Chapter 132: 132 Come with me
"乖乖的,多喝点!"
病房里,是小逸端着碗,哄着林梦喝汤.她之前失血过多,现在需要的是大量的补血.为此,小逸专门吩咐厨师为林蒙制作不同的补血品,如花生红枣粥,红枣桂圆粥,当归鲫鱼汤等.他总是煮一大桶给她喝,这意味着吃得更多,补充得更多.
林梦的右手正在休养,拿不住碗,所以喝汤的事情就被小逸毫不犹豫地接手了.这个在别人眼里冷酷无情,近乎狠人的男人,竟然能像女人一样细腻温柔,亲自给她喂汤,一勺一勺地喂她的动作,简直就像个孩子一样.她生性害羞,无法心安理得地享受别人的温柔,所以心里觉得说不出的尴尬,所以每次到最后,都会出现这样的一幕.
"我不想再喝了,我不能再喝了!"她气冲冲地把头转开.虽然病房里只有她和他,但她觉得自己受不了.她一直希望有人能对她好,但经历了荣玲,体验了真正的善良后,她开始退缩.她知道自己很愚蠢,一无是处.当别人对她好一点的时候,她会心存感激,心动,然后她就会开始捣乱地做事,傻乎乎地期待一些她不该期待的事情.不不,她有点害怕!她宁愿自己的人生回到起点,大家都对她无动于衷!
但上帝无法听到她的祈祷.这个男人不可能对她无动于衷.在这样的时刻,他总是罕见而坚强,声音轻柔得仿佛要挤出水来哄她:"乖乖的,吃完这碗,我们就不喝了,好吗?!
"说着,他接过勺子,笑着把它喂进了她的嘴里!
她不是个孩子!她心中喃喃自语,微微垂下眼眸,但当她看到男人满眼笑容和真诚的脸庞时,她无法说出所有的拒绝,只能轻声抱怨."我自己动手!"
萧逸怎么会同意呢?这是一次难得的机会,可以接近她,他愿意这样侍奉这个小女人.原来,居高临下不是一种苦涩,却能让人心里甜蜜,能让人开心!
"这碗热乎乎的,单手拿着很容易洒出来,我还不如喂你吃."
"说着,他用勺子把它喂进了她的嘴里.林梦无奈地红了脸,被他像婴儿一样喂养.终于吃完一碗后,萧逸不肯停下来,高兴地喃喃自语."剩下的稍后再喝!你很弱,你需要补充更多."
她微微抿起嘴唇,这样看着他,她感到有些不自在.这个男人对她很好,真的非常好.她对他可能想要什么有所了解.但是——
她忍不住动了动眼睛,看了看自己的脚踝.缠在他们身上的脚链让她的心悲哀地冰凉.跟着那样的男人之后,她再也没有信心跟着另一个男人了,她也不想傻到做别的事情!
她和萧逸的约定是等半年.也许她活了半年后,他会得到她,厌倦她.也许,它又被抛弃了.有时候,当她一个人躺在床上时,她睁开眼睛,看着黑夜,心想,就蒙混过关吧!在履行了对小逸的承诺后,一切都结束了!
这可能是 - 一笔交易!
但有时候面对小逸的温柔与执着,她会感到些许愧疚和不安,但即便如此,她也无能为力!
那种痛苦,受伤一次也没关系,请让她自私一点,好好保护自己,拒绝第二次受伤!
"你想看电影吗?!"
小逸笑着用湿毛巾擦了擦嘴,然后粗略地调整了一下自己靠着的枕头,让自己躺得舒服些.这些天来,这个男人对她无微不至,几乎跟顶级男仆一样好!
林梦摇摇头闭上眼睛,感觉有点无法面对.她自然看不到,闭上眼睛后,萧逸的脸色瞬间黑了下来.就连他那双微笑的眼睛也变得冰冷冰冷.他怎么能看不出她经常盯着脚链发呆,又怎么能不料,在她静静地发呆的时候,大部分时间都应该想着荣玲.不过,她是个病人,他不能为此生气,只能装作不知道!
When he was about to be discharged from the hospital, Jiang Polang fell Yes, it was a Sunday, and he didn't have to go to class!
Jiang Polang knew that Lin Meng was hospitalized early in the morning, thanks to the ubiquitous news media. They reported in detail the process of Lin Meng's suicide that night, the big bathtub filled with blood, and the scene of her being carried out in a blood-stained bathrobe, as well as her subsequent rescue process.
Jiang Polang wanted to see Lin Meng early in the morning, and he came to the hospital to find her the morning after Lin Meng was killed. It was just that at that time, Xiao Yi was tired of the omnipresent news media, so he issued a death order to his men, not allowing anyone to enter Lin Meng's ward, and completely not giving others the opportunity to approach Lin Meng. That day, Jiang Polang had no choice but to return in disappointment.
Today, I came, thinking that the matter was over. It has been so many days, it is probably not that difficult to see Lin Meng, so he came. After Xiao Yi's men informed Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi instinctively wanted to have someone stop Jiang Polang again. This is also a boy who has some intentions for his woman. Although he can't succeed, it is best to prevent him from appearing in front of Lin Meng. But when Xiao Yi thought of Lin Meng's increasingly quiet appearance, which made people feel tight, sour and uneasy, his heart softened and he let Jiang Polang in.
Xiao Yi probably also knew that most people who thought about suicide had a tendency to be depressed. If this emotion is not properly regulated, it will become a mental illness in the future. These days, the only people Lin Meng has seen, back and forth, are him and her father. Whenever they talked, she expressed Seeing that Jiang Polang was so lazy and could barely say a few words, as if he was tired of doing anything, Xiao Yi was a little anxious. But he was never a talkative person, and he couldn't talk to himself for two or three hours, so most of the time, he just sat there in a daze with Lin Meng, just accompanying her quietly. In fact, it was too difficult for him, the leader of the Silver Wolf Group, to play the role of accompanying others to talk!
He knew that Jiang Polang was cheerful, similar to his brother Xu Ming, and was probably also a talkative person. Moreover, Jiang Polang was Lin Meng's friend and classmate, so they probably had some common language, and maybe he could enlighten Lin Meng and make her happier. Thinking of this, Xiao Yi let Jiang Polang in.
Sure enough, when Lin Meng saw Jiang Polang, she couldn't help but smile, and she could see that she was a little happy. She had been alone in this ward for some time, huddled here all day, but couldn't even get out of the door, which was suffocating. Moreover, she couldn't help but feel anxious after breaking up with Rong Ling. She desperately wanted to find someone to share her bitterness, but she couldn't do that to Xiao Yi!
Because Xiao Yi was supporting her, he wanted to get her, how could she tell Xiao Yi about the last man. In front of him, how could she reveal the sadness caused by the last man? !
"Alang!" She smiled and gently called Jiang Polang's name!
Xiao Yi saw it, and felt a little disappointed, but he still tactfully gave up the place, let the two of them talk, and went out.
When they were the only two left in the room, Jiang Polang couldn't help but frown, looked at Lin Meng, and suddenly scolded. "How could you do this?!"
Lin Meng's eyes flashed, and her shoulders couldn't help but shrink, slightly avoiding Jiang Polang's angry eyes. It must be said that if Jiang Polang was angry, he would be a little scary.
"Even if you are upset, you shouldn't do such a thing! Besides, there is no hurdle in this world that cannot be overcome. How can you be so foolish?! When you do such a thing, can't you think about others, those who really care about you. How sad they will be if you do this. At least, I am one of the people who will be sad!"
He bit his lip and sat down on the edge of Lin Meng's bed, staring at her with his bright eyes. Although he had thought before that when he saw her, he must coax her softly and tell her not to be upset again. But when he saw her, he couldn't help but get angry. At that time, he saw the report in the newspaper and learned that she had committed suicide, and saw the picture of her covered in blood and being held in someone's arms. He felt that the blood in his body stopped flowing.
Lin Meng lowered her head in shame. She reacted in the past few days and naturally knew how reckless her suicide that night was. It was just that I was too sad at the time and completely immersed in my own world, so I cut the scissors and did it.
In fact, people who have committed suicide once will not commit suicide easily again. They will instinctively feel some fear of death, and there may also be some relief in it? !
"I won't do it again in the future, really!" She whispered, saying it to him, but also to herself. These days, Xiao Yi has been taking care of her, but he never mentioned her about her suicide, probably because he was worried about it and was afraid of irritating her. So, this is really the first time she has expressed her attitude like this!
"You should engrave this sentence in your heart and remember it for the rest of your life!" Jiang Polang still yelled at her with some fear.
Lin Meng shrank her shoulders again and nodded. Because it was rare for him to lose his temper in front of her! How could she not understand that a person can be angry and anxious for you, because - he has you in his heart and puts you in his heart!
Jiang Polang came here, of course, not to scold Lin Meng. Seeing her attitude, he was relieved. But the panic in his heart still made him sigh.
"You scared me to death. Don't do this again in the future!"
Hearing this, her heart warmed a little. She looked up at Jiang Polang and smiled slightly.
Jiang Polang couldn't help but glared at her and snorted unhappily. "Laugh?! You can still laugh?! Look at your heartless appearance. Don't you know that someone is worried about you?!"
"Hehe..." She laughed to herself, but Jiang Polang lost his temper.
"Forget it, I won't talk to you about this. I only know that you promised me. If you dare to break your oath, I will beat you up even if I chase you to hell!"
She rolled her eyes and laughed softly: "Zi Bu Yu: Strange and chaotic! When did you become superstitious?!"
Jiang Polang's handsome face showed a faint blush of discomfort. After coughing lightly to cover up the discomfort, he looked at her with concern, looked her up and down, then frowned and muttered unhappily.
"You've lost weight!"
Her heart warmed up immediately.
He then said, "Has anyone prepared food for you? You have to eat something good now. My cook, who came from Guangzhou, is very good at making soup. Wait, I'll ask my aunt to make soup for you later!"
As if he was determined that she didn't eat well, Lin Meng's mouth curled up again.
"Look at what you are talking about. I am served delicious food and drink every day!"
She raised her left hand and pointed to the small thermos on the side. "Well, this thermos, I have to drink a pot every morning, noon and night, including midnight snacks. I almost vomited after drinking it. I didn't finish it, but Ayi didn't stop. He just told me to rest for a while before continuing to drink. I feel like I am now like an extra-large water tank, responsible for filling water every day."
As she said this, she frowned playfully, looking like she was complaining.
This made Jiang Polang feel a little relieved. At least she would still joke, which meant that she was recovering well. But she called Xiao Yi's name so intimately, which made him feel a little uncomfortable. She might not know it herself, but he, as an outsider, could clearly feel the intimacy between her and Xiao Yi after hearing a few words about Xiao Yi!
He began to get angry and a little irritated. How come Xiao Yi appeared after Rong Ling left? According to his brother, this Xiao Yi has a great background and is very difficult to mess with. It is best not to take on him rashly. However, how could he let Lin Meng follow Xiao Yi? That man, now even his past is unpredictable. It is estimated that he is not a clean person. If Lin Meng follows him, wouldn't it be like a sheep walking into a tiger's mouth? !
"When will you go back to school?!" he asked suddenly.
Lin Meng was stunned for a moment, and then her eyes became calm. She said softly, "No, I've already dropped out!"
Jiang Polang had also guessed vaguely that she had been skipping classes these days, but the school had not said anything. He knew that it was probably not good. He was still a little sad when he heard her confirm his guess. This girl is very smart and a promising student. In the future, she will definitely be able to easily enter a prestigious university with her own efforts. But her current situation is... a pity!
"I don't believe what the newspapers say at all!" He looked at her straight, his bright eyes shining warmly on her like a little sun, and then added. "I don't know why you want to slander yourself like this, but I don't believe it at all. I believe what I see with my own eyes and my intuition. I know that you are not that kind of girl! I believe you!"
I believe you——
This sentence is actually enough!
Lin Meng blushed slightly, and was instinctively moved by Jiang Polang's words! While she was self-destructing, she hoped that everyone in the world would believe her words, and then Rong Ling could get out of the predicament as soon as possible. However, when she woke up in the middle of the night and leaned against the bed alone, she would feel lonely, tired, and sad, and then she would inevitably hope that there would be some people whose eyes were sharp, and even if they were watching from the side, they could give her some fair comments!
Now, she got it!
She smiled.
"Well, I believe you too." Otherwise, he would not have had to come to see her today. This boy was clean and pure. He had a sunny breath. If she could get his trust, she felt as if she had been baptized by the clean sunshine, and she felt that she was not so dark anymore.
She asked him about the school and his recent situation, and he answered them one by one with a smile. In the unconscious conversation, Lin Meng's dark heart also felt a lot of sunshine. Perhaps, people still need to communicate. Communication can make people relax and relieve stress in disguise!
"When will you be discharged from the hospital?!" he suddenly asked.
"Maybe in two or three days. Actually, I'm almost well, but Ayi seems worried."
"After being discharged from the hospital, you are going home, right?!" Jiang Polang asked tentatively.
Lin Meng was stunned, and suddenly felt a little ashamed in front of him. He was still so clean, but it seemed that she was too dirty to be put on the table. But, there was no need to hide it. She didn't force the so-called friendship. After a self-destruction, a suicide, and a letting go, she also looked down on it a lot. There is no need to hide some things! So, she put away the unnaturalness and smiled lightly.
"I'm not going home, I want to go with Ayi!"
Jiang Polang frowned, and his voice began to be muffled, like thunder rolling in the sky. "If you can't go home, then... you can come with me!"
After saying this, his face turned red and his expression became a little unnatural. Seeing Lin Meng looking at him with clean black eyes, he hurriedly explained. "Hey, I don't mean that. I... I don't want to offend you. Please don't misunderstand me! Hey--"
The more he explained, the more confused he became. He became a little restless, as if he came here with ulterior motives and evil intentions. He bit his lip and decided to go all out.
"Mengmeng, this is what I think. After you are discharged from the hospital, I will ask my brother to arrange a place for you to live, and then help you plan your future. I think this is better than you going with Xiao Yi. A man like that--"
He gritted his teeth and said unhappily: "A man like that is unreliable. You have learned a lesson once, so don't be so stupid again!"
Lin Meng's heart ached sourly, and she naturally understood that the so-called lesson actually refers to Rong Ling!
But Jiang Polang didn't understand that it was not that she didn't want to leave, but that she owed Xiao Yi, so she had to pay it back.
"Thank you for your kindness, Alang. You don't need to explain. I understand your intentions. But I can't accept it."
"Why not?!" Jiang Polang asked anxiously, "Are you afraid that I don't have the ability?! Or are you afraid that my brother won't help?! Don't worry, I represent my brother, and my meaning is what my brother means. As long as you nod, I will definitely support you to the end!"
"Hehe... It's not like that. Don't think too much. I know that you and your brother are good people. It's just that I promised Xiao Yi, that's what I agreed to!"
"But he is not a good person!" Jiang Polang frowned vigorously, and his cheerful face darkened slightly. "His background seems a little bit impure. Do you know what kind of person he is?! Just follow him like this, and you are not worried at all?! Or-"
A sinister look suddenly appeared on his face. "Or is it Xiao Yi who is forcing you to be with him?! If that's the case, then you don't have to worry. My brother and I will definitely protect you. With us here, Xiao Yi will definitely not be able to touch you!"
Lin Meng shook her head, even though she was moved.
"My stay or departure has been decided. I am willing to do it. Alang, don't think too much!"
"How could I not think too much?!" Jiang Polang angrily punched his fist hard. "When you were with Rong Ling, I had the ability to pull you out, but I watched helplessly, and then you became like this. Now you... I... I... Hey... I just don't want to see you get hurt!"
Speaking of this, Jiang Polang's eyes suddenly turned red. This is the true feelings!
He really feels sorry for this girl!
Although his confession was rejected by her, he just can't let her go!
He was afraid that if Lin Meng saw him like this, she would feel ashamed, so he turned his head away in a hurry. But he was still seen by Lin Meng!
Lin Meng's lips moved, and she sighed slightly in her heart. Then, her eyelids slowly drooped halfway, slightly covering the sad light in her eyes!
Sometimes, salvation is clearly right in front of us. But I just can't reach out and grab it! What can I say? ! The road of life, sometimes, is so out of our control! If I had accepted the proposal of the Jiang brothers and their help at that time, how could I have had all the things in the future? ! But now that things have come to this, what's the use of thinking about the past? !
The cause of the day before yesterday, the result of today! Since it has been planted, we can only bear it! ——