The Editor is Always Flirting with Me [GL]

The author has something to say: The work and rest are too irregular in the past few days, which caused a headache this afternoon. Then I came back to sleep at night, woke up after nine o’clock, and started to write, so I only posted it now.

I changed the settings a bit, and also changed some things in the last chapter, um… I asked the professionals, Bei Qi is a kind of situation that needs to be accompanied by relatives and friends during the hospitalization, so Lao Qin has to be accompanied, so I will Adjusted the direction of the article.

In addition, the open section is different from the closed section. The closed section is indeed like going to prison, even more terrible than prison. The Open Section is not. The Open Section environment is pretty good. You can bring anything (except sharp, dangerous objects), and then play with your computer and mobile phone.

After a systematic understanding, Qin Yipuan came to understand that Yan Beiqi’s need to be hospitalized does not mean that she is terminally ill. It is not a particularly scary thing, but she has never been in contact with it or understands it, and her mind is full of that knife. So so scared.

In addition, after learning that he could accompany him, Qin Yipuan finally felt at ease.

After leaving the hospital at night, Qin Yipun went to Yan Beiqi’s house.

Because before going out, she noticed that the house was quite messy.

When Yan Beiqi is good, he is a person who loves cleanliness very much. Therefore, Qin Yipian hopes that when she comes back from the hospital, she will find that the house is tidy.

And, it is said that a neat space can also subtly lift the mood. Although it doesn’t matter whether it’s messy or not to Qin Yipian, as long as it’s not dirty… But for someone in a special situation like Yan Beiqi, a good environment must also be very important.

He coiled his hair, unplugged the refrigerator and cleaned it from the inside out, took out the trash from the trash can, put it in a clean bag, and then Qin Yipun started mopping the floor again.

Originally, Qin Yipun, who was not very active in tidying up the room, after washing his things and taking them back, he just stuffed them in the cabinet, and suddenly he seemed to have become a superman in housekeeping.

She never thought that she was so powerful and diligent.

After that, Qin Yipun walked into Yan Beiqi’s bedroom.

When arranging the writing desk, Qin Yipun found a glass jar in the inner corner, with half a thousand paper cranes folded from various colored sticky notes stuffed in it.

Next to the jar were two stacks of post-it notes, with a half-folded paper crane on top.

There is such a legend.

Each paper crane can live for a thousand years. As long as the sick person is discounted by a thousand, they can be restored to health.

And these, for Qin Yipian, each one is like a survival signal.

Qin Yiquan pursed his lips, stretched out his hand, picked up the half-folded paper crane and sat down, keeping his back straight and continuing to fold the paper crane.

After folding it, she took Zhihe’s little tail, lit it up in front of her eyes, opened the glass jar, and put it in gently.

After that, Qin Yipuan started to clean up the books on the table.

Then she saw the book of her essays that year – “On the Way”.

The cover of the book is dark blue, with some deep and shallow footprints printed on it, which looks very elegant overall.

This is the original printed version. Yan Beiqi is well preserved. There is a bookmark inside. Although it looks like it should be read many times, the paper still has no creases.

Qin Yipun held the book in his hand, and after turning it over for a while, a few pieces of paper fell down lightly and lay down on the ground.

Bending down to pick it up, I saw beautiful pen handwriting on each one.

To Queenie:

It took two days to finally read your book. I thought the flowers that had withered were blooming so brilliantly in your writing. It’s so good.

I have always taken things too extreme. I like to think wildly all day long. I build walls around me, set up cannons, don’t let a stranger in, and don’t let myself out. But now I realize that the outside world may not be So bad.

And I draw the ground as a prison, which may be really bad.

I hope that one day, I can have a positive attitude towards life like yours. Speaking of it, I think I will.

To Queenie:

Sorry, didn’t do it again. Sometimes many things may be easier said than done.

I don’t understand why I get caught up in negativity so easily.

Speaking of which, there are so many things I don’t understand. How to do it? How can we get out of this state?

Qin Yipuan sighed softly after reading those things one by one.

At that time, was Yan Beiqi already ill, or was he just more pessimistic and emotionally unstable?

Thinking of the first meeting, the first contact, she really did not expect that Yan Beiqi’s inner world was like this.

After that, Qin Yipun hurriedly stood up again, walked to the bed, pulled the pillow away, and took out the fruit knife.

The knife was dangling brightly, and after the image of the sharp blade cutting into the flesh suddenly appeared in Qin Yip’s mind, he shuddered all over.

That’s true, it hurts to think about it.

After that, Qin Yipun changed the sheets and duvet cover, and took them out to wash together with the clothes that Zhu Yanbeiqi had changed before.

After finishing everything, Qin Yipun brought a few sets of clean clothes, a few books, and Yan Beiqi’s laptop before leaving and returning to his residence.

When we got back, it was already past ten o’clock.

As soon as Qin Yichuan entered the door, he received a call from Qianzi.

Qianzi asked her if she wanted to go out to play, but she refused without thinking.

“Why can’t I make an appointment with you recently? Are you really chasing her wholeheartedly?” Although Qianzi didn’t say anything, she had known the stubborn Yan Beiqi from Xiaoya, so she was actually not optimistic. of.

“Yes.” Qin Yipuan answered casually while turning on his computer.

“come on.”

“I’m not in a hurry.” Qin Yipun opened the document and glanced at what he had written.

“Strange, why?”

“Don’t talk about this, I’ll hang up first.” Qin Yipian didn’t plan to tell others about Yan Beiqi’s situation. Because she knew that Yan Beiqi would be very concerned.

After that, Qin Yipuan began to look up some related things on the Internet.

“Increasing the concentration of serotonin can improve the symptoms of patients with depression…Save and save…” Qin Yiquan squatted in front of the computer, resting his chin on his knees, stared at the words on the screen with wide eyes, and then copied the useful information one after another. down and stored in your own file.

“Banana blueberry juice, grape juice, raspberry and apple juice can all help reduce depression and make people feel better… I still like to eat them, I don’t know if Bei Qi likes them…” Qin Yipun stretched out his hand Scratched his neck and continued to copy and save.

After reading many pages, it was mentioned that bananas can help people feel better and help suppress depression. Qin Yichuan couldn’t help pursing his lips, and then posted on Weibo: “Bananas are a good thing, so much Eating is good for mental health, and you all need to eat more.”

But after the release, within a few minutes, I didn’t know who took the lead, and then everyone started a dog head: “Queenie sister didn’t sleep in the middle of the night and suddenly drove, oh yo~”

After Qin Yipun saw it, she rolled her eyes at the screen, and then, already upset, she quickly typed in the reply box below: “Driving? It’s funny, don’t make such vulgar jokes all the time, okay?”

However, after the fight, Qin Yipoan rolled his eyes again, deleted it, and then put on a Weibo post in a milder tone: “I didn’t drive, I’m telling you very seriously, the inside of the banana is It contains things that will make people feel better, you can usually buy more of it to eat, and don’t think about it at this time.”

After this Weibo was sent out, the big guy quickly put away those jokes.

Then, someone replied: “Thank you! I was just joking _(:зゝ∠)_ I want to say that I hope Miss Queenie will be happy too!”

If you speak in the former tone, maybe the other party will feel that a joke can also be sprayed, which is inexplicable.

But in the latter tone, everyone will be fine. This is probably the power of language.

After reading a lot of things, Qin Yipun began to understand that the world in the eyes of depressed patients is not the same as the world in his own eyes.

The sounds the patient hears and the sounds they hear have different meanings.

If a depressed patient sighs: “I’m so unhappy recently”, she’d better not do things like “What’s so unhappy about?” class reply.

Because such a reply will only make them think “Oh, it’s my fault, I shouldn’t be so mourned”, “I’m sorry, I’m lost to you, I won’t tell you this in the future.” and so on.

In fact, this is also not always use your own point of view to force a refutation. In fact, whether it’s for ordinary people or people with mental illnesses, empathy is a very important thing. Because you are you, he is him, and each other’s living environment and life experience are very different.

At one o’clock in the morning, Qin Yipuan finally turned off the computer and went to sleep.

Then the next morning, Qin Yipun got up at seven o’clock. Waking up so early is really rare for her.

After washing up, Qin Yipun took the things he had organized and went out, followed the memorandum to buy some fruit and something to eat, and then took a taxi to the hospital.

It’s just that there was a traffic jam on the road at this point, so that Qin Yi frequently looked down at the time on his phone while he was on the road.

On the other hand, Yan Beiqi was woken up by the nurse at seven o’clock.

When he went to wash up, Yan Beiqi looked at himself in his glasses, and he seemed haggard and ugly. Teacher Qin will come and see her like this…

But even so, I still want to see her. She looked so worried yesterday, but today, she has to behave better and not make her anxious.

After that, Yan Beiqi took the medicine under the care of the nurse. She has always been a worry-free person, probably because she really hopes to get better, so she never spit up or hides medicine, and every time she recovers, it’s pretty good. People who have been in contact with her in the hospital , including the director, still quite like her. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be able to live in this suite.

Breakfast still can’t be eaten much, and she has no appetite recently. However, Yan Beiqi still tried his best to eat. Perhaps it is more appropriate to force yourself to eat.

There seem to be many questions in my mind, but I didn’t think deeply about each question, so I switched it off.

Not long after returning to the ward, Qin Yipun arrived.

“Bei Qi, look, I brought you a lot of things!” Qin Yiquan said, lighting up the items he was carrying, and then trotted to her.

Yan Beiqi looked up at her, then lowered his head quietly.

She was still in a trance.

Such a self, exposed to Teacher Qin or something… I feel that the image I created for myself in the past seems to have all collapsed.

But on the other hand, she was very happy when she saw Qin Yipuan.

“Is it heavy? Give it to me.” After Yan Beiqi finished speaking, he reached out to her.

“Hey, it’s not heavy!” Qin Yipun shook his head, then took the things and put them aside, turned around and walked to Yan Beiqi’s side, holding her arm, “How did you sleep last night?”

“Well… I slept pretty well last night.” Yan Beiqi nodded, and after turning his eyes around his hand in front of him, he floated to Qin Yipian, and finally took it back, “I dreamed that Fly in the sky by yourself.”

“I heard that if you dream of flying in the sky, you will grow taller. You can’t grow any longer. If it grows to two meters, then I will have to move a stool to meet your eyes in the future.” Qin Yipian said with a smile .

“Then I’ll be fine.” After Yan Beiqi finished speaking, he bent his knees and squatted down slightly.

“What are you doing, propose…” Qin Yichuan supported her by the arm and pulled her up. However, after she said that thoughtless sentence, she felt a little uneasy in her heart.

Yan Beiqi heard the words, looked sideways at her, then pursed her lips slightly and lowered her head.

If you can later…if you can…

“Oh, I’m joking… Don’t worry, sooner or later, you will be able to fly freely in the vast and boundless world!” Qin Yichuan stretched out her hand to straighten her collar, “I speak very eloquently.”

“Is there magic?” Yan Beiqi asked.

“Yeah, have you forgotten, I’m omnipotent. Hey, come on, watch me cast spells for you!” Qin Yichuan finished speaking, imitating the people in the TV series to put their index and middle fingers together, bowing his head and muttering a mess “Spell”, it’s really decent.

Then, she raised her head, raised her arms, and put her finger on Yan Beiqi’s eyebrows: “Look, very soon, your dreams will come true!”

Yan Beiqi didn’t dodge, stared at Qin Yipuan’s beautiful eyes, and nodded.

Those eyes… a little melancholy, but it still makes people feel distressed.

Qin Yichuan looked at her for a long time, then withdrew his hand, coughed twice, and put his hands behind his back: “Is breakfast good? How is the hospital food? Are you full? I bought you something to eat and fruit. , if you’re not full, let’s add our own meal!”

“I have something to eat.” Yan Beiqi looked over there, nodded, and then asked, “Mr. Qin, have I been ugly these two days?”

“What’s so ugly? You are so beautiful in my eyes. Do you know what it means to be a fairy? You are.” Qin Yichuan said, his brows and eyes crooked with a smile.

“Mr. Qin is joking again.” Yan Beiqi looked at her and smiled slightly, but it seemed that he became less able to laugh, so he looked a little stiff.

“It’s not. When I first saw you, I thought to myself, I’m going, this person is too good-looking, no, I can’t show a nympho, I want to be cold, haha. Then, Even now, you are still ill.” Qin Yichuan said, and raised his hand to tuck a strand of hair from Yan Beiqi’s cheek behind the helix.

It looks so much more spiritual. It’s a complete nonsense that Xi Shi is sick, Yan Beiqi looks haggard. However, Qin Yipuan’s filter was thicker than the city wall.

“I was amazed when I saw Teacher Qin for the first time.” Yan Beiqi recalled her words, and said it inadvertently.

“Is it true or false?” Qin Yipuan couldn’t help covering his lips with his hand to prevent himself from laughing too exaggeratedly and having a bad influence.

Hearing this sentence from the serious Yan Beiqi’s mouth, the feeling is, God, incredible. Simply more than all the compliments others have said.

“Really.” Yan Beiqi nodded, the corners of his lips moved, then lifted up, showing a smile again.

When the two were complimenting each other, the director and the head nurse just came to round the room.

The director is a very kind-looking lady with a smile on her face like a spring breeze.

Seeing Yan Beiqi and Qin Yipun staying together, the director couldn’t help laughing.

Yan Beiqi is a very obedient person, but every time he comes alone, he always seems to be alone, which is a bit distressing.

She still remembered the first time she asked Yan Beiqi if she wanted to notify her family members, she gritted her teeth and shook her head and refused.

And this time, she finally had someone by her side, and after Qin Yipun appeared, Yan Beiqi’s situation looked better than expected.

“Miss Qin, Bei Qi seems very happy when you’re here.” After asking Yan Beiqi some questions, the director turned around, looked at Qin Yichuan, and said with a smile.

Qin Yi smiled after listening, then turned to look at Yan Beiqi, and gently shook her arm, “Really, will you be very happy to see me?”

Yan Beiqi looked at her sideways, and didn’t say a word for a long time.

“It’s okay if you don’t say it. I don’t care. Anyway, the director said yes. I’ll listen to the director.” Just as Yan Beiqi nodded, Qin Yichuan turned his head to look at the director with a smile.

“Hahaha, okay, okay.” The director nodded.

So, Yan Beiqi pursed his lower lip: “Happy.”

Her voice was dry, almost whispering, but Qin Yipuan caught it well.

The moment he heard it, Qin Yipuan was stunned for a moment, then turned his head to look at Yan Beiqi. Pressing his lower lip, Qin Yichuan stretched out his hand and clasped her hand: “Me too.”