Your Mother’s Right There

I have gone through one-third of my life, although I have been short of men, or good men.

But friends have never been less, such as Gu Xueqi, she has always been with me, energetic and lively will always be just kindergarten just graduated, the time she flicked off her body is much less than my flash point.

At that time in college, before she was with Lin Weiyuan, she never lacked the pursuit of boys. I also have them, but most of them are not my favorite, but I am too weak in my mind, and seldom tough to reject the other party that I do n’t like much, and can only wear away until their enthusiasm has dissipated; Gu Xueqi is different, she can Ignoring the black faces of the boys completely, and flicking out “Waiting for me when you are 180” “Sorry, I’m the Appearance Association, I don’t want to date you” “You are sure you are writing a love poem and It ’s not a eulogy, do you still want to call me Chairman Gu? Or set up a monument to the people ’s martyrs? ”“ Yes, the hip-hop you just performed on stage was awesome! It reminds me of my young hometown and bustling streets Go on … the monkey inside the skillful monkey-player! “” I really can’t accept the otaku, while I say to you on the phone that I love you while flying high-frequency planes? I haven’t tasted that much, boy! “Such harsh words …

I was afraid of being assassinated when I walked with her at that time, but I actually envy her very much.

When others are complacent about the long stream of water, she swept through her life in a strong and rapid manner with a tidal wave.

It is not to say that plainness is bad, but it usually eliminates the enthusiasm and corners of life.

Just like I am now.

Gu Xingzhi hugged me, and I couldn’t see his face or expression at all. There is only the gentle morning light in the field of vision. The fine fluff on his jade-like skin is undoubtedly displayed. The even and heavy breathing of a man and the shadow under his feet are slightly warm. These gave me reasons to be soft-hearted. I raised my hand a few times to hug him, but what Gu Xueqi asked me in my mind was, do you want to bet? I moved my finger, and finally fell to my side:

“Let me go.” I said.

Obviously, Gu Xingzhi’s body felt a slight stiffness, betraying his deep consternation.

I pushed him outward, forcing him away from my half-arm, and increased my tone: “Let me go! I won’t say a second time.”

He still compromised and quickly loosened my arm. I am like a silkworm pulled out of a silk cocoon suddenly, and then I can lift my jaw slightly to look closely at the face of Xingzhi. It is still annoying and expressionless. It makes me wonder whether the sentence he just said was just his own. illusion.

Life is always good.

I straightened the curled hair on both sides of the shadow and looked up at his eyes: “Don’t you break up, Mr. Gu came to see me for what? Ask for a breakup fee?”

Gu Xingzhi didn’t rush to answer my words, only squeezed his eyebrows, which made his facial features reveal a little sleepless tiredness, a pair of black and white eyes with bloodshot eyes that made my heart secretly hurt:

“Why should we break up? There is no reason.”

Me: “I said it last night.”

He asked me, “Is it because you are tired?”

His tone is a little deliberate at the moment, and the dullness of tiredness has not been let go by my eardrums, just like a strong thin line tied my heart and it hurts. My stomach is even hurt. . However, the obstinate self-esteem of the obstinate corner was at work, and I had to turn to look elsewhere to stabilize my mind first, and I was afraid to look at him and all the disguise would collapse. But I tend to talk incoherently, completely looking for reasons indiscriminately, and the sparrows playing in the way above my head seem to laugh at my cowardly——

“Not only, I think about it now, I may just like your face,” I forced myself to look back, flattened my voice, and exerted my disgust on every part of the face: “Today, it looks suddenly not good-looking , I ’m completely disinterested in you, really. And, you ’re too big to do with you | Love is not comfortable at all, I will definitely not be able to bear it in the future. I personally think so, one screw should find one Nuts of the same type that can withstand it, it is best. “

××××

A few days later, on a sunny Saturday, Gu Xueqi came to my apartment.

“Ha ha ha ha ha, Xue Jin, don’t you attack with a person, and still use such a serious tone to fight such a trivial analogy,” Gu Xueqi rolled on the sofa with a smile, I think she was almost killed internally: “Then? Gu? What is the reaction? “

“Did you still learn from you?” I put the homemade double-skin milk back into the refrigerator and took out the watermelon: “He asked me so dully,” Is that so? “”

“Pris is Enough ~”

“There’s nothing underneath. I turned around and went to work very proudly, leaving him with a fluttering back in the morning breeze.”

“This is gone?”

I washed the chopping board. “What else do you want? Isn’t that so general General Gu who wants to hold back my horse leader’s possessive roar again? I don’t want anything else. Do I need your little nut?”

“Also,” I can hear Gu Xueqi’s thin legs like matchsticks on the sofa knocking back and forth on the sofa cushions in the kitchen, with a very rhythmic hi pi, mixed with her words:

“Xue Jin, you are doing very well this time, aren’t you particularly afraid of losing Gu Xingzhi, why have you suddenly been so domineering?”

I cut open half of the watermelon, revealing red flesh, sweet fragrance overflowing:

“I ’m not overbearing, I just figured it out, OK, and I told my mom that I will resume my blind date in a few days, and I wo n’t be so picky again. I promised to give her a grandson next year. She is very happy. . “

Gu Xueqi didn’t know when to jump to the kitchen, picked up a bite and asked, “I really want to understand this?”

I returned the knife holder to the chopping board: “To be honest, no! Not at all! Gu Xingzhi’s starting point is so high, I’m afraid I will go crazy with a bunch of grandpa and uncle, I will go crazy. Crazy, if he comes back to me now, I will definitely run towards him non-stop! But it ’s been almost a month since the last morning, he did n’t even give me a call, originally just to challenge him , But now it has completely become a challenge to oneself. “

I put the watermelon one by one on the plate, lowering the voice while looking at Gu Xueqi: “Do you think I am very counseling, and then I feel impotence so fast when I get up?”

Gu Xueqi watched me for a while and shook her head: “No, not at all, I feel good,” she thought for a while: “And, I tell you, what do you feel like to me now, like married The young woman in the family, for example, the gesture of putting something on the plate now, gives me a feeling similar to that of my mother. You used to say that this was not the case. Did n’t you eat most of it with a spoon? The blood basin has a big mouth, very fast and tough … “

I faced the whole person to her: “What kind of young woman in the family? The kind that otaku loves most?”

She glanced at me and said, “No, aunt like a nest of children.”

I really want to chop her, think about it or not. Turning back to continue the action just now, raising one hand and snapping fingers in the air: “Bingo, congratulations, you got it right, I’m pregnant.”

In an instant, I clearly had the illusion that I heard Gu Xueqi around me petrified and quickly collapsed. His limbs fell like a piece of stone, falling to the ground.

When she was fully recovered, she had quickly walked away from me ten meters away, and began to look around for her mobile phone. The **** was nagging:

“I want to call Gu Xingzhi! Call!”

I pulled her, who was almost crazy, “Don’t fight, he will definitely be unable to accept it for the time being. It is my reason. I forgot the date of the security period. On the day in Japan, I made a mistake …”

She turned her head back and dialed on the keyboard with one hand: “Are you going to have an individual man’s child in the belly, and then blind date with countless other men? I can’t accept such a heavy taste scene, I have to vomit, Xue Jinjin ! “

I took hold of her dialing hand: “Are you sensible? I’m not pregnant with you. Why are you more nervous than me? I will tell him, Gu Qiqi!”

“Are you sure you won’t go to yourself for three minutes without dreams and painless flow?”

I shook my head almost dizzy and swear to the sky: “No.”

But she seemed to have dialed the phone and put it in her ear: “Hey, Gu Xingzhi? Let me tell you first, today is not April 1st. Then, what I want to say is that Xue Jin is pregnant. Now. “

Gu Xueqi put down her cell phone and rolled her eyes suspiciously to sweep my stomach: “Why don’t you stop me? Are you really pregnant? Xue Jin, I’ll ask you again, are you really pregnant? My brain is still buzzing now It sounds like there is a violent blast that tomorrow is 2012. “

I went back to the sofa and told her the facts: “It is true, tomorrow is 2011. Of course, I am not pregnant, I just said it.”

“You lied to me!” She widened her eyes, completely relieved, and angered and laughed: “Bad guy! You deceived me, you deceived me, you deceived my girl’s heart, you accompany me with mental loss!”

I put my hands behind my head: “I don’t need to explain the life of the pit father, and didn’t you just pretend to call me just to test me?”

Gu Xueqi showed a painful face: “I’m not pretending! Xue Jin, I was really shocked just now. I really called Gu Xingzhi, and he picked it up!”

I maintained the state of Gu Xueqi who was so relaxed that I couldn’t stretch at all. I sat up straight from the sofa and rubbed my hair frantically: “I’m leaning, you’re really incomparably lacking eyes. Don’t shout, Calm down, let me think about strategy. “

“What strategy?” Gu Xueqi calmed down.

I squinted and looked at the bright white sun of the white flowers outside, and it was finalized: “Okay, I’ll get out, I will count, and this time I want to bet on the big point.”

××××

I quickly pulled out my mobile phone battery and card, this speed can almost out of the game. I went to the bathroom to tidy up my face a little bit, and drove with Gu Xueqi to a nearby cafe. Our old friend Yan Shige came here on time and the man lived.

“Senior Master Yan,” Gu Xueqi stood up and faced the man across the table with a sincere smile on his face: “I will ask you today.”

Senior Brother Yan was formerly the vice president of the Drama Club. Today, he was called, on the one hand, because he is really good at acting, and on the other hand, he is the most expressive of the single men we know.

Brother Yan Yan immediately smiled and said, “Is it for me to play Xue Xuemei’s blind date today? What performance mode do you want? Romeo and Juliet? Or Peony Pavilion?”

I stopped talking, and quickly stood up: “No, we don’t have to be so romantic, realism can’t be better.”

He understood it: “Oh, okay!”

Gu Xueqi lifted half a glass of red wine and took a sip, shaking my phone to me, and I said it was not sincere in the ridicule: “The frequency of Gu Xingzhi’s call made me almost shocked. I now go to the women’s toilet to answer the phone, you quickly Entering the state, Xue Jin, I wish you success in the first place. “

When she turned around and left, I heard her shouting loudly there, even provocatively shouting: “Xue Jin? Nonsense, of course, there is no one in her family. She looks like a blind date now ~ You are looking for her? Give me money Why? Why should I tell you where she is … “

××××

Master Yan ’s acting skills are really not covered. Various thoughtful manners have made me feel like being in a stick show. The pink bubbles are overflowing, so I shouted shyly at him! However, when I made his face look like Gu Xingzhi by myself, I was almost shivered by this thought and really wanted to “vomit.”

Time passed by one minute and one second, every figure that pushed in the door would make me happy for a while, but immediately fell into great disappointment again. Therefore, at this moment of tormenting on the boiler, the cowardly pretense of my tough show also collapsed a little bit.

Using a joke to draw out a completely virtual “child” to gamble Gu Xingzhi’s feelings for me, really let go.

Damn, where have I done such an exaggerated thing in thirty years!

My repeated inquiries about myself gradually changed, and I felt that I was ridiculous and stupid, and even the tone of my speech was so weak that I finally felt angry and self-blaming:

“Should I bet?” “Shall I bet this way?” “Maybe I really shouldn’t bet …?”

…

On the morning many days ago, Gu Xingzhi’s tender embrace turned me into a silkworm wrapped in cocoon silk.

To this day, I still remember its heavy safety, but from the moment it broke away from my body …

If the result is that you can’t become a butterfly, the weak one should also become a moth without any strong points.

Now being able to sit here and play Guxingzhi recklessly may also mean that I can use my growing heart and responsibility to face all the lights of the past, the present or the future, and use me who has grown up to today in thirty years. Should also understand the fact that-

These lights that make me adore and obsess will burn me while warming me.

Standing at thirty, maintaining an attitude of loving life must also have the courage and ability to bear all the pain and consequences.

Fortunately, God prefers this silly moth to me.

Ten minutes later, outside the glass door, the male protagonist approached the wind, although his face was black and scary.

Because I am quite happy, I almost got up to meet him.

Like some kind of promise, the previous fears are all gone, I think I’m done.