The Editor is Always Flirting with Me [GL]

Qin Yipour’s hand was very warm. But Yan Beiqi didn’t take the initiative to hold it back, just let her hold it.

She didn’t know what state she was in at this moment, it was a mess, as if she wanted to catch something, and she seemed to want to give up something, but another voice was telling her that she couldn’t admit defeat.

Then, she couldn’t help but wonder if she would bring a burden to Qin Yichuan, or if she had already brought it.

After all, Qin Yipuan is also very busy, and he has to write something, and he has already been exhausted by this.

If I hang her like this, will she have caused trouble for her, but she is due to some reasons, so…

Just like this, she is still whimsical, thinking about going after her when she gets better. It’s good not to cause trouble to people.

Thinking about it like this, Yan Beiqi felt a little flustered.

“I’m sorry…” Yan Beiqi said these three words inexplicably.

After Qin Yicun noticed her slightly curled fingers, he stretched out his hand and patted her back lightly, and took her to the side to sit down.

“You really didn’t feel sorry for me.” Qin Yichuan reached out and smoothed her brows.

Afterwards, Qin Yipun held her hand and said softly, “Bei Qi, let me tell you, oh, I have an idea. That is, after the New Year, and then in summer, let’s go together once. Those places mentioned in “On the Road”. I miss those places a little, but this time I don’t want to go alone, because I’m so lonely, I want you to go with me, okay?”

“Those places in the book…” Yan Beiqi raised his eyes and looked at her.

“Yeah! To be honest, when I went alone, I occasionally felt bored in the middle. I wanted to share it with anyone, but no one could share it, so I had to record it myself in words and accompany it with words. myself.” Qin Yipin looked at her thumb wrapped around the Band-Aid, and stared at her again.

Yan Beiqi opened his lower lip: “Do you want to share?”

“Yeah!” Qin Yipour nodded, “I am a person who likes to share very much. No matter what it is, I like it. Look at my Moments and Weibo, I like to post everything. Haha, I don’t care. Whether other people want to watch it or not. I just feel that I have to express myself to be happy. Then, I also like to see what others share.”

Yan Beiqi looked at her without saying a word, then slowly lowered his head.

“That time, after you candidly photographed me, didn’t you post it on your Moments? Although I scolded you in the comments, saying that you did a poor job, I was actually quite happy. I scolded you at the time, not really. You, it’s probably because I’m arrogant.” After Qin Yichuan finished speaking, he scratched his hair embarrassedly.

“Are you happy?” Yan Beiqi raised his head again and looked at her.

“Yes! If you can post it, it will make me feel that I have really entered your life, and I am really in contact with you. Tell me, can I be unhappy?” Qin Yichuan finished and continued to laugh. write.

“I’m a very simple person. You show your heart to me, and I’ll show you your heart. You show me your true self, and I’ll show you your true self. And I enjoy life like this. You Do you know why I was angry a few times before?” Qin Yichuan asked.

Yan Beiqi shook his head.

“Because you hide and don’t give me a chance to contact you, but I have already regarded you as a friend. What is a friend? When you are happy, a friend is to have a good time together. Hi together, shall we?” After Qin Yipoon finished speaking, he tapped the back of Yan Beiqi’s hand lightly.

“I, it’s worse…” Yan Beiqi frowned.

“It doesn’t exist. It’s not bad, don’t think that everyone dislikes you. If I disliked you, I wouldn’t be here, you know?” After Qin Yiquan finished speaking, he took a deep breath, then raised his hand and turned it over I brought my own food on the table, from which I took out bananas, and grapes.

“Bei Qi, do you want to eat?” Qin Yichuan asked her with his hands on his knees.

Yan Beiqi looked at those things in a daze, then lowered his head and sat in a trance, but didn’t say anything.

Some people are depressed because of overeating, some people can’t eat anything, and some people alternate between the two situations, and she is the kind of person who doesn’t bother to eat anything. There is no craving for food intake. If it was at home, if she was alone, she might be able to go two or three days without eating.

but……

She turned her head to look at Qin Yipian, and on that face, there was a kind of expectation for herself.

Then, Yan Beiqi reached out and touched the grapes: “This is delicious.”

“Then I’ll wash it for you! Although it’s not in season, I tasted it, and it was sweet, like rock candy.” Qin Yipun said with a smile, and went to wash with the grapes.

Hearing the sound of the rushing water, Yan Beiqi stood up and planned to help her wash, but turned to look out the window and stopped again.

Suddenly looking at the sun, it felt a little dazzling, so Yan Beiqi put his hand on his forehead to block it.

It was a new day, and she was still alive and breathing.

Originally, she was still thinking yesterday that if she succeeded in her walk, she would no longer have to see the world today. Another world, should be very comfortable.

And now she’s thinking again, if she’s out of this world now, where would she be.

I don’t know, maybe it’s in a place where there is no consciousness and no dreams.

Is it as good as it is now, or as good as it is now…

As a person, do you only have these two options?

“Okay, let’s eat!” At this time, Qin Yichuan appeared in front of Yan Beiqi with the washed grapes.

Looking up at Qin Yipuan, who was standing beside him, tearing off his sleeves and smiling sweetly, Yan Beiqi was ashamed of what he had just thought.

Teacher Qin is looking forward to her speedy recovery, but she is still thinking about such a problem, how can it be?

“Thank you, Teacher Qin.” Yan Beiqi nodded, then stretched out his hand to pinch a grape, put it in his mouth and bit it, then turned his head left and right, and threw the peeled skin into the trash can, ” good to eat.”

“Thank you…I want to eat it too.” Qin Yichuan took a tissue to dry his hands, sat down next to Yan Beiqi, and then reached out to get a grape.

As a result, his hands suddenly trembled, so the grapes jumped and fled to the ground.

“Oh…don’t you give me something to eat…” Qin Yichuan opened the stool, picked it up, and threw it into the trash can.

“If it’s not good, then hit it.” At this time, Yan Beiqi took one and handed it to Qin Yipian, looking up at her.

Qin Yipuan was slightly stunned, and after receiving it, he laughed.

Although she was still concise when she spoke, it seemed that there was still a slight change.

After eating a little fruit, Qin Yipuan and Yan Beiqi went to a place led by the medical staff, and then sat down to play sand table games.

This is a mental game suitable for all ages. The bottom of the sandbox is blue and filled with fine sand. There is also a wooden locker inside, with all kinds of small toys on it. There are planes, tanks, flowers, grass and trees, houses and people, and so on.

People who play games can use them to create a small world in a sandbox.

Qin Yipuan looked at the other patients in the room, then turned to look at the toys and sandboxes, and felt that it looked a little like some current mobile phone simulation games.

Then, Yan Beiqi started to get toys.

After returning, Yan Beiqi began to create her world in the sandbox.

At first, she just put a small standing person in the center, and then she didn’t move.

Later, after thinking about it, she put the villain aside again, and then separated the sand from one third of the way, making it into an island and a piece of land.

After placing the villain on the island, she dropped some rocks, school grass, tanks and planes and various other messes around it. Anyway, just stuff everything there.

After putting it away, she thought about it and added a small bridge between the island and another piece of land. Next to the bridge are some starfish, shells, sharks and so on.

Then she came to the land, she put down a house in the north, put down a table and a chair in front of the house, and continued her creation seriously.

Qin Yipian stood beside the doctor quietly watching her fiddling with those things, and didn’t make a sound to interfere with her thoughts.

The texture of the sand feels very comfortable to Yan Beiqi. This game is also very comfortable. If there is something you don’t think it’s done right, that’s okay, just push it lightly and you can rebuild it without any hindrance.

It feels like going back to childhood.

She created a small, beautiful world.

Then, she put another little man on a chair by the table in front of the hut.

But it didn’t take long before she took the young man away and put an old lady with gray hair there.

Hey? This person is her, right? Qin Yichuan looked at the smiling old lady. She wants to see herself alive to that time, doesn’t she?

Qin Yipian’s eyes kept moving with the movements of her hands, thinking about what her thoughts were reflected by these movements.

After that, Yan Beiqi thought for a while, and added another chair beside the table.

After adding, she took an old lady again. Her hand was hanging in the air, and after this action solidified for several seconds, she put the old lady on the newly added chair.

This is… this new old lady… who is it? Qin Yipuan was watching intently, but seeing Yan Beiqi’s hands behind his back, he slowly turned his head to look at her.

Her face was still pale, her eyes were sunken, and her lip lines were obvious.

After looking at Qin Yip for two seconds, she turned her head as if escaping quickly, stretched out her hand and picked up the newly added old lady.

“Hey…” Qin Yipuan couldn’t sit still.

But the doctor pulled her arm.

After Yan Beiqi picked up the old lady, he held it in his hand and looked at it for a long time. It seemed like she had done a great ideological struggle, and then she slowly let it go.

“Okay.” Finally, Yan Beiqi said two words.

“Wait…” After speaking, Yan Beiqi stretched out his hand again and paused in the air, then stretched out to the small island that was originally made, and picked up the villain standing in the pile of messy things, “Okay. already.”

Afterwards, the doctor conducted a series of analyses on her behavioral process and final finished works. She said a lot, from the color of the objects she chose to the placement, to her repeated modification behavior, etc., and said a lot.

Qin Yi summed it up and probably understood that there were repeated contradictions in her heart, but she knew very well what kind of situation was good and what kind of situation was bad. It’s just harder to get out.

She needs company, and she also has a sense of wanting to get along well with others. Qin Yichuan didn’t know whether the old lady represented him, but Qin Yichuan would try his best to become that person and accompany her.

At lunch time, Yan Beiqi asked for fried pork with mushrooms and garlic lettuce, added a bowl of soup, and then sat down with Qin Yipuan.

Qin Yichuan didn’t know what he wanted to eat, so he ordered the same, and added a sausage by the way.

“Let me taste the taste here.” Qin Yichuan rubbed his hands together, then picked up his chopsticks and put a piece of meat in his mouth.

She is a carnivore. If there is no meat and only vegetables in a meal, she will feel that even if she eats it, she will not be complete.

After that, Qin Yipun ate another piece of lettuce and said, “Sure enough, no matter where you are, no matter who cooks the vegetables, they are better than me.”

After Yan Beiqi, who was drinking soup, heard it, he stopped the spoon and looked up at her: “Who said that?”

“Huh? Isn’t it? I really have no eyes to see.” Qin Yipun continued to sigh.

“Where…” Yan Beiqi held the handle of the spoon and shook his head.

“Even Qianzi said that even if she starved to death, she didn’t want to be poisoned to death by me. As a foodie, she would never eat what I made.” Qin Yichuan said, and then took a piece of meat and threw it in his mouth.

“I’ll eat.” Yan Beiqi said, looking at her with firm eyes.

After Qin Yipun heard it, he unconsciously slowed down his chewing speed, looked at her with chopsticks in his hands, and swallowed: “Don’t force yourself.”

“I don’t force it. I like to eat everything that Teacher Qin makes.” Yan Beiqi’s voice was soft and seemed to be a little uneasy.

“Okay! Haha, I suddenly have confidence in myself.” Qin Yipun clapped his hands.

“Well, have confidence.” Yan Beiqi nodded along with her words.

“However, don’t you really think what I’ve done is bad? What I’ve done is completely inferior to what you’ve done.” Qin Yichuan said again.

“I can cook…” Yan Beiqi seemed to remember that he had such a skill.

After all, after living alone, she rarely does that by herself. Moreover, there are often cases where the ingredients are bought but left untouched until the food starts to deteriorate, and then they are taken out and thrown away.

Then these two days, it seems that I almost forgot that I still have those.

“Yeah, what you made is delicious. The first time I ate the beef pilaf you made, it felt really delicious. But I wasn’t satisfied at all. You have to cook more for me in the future.” Qin After he finished speaking, he smiled.

“Okay.” Yan Beiqi nodded when he heard the words, “Wait for me… After I go out, tell me what Teacher Qin wants to eat.”

“Okay, pull the hook!” Qin Yichuan raised his little finger and stretched it out towards her.

Yan Beiqi was stunned for a while, then put down his chopsticks, stretched out his hand, and pulled her down.

“However, it may be a little difficult to go bankrupt. I still have a lot of money.” Yan Beiqi said thoughtfully after withdrawing his hand.

There is quite a lot of money at the moment… This statement is really, too funny. Honestly, Qin Yipian felt that Yan Beiqi was the most serious and lovely person among the people he had come into contact with.

“Okay, let’s eat quickly.” Qin Yichuan stretched out his hand and pointed at the dinner plate.

“Yeah. The biscuits made by Teacher Qin are also delicious, but they are so cute that I can’t bear to bite them down.” Yan Beiqi felt like a window had opened in his mind, and they poured in one after another. Some fun and wonderful memories of life.

“Can’t you bear it? If you can’t bear it, then you’re still there, and you’ll solve it all at once. When I went to see it the next day, I found that there was an empty box left, and I thought it was stolen by a mouse. In the end, it’s you, the mouse.” Qin Yipuan smiled.

After hearing this, Yan Beiqi couldn’t help but shake his head with a smile: “Because it’s really delicious, I can’t help it. Sometimes my self-control is quite poor. I’m partial to an eclipse. If you like it, aim to eat, and if you don’t like it, just move. Too lazy to move. For example, pork, the only acceptable thing is pork rib soup.”

As said on the Internet, Yan Beiqi’s depression will be more serious in the morning, and by noon, it will improve a lot without knowing it.

Moreover, this is the most natural smile of Yan Beiqi so far today. Talking is no longer always jumping out word by word, as if talking a lot.

However, Yan Beiqi does have a partial eclipse.

Qin Yipun looked down and saw that in the plate of fried meat with mushrooms in front of Yan Beiqi, all the mushrooms had been picked out and eaten, and there was a pile of meat left there.

“Fool, sometimes, it’s better not to be too partial.” Qin Yipin said this, but he picked the mushrooms in the dish that he hadn’t touched very much to Yan Beiqi, really like a parent .

Yan Beiqi felt that her mind was indeed a lot more awake at the moment. She looked at Qin Yipun’s tinge of blue and couldn’t help asking, “Has Mr. Qin had a good rest recently?”

“There are some, don’t worry.” Qin Yichuan replied hurriedly.

“Then, what about the novel, do you have any inspiration?” Yan Beiqi continued to ask.

“Take it slowly.” Qin Yipoon finished speaking and smiled, “I think it’s better not to be too hasty. This thing, the more urgent it is, the harder it will be to write.”

Yan Beiqi nodded after listening.

After a while, Yan Beiqi looked at Qin Yipuan again: “If Teacher Qin suddenly has inspiration or something, you can write it at home without coming to see me.”

“It’s alright. If I get inspiration, I’ll write it here. By the way, I can show you what’s not very good and need to be corrected.” Qin Yichuan shook his head.

“Yeah.” So Yan Beiqi nodded again.

After dinner, it was time for lunch break.

After letting Yan Beiqi lie down on the bed, Qin Yichuan sat next to him and flipped through the books he brought. The books she brought were very sunny books.

“Is Mr. Qin sleepy?” Yan Beiqi was looking at her while lying on the side of the bed.

Qin Yipian turned his head, saw Yan Beiqi lying there, and wanted to rub her head.

“Not sleepy. I want to read a book for a while. Will you close your eyes and go to bed?” Qin Yi asked.

“Okay.” After speaking, Yan Beiqi closed his eyes.

She put her hands together under her head, her hair was hanging down on her chest, and her long eyelashes were hanging down, looking very well-behaved.

However, after a while, Yan Beiqi opened his eyes again and looked at Qin Yipian.

When Qin Yi was reading a book, he put one hand under his chin and tilted his head slightly, very cute. I really never thought that I would know such a girl.

After Qin Yipun read the book for a while, when he looked up, he found that the guy opened his eyes again at some point and was looking at him motionlessly, so he closed the book.

“You’re going to be beaten if you’re not good.” Qin Yichuan pretended to be fierce.

So, Yan Beiqi withdrew his gaze a little embarrassedly, and then closed his eyes again.

However, Teacher Qin still doesn’t look fierce at all. Like a little milk cat pretending to be a tiger.

The moment he closed his eyes, Yan Beiqi raised his lips slightly.

But after that, Qin Yipuan couldn’t see it anymore. Always watching, his eyes drifted to Yan Beiqi again. For a while I wondered if she had nightmares, and for a while I wondered whether her body was in pain now, and whether she would have nausea. Then I wondered if she would suddenly feel bad again after she woke up.

In the more than two months of knowing each other, she has watched Yan Beiqi gradually lose weight from a normal person to this state, and she hadn’t paid much attention to it before…

Thinking of this, Qin Yichuan looked at the lines of her body, and the tip of her nose felt a little sour.

Fortunately, after Yan Beiqi woke up, everything was still normal.

Then, Qin Yichuan accompanies her to paint.

“Let’s do this first, I’ll draw you, you’ll draw me, and we’ll exchange views after we’re done, how about it?” Qin Yichuan suggested with a drawing book and pen.

“Okay.” Yan Beiqi nodded, and then added confidently, “I can write well, and I should be able to draw.”

After listening to Qin Yipian, he smiled, and after that, he looked at Yan Beiqi for a while, and then lowered his head and drew on the paper.

However, Qin Yipuan’s paintings are ugly and crooked, like the works of kindergarten children. Can not bear to look. Mainly because she wanted to highlight Yan Beiqi’s long hair, and then she could draw her hair vigorously, but as a result, she used too much force to draw like a female ghost.

Qin Yipun felt a little scary, so he wanted to add some cute elements, so he drew a bunch of cautions next to it. But the pile of careful, after being painted red by her, looked like a pile of poisonous apples, Qin Yipian couldn’t help shaking his body and laughing when he saw it.

“Teacher Qin finished drawing?” Yan Beiqi asked.

“Mmmm.” Qin Yichuan nodded.

“Let me see?”

“No… OK… Hahaha, you will hate me!” Qin Yichuan lifted the drawing book and covered his face.

“No.” Yan Beiqi shook his head.

“No, no, come again…” But just when Qin Yichuan was about to tear it off, Yan Beiqi reached out and pinched the piece of paper.

So Qin Yipuan had to give it to her.

“It’s ugly, isn’t it?” Qin Yichuan asked.

Yan Beiqi looked at her sideways and shook his head. Then, Yan Beiqi rolled his eyes lightly and showed Qin Yipun’s drawing.

When Qin Yipun saw Yan Beiqi’s painting of himself, he was dumbfounded.

Who is this man with mung bean eyes, straight eyebrows, hair spreading in all directions, and his body like a matchstick?

“I tried my best.” Yan Beiqi looked at her and said very seriously.

“You’re really good.” Qin Yipo put down his pen and applauded her.

“Actually…it’s alright. You see, she’s slim and her hair is fresh. It looks like she used Qingyang.” Then, Yan Beiqi pointed to his own painting and continued.

“Okay. Later…” Qin Yipian smiled and put Yan Beiqi’s own painting and his own Yan Beiqi’s two paintings side by side, “Miss Poison Apple and Qingyang Iron Fan have become the world’s most beautiful people. Happy people.”

“happiness……”

“Ok.”

At seven o’clock in the evening, Qin Yi was able to leave. Because Yan Beiqi will lock the door at eight o’clock and take medicine.

After walking out the door, Qin Yipian turned around and looked at her: “Okay, I’ll go first, see you tomorrow.”

“See you tomorrow.” Yan Beiqi nodded. “When you get home, remember to send me a message and tell me.”

“Okay, I will definitely do it!” Qin Yichuan held the bag in front of him and nodded.

“do not forget……”

“I won’t forget it.” Qin Yipan smiled.

“Well. I’ll wait.” Yan Beiqi said.

Hearing this, Qin Yichuan choked inexplicably and continued to nod. She is caring about herself.

After taking a few steps out, Qin Yichuan turned around again and saw Yan Beiqi still standing there, leaning over the door frame and looking at him.

It was fine at first, but seeing the lonely look on Yan Beiqi’s face, Qin Yichuan’s eyes were inexplicably red.

Yan Beiqi needs himself.

How did Yan Beiqi, who had no one to accompany him before, spend it?

“Don’t worry, I’ll be here tomorrow too. I’ll come to accompany you. I’ll go first.” Qin Yichuan raised his hand and waved.

“Okay.” In the end, Yan Beiqi slowly retracted his hand, lowered his head, thought for a moment, then raised his head again, “Let’s go, leave me alone, I just… want to take a look here.”

Just look at the back.