Xu Jinchao shook his head: “No, eating supper is not a good habit.”

She hung up her bag, put on slippers from the shoe cabinet, and gestured to show her biceps: “Not to mention, I have to keep in shape.”

Song Jiao urged: “Then go take a shower, I have something to ask you later.”

Xu Jinchao asked her, “What?”

Omega refused to say so, Xu Jinchao went back to the room to get a change of clothes and bath towels, and got into the bathroom to take a shower.

Song Jiao leaned on the bedside, thinking about how to ask Xu Jinchao about what she heard from Yu Lan at first.

Although I know that Xu Jinchao probably won’t nod, what if? In case he goes wrong, does Xu Jinchao really have needs in this regard?

Then she can take advantage of it… No, she can tell her logically: You can come to me, I will not contradict and cooperate with you.

They are each other’s legal wives.

If Xu Jinchao is willing to wear **** underwear to show her, she can also wear it to Xu Jinchao, which is fair, isn’t it?

Unless Xu Jinchao doesn’t like her type and thinks she is not attractive.

Thinking of this, Song Jiao was suddenly a little nervous, she immediately turned over and got out of bed, and went to the dressing table to look in the mirror.

[Xu Jinchao] used to be fascinated by her, and Song Jiao never cared about doubting her appearance, but now she stared at the beautiful face in the mirror, and subconsciously judged and picked on.

Are her facial features not bright and mature enough? Is the chin too pointed? Is the shape of the eyes very sad?

The more she looked, the less confident she became, and she actually felt that she was not in good shape. Xu Jinchao was used to fitness, would he like a slender person like her?

She lifted up her nightgown and observed her legs. She felt that she was not as strong and slender as Xu Jinzhao.

Song Jiao felt depressed like never before.

Xu Jinchao changed into his pajamas, pushed open the door and came in, and what he saw was a shriveled and spiritless kitten.

Song Jiao lay in front of the mirror, as if she had lost her soul and remained motionless.

Xu Jinchao couldn’t help but say, “What’s wrong?”

She closed the bedroom door, approached the dresser, and Omega slowly lifted her face buried between her arms.

Song Jiao’s long hair was scattered behind her, her pale white face was lethargic, her long eyelashes covered her pupils, which had lost most of her vigor, and her whole body seemed to have faded.

“What’s the matter?” Xu Jinchao lowered his voice and asked her softly, “Why are you unhappy?”

Song Jiao: “Am I ugly?”

Xu Jinchao: “?”

Xu Jinchao couldn’t understand Song Jiao’s thoughts, but he said firmly: “It’s not ugly, it’s beautiful.”

Song Jiao’s pupils regained some brilliance, and finally raised her eyelashes, looking at her expectantly.

Xu Jinchao believed that Song Jiao was definitely a beauty even by the strictest requirements. She stretched out her hands and gently straightened the other’s face, making her look in the mirror.

Alpha said lightly: “Don’t talk about it outside, people will think you’re showing off.”

Song Jiao was not satisfied with such coaxing words, she asked, “Then do I meet your aesthetic standards?”

Xu Jinchao didn’t think much: “Of course.”

Of course, this is the appearance that conforms to her aesthetic standards, so that when Xu Jinchao became [Xu Jinchao] and saw the appearance of the person under him, the first reaction was not who she was, but how beautiful she was.

A beautiful and lovely little woman, crying so much that the pear blossoms are raining, making her heart cry.

However, in the later interactions, perhaps because she was in the position of a protector, she began to call each other more girls, and regarded Song Jiao as a little girl who needed her own care.

The next moment, the little girl in her imagination asked the best question: “Then, Xu Jinchao, if you want to have **** with someone, would you consider me like this?”

Xu Jinchao was startled and let go of his hand subconsciously.

“…Why do you suddenly ask such a thing?”

Song Jiao looked a little annoyed: “Oh, it seems that you lied to me in what you said earlier. I’m not beautiful at all, and I’m not sexually attractive to you, right?”

How can it be!

Xu Jinchao only felt that there was no reason to argue. You know, because Song Jiao tacitly agreed that the two of them would have to sleep in the same bed, she has now started to use slow-release inhibitors on purpose!

Think about it, a beautiful girl who is very attractive to you, sleeps next to your pillow every day, and occasionally entangles you in her sleep, sticking you as a heater.

Xu Jinchao had never been so close to his serious girlfriend before.

She has always had a stubborn idea about what to do at each stage. She believes that it takes two people to develop deep feelings before they should go further, instead of completing the blending and sublimation of the true love in advance.

Xu Jinchao felt that it was a premature consumption of expectations, but she herself failed to fulfill this expectation in the end.

But she is an adult woman after all, and she is not cold, not to mention that as an Alpha, her physiology determines that she will become particularly easy to be provoked by Omega during the susceptible period.

When Xu Jinchao found out that he seemed to be having peach fantasy about the people around him, he broke out in a cold sweat.

She immediately found an excuse to leave the room, took out the pills, and calmed herself.

Xu Jinchao didn’t want to be a beast dominated by instinct.

It just so happens that a sustained-release version of the inhibitor has been launched on the market, and one injection can guarantee that there will be no seizures for three months, which is more convenient than ordinary inhibitors with short duration.

Now Song Jiao asked a fatal question, and Xu Jinchao didn’t know how to answer it.

She finally chose to be honest: “Yes, you are my type. But I don’t have that kind of thinking right now.”

This is absolutely true. Xu Jinchao doesn’t have much sense of belonging to this world. Even though she has lived here for more than half a year, she still often feels strange and absurd.

The friends around her are real and the career is real, but they are not so real except for Song Jiao, who is a strong connection.

It is difficult for Xu Jinchao to figure out what kind of psychology this is. Maybe she has always separated herself from this world vaguely, and cares about those people and cities that belong to the real Xu Jinchao.

Under such a state of mind, it is difficult for her to have the idea of ​​starting a relationship, let alone the sublimation of her naive conception.

Song Jiao seemed to be finally happy for this answer, she emphasized: “If you have an idea someday, you can come to me, don’t cheat, you know?”

Xu Jinchao laughed, she promised: “No.”

Song Jiao didn’t know which part she was referring to, whether she meant that there would be no demand, or that she would not cheat, but it was a good thing to confirm that she was Xu Jinchao’s aesthetic orientation.

She began to brush her hair smugly, satisfied with her appearance in the mirror again.

Xu Jinchao always felt that Song Jiao’s words today were abrupt, and she asked, “Why do you think of asking this?”

Song Jiao said, “Chat with Yu Lan. She and Sister Qin are so good now, and they shared a lot of tips with me.”

Xu Jinchao: “…”

Yu Lan, her personality doesn’t change, as long as she is connected to the Internet or mobile phone, she is the most unrestrained person.

Xu Jinchao didn’t want to ask any more details. She couldn’t discuss this with the person who had had sexual fantasies at one time, and chose to lie in bed silently.

Song Jiao was still combing her long hair, fiddling with some things, making slight noises.

Xu Jinchao was so tired today that he closed his eyes unconsciously and quickly fell asleep.

After hearing that Alpha’s breathing became even and long, Song Jiao stopped moving and turned to look at her.

Even though he was asleep, the demeanor of this beautiful face revealed the gentleness and gentleness that belonged to Xu Jinchao, neutralizing and softening the natural aggression of his appearance.

Omega tiptoed around to the other side and slid into bed.

She didn’t lie down immediately, but stared at the sleepy face of the other person, and gently touched the cheeks of the people around her with the back of her fingers.

The skin under his fingers was warm and tender, Xu Jinchao was probably really tired, and he didn’t even notice that he was touched.

So the back of the slightly cool fingers slid down the snowy skin and stopped on the hotter side of the neck.

There is only one leather collar for decoration, Song Jiao thought, it would definitely look good.

These thoughts made her heart start to speed up, and she put her other hand over her heart, feeling the exciting throbbing.

It’s weird, does that count as liking?

She thought that Xu Jinchao would have a tachycardia wearing a collar. Does she like Xu Jinchao?

The next morning, Song Jiao went to the company.

The distance from Friendship to Tangang is a little further than Xinhu Square, where Wantong is located, and it takes more than ten minutes by car.

It’s not that Song Jiao didn’t consider commuting when she bought a house, but that Xinhu Plaza is too close to Tangang.

This is really a coincidence. Xu Jinchao also said: “Xinhu Square was clearly recommended to me by Wang Xiaoqian. Those who didn’t know it thought I was using power for personal gain.”

Wang Xiaoqian was one of the original founders of Omnicom. He was born and raised in Huacheng. When he was considering relocating again, he recommended the newly built Xinhu Plaza Building to Xu Jinchao.

Before Omega left, Xu Jinchao instructed.

“be careful on the road.”

Song Jiao picked up her bag and nodded her face at her: “Farewell to the kiss, hurry up.”

Because of the joking tone, Xu Jinchao really lowered his head and kissed her cheek, and said, “Give half of my luck today to you.”

Song Jiao went downstairs in a happy mood, drove out of the community, and went to the company.

Originally everything was normal, no different from the past, but an accident happened when I was about to arrive at the company.

Seeing that the lights at the intersection were about to change, Song Jiao slowed down the speed of the car, but the car following behind failed to stop and collided from behind to front.

It happened so fast that she couldn’t even figure out where she hit, but she felt that there was a sudden darkness in front of her, and the whole person’s consciousness was gone.

After about a few seconds, she gradually returned to the cage, but the world in front of her was blurred and flowered, and she felt nauseated.

Song Jiao seemed to hear someone screaming next to her, but she couldn’t hear what she said, and felt dizzy.

Fortunately, Xu Jinchao gave me half of the luck…

Before fainting again, this thought flashed through Song Jiao’s mind.

When Xu Jinchao arrived at Xinhu Square, she was inexplicably flustered, and for some reason, she couldn’t calm down.

Barely suppressing these strange heart palpitations, she received a call from Yu Lan as soon as she got into work.

This is obviously a strange thing. Yu Lan hardly ever calls anyone, and only sends text messages when everything happens.

Xu Jinchao picked it up, and the other party shouted loudly, “Come to Huacheng Hospital, Song Jiao had a car accident!”

There was a buzzing sound in Xu Jinchao’s mind, his hands and feet were cold for a moment, and he could hardly hold the phone steady.

Yu Lan was in chaos, and she continued to say, “I’m not sure what the situation is. She passed out. We are in the ambulance, come here quickly!”

Xu Jinchao: “I’ll go right now.”

Her voice was so weak that she trembled, and after hanging up the phone, she tried to calm herself by pinching her palms.

Xu Jinchao stood up, took a few deep breaths against the desk, and immediately ran out of the office.

Everyone was busy, Xu Jinchao almost stumbled all the way out, almost knocking Jiang Chao down.

Jiang Chao grabbed her and asked, “What’s wrong?”

Xu Jinchao said, “Song Jiao was in a car accident. You are staring at the company. I have to go to the hospital.”

Jiang Chao was also taken aback and stopped blocking.

Xu Jinchao took the elevator downstairs, her fingers were trembling all the way, she felt that she couldn’t drive in this state, so she stopped a taxi directly.

She seems to have countless thoughts in her mind, and it seems to be blank and drained of her soul.

He had said before that he would go to Hwaseong Hospital for a physical examination, but he was sent there by ambulance.

Arriving at the hospital, Xu Jinchao called Yu Lan again, but the other party didn’t answer. She almost went crazy and pulled the emergency nurse.

“Are there any patients in a car accident? Where has the female patient, Song Jiao, been taken?”

Xu Jinchao was on the verge of collapse, but fortunately, Yu Lan called her back, saying that the examination had been completed, the hospitalization procedures had been completed, and she was in the ward building.

“How is she, is she okay?”

Yu Lan comforted: “It’s alright, I woke up on the way. The doctor said there was a slight concussion and I needed to observe for a few days.”

The big stone in Xu Jinchao’s heart fell to the ground, his feet were soft, and he almost fell.

She stabilized her mind, but when she saw Song Jiao lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, she felt distressed again.

Xu Jinchao asked Yu Lan, “What’s going on?”

Yu Lan said: “I was rear-ended near the company. I recognized Song Jiao’s car. The guy who caused the accident ran away without knowing what was going on. I called the police and called an ambulance.”

Xu Jinchao hated her to death, and she said to Yu Lan, “Do you have to make a transcript? Go back to the company after you’re done. I’ll ask Aunt Li to help, and I need you to look at the friend record.”

She understands Song Jiao’s character, and Song Jiao will never let Yu Lan give up her job and stay here.

Yu Lan hesitated, but Xu Jinchao urged: “Go, save Song Jiao from coming over to scold you for a while.”

She said this, of course, to ease Yulan’s heart, the female Alpha sighed, cursed a few Juzhou swear words in a low voice, greeted the driver, and explained the matter of obtaining the inspection report, and then reluctantly left.

Xu Jinchao called Aunt Li, but Aunt Li was too frightened and said to come over immediately.

Hanging up the phone, she sat beside the hospital bed, guarding Song Jiao.

Song Jiao looked confused and whispered, “Don’t tell Xu Jinchao, she’s busy over there.”

Xu Jinchao’s tears almost fell and told her, “No, I didn’t tell Xu Jinchao.”

Song Jiao seemed relieved, but after a while, she said, “Don’t let Xu Jinchao come…”

Xu Jinchao was very uncomfortable. Song Jiao was like this, and she was still thinking about how busy she was, so she was not allowed to come.

When Aunt Li arrived at the hospital, Xu Jinchao entrusted Song Jiao to her and took the film to show the doctor.

The doctor looked at the two films with a viewing light and told her, “It’s okay, there are no fractures or bleeding.”

Xu Jinchao just breathed a sigh of relief, but the doctor asked again, “You are a family member of the patient, right?”

“Yes, she is my wife.”

The doctor warned: “Then you should know her medical history. After the patient wakes up, pay more attention to her mental state.”

Xu Jinchao didn’t understand: “Mental condition?”

The doctor said: “From the film, your wife’s brain already has organic lesions. This concussion is not very serious, but you should pay more attention to it.”

“After all, there are many precedents for mentally ill patients with worsening symptoms after a car accident.”

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The author has something to say:

The previous article has done a lot of foreshadowing, about empathy, morality, shame… Jiaojiao does have the brain of a mental patient.

We all know that this is innate, and the doctor mistakenly thought that Jiaojiao was an organic brain disease caused by a serious mental illness, so they kindly asked to pay more attention to her now.

Here I can finally explain my settings in detail:

Jiaojiao’s emotional and cognitive impairment is congenital and caused by a natural abnormality in the brain structure. When she was young, her family was not able to find it in time, and she was neglected to accompany her. Later, her family was ruined, so she was always confused.

Genetic + acquired environment, created by dual reasons.

She could have felt the cognition slowly, gradually getting better.

PS: Everything is just a fictional setting duck, don’t take it seriously, be careful.