I Became a Malicious Streamer

[Misunderstanding, misunderstanding, misunderstanding, misunderstanding, misunderstanding, misunderstanding, misunderstanding!]

[Is it true that you are making your acting debut?]

[Where do these people hear such stories?]

[Even just wandering around the cafe, the most popular post has a picture of the Bangjang at the shooting site!]

[Please don’t abandon us ㅠㅠ]

[Seriously, these stalkers need to stop invading our privacy;;]

[If I’m being monitored about what I did on my day off, I might just lose my mind.]

[So, are you really making your acting debut?]

[If you keep acting like this in public…]

[Come back to the shadows!]

[My little Mollru…]

[The Bangjang has never been small for even a moment, now or in the past.]

[This dumpster trash can is too small to contain Mollru ㅇㅇ… Go out into a wider world.]

[Because of the karma piled up along the way, stepping into the light is difficult.]

[For someone like the Bangjang, they are quite clean among streamers.]

[Some people worse than Galju are going on public broadcasts and seem just fine, Molbung-a ㅋㅋ]

[Why does this room always seem to be on fire every time I come?]

[It’s because the Bangjang is evil~]

“Ah-hem! Thank you, everyone. It’s a misunderstanding.”

I think I was misunderstood last time about debuting as a pro gamer.

With how often things like this happen, I’ve become accustomed to the situation. The viewers weren’t just joking about me being a clarification specialist.

<JustMolHwang donated 300,000 won!>
– Please don’t go after receiving this…

“Oh my! Thank you for the 300,000 won. Such large amounts… Where would I go?”

[Eating this up, huh?]

[It was a donation scheme, ah haha!]

[From what I see in that person’s cafe post, they were living day by day in a 3-pyeong one-room.]

[When it comes to Mollru, rich or poor, it doesn’t make a difference ㅇㅇ]

[Completely fair for everyone!]

[I’ve been doing too many outside activities lately.]

[Those emphasized and repeated outside activities make the Molbungees uneasy.]

[Please just broadcast from your room for life…]

Why are these people trembling with such unease? Do they really think I’m going to quit broadcasting and move on to something else?

[It wouldn’t be strange at all if you chose a different path.]

[For real haha, if you suddenly said you’d be entering the entertainment industry the next day, I’d be like, oh, okay.]

[It makes sense.]

[That’s true, too, with how many streamers are quitting these days.]

[They disappear one by one suddenly.]

[I think the Bangjang would do well in any field, even if not streaming.]

[They have too many talents…]

“You seem to be misunderstanding something.”

I’m simply acting without thinking, or it’s part of my broadcasting content. But to them, my actions feel different.

Even this instance, if you look at what happened, it’s just a simple happening. I just visited the set, meeting my uncle who owns a professional acting agency.

Isn’t it common for an ordinary person to benefit from a friend’s connections to explore other industries?

I was doing it with that feeling, yet the viewers see it differently.

I somewhat understand why they say such things.

They’re working from completely different basic information, leading to different thoughts.

Where does this information imbalance come from? Viewers are more familiar with my superficial appearance in the broadcast than the honest me.

That’s normally how the relationship between a viewer and a streamer works.

How would these people view me? I can’t precisely determine, but it’s probably something like this.

Pretty, good at games, young, wealthy, has a sense of humor, gets along with people well.

Is there an ordinary human like that? Would any being fit all the above criteria?

Of course, upon searching the world, they must exist, but they’d be extremely few. And I definitely don’t belong to that tiny minority.

People see me as too perfect. They think I can do anything well in any field.

But I’m not like that at all.

I have no talent for acting, thus I cannot act.

I don’t have good stamina, so I can’t be a pro gamer.

I’m not adept at striking poses or facial expressions, so I can’t model either.

Of course, who knows where life might take you? If I keep putting in the effort, something good might come of it.

I can’t deny that my decent looks give me an advantage over those who don’t even get a basic shot at things.

But just because you’re at the starting line, doesn’t mean you’ll get a medal. Life is a long marathon, and we must consistently run without tiring ourselves.

No matter what lies at the end of that road-.

[Teacher, this is too long.]

[Was this person always this talkative?]

[Can we get a three-line summary?]

[You’re talking a lot, but it’s hard to understand…]

[Is this speaking well or poorly…?]

[After a long time, MolChan-ho has appeared ㅋㅋㅋㅋ]

[The Bangjang looks so cute all excited talking.]

“In summary…”

After talking so much, I needed to wet my dried throat.

“Please don’t view me as someone special. I’m just the same as you all.”

[Kya!]

[You should cry here ㅠㅠㅠㅠ]

[Wait… why are there tears?]

[My mom never told me such things…]

[How could my mom say something like this?]

[So you do have a mom, huh?]

[Oho!]

[??? : Mom believes in our son.]

[Mollu = Molbung?]

[There’s no way that Mollu, the top beauty of the province, with her solid looks, and the home security officer with leg hair could be the same!]

[Mollu is a lucky Molbung!]

<JustMolHwang donated 100,000 won!>
– So you aren’t leaving, right?

“I’m someone who knows nothing other than broadcasting. I don’t know how to do anything else, so why would I suddenly go do something else?”

I mean, where else can you find such an easy job? Why would I give this up?

I don’t know why, but the viewers are coming in well, and the broadcast is somewhat on track. I wouldn’t want to lose something I’ve built so far.

In that spirit, I decided to hammer it down. It’s fine if people raise a fuss a couple more times; explaining every time is tiring.

“Without you all, I’m nothing. Because you all are watching me, I’m here and able to keep broadcasting.”

[What day is it today?]

[I can’t adapt to this atmosphere…]

[‘500 times more broth!’]

[My heart is swirling…]

[Looks like a retirement angle here.]

“Retirement? What retirement? What have you heard till now?”

I continued with what I was saying.

“My broadcast rules are looser than other rooms. Sometimes I say inappropriate things or make dumb comments, but they came here because they want to watch me. They took the time to come to see me, so why should I kick them out?”

[ㅠㅠㅠㅠ]

[Why is today like this?]

[Just listen quietly as I reveal broadcast behind the scenes.]

[Such deep meaning…]

The chat quickly filled with humidity. My exceptional reflexes enabled me to comprehend all those messages.

All those messages were warmly and positively responding to me.

If not now, then when would I say it?

Caught up in the moment, I spoke words I wouldn’t normally say.

“I really think I’m lucky to have started broadcasting. Meeting you all, having fun broadcasts, so many things happened… It’s been fun, right? It was fun all this time. It’ll be fun ahead too.”

As usual, the light playful tone drifted into a weighty conversation.

Feeling awkward, I turned towards the camera and smiled weakly to lighten the mood.

<TodayIsCommencement donated 10,000 won!>
– Just say you love me once.

Love… that’s a bit much.

“I like you.”

“I’m always grateful, and you all are precious.”

“Without you, my broadcast would fail, so don’t go and keep watching.”

I jestingly stated this, but I had already spilled all the cringy phrases up front.

Only after finishing did I realize I had said those words, and my face turned hot.

“…I’m embarrassed, so I’ll turn off the cam for a moment.”

[Mollu! Mollu! Mollu! Mollu! Mollu! Mollu!]

[‘I like you.’ ‘I like you.’ ‘I like you.’ ‘I like you.’ ‘I like you.’ ‘I like you.’]

[Don’t apologize, just say you love me.]

[We’re… precious?]

[Bubble, bubble… bubble, bubble…]

[Recording of today’s broadcast will go up in the cafe after this ㅋㅋㅋㅋ]

[I never expected to feel this way while watching the broadcast.]

[I really want to live my life diligently…]

I never thought I would be someone who influences others like this. I was merely busy taking care of myself.

Suddenly waking up as a woman, starting to broadcast, experiencing many things, and all those lives.

I now feel so precious and happy.

I sincerely wish to continue this life ahead.

And indeed, broadcasting is inseparable from that life.

The streamer, Mollu’s broadcasts continue. When the end will come, nobody knows.

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