LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter Seven Hundred Twenty One
“This is bullshit!” Snapped Callie as she paced back and forth inside the tent. She’d felt my distress through bond and rushed back, though apparently Black Sorrow had somehow delayed the sensation until she left. “She can’t just DECIDE you need to go on some suicidal mission to the war front or she’ll kill us all.”
“Actually, she can and definitely has done that.” I said with a grimace. “I know it sucks, but honestly, the idea of being out from under her death sentence and free to be an actual family sounds AMAZING.” I turned to my grandmother, who was sitting primly at the table sipping…tea, I think, though I had no clue where she’d gotten it. “Though I feel like she wasn’t that committed to us dying. Like she knew I existed but wasn’t really pushing for my execution?”
Drowning Shade, also known as Celia Anders, shrugged lightly. “My mother is a god. Her attention span is…odd. She can be both incredibly patient and incredibly impatient, depending on the circumstances. In any case, her lifespan means time passes differently to her. The idea of waiting a few years for you to die wouldn’t bother her.”
“Don’t talk about my son’s murder like it’s a day at the fish market, mother!” Snapped my mom. “This situation is bad!”
“Less than you might think.” Celia said with a shake of her head. “I wasn’t at all certain my mother would listen to me. My attempts to use the war to pressure her were a long shot, at best. I expected her to extract HARSH concessions, perhaps separating me from our family for the rest of my life. This mission, while dangerous, is an opportunity.” She glanced at me intently. “Your boy has a strong fate, Sasha. For things to move in such a way.”
I wondered if my Path was helping. Fatewalker was a class and not the Path itself. Did it even matter anymore?
“So, what am I supposed to be doing.” I said tiredly. “She said you’d have the details. She mostly just showed up, mocked me a bit, and then vanished. I was expecting her to be more…unstable, based on what I’ve heard.”
She sighed. “You need to understand that gods are a PART of their Domain. To become a deity is to become one with a concept, to become part of a legend. All your stats, your soul, are dispersed into your Domain and become permanently fused. Becoming human again, or at least creating a physical form, is taxing and requires concentration anywhere OUTSIDE that Domain. Like being in two places at once, and doing the world’s most complex puzzle in one of them.”
I tried to imagine that kind of strain. It had to be tens or hundreds of times more exhausting than normal soul weight from a technique or Skill. I could see how someone might be erratic if they were under that kind of stress whenever they were physically present in the real world.
There was kind of an implication that divine worlds didn’t really move. Like they seemed to be pretty stable in terms of real space. Or maybe I was making assumptions where it wasn’t warranted, but I added it tentatively to the structure of cultivation I was building in my mind. “So…” I said sadly to Callie. “On a scale of one to ten how pissed are you I’m going to miss our honeymoon.”
“One fucking MILLION!” She spat. “But not at you. If she wasn’t a god…”
I laughed. “Yeah, but she is, and I’m too young to be a widower, so how about we don’t shit talk the divine being who might still be nearby. I still have a week to finish the festival and say goodbye to everyone.” I turned to Celia. “I assume you guys have a LEAD on the Lady of Lamentation’s forces for me to follow, instead of just blindly showing up at a random event and hoping she decides to give me some responsibility.”
“We do.” She chuckled. “I consulted the Judgement Pope, hoping to get his support for this journey. He’s given us a direction, and we were able to narrow down exactly where you need to go.” She flicked her fingers, and a sphere of textured darkness appeared in front of her. “This is Rackham. A small planet at the edge of the Unity galaxy, near church territory. Unity is the youngest of the gods, and the least capable of policing his galaxy. We believe some sort of examination will be held there.”
Chelsea, who had been unusually quiet since she arrived with Callie, looked drawn and upset. “This is bullshit.” She echoed my wife, but her voice was weak. “Why would she send Shane. I could have done this, could have helped, and you could have enjoyed your honeymoon.”
“Because I’m expendable.” I shrugged. “She thinks you have potential, having her ability AND grandpa’s is interesting to her. I’m just a candidate, and she won’t lose anything if I die.” Callie made a scared noise, and I smiled at her warmly. “Which I don’t intend to do. She’s underestimating me.”
Probably. Or she genuinely didn’t care. This little mission cost her nothing, and potentially gained her a lot of power. I honestly worried about giving her more power, but then I considered she was already a god and could kill me effortlessly. It would be like trying to lift a whale instead of an elephant as a mortal. It wasn’t going anywhere either way.
“You really think so?” Asked Callie hesitantly. She could feel my relative certainty in my own abilities, mostly because I was projecting it at her so she wouldn’t notice the crippling terror.
Oddly, under THAT I was kind of excited. Sure this was terrifying and kind of shitty, but it was also amazing. I was going to be going on a solo mission for pretty much the first time as an Ascendant. A solo mission as D-ranker. I would be able to keep in touch with Callie and my friends through the bond, but I’d be on my own. I could finally prove to myself what I was capable of.
Speaking of capabilities though, I turned my mind to my Path. Doom Sovereign had yielded new skills again on my rank up, and I’d been so busy I hadn’t really had a chance to check them out. I figured that might distract my wife from her worrying, so I mentioned it to all the members of my family, and mom, Chelsea, and Callie seemed really excited to hear what I’d gotten.
First was a finishing blow. I got those every other rank, and I’d been quickly approaching one that I’d been waiting on for quite a while. Blood Curse. It was a nasty little Rogue trick that let me attach an attack to a sample of someone’s blood and use it as a medium to attack them from a distance. It might not sound like a finisher, but it was particularly effective on sleeping targets, and nearly impossible to block (certain defensive abilities in the game could deflect it, and given how absurd Ascendant abilities could get real life was probably the same).
Next was a water based Monk ability called Dark Reflection, which bounced back spells at a certain level of power (usually weaker ones) and a very useful divination called Scent of Truth, which let me smell lies (it was exactly as weird as it sounded). Which really rounded out a lot of my skills. And of course, another poison skill called Creeping Darkness, which allowed me to use air as a medium for my corruption by literally poisoning parts of the sky.
DS Subskills. Monk: Stone Limb, Moonlit Night, Consecration of Flame, Ripple Running, State of Grace, Steam Arrow, Afterburner, Pit of Despair, Mountain Stance, Dark Reflection
Rogue: Mercy Kill, Double Trouble, Touch of Tears, Flurry of Blows, Heavy hands, Marked for Death, False Fatality, Blood Curse, Creeping Darkness
Diviner: Overlay, Song of the Soil, Rhythm of the Wild, Eye of Revelation, Danger Sense, Piece of Mind, Scent of Truth
I noted with a wince I’d pretty much never used False Fatality, and that I now had a staff that did the same thing. It made sense the Monk and Rogue classes might overlap a bit, but it sucked knowing that I was letting abilities go to waste. I glance at my staff with interest. Maybe I could make a damage reflection form. It would be great mixed with Mornax, I put a pin in that for future consideration.
“So, as you can see, I have plenty of new tricks up my sleeves.” I smirked. Then paused. “Speaking of, I need new sleeves. BS said I needed new gear for my ‘new and improved’ mask.” I sneered, holding up the obsidian monstrosity that had become of my sleek and well crafted classic wooden mask.
“Oh hey.” Callie said cheerfully. “It’s the face in the mirror in all of my childhood nightmares. Dear gods, did she TRY to make it a waking nightmare?”
Celia snorted. “Knowing her, probably. And I wouldn’t refer to my mother as ‘BS’ outside of current company. If it gets back to her she might turn you inside out in outrage. Or buy you a pony. You can never tell with her.”
“Pass on both.” I said bluntly. “I don’t do horses. I don’t trust any means of transportation that can think for itself.”
My mother burst out laughing, and I raised a brow at her. She was gasping a little when she finally calmed down enough to talk. “I’m sorry. It’s just most of the time you take after me or act like Ezekial, but now and then you do something so catastrophically ELI that it just sends me reeling. Your father used to say that exact thing, word for word.”
I frowned, trying to remember when I’d started saying that and where I’d heard it. “Anyway.” I said with a shake of my head. “I was going to ask. Since I’m going to be done, I was wondering if grandma could maybe help Callie out with training. If she wants I mean. If both of them want. I’d just feel a lot better knowing Callie was working with someone with a similar Path.”
My grandmother chuckled. “An S-rank tutor for your new bride. You inherited your grandfather’s flare for the dramatic. She’s family, I would love to help. If she’s interested. I was going to work with Chelsea a bit now anyway. Since she’s no longer operating under restriction, I think it’s time for her to learn how to wield the Enshrining Darkness.”
Chelsea’s head snapped up. “Wait…what? I thought that pass was just for this incident. I didn’t even use my full powers anyway. We can still keep it secret.”
“It’s fine.” Celia said with a laugh. “We’ve engaged directly with my mother. As long as we accomplish her request, her enmity will be dissolved. That won’t be an easy task, but we’re safe during the war in any case, so it’s not like we’re rushed. As for the new gear you need.” She pursed her lips at me. “I can arrange that. This mission isn’t related to the competition, so it shouldn’t be a problem for me to pitch in. Plus I owe you twenty years of birthday presents.”
It was odd, because this whole conversation had been so formal and she’d been so austere, but when she said that, it was like a dam broke. We all started laughing, and she smiled broadly, stepping forward to hug me, and then Chelsea, and then Callie.
Suddenly, this was a tent full of family for real, and it was amazing feeling so surrounded by warmth. I tried to savor the sensation, and would do the same throughout the festival. I had a feeling it would be kind of lonely on my own in enemy territory. I would make it though, and then I’d meet up with the others in time for the beginning of the candidate selection, whatever that may entail. If I had my way, this time next year I’d be the next wishmaster.