LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 40: Is she the female lead?
- Is she the female lead?
Gu Ningyou looked around the room and didn’t see anyone. A sense of wonder instantly replaced the anger in her heart – this was too bizarre?
“Can you hear my voice?” When the voice that came from nowhere sounded again, it seemed to bring a hint of surprise, and soon became cold again, “Don’t panic, if you don’t want to be caught by Pei Siyuan then don’t make a sound, you can use your mind to communicate with me.”
“You are…” Gu Ningyou was really frightened when she first heard the voice, but the few dozen seconds of the conversation was enough for her to calm down. The owner of this voice knew her and Pei Siyuan, and it was mysterious. She seemed to have an answer in her heart, “The plot?…Or the author behind this novel?”
“This is the name you gave me, if you want to call me that, no problem.”
Gu Ningyou asked back in doubt in her mind, “Then what is it actually?”
“In my words.” The voice paused, and then said, “I am the creator of this world.”
Outrageous.
So outrageous.
This world was much more unscientific than she had imagined.
Gu Ningyou was silent for a while, and asked in her mind: “Why did you… er, connect with me?”
“In fact, I don’t know either.” The Creator – call him that for the time being – still replied in his cold voice, “You are the second person who can hear my voice.”
“Who was the first person? … Pei Siyuan?” The answer was obvious, and Gu Ningyou guessed it without the creator saying it.”Can he hear our current conversation?”
The Creator replied, “He can’t hear this.”
That’s good.
Gu Ningyou was a little relieved. There were many questions in her heart that she wanted to ask, but she didn’t know where to start, “Has Pei Siyuan heard your voice a long time ago?”
“Yes, much earlier than you.”
“How early? Shouldn’t it…”
Could it be that Pei Siyuan could already hear the Creator’s voice in his previous life?
The Creator did not answer.
Gu Ningyou knew that she wouldn’t get the answer to this question, but still side knocked trying to get words out of the Creator’s mouth: “then, he also… Got rid of your control very early?”
“Of course. Didn’t you guess it a long time ago?”
That, after all, was only her guess at the time, and she didn’t dare to bet. Later, she was deceived by Pei Siyuan’s lies…
“What about Jiang Yao?” Gu Ningyou thought of another person, “Isn’t she also out of control? She should be able to hear your voice too?”
“No, her situation is different from yours.”
Gu Ningyou failed to understand the meaning of the Creator’s words: “What’s the difference? “
“I don’t control her because I don’t want to, and I don’t control you and Pei Siyuan because I can’t.”
Why does everyone like to talk in a roundabout way?
“What do you mean you don’t want to and what do you mean you can’t?”
Once again, the Creator did not answer.
Gu Ningyou suppressed the impatience that flooded her heart: “I can’t help it if you don’t want to say it, but I hope you won’t put my name with his in the future.”
The Creator half appreciated, half sighed: “You’re a woman who is quick to get out of her feelings.”
She hasn’t fallen deep. Moreover, Pei Siyuan lied to her – all the sweetness after she was with him were just lies carefully designed by him.
But she didn’t understand why he lied to her like this… because he liked her?
In her previous life, he was so cold-hearted and indifferent to her, and hurt her family… After his rebirth, he suddenly fell in love with her?
Could it be that the script designed by the creator for Pei Siyuan is not an affectionate man who never changed his original intention after his lover is forcefully taken away and finally embraced the beauty, but the kind of crematorium man who loves but didn’t know it, and didn’t wake up until he lost the love of his life?
[T/N: I believe wife chasing crematorium is a subgenre of romance (usually in chinese webnovels) about how a man was being an asshole and lost the woman, the woman left so he has to grovel and get her back]
And she was not some vicious female supporting character who has been killed and has a tragic ending, but the kind of miserable female lead who has gone through all kinds of sadistic packages and came back?
What is this ancient, dog blood abuse plot?
Unexpectedly ah, unexpectedly, after wandering around, the heroine turned out to be herself?
It’s a pity –
No matter which script the creator gave her, be it a female supporting character or a female protagonist, she was not in the mood to continue acting.
What she likes is the Pei Siyuan, who really knows nothing about everything, who has never done anything to hurt her, who will love her and pamper her, not the one who caused her pain and misery in her previous life, and who kept her in the dark after her rebirth, who lied to her and played with her ……
Even if Pei Siyuan loves her, so what? Because of love, all those hurts are excusable and forgivable?
“Because the word forgiveness seems simple, but it takes a lot of courage to say it.” Gu Ningyou’s thoughts fluctuated, but her expression was still calm. “If it was in the past, I would definitely want to ask you what is in Pei Siyuan’s mind, but it’s not very important to me now.”
“But the truth is, I don’t know what he’s thinking.”
The creator’s answer surprised Gu Ningyou: “You don’t know? You are the creator, how can you not know what he is thinking?”
“He is completely out of my control, I can’t hear his thoughts.” The Creator hesitated for a moment before adding, “He is the only exception among the characters I created. However, after today, there is one more exception… that is you. This is what I said about the difference between Jiang Yao and you, not controlling her because I don’t want to do that, and for you, I don’t have the ability to do it.”
Gu Ning savored the Creator’s words carefully, and analyzed them word by word—
According to the meaning of the creator’s words, he has not lost his ability to control this world. The reason why he did not control was because he didn’t want to, but it does not mean that the characters in this world are really free from his control, and before today, she was not completely out of his control…
“So in the days since I came back from Paris, you didn’t control me because you didn’t want to?”
Surprisingly, the Creator denied it: “No.”
Gu Ningyou had just felt that her analysis was correct for once before she was confused again, “Then because of what?”
“Because someone threatened me to do so.”
Gu Ningyou was shocked: “You are the creator, and someone can threaten you?!”
“Although I hate to admit it, it is true.” The creator’s voice was somewhat implicit, “Why don’t you try to guess who that person is?”
Who is that person… besides Pei Siyuan, who else could it be?
“How did he do it? Even if he is completely out of control, he shouldn’t…”
An ordinary person could have the ability to threaten a …… god?!
“He certainly has his methods …… In fact, the threat he gave me is not only this.”
“What else?!”
T/N: The hateful creator finally made his appearance 🙄