Chapter 93
There was something wrong in Shen Yu’s heart, and he couldn’t care about buying cakes, so he drove to Shen’s.
Along the way, she was always thinking about the bits and pieces of getting along with Shen Xiao during this time, the things that sweetly spoiled, the beautiful feelings that once immersed her in it, but now made her think deeply.
If what the psychologist said is true, what did he do? Could it in turn mislead doctors? ?
Why did he do this? He spent so much time designing so many links, and in the end, would n’t she just want her not to play the stage? Let her take the initiative to stay with him to satisfy his desire to control? ?
But they only started to fall in love. He thought about her like this. That life was so long. Are he prepared to live like this?
He clearly promised that he would change, is this what he called change? Control her from the bright side and calculate her secretly?
The car stopped at the traffic light intersection and Shen Yu was lying on the steering wheel tiredly. At this moment, she was still lucky. Maybe it was just that she thought too much, maybe the psychologist was wrong …
After a while, the sound of trumpets awakened Shen Yu behind her, and she realized she was distracted, not even paying attention to the green light.
Taking a deep breath, she told herself to stop thinking about it, as she was driving and should not be distracted.
More than ten minutes later, she didn’t relax until she drove the car into Shen’s parking lot, took the card that Shen Xiao gave her, entered the exclusive elevator, and went directly from the parking lot to the top floor.
She had been there a few times, and all the assistants in the secretary room recognized her and greeted her with a smile.
The assistant in charge of the reception said: “Mr. Shen went to a meeting downstairs and should have come back. You should wait at his office first. I’ll get you some snacks.”
Shen Yu nodded casually and went straight into Shen Xiao’s office.
Shen Yu is no stranger to his office. After walking in, he sat down on the sofa.
After a while, the little assistant came in with snacks and juice. When she saw that she did n’t play with her cell phone, she just sat there in a daze and asked her, “Want to read a magazine or newspaper? Are there the latest ones out there?”
Shen Yu thought about this, but just shook her head and said thank you.
After the little assistant went out, she took a few sips of juice.
I was still anxious, and I couldn’t help thinking about what the psychologist said, and the more I felt the lower my mood.
After a while, she simply stood up and wandered in the office to distract her. Shen Xiao ’s office was large and the floor-to-ceiling windows were bright. She stood in front of the window for a while, watching the downstairs car stalled.
This is not her world originally, but for a long time, with the people she likes, naturally, they are integrated into it, and the fulfilling life makes her no longer think about the past, those memories before crossing, have long been like the past life.
She thought she could walk through this life with Shen Xiao in such a sweet way, but she suddenly found that she seemed too naive.
The assistant said that Shen Xiao would return soon after the meeting, but she waited for half an hour and had not seen him.
Shen Yu walked slowly to the bookshelf with a shelf full of books on it, and did not know whether it was beautifully placed or whether he was really reading it.
She came closer and looked closely. They were all economic books. Most of the titles were obscure and difficult to understand, and they were not in the field she could understand.
Just as she was about to walk away, her eyes stopped on a book directly in front of her-“Three Hundred Tang Poems”
Shen Yu feels very strange. This book is out of place with a bunch of economic books.
But she understood the book at least, and just gave her time, so she quickly pulled the book out, flipped it over, and did not read it carefully. She took it directly to the sofa and sat there.
When she spread out the books, she found out that the contents of the books were not right. Did Shen Xiao actually buy pirated books? ? ? ?
It took another ten minutes or so before Shen Xiao rubbed his neck into the office. After seeing Shen Yu, he walked over in surprise.
“How come suddenly? Did you drive by yourself?” Of course he was happy to see Shen Yu, but it was too dangerous to think that she had just driven today and was still a novice, so she drove the car into the lively city center.
Shen Yu pinched the book in his hand and looked up at him, his face cold and heavy, “What is this?”
Shen Xiao looked down with her hand, then froze, but within a few seconds, the look in his eyes returned to normal.
“Psychology.” He answered calmly.
“Since it’s psychology, why should you include a book cover of” Three Hundred Tang Poems? “” She asked, expressionless.
Shen Xiao was more calm than her, and said, “I am a dazzling executive who was found to read psychological books. Who else dares to do business with me? Are you right?”
“It really makes sense.” Shen Yu replied with a sneer, and then said: “Because you have seen a psychiatrist, did you think you should look for books in this area?”
Without thinking, Shen Xiao nodded and said, “Yes, since I found a problem, I have to find a way to solve it.”
Shen Yu put the books together, stood up, and said seriously, “Shen Xiao, can’t you still speak well at this moment?”
“Why didn’t I speak well again?” Shen Xiao smiled helplessly, and after untieing his tie, he thought of holding her in the past.
Unexpectedly, she didn’t touch her with her hands, so she lifted her hand and slammed it away, sneered: “You bought this book before you saw the psychiatrist!” Even the angles above are lack of safety Feeling a page? Is this too coincidental?
Shen Xiao frowned, “Why do you say that?”
If she had not entered the psychology clinic before coming, and had not heard what the psychologist said, then this time, she must be convinced of Shen Xiao’s words.
Before she came, she couldn’t figure out how he, an amateur, could mislead a psychologist, but just after she opened the book, the only trace of doubt in her mind was completely solved. .
“I …” Shen Xiao stepped forward to hold her wrist, trying to justify.
This will gradually stir up the emotions in Shen Yu’s heart, which has made her a little unable to control her temper.
She didn’t want to listen to his argument, twisting her wrist to break free of his hand, but he was so powerful that he couldn’t make it at all.
Her eyes turned red at once, and said, “You keep saying that you will change, but you have been lying to me! I went to the psychological clinic today and I want to help you make an appointment for another visit, but the doctor said you are psychological The quality is very good, you can even mislead him !! “
Tears gradually filled her eyes, “I trust you so much and worry about you, but you lie constantly in front of me.”
Shen Xiaosheng was afraid of squeezing her wrist, and simply put her in her arms and coaxed: “Don’t be angry, don’t be angry, I want to know what I want to tell you, don’t you cry, okay?”
Shen Yu sucked his nose and pushed him away, keeping the distance between them two steps, “You tell me the truth, did you start planning this after knowing that I was going on tour?”
Shen Xiao squeezed his palm into a fist, frowning and said, “Yes, I don’t want you to leave me or let you run around. I just want you to be by my side. I find that if I show weakness, you will feel distressed, so I just pretend to be sick. , Other diseases are difficult to pretend, so I chose this. “
Shen Yu stared at him stunnedly and said in disbelief: “As a result you succeeded, because of your illness, I lived very cautiously, fearing that you would be unhappy, I racked my brain and thought of so many ways, not only easily resigned from the rehearsal For months of stage dramas, I even gave myself to you, just because of your inexplicable sense of security! “
“Watching me dizzy for you and throwing everything away, just to make you happy, are you very proud and feel that you are very powerful ?! Have you ever thought about my feelings? I am not an SD doll, but casually The pets I keep are the ones who will live with you all my life. How can you treat me like this? “
At the end, Shen Yu couldn’t help crying. She didn’t know now. Did he say that all the sweet words were just coaxing her and cheating her?
Seeing her getting more and more excited, Shen Xiao finally got a little panicked and stepped up to hug her again and kept calling her name, “Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, don’t be like this, things are not as bad as you think!”
He just wanted to keep her by his side, and wanted to take care of her wholeheartedly. Although some means were used, his love was real. She couldn’t deny him completely when she was angry.
Shen Yu suddenly stopped crying and looked up at him very calmly, saying, “I know, you didn’t count me deliberately, you’re just overwhelming your inner dictatorship, your possessive desire tells you that you must I am excluded from everyone. I can only have you by my side. I cannot have freedom or have friends. I can only watch you all the time !! “
Shen Xiao was silent, he couldn’t refute her words, because what she would say was what he had always thought, he just wanted her to be the only one in her eyes.
Shen Yu took a deep breath, snapped him away, and turned away.
Shen Xiao quickly caught up and pulled her, “Where are you going?”
Shen Yu stared at him and said fiercely: “Go where there is no you!”
“I’m not allowed!” Shen Xiao said domineeringly.
Shen Yu stared at him without fear, saying one word after another: “Then you try, big deal, I will be killed here now! I can’t go anywhere!”
Shen Xiao: …
While he let go of his strength, Shen Yu shook his hand, arrogantly like a peacock, and strode toward the elevator.
Although she didn’t know where to go in a while, she just wanted to stay away from him at this time.
Going to the parking lot downstairs, just walking to the car, Shen Xiao was already catching up, and didn’t dare to speak too loudly, soothingly said to her: “Xiaoyu, you are not emotional now, don’t drive by yourself, where do you want to go? , I asked the driver to take you, OK? “
Shen Yu snorted, pulled the car door to sit in, the car quickly left the parking space, but when turning, the speed was too fast, and hit the next pillar at once, a loud bang, directly scared Shen Xiao The legs are soft.
He stumbled over and saw that she pushed the car door from inside, and then walked out unharmed. It seemed that the car just bumped into the car, and the person was fine.
Shen Yu glanced at Shen Xiao, who was frightened by the dull eyes next to him, and regardless of the car, he turned around angrily and walked away. He said harshly while walking, “If you follow me again, I can really do everything!”
Shen Xiao: …