LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 33: Ah, I did it!
(Tesslia’s POV)
In truth, me being antisocial, and never spending time with anyone, while also staying in a safe environment… It was probably due to my fear of pain.
I was always so careful to not get hurt, as it is terrible for me to do so. My phobia is so bad that even stubbing my toe is more than enough to entirely ruin my day.
Frankly, I was grateful for this life. It was decently pamperful, with me not really needing to be hurt, ever. Oddly, the only time that I didn’t react badly… was when Mistress deflowered me a while back.
I wonder why… It was pain, just like any other. But I didn’t freak out like I normally do. Maybe, being deflowered is something each women’s body is prepared to experience?
Honestly, I have no real idea about this matter. I was a goddamn metal researcher and scientist, not a person who cared or knew much about the human body and mind…
Karlena: “Are you awake now?” She asked.
Tesslia: “I am, yes.” I reply with a nod.
Karlena: “Do… you still love me, right?” She asked with a sad and unsure expression.
Tesslia: “…”
Ah, that’s why… I was just denying my feelings, coming up with a silly excuse. In reality, regardless of how hurt I got, I wouldn’t break down crying like that. I would just be upset, but keep it to myself. I only did it… because I felt comfort in being with Karlena, and I wanted her to soothe me, like a needy child…
Tesslia: “Of course, I still love you. How could I not?” I reply with a laugh.
Karlena: “But… the way you cried.” She said, lovingly rubbing my cheek.
Tesslia: “You’ve misunderstood, Mistress. I cried because I love you. If you or Risa weren’t in the room, I would have just dealt with the pain silently.” I say with a warm tone, placing a subtle, but caring, light kiss on her lips.
Karlena: “…”
As I pulled my head back, Mistress placed her on the back of my head, pushing me forward to her once more. Then she started a deep kiss with me. These are my favorite…
A nonsexual kiss, one where she was just showing her love to me. Being a lonely researcher, I never thought that I could feel like this, or have a woman give me such a loving kiss, which makes my heart flutter endlessly…
Risa: “Good, she still loves you. Now, can you please go give her a bath?” She said with a pout.
Tesslia: “…”
Karlena: “…”
As if her mother’s presence wasn’t even noticed by her, Karlena kept the kiss going. This, as you would expect, kinda pissed off Risa. With an almost visible vein on her forehead, Risa picked us both up, taking us in the direction of the bath.
Karlena, seemingly not caring about our current situation, once again refused to release the kiss. Eh, since she wanted to kiss longer, we’ll kiss longer. As such, trying my best to ignore the absolutely furious Risa, I closed my eyes to enjoy the kiss.