Evil Awe-Inspiring

“More apple?” Amy is holding an apple on her hand, asking me on the chair beside my bed.

“No need.” I lean on the bed, shake my head. My cheeks are round. I gesture her that I’m full. Actually, I don’t like apple. I like more of oranges. But it’s a pity that Amy doesn’t allow me to eat. She says it’s not good for my recovery.

Oh, Amy is my exclusive nurse. She is very young, around twenty years old. Good looking but not a perfect beauty but very cheerful. She has taken care of me very carefully these days. There is always a kind of gentleness and delicacy on her.

I have been lying in the hospital for three days, no one came to see me. Juan and Jim did not come back again, only Amy accompanies me. I asked her, she was hired to work for a professional nursing company. Although young, she has already been the company’s golden level nurse.

That day I hesitated for a long time, finally did not make the call to Juan to say my suspicion of Vivi Young.

I don’t know whether I was doing this right. Maybe, from the bottom of my heart, I really don’t want to doubt her.

Do I have any proof?

No!

Since there is no evidence, what is the use of the saying? Would Juan believe me? Maybe, maybe not… Maybe, I don’t need to talk about it at all. He has always been so smart!

As for me, I don’t know why I refuse to doubt Vivi Young in my heart. All I know is that I always felt empty after she said goodbye to me that day. I don’t know how to describe such a feeling…

A little sour, a little gloomy, and there seems to be something else… I always remember two of us were rolling down from the hillside that night, and she held my broken arm to run. We hugged each other for warmth and hid in the cave, shivering with cold, deliberately telling jokes to distract. And… She tore her underwear to bandage my head.

How to say, it seems to be a feeling of sharing weal and woe.

If I doubt her now… Wouldn’t that force me to admit that everything that night was hypocritical? All disguised?

I really don’t want to do that!

I admit that I have an inexplicable mood towards that woman… Especially thinking of the kiss before she left.

Why did she kiss me?

Maybe it was out of gratitude that I saved her? Because of I broke my leg for her? Or because I was telling her the jokes all that night?

Or is it just a courtesy when Americans say goodbye?

Every time I think of it, I can’t help mocking myself: Chen Yang, just stop dreaming!

Of course, these minds are occasionally considered. I am not a rookie who never seen pretty women. But as long as a man who has stayed alone with top class beauty like Vivi Young in the wild place for a whole night, shared weal and woe, holding warmth, and she even tore off her underwear to bandage the wounds for him. After these things, if he says that he is still totally not interested in her, that must be a lie.

Fortunately, I’ve been a little quiet for the past two days. I’ve stopped thinking about those thoughts and occasionally amused Amy, the nurse.

Speaking of Amy, she is a very good-tempered girl. She was probably trained to do all this, so she is patient and careful and takes good care of me as if I am an emperor. I heard that her salary is only two thousands per month. She has cared for puerperas, patients after surgery, and some elderly people. By contrast, taking care of a minor injured patient like me is not very tiring, and the working time is short, but the income is much higher.

I feel that she was afraid of me at first, probably because of my appearance.

A man, with a chaste figure, a lot of scars which seem to be caused by fighting on his body, short hair on his head, as if bareheaded. There is also the fierce in the eyes. Indeed I look just like a gangster.

As a young girl, she might a little fear about me for sure.

But for the past three days, seeing that I was kind to her, and have nothing to do with her. She gradually becomes defenseless and occasionally talking with me.

To be honest, I am interested in her work. It’s simply because I have seen some of sex movies.

This girls in uniform, swaying around in front of you all day, serving the sickers, bringing tea and water, and even helping the patients to solve some of the daily necessities of life… For example, wipe your face and brush your body.

At the begging, when I went to the bathroom, I would not let her help me, insist on do it myself. Because I feel when urinating, if there’s a person standing around to visit, especially a young girl, I would be very ashamed.

But Amy is very calm and professional, and in her eyes I am just a patient, no man or woman. She also said that in her work, she sometimes served paralyzed patients and even helped them with her own hands, with the long thin ureters on hands…

In her words, medical service people’s heart is no difference with the parents.

I respect her.

Then I couldn’t help feeling ashamed of myself. After that, when I went to the bathroom, and I didn’t refuse her help. Instead, I had a good pee in front of her.

But that respect only lasted less than two hours, and I overheard her whisper, in a very gossipy, excited tone, as she was talking to her friends on the phone outside the door: “Wow! This one is so handsome! It’s cool! Good shape! And that thing is also very big… ”

I @#$%^&*!~

From then on, I realize that even the girl who looks innocent could be faked.

But besides that, she’s still very professional. She does everything in a disciplined and vigilant way, occasionally wiping my chest and abdomen with a towel while changing my clothes and wiping my body. The other hand is always in a defensive position.

She says it’s a habit and experience. In her job, it’s hard to avoid meeting one or two lustful guys. Most of are perverted by pornographic movies. They had the illusion that they’re the actors in movies, which makes them lustful.

I even heard her say that she had taken care of an old man in her sixties and asked Amy to help him with his physical needs.

Amy mentioned this thing with very angry: “That old goat, I was so angry that I wanted to castrate him with a knife that time!”

When she said this, she was holding an apple and doing a cutting with the fruit knife.

I immediately put on a stern look on my face, expressing my position in words, and despise the perverted old wolf together with her.

Inside my heart, I really respect that such a sixty to seventy years old man can still be strong enough to erect. Meanwhile, I can not help looking at her hands.

Well, her palms are soft and the fingers are slender, so it must be very comfortable when toughing.

Cough! My mind should not be so wild!

Three days later, my headache has gone, and the symptoms of concussion completely disappeared, and I almost recover from the skin and flesh injuries.

After lying in bed for three days, I am in a good mood because I am accompanied by a lovely girl like Amy.

In common parlance, bone broken needs at least one hundred days to recover. Most of the wounds on my body were scraped by falls, they have soon healed. But the fracture of my arm will not recover so quickly. Lying on bed every day is also boring.

On the fourth day, in the morning, I am lying on bed listening to Amy to read the newspaper.

What? Why I can’t read it myself?

Please… You choose to read the newspaper by yourself, or let the lovely girl to read it for you in a sweet voice?

Especially… I ask her to read the social news. For example, what sex scandal of a certain star, who was exposed at night? When I’m listening, I can’t help wondering what it would feel like to have Amy read a literal version of a playboy.

But soon my reverie is interrupted, and the door of the ward is pushed open. One person enters.

It is the afternoon time, and the afternoon sun comes in through the bright glass windows. The light in the room is fine, with a warm hue. When Yumi comes in, she seems to be bathed in the sunlight, graceful, calm. Her long wave-like hair is soft behind her head, face with this light makeup, delicate features in the sun is very prominent. The outline of her face is soft. She is wearing a small latent coat with a brown warm skirt underneath, still baring a pair of attractive calves.

It seems that this woman is very smart. She knows her strengths and how to show off her most attractive charms.

With a faint smile on her face, she calmly walks into the ward, carrying a small delicate handbag, seems extremely elegant.

Amy next to me is almost wonderstruck. There is almost no concealment in her eyes that envies the charming elegance of a mature woman that a little girl of her age could not possibly possess.

“Mr. Chen Yang, have you had a good rest?” Yumi calmly walks up to me and sits down slowly. Her face is with a softly smile and her voice is like a spring breeze.

I have some surprises: “Well? Miss Yumi?” I sit down unconsciously.

“I’m sorry, I should have come to see you for a long time, but I heard you were badly hurt. I was afraid that I might affect your rest, so I decide to come a few days late.” Yumi slowly speaks in her peculiar tone, “But seems that you’re in a good mood.”

I am in a good mood indeed.

I don’t care much of the hurts. Fighting injuries is almost normal for me. But after the injury, I may lie in such an advanced ward. This kind of treatment is my very first time.

Of course, the most important thing is, there is a lovely girl like Amy who is close to me. I live a life of stretching out my hand with my mouth open. I accept a beautiful nurse’s 24-hour considerate care in peace of mind, and she is almost obedient to you (of course, can’t have too much requirements). You are thirsty and hungry, this beauty servers you eat, drink. You are bored, she chats with you. When you itch, she scratches with her delicate little hands. If you are tired, she servers you to fall asleep.

Who would be upset in such a good life?

However, I immediately realize that Yumi comes to see me, the purpose will not be that simple.

I look at Amy and say: “Amy, would you mind help me to buy a newspaper?”

Amy is a smart girl. She just knows we must have something to say, then she leaves.