LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 42: Pei Siyuan can actually cry too
- Pei Siyuan can actually cry too
Feeling the resistance between her actions, Pei Siyuan was confused: “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing, I…” Gu Ningyou also realized that her emotions were leaking too obviously, but she didn’t want to completely tear her face off with Pei Siyuan, at least not at such a moment, she lowered her eyes, trying to make her voice sound less stiff, “I’m not feeling well.”
Pei Siyuan’s eyes also fell on the quilt, and looked at her hands that were folded in her lower abdomen: “Did your aunt come? Is it uncomfortable?”
Aunt?
Gu Ningyou was startled.
How long has it been since her period?
The last time was before they went to Paris, over a month ago, and they haven’t used anything during those days in Paris…
No way?
“It’s not too uncomfortable either.” Gu Ningyou was angry at her carelessness, and could only secretly pray that it would not end like that, “It should be much better tomorrow.”
Seeing that her face was not very good, Pei Siyuan didn’t ask any more questions. After lying down beside her, he rubbed her stomach, and Gu Ningyou was afraid of revealing her lie, so she didn’t make any further refusal.
The next day Gu Ningyou apprehensively asked for leave to go to the hospital and only after getting the pregnancy test report, the stone in her heart was put down.
Fortunately, she wasn’t pregnant, and the reason for her aunt to not visit must be just a delay.
Her period has always been punctual, but this time it was delayed for so many days for no reason…
Gu Ningyou thought of the bottle of contraceptive pills that Pei Siyuan bought her, and she couldn’t help but have some doubts in her heart, it shouldn’t be that pill- Is there really something harmful in it?
Gu Ningyou went back home and found the bottle of medicine without any label from the bedside table, and took it to the hospital to ask someone to check the composition of the medicine. The result didn’t come out until afternoon.
Gu Ningyou looked at the test report and couldn’t calm down for a long time.
“Efficacy: Assist conception.”
In the evening, Pei Siyuan waited for her at the school gate as usual. Gu Ningyou didn’t put on her seat belt after getting into the car, but just stared out the car window: “Let’s not go home for dinner today.”
“Okay.” Pei Siyuan didn’t think much about it, “Where do you want to go?”
“No.1 Middle School, my brother is there. Don’t you know? He is now a physics teacher in No.1 Middle School.” Gu Ningyou’s hand hidden in her sleeve trembled uncontrollably, and her heart ached. Taking the initiative to mention her brother in front of Pei Siyuan was tantamount to sprinkling salt on her wound, “I want to eat with him. He and I haven’t seen each other for some time… Didn’t you always want to see my family? It’s just as well to meet today.”
Pei Siyuan was silent for a few seconds, then agreed: “Okay. “
How could he remain so calm? Does he really have no guilt in his heart? It turned out that from the beginning to the end, the only person who was struggling was her…
“I remember that you had a good relationship with him in high school, often together, and you can be considered as friends.” Gu Ningyou pretended to smile casually, but in her heart she felt that every word she uttered seemed to have turned into an invisible sharp blade, stabbing her all over, “But after my brother graduated from high school and went abroad, you didn’t have much contact, right? You haven’t seen him for a long time.”
“…It’s been a long time indeed.”
Gu Ningyou’s tone of voice was so strange, so strange that Pei Siyuan found out her abnormality, and vaguely guessed the reason for her abnormality. – Did she know?
No, he has always been cautious…
“Yeah, let me think about it… According to the time from high school graduation to now, it is four years, right?” Gu Ningyou pretended to look like she was thinking hard, “Or two years ago, in the hospital? Ah, that’s not right. You were so indifferent back then, and you didn’t go to the hospital to see him even once, right? But it’s okay, now that he hasn’t had an accident, this time you don’t have to go to the hospital to see him.”
The meaning in Gu Ningyou’s words was too obvious, no different from laying everything bare on the table, forcing him to face reality.
Pei Siyuan thought of her abnormal behavior after he came back from the bathroom yesterday, and tried to think of what went wrong. Indeed, he was immersed in joy after receiving her promise to take him to see her parents, so he said the wrong thing yesterday in the heat of the moment -just that one sentence actually allowed her to speculate everything.
His Ning Ning… was really smart beyond his imagination.
Pei Siyuan whispered: “You found out last night.”
He finally didn’t plan to pretend again? She couldn’t act anymore.
Gu Ningyou’s eyes were red, but she forced herself not to shed a single tear: “Yeah, I’m too stupid, I was deceived by you for so long… Unlike you… you actually knew about it a long time ago, right? Did you find out when you first met me more than two months ago?”
“…Yes.”
The moment she said the word ‘sorry’ to him.
“So? So why have you been acting in front of me since then?”
Gu Ningyou’s inner resentment was so strong that it almost shattered her chest. She didn’t understand why Pei Siyuan could always act so calmly. His indifference and coldness made her feel like her hysteria was a joke, like a heavy fist hitting cotton, unable to make a sound.
“Don’t tell me it’s because you… love me?” Gu Ningyou herself felt ridiculous when she said this, “Because of love, so you tried every means to control me and watch me struggle and suffer?
If his way of loving others is to treat them as toys in his palm…… This kind of love, she can’t accept it, nor can she understand it.
As she said, she didn’t want to be a puppet on a string that was controlled by someone …… What is the difference between what Pei Siyuan did to her and the Creator?
Pei Siyuan was silent for a moment.
She even knew this.
No matter what, she couldn’t have guessed that he secretly had someone control her… It seems that the Creator contacted her last night.
“Unlock the door.” Gu Ningyou felt very exhausted, exhausted physically and mentally, and didn’t want to stay here for even a second, “I want to get off.”
“Pei Siyuan, can’t you hear me talking to you?” The man next to her didn’t move or speak for a while. Seeing him like this, Gu Ningyou was so angry that she clenched her teeth, “I said unlock the door, I want to get off!”
Pei Siyuan finally made a sound: “I won’t unlock it, don’t even think about leaving.”
“…”
Gu Ningyou suddenly realized that she made a mistake, a very big mistake. How could she have forgotten that Pei Siyuan was a crazy person? She shouldn’t have gotten into his car just now!
No, she should not have talked to him head-on!
Who knows what this crazy person will do next?
“Pei Siyuan, let me go…” Gu Ningyou knew that she couldn’t reason with a madman, so she could only swallow her anger temporarily, at least she had to get out before making plans. She lowered her voice and tried her best to keep her attitude low, “I beg you, okay?”
Pei Siyuan unfastened his seat belt, leaned over and pressed on Gu Ningyou: “What about me? Who will let me go?”
After this sentence, Gu Ningyou saw that tears were building up in his eyes, and when he blinked, the tears fell and landed on her cheeks, and the emotion in his eyes was something she had never seen before. The struggle, the pain…
So Pei Siyuan could also feel pain? So he could cry too?
What is this, crocodile tears?
“Don’t act… I’ve been lied to so many times by you, I really will never trust you again…”
“But I really didn’t want to lie to you.” Pei Siyuan put his head on her shoulders, as if he had compromised, and his voice was shaking, “Ningning, tell me, what can I do? What should I do?”
T/N: :/