LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 22
Chapter 21 – Change
Lu Yinxi stood in front of the wardrobe in the hotel, his chest felt hot, and he kept recalling the scene when he packed his suitcase last night.
There are two suitcases in total. She carried them to the closet last night, opened them at the same time, took out the clothes of the two of them, hung the simple one on the left, and hers on the right.
The business trip was only for two nights, and the two of them only brought a change of clothes.
Jian Qing’s clothes are mostly black, white and gray, easy to identify, and the style is more mature.
Due to his professional habits, Lu Yinxi has clothes of various colors and styles, and he can wear them for two weeks without repeating the same clothes.
The only similarity between the two tastes is that they both like to buy pure black, a complete set of underwear.
They usually have their own bathrooms and balconies to dry their clothes at home, and they never found out that they bought the same style of underwear of the same color.
When she was packing her luggage last night, she listened to the sound of water in the bathroom. She was distracted by the sound of water in the bathroom, and she didn’t notice that each other’s underwear was exactly the same… Maybe it was at that time that they hung it up wrong.
Lu Yinxi clutched his chest, so embarrassed and ashamed that he wanted to scratch the ground and bury himself in it.
She took off her underwear as soon as she returned to the hotel, while Jian Qing went directly to the bathroom to take a bath.
Jian Qing is a bit of a clean freak, she always takes a shower when she comes back from the hospital ward.
Today, she was taken to visit the ward by the people from the city, and she will definitely wash briefly before going to sleep.
Normally, Lu Yinxi wouldn’t think too much about it, but now, she couldn’t help wondering if Jian Qing disliked her very much.
Out of politeness, I didn’t say anything and endured silently.
Lu Yinxi thought that when she first touched Jian Qing’s hand when she was in the hospital, she would be thrown away, but now, she was made to wear her own unfit underwear and endured it all day for no reason.
It must be hard.
Lu Yinxi lowered her head, her shame was covered by shame and pity, feeling uneasy in her heart.
I was worried about being disgusted by her and annoying her, and I also felt sorry for her that she was not feeling well all day long.
I only loosen it occasionally, and I need to go to the bathroom to re-fasten it. She…she must have been bored all day long…
When Jian Qing came out wiping her hair, Lu Yinxi stood on the front wall of the closet, her ears were still congested and red, and with her back turned to Jian Qing, she apologized softly: “I’m sorry…”
Jian Qing stood behind Lu Yinxi, wiped her long hair with a towel, heard the apology, hung the towel around her neck, stretched out her hand to turn her body around, held her shoulders, looked at her calmly, and said softly: ” I don’t blame you.”
The blush on Lu Yinxi’s face has not yet faded, and there is still some faint blush: “I just feel that it makes you uncomfortable.”
Jian Qing looked at her, raised her hand and gently stroked the tear mole at the end of her eyes with the pulp of her thumb, her thin lips moved, trying to say something, but finally pursed her lips, not saying “If it was you, I don’t mind “Say it.
“Let me dry your hair for you.” Lu Yinxi saw that the end of her hair was still wet and dripping, and wanted to blow it for her to make up for the unreasonable discomfort she suffered all day today.
As soon as I asked the question, I felt something was wrong. Drying hair seemed to be something that only close people would do—except in barbershops.
The last time I helped her dry her hair, it was because she cut her palm and prevented her from touching the water. This time, it was her chest that was hurting, not her hands…
It was clear that he wanted to take the opportunity to get close, so he made such a proposal.
Aware of his latent hidden thoughts, Lu Yinxi secretly spurned himself.
Jian Qing let go, picked up the white bath towel on her shoulders again, wiped her long hair, hummed softly, and agreed to Lu Yinxi to help her dry her hair.
The hair dryer in the hotel is fixed on the wall. It is very inconvenient for Lu Yinxi to use it with his left hand, so he had to use the right hand to hold the hair dryer and fiddle with Jian Qing’s hair with his left hand.
Jian Qing’s hair is very soft, which is the complete opposite of her cold temperament.
I heard that people with soft hair have a good temper.
She doesn’t look like a nice person.
But I seem to be more patient with myself than with others.
Realizing that he was being treated specially, Lu Yinxi couldn’t help jumping for joy in his heart for a while, wanting to behave better in front of Jian Qing and show his gentle and considerate side.
Insert five fingers into the thick black hair, and comb from the root to the tip: “Mr. Jian, if you use too much force and it hurts you, just tell me.”
Hearing this, Jian Qing suddenly turned her head and glanced at Lu Yinxi, her eyes became very strange.
“What’s the matter? Did it hurt you? Then I’ll lighten it up.” Lu Yinxi received her gaze, turned off the hair dryer at a loss, and put it down slowly.
Jian Qing’s eyes returned to calm, she turned her head and said, “No, continue.”
Lu Yinxi groaned, turned on the low wind speed again, and swayed left and right.
While the black hair was clear, she caught a glimpse of Jian Qing’s ear tips hidden under the black hair were slightly red.
It should be blown red by the hot air of the hair dryer.
Lu Yinxi looked at Jian Qing’s ear tip, recalled the conversation just now for a while, didn’t think there was anything wrong with it the first time, after revisiting it again, he vaguely sensed something was wrong
—In an instant, the tips of her ears turned red, and she didn’t dare to open her mouth to show any kindness and consideration indiscriminately.
Tonight, Jian Qing didn’t change her homework, but she still took out her iPad and tapped on it.
Lu Yinxi asked her: “Are you writing a paper?”
Jian Qing shook her head: “Write a reply to the patients who consulted on the Internet platform.”
At present, Internet+ is popular in all walks of life, and Jiangzhou Fuyi has also set up an Internet hospital. Patients who have been hospitalized in the hospital can ask for consultation anytime and anywhere, and the doctor will find time to answer.
This Lu Yinxi couldn’t help, she lay quietly on the bed and didn’t disturb her.
In the middle of replying, Jian Qing suddenly stopped and handed the iPad to Lu Yinxi: “I’ll answer this question for you.”
Lu Yinxi took a look—
[Director, hello, I would like to ask, the relationship between the law of tumor growth and the secondary prevention of tumors? Also, what is the clonal origin of a tumor? How to study tumor clonal origin? 】
The information of the person who asked the question showed that he was a 21-year-old male youth.
Lu Yinxi chuckled and typed a reply—
[Student, you have to complete the homework by yourself! 】
This is not the first time Lu Yinxi has seen such a thing of asking a doctor to help with homework on the Internet platform.
In the past, her roommates liked to do the same.
Jian Qing took back the iPad, saw Lu Yinxi’s reply, smiled slightly, and continued to reply to other patients.
Lu Yinxi lay sideways on the bed, looked at Jian Qing’s face focused on work under the light, and smiled.
Tomorrow is going back to Jiangzhou City. Tonight is the last few hours of being together in the same room. Lu Yinxi seems to be holding the few candies in his pocket, and his eyes always wander to the next bed, staring at Jian Qing , I can’t see enough general.
With such a cold face, she just couldn’t help but want to get close.
After answering all the consultations, Jian Qing rubbed her wrists, put away her iPad, and turned her head to meet Lu Yinxi’s gaze.
Lu Yinxi smiled.
She loves to laugh, looks pure, with a delicate and clean bookish air, her smile is like a mint, fresh and natural, very contagious, very popular with the elders, and very popular with the audience on the screen.
Jian Qing glanced over, lingering on her face for a few seconds, retracted, looked at the ceiling, and blinked.
Lu Yinxi sat at the head of the bed and obediently asked for her opinion: “Doctor Jian, you’ve finished your work, it’s only 10 o’clock, it’s still early, can I turn on the TV and have a look?”
Those engaged in literary and artistic work rely on inspiration, emotions, and knowledge reserves, and need to input a large number of film and television literary works.
She has not forgotten that she is an actor, and she takes time out every week to watch and analyze film and television works, which is commonly known as pull film in the industry.
Jian Qing didn’t look at her, nodded and said, “Yes.”
There is a small cupboard between the double beds.
On the cabinet are the remote control for the TV, some magazines, and some condoms.
Almost every hotel has condoms in the room.
Lu Yinxi took the remote control away, but Jian Qing grabbed the condom and looked at the brand.
Lu Yinxi’s eyes were glued to her movements, he was stunned for a moment, then turned his head to turn on the TV, and randomly picked a channel to watch.
His thoughts diverged unconsciously, and his mind unknowingly hung in the air, and after a while, it fell steadily again.
They are not male creatures, and even if they want to do something while the night is dark and the wind is high, they don’t need condoms.
The health education work in medical colleges is relatively comprehensive. Every year on AIDS Day, students majoring in preventive medicine will distribute condoms on campus for publicity.
Every year, there are teachers who open elective courses related to gender and education, chatting about men, women, and things between men and women. The venue is full of enthusiasm. Even if the students do not grab the elective courses, they are willing to stand at the end of the classroom energetically. A row, to absorb the nutrients of knowledge.
The two have similar medical education backgrounds, and neither has any shy emotions about condoms.
It can even be discussed in a serious manner.
Lu Yinxi asked: “Guess, why do hotels put this?”
Most people would say that the hotel is considerate and takes into account the physiological needs of customers.
But those who know a little about the health department and health policy know—
“Control the disease and prevent the transmission of sexually transmitted diseases.” Jian Qing replied without changing her face, then threw away the condom and got out of bed to wash her hands.
The health department has issued relevant regulations, requiring public places such as hotels and hotels to place condoms, or put vending machines—a knowledge point of preventive medicine.
Preventive medicine is different from individualized diagnosis and treatment of clinical medicine. Prevention and disease control are aimed at the public.
Some trivial behaviors of the public, such as wearing condoms during **** and wearing masks during epidemics, can largely prevent the spread of diseases.
After cleaning her hands, Jane came back, walked to Lu Yinxi’s bed, looked at her for a while, bent down slowly, put her left hand on her head, and stood in front of her, asking, “Have you never had a boyfriend?”
His behavior was a bit hooligan, but his facial expression was as serious as asking a patient’s personal history in the consulting room.
Getting too close, wrapped in the overwhelming cold fragrance, Lu Yinxi looked at the face so close, subconsciously put his hands on his chest: “Why do you ask me this?”
Is she the kind of person who can easily be seen to have theoretical knowledge and no practical experience?
It’s not that she doesn’t know anything about men and women, it’s just that… the **** education she has received is relatively simple and rough.
When she was 12 years old, her mother, Gu Mingyu, took her to the obstetrics department and asked her to read the obstetrics popular science manual, which explained the process of combining sperm and egg cells in a simple and clear way; read about contraceptive measures, and how women give birth; Be an abortion girl and an irresponsible teenager.
Then tell her: “If you dare to fall in love with and get pregnant early, I will break your legs.”
Lu Yinxi’s middle school days were shrouded in the horror of having a child and breaking his leg. He had no puppy love, devoted himself to learning, and was admitted to a medical university.
After going to university and becoming a medical student, Gu Mingyu took time out of his busy schedule and took her to the Department of Gynecology and Urology to see various sexually transmitted diseases and told her that condoms and condoms are not only to prevent pregnancy, but more importantly The most important thing is to keep yourself safe and prevent the spread of disease.
It just so happened that a girl from the medical school dropped out of school because she was pregnant, and she was pushed to the forefront of public opinion, and became the topic of everyone’s talk after dinner.
Many people laughed at the girl who did not know how to use contraception after she went to medical school, but Gu Mingyu yelled at the boy for nothing, and warned Lu Yinxi: “Don’t talk about it, whether it’s about this matter or other things in the future, just focus on it.” You yourself, don’t worry about others. You are an adult, you can fall in love and have sex, take safety measures for me, if you give up your studies because of pregnancy, I will break your legs!”
Scared, Lu Yinxi nodded like a chick pecking at rice.
Later, before she had time to meet someone she liked, she encountered a change in her life, so she had to focus on herself until she was twenty-five years old, and she was still a single dog.
Conscious not to lose face, Lu Yinxi added: “Although I haven’t talked to a partner, I have filmed several idol dramas. I can’t say I have experienced a lot of battles, and I can’t say I am completely inexperienced.”
Jian Qing looked at her, with little smiles in her black eyes.
Looking at her smile, Lu Yinxi couldn’t help reaching out, wanting to touch the corner of her lips, just stretched out, then curled up his fingers to retract, and said with a smile: “So you have dimples when you smile, I just discovered it today, You should smile more in the future.”
So lovely.
Jian Qing slowly smiled, and lightly pinched Lu Yinxi’s earlobe: “Silly.”
After speaking, he straightened up and walked away.
Being called stupid, Lu Yinxi was a little unconvinced, covered his ears, and retorted softly: “People who line up to chase me can line up to the Great Wall from here.”
Jian Qing hummed, seemingly indifferent.
Lu Yinxi continued to add: “Both men and women.”
Jian Qing still just hummed.
Lu Yinxi rubbed the bridge of his nose.
It would be too boastful to add any more, she hesitated for a moment, and said, “But I don’t like them all.”
After saying this, she quietly observed Jian Qing’s expression, trying to find clues of emotional changes from that indifferent face.
Jian Qing leaned against the head of the bed, looked down at the magazine, her long black hair was pinned behind her ears, revealing her snow-white ears, her eyes were not disturbed at all, she just pinched the upper right corner of the magazine, and did not read it for a long time.
Lu Yinxi thought to himself, if Jian Qing said that, he would definitely ask the bottom line.
Ask her why she doesn’t like it?
Ask her if she prefers men or women?
Then find out what kind of person she likes?
If she was polite and didn’t ask too many questions, it would appear that she was not interested in him.
Lu Yinxi pursed his lips, trying to hide the little feelings of loss and soreness in his heart, stopped talking, turned his gaze back, looked at the TV, diverted his attention, and started to play the video.
Jian Qing stared at the same page of the magazine for a full three minutes without reading a single word. She turned her head and her eyes fell on Lu Yinxi who was in the next bed.
With restraint, he looked away after only a few seconds.
That night, Lu Yinxi slept deeply and had a dream.
In her dream, she returned to the night when she and Jian Qing first met.
The moonlight is like water, soaking the whole house.
She forgot what day, what night, where and where, the belt was picked apart by slender fingers, the nightgown slipped off like water, Jian Qing’s eyes instantly melted ice and snow, turning into a pool of spring water.
The next day, the two got up before dawn.
The ambiguity in sleep played back over and over again in his mind, and Lu Yinxi dared not look directly into Jian Qing’s eyes since he woke up.
She was still consoling herself while brushing her teeth, everyone has biological needs, that’s a normal thing, it’s not a big deal.
Today’s early morning is foggy and windy.
After dressing and washing, Jian Qing opened the curtains of the room, stood by the window, gazed at the vast expanse of whiteness in the distance, closed her eyes, rubbed the center of her brows, and said calmly: “I had a dream last night.”
Lu Yinxi behind her was packing her luggage. Hearing this, he took over the conversation and asked, “What dream?”
Jian Qing was silent for a moment, then turned around, looked at the deer drinking stream, became very artistic, and slowly recited a poem: “When the frost falls, the bear rises up the tree, the forest is empty and the deer drinks the stream.”
Lu Yinxi didn’t dare to look directly at her, lowered his head slightly, and said with a smile, “You dreamed of me?”
“Ok.”
“What did you dream about me?”
Jian Qing didn’t answer, just stared at her for a while, then turned around, stood with her hands behind her back, and continued to look out the window.
She dreamed of winter, the mountains and forests were empty, the frost and snow melted, the air became humid instantly, wild bears climbed up the treetops, a small deer broke into a forest, and played in the mountain stream with gurgling water.
The frost falls, the bear rises up the tree, the forest is empty and the deer drinks the stream.
The academic conference started at nine o’clock, and the experts were seated at eight fifty-five.
Lu Yinxi made hot coffee for Jian Qing, and continued to sit behind her.
Jian Qing was about to mute the phone when Zhang Yue called.
She got up and went outside to answer the phone.
The call lasted only briefly for a minute.
A minute later, Jian Qing walked in quickly, leaned over and whispered something in the ears of Vice President Lin and Director Zhang of the organizers in the first row.
Vice President Lin and Director Zhang stood up quickly, made a phone call, and ordered special personnel to send them a car.
Only then did Jian Qing come over and pull Lu Yinxi up: “I have something to do, let’s go back to Jiangzhou City first.”
There were many people in the venue, Lu Yinxi guessed that it might be something about the hospital, restrained his curiosity, didn’t ask any more questions, followed Jian Qing back to the hotel and left with his luggage.
A hospital in the city arranged a special car to take them to the station. Assistant Qian bought mineral water and the train tickets for the latest train, and personally sent them to the station for ticket inspection.
After getting into the car, Lu Yinxi asked, “Did something happen to the hospital?”
Jian Qing glanced at her, and told her in a calm tone: “Last night, Mrs. Zhao had a sudden brain herniation. He was admitted to the emergency department and transferred to our department. He fell into a coma in the middle of the night. The rescue failed and he died.”
Lu Yinxi’s eyes widened in an instant, like five thunderbolts, he was dumbfounded and froze on the spot.
The brain is like a blank sheet of paper, blank.
She opened her lips, trying to say something, but found that she couldn’t say anything.
Surprised, bewildered, powerless, sad… Several emotions suddenly hit, all kinds of ups and downs came to my heart, and my fragmented brain began to replay scenes of the past—
Last week, the sun was shining brightly, and they were still basking in the sun on the balcony, chatting about homework…
The old man laughed so hard that his wrinkles were crowded together, and he kept trying to introduce someone to her. She wanted to chat with the old man a little more, talking in circles…
The old man was lying on the hospital bed with a withered face, revealing a hint of suicidal thoughts, she quickly reported it to Jian Qing and asked Jian Qing to take action…
Memories flashed by, Lu Yinxi unscrewed the mineral water at hand, and poured the cool ice water down his throat and into his stomach, cooling down the complicated emotions.
I never expected the parting to come so quickly, and she hadn’t had time to say goodbye to her for the last time.
Life and death are impermanent.
After five years, Lu Yinxi deeply realized this point again.
Why did she end up like this after knowing that she had suicidal tendencies and taking enough measures?
Is there anything that is not good enough?
After brain metastases from normal lung cancer, there should be 3 to 6 months of survival. Why did it go so suddenly?
Jian Qing held Lu Yinxi’s hand and calmly calmed down her emotions: “Lung cancer with brain metastases can easily cause increased intracranial pressure and induce brain herniation. You are not her doctor, you are just here as a trainee and on the sidelines, and you don’t need to blame yourself. “
Lu Yinxi lowered his head, trying to restrain his chaotic emotions: “It’s okay, don’t worry about me… Then, why did you rush back to the hospital in such a hurry?”
Deaths in hospitals are very common, and there are senior doctors from the first and second classes and other groups to help during major rescues. Usually, when a patient dies, the superior doctors who don’t need to be in a meeting rush back.
Jian Qing rushed back in a hurry, because something must have happened in the hospital.
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