Chapter 19: Chapter 18
Leila's POV
I woke up with a pounding headache, my stomach churning with the overwhelming urge to vomit. I barely made it to the bathroom before the contents of my stomach forced their way out. I retched until my throat burned and my stomach felt like it was turning inside out. I was so weak I could hardly stand. As I sat on the cold bathroom floor, my back against the tub, I felt utterly miserable, cursing myself once again for getting drunk after I had sworn never to do so again.
What had started as an attempt to drown out the memories of yesterday had turned into an absolute nightmare. I felt like crap, physically and emotionally drained, the remnants of last night's humiliation and sorrow clinging to me like a suffocating blanket. How did I get to this point? I asked myself, but no answer came, only the dull, unrelenting ache in my head and the hollow feeling in my chest.
After what felt like an eternity, I heard a knock on the door, followed by the voices of Nancy and Diana. They had come to check on me after seeing how I had bolted from school, fleeing like a wounded animal. When they found me on the floor beside my bed, unconscious and reeking of alcohol, they didn't even bother to inform my nanny. They picked me up, laid me on the bed, and did their best to reduce the swelling on the back of my head.
When I finally regained consciousness, the world around me was spinning, and I felt like I had been hit by a truck. Wine had spilled all over my dress, and my mouth tasted awful—an acidic, metallic taste that made me want to gag. Despite my best efforts, I couldn't control the nausea and ended up puking all over my dress and the bed.
Diana, bless her heart, helped me to my feet and supported me as I staggered to the restroom. I quickly brushed my teeth, leaning heavily into her as if she were my anchor in a sea of chaos. Once I was clean and had changed into my nightie, I felt slightly better, though the headache still throbbed persistently in the background.
When I returned to my room, I noticed that the soiled sheets had been replaced. I was too worn out to say much, so I accepted the aspirin and a glass of water that Nancy handed me. She gave me a small smile, her voice laced with amusement. "Welcome to the world of grown-ups, baby girl. Now go get some more sleep. We have to go home—my mom has been calling. When you wake up, give us a call so we can go to the gym together, okay?"
I don't really remember what I answered; I was already drifting off into a dreamless slumber. When I finally woke up, they were long gone.
Nancy and Diana were new at the school, but they had quickly made their presence known. They weren't just any ordinary new students—they were on a mission. Their goal? To overthrow Pamela, the reigning queen bee of the school, and take her down from her high horse. And for that, they needed an insider. That's where I came in.
I was the perfect candidate: bullied, friendless, and utterly miserable. I had no one to confide in, no one to turn to. I had been at the school long enough to know everything about everyone, especially Pamela, who had always lorded over everyone with her ironclad grip on the school's social hierarchy. Pamela was the quintessential queen bee, beautiful and ruthless, the kind of girl everyone either wanted to be or wanted to avoid. I used to think the word "queen" had a certain elegance to it, but now it left a bitter taste in my mouth, just like the memory of her slap.
Nancy and Diana were a different breed altogether. They had been notorious in their old school, so much so that they were expelled for bullying. Of course, they hadn't told me that right away—they didn't want to scare me off. But by the time they confided in me, I didn't care anymore. We had become inseparable, bound by a shared sense of purpose and the unspoken understanding that we were all outcasts in one way or another.
I wasn't such a "Miss Goody Two-Shoes" anymore. The old me would have been horrified by the idea of conspiring against someone, but the new me didn't give a damn. I was tired of being the victim, tired of being pushed around and made to feel like nothing. If I had to be someone's pawn to gain a little respect, so be it.
Nancy's mom was a flight attendant, constantly jet-setting across the globe, while her dad owned a chain of pharmaceutical shops. That explained Nancy's access to drugs and her nonchalant attitude toward them. Diana, on the other hand, came from a family of wealth and privilege. Her mom was a successful fashion designer, and her dad was a famous accountant. They had more than enough money and time on their hands, and no one to tell them what to do. Diana's wardrobe alone was enough to make any girl jealous—her walk-in closet was the size of my entire bedroom, filled with clothes that she could never finish wearing in a thousand years.
Despite their glamorous lives, Nancy and Diana had a mean streak that ran deep. They weren't just rich girls with too much time on their hands—they were predators, always on the lookout for their next victim. And right now, Pamela was in their crosshairs.
But they needed my help to pull it off. They needed someone who knew Pamela inside and out, someone who could feed them information and help them plot her downfall. I knew everything about Pamela—her likes, her dislikes, her insecurities, and most importantly, her weaknesses. I had watched her from the shadows for years, seething with jealousy and resentment, wishing I could be more like her, wishing I could make her pay for all the times she had made me feel small and insignificant.
But now, with Nancy and Diana by my side, I had the power to do just that. Together, we would take Pamela down, strip her of her crown, and make her feel the same humiliation and pain she had inflicted on others.
As I lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling, I felt a strange mix of emotions—excitement, fear, and a sense of impending doom. I knew what we were planning was wrong, but I couldn't stop myself. I was too far gone, too consumed by my desire for revenge to turn back now.
When I finally drifted off to sleep, my dreams were filled with images of Pamela—her smug smile, her perfect hair, her flawless skin. But in my dreams, I was the one smiling, the one with the power. And for the first time in a long time, I felt something close to happiness.
The next day, I woke up feeling more determined than ever. The headache had subsided, but the memory of the previous day's events was still fresh in my mind. I got dressed, choosing an outfit that was somewhere between the old me and the new me—something that made me feel confident but still comfortable. I wasn't about to let Nancy and Diana dictate my every move, but I also wasn't going to go back to being the invisible girl who blended into the background.
When I got to school, I found Nancy and Diana waiting for me by my locker. They were all smiles, their eyes glinting with anticipation.
"Ready to take down the queen bee?" Nancy asked, a wicked grin spreading across her face.
I nodded, my heart pounding in my chest. "Let's do this."
As we walked down the hallway together, I felt a surge of adrenaline, the likes of which I had never felt before. For once, I wasn't scared—I was excited. The tables were about to turn, and for the first time in a long time, I was going to be the one in control.
And as much as I hated to admit it, it felt good—damn good, i might have mentioned something another seeing Pamela crying alone to my friends, the quickly exchanged looks. Your not keeping me out again."Fine, Diana muttered,Nancy might have leaked the videos of Pamela naked to punish her for bullying you".
The look of shock on my face was almost comical, why didn't you tell me?" Well because you are too much of a goody two shoes, though it was quickly pulled down and we didn't do anything more because her parents are also connected and we didn't want to get in trouble, they even ordered FBI to trace the source of the leak abd am not going to juvenile for anyone, no matter how much i care about you".
Aww guys that is so sweet "but seriously Nancy continued, you really should have taken a picture of her crying, it would have helped break her more easily, so her followers would realize she is mere human like any of us". I hung my head shamefully refusing to divulge the fact that I had stupidly tried to comfort my enemy, it was honestly a secret i would happily go to the grave with.