LIGHTNOVELONLINE Chapter 34: Can she trust him?
- Can she trust him?
Gu Ningyou felt a pang when she listened to Pei Siyuan’s rare long speech. She thought that Pei Siyuan did not put his heart on her. She did not expect that her emotional and mental changes would be perceived by him clearly.
Yes, what Pei Siyuan said was right, she was indeed deliberately distancing herself from him. Every time her heart beat for him, she would force herself to remember everything from her previous life. Those memories were painful for her, but only such pain could keep her awake, instead of falling day by day until she finally leaves her heart completely with him.
“Okay, then I’ll tell you today.” Gu Ningyou gritted her teeth and opened the scars of her heart once again, but quite unexpectedly, she didn’t feel the unbearable sting in her heart, “Because…”
“Because I-I had a dream in which I loved you very much, loved you so much that I lost myself, but you didn’t love me at all… No, you hated me very much, you took revenge on my family, hurt my brother, and force me to leave the city, so that I would never appear in front of you…”
“Don’t cry.” Pei Siyuan held her face in his hands and gently kissed away the tears on her face. The taste on the tip of his tongue was bitter and astringent, these tears were obviously warm, but at this time it seemed like a blazing fire, burning along the tip of his tongue to his heart, “You said that it’s a dream, so it’s impossible to happen.”
“You can’t deny the current me all because of the bad me in the dream. Ning Ning, I promise you, I will never do anything to hurt you like you said in your dream.”
Gu Ningyou was silent, she didn’t know how to answer him, to tell him that it wasn’t a dream, but it really happened?
But even if she says it out loud, what can she do? Everything in the past can’t be changed, and besides, it wasn’t even him who did it.
“Ning Ning, believe me.” Pei Siyuan grabbed her hand and pressed it against his heart, “I know that I treated you very badly before… Forget those past things and give me a chance… will you? “
Pei Siyuan’s tone was too sincere, so sincere that there was no trace of falsehood, begging her so sincerely, it could almost be described as being humble, when had she ever seen Pei Siyuan like this?
This kind of him was even more difficult to resist than the strong and crazy him.
But can she trust him?
How much truth did he have in saying these words?
The words “repeat the same mistakes” and “knowingly committed” kept lingering in her mind, making her unable to make up her mind to say yes, but Pei Siyuan was still looking at her with such aggrieved and flattering eyes, which also made her unable to refuse heartlessly.
Maybe…
Maybe she can try to believe him once, after all, nothing has happened now, and Pei Siyuan in this life is different from the indifferent and ruthless him in the previous life.
Gu Ningyou hesitated for a long time, but still nodded, “Okay.”
“Ningning.” Pei Siyuan breathed a sigh of relief and took her into his arms again. Not feeling Gu Ningyou’s resistance, his voice became brighter by a few points, seemingly overjoyed, “Don’t push me away in the future, you don’t know how happy I am.”
“…Hmm.” Gu Ningyou still hasn’t forgotten the problem in her heart, and asked again, “But, that…you really didn’t discover at all?”
“What do you want me to discover?” Pei Siyuan looked confused, “Why have you been saying these strange things since we met today? “
“…Well, it’s nothing.”
He seemed to really not understand ……
If it is said that he is acting, it doesn’t seem to make sense. Can someone really act with a mask all the time without revealing any flaws?
It seemed Pei Siyuan is not very smart, since he is the one who is not enlightened. She and Jiang Yao thought too highly of him.
Yes, he is just an ordinary person, how could he have such a great ability in making others get rid of the control of the plot? There may be other reasons why Jiang Yao was able to get out of control, such as the protagonist’s halo or something?
But what happened in the past life is still unexplainable ……
It was not fair, regardless of the matter of the previous life. After all, Jiang Yao in this life has woke up to reality. It’s not surprising that she’d get rid of the plot control in both lives. But Pei Siyuan haven’t, why can’t he be out of control? They all secretly obtained freedom without her knowledge, only she alone is still trapped in the same place ……
Not right.
Gu Ningyou’s heart suddenly trembled – she suddenly found out that she didn’t seem to be controlled by the plot?
Thinking about it carefully, since seeing Pei Siyuan tonight, her words and actions have not been affected by the plot, and her passionate “love” for Pei Siyuan also disappeared completely, leaving only her own emotions.
What happened?
The plot that has always been in control of everything – was somehow defeated without reason?
It’s…
She was at a loss.
She found out too late.
Just now she was coaxed into confusion by Pei Siyuan and agreed to him like that – if she had realized that she was out of control at that time, she would not have agreed!
But the words of agreement were just spoken a few minutes ago. If she turns her face…. it is too fast…
And… Gu Ningyou peeked at Pei Siyuan. If it is the Pei Siyuan in this life, it doesn’t seem that hard to accept? Although he is sometimes a little unreasonable, sometimes a little crazy and a little perverted, not at all enlightened, but most of the time he is still very normal and gentle, and she actually likes him a little bit…
Then reluctantly be with him together? What Pei Siyuan expressed just now should also be this meaning. They weren’t in a normal relationship before, but today they have confirmed their relationship in a real sense.
“I say, Pei Siyuan…” Gu Ningyou was still a little worried, she poked his chest with her index finger, “What you said tonight is the truth, not lying to me right?”
Pei Siyuan replied to her :”Of course.”
“That’s good, you must keep your word and don’t lie to me, otherwise, I will really be angry.” Gu Ningyou’s voice dropped for a moment, “I may not have told you, in fact, I hate being deceived, because I have been deceived before, and that person deceived me badly…”
“Yuan?”
Not hearing Pei Siyuan’s answer, Gu Ningyou looked up at him quizzically, but saw his gaze fell elsewhere, as if he was lost in thought.
Gu Ningyou was a little dissatisfied: “Are you listening to me?”
“I heard.” Being reminded by her, Pei Siyuan appeared open and guileless again.
Why so insincere?
Gu Ningyou didn’t want to let him muddle through like this: “Then promise me that you won’t lie to me.”
“Okay. I promise.”
With these words, his lips came down precisely and unmistakably, his kiss was still as domineering and passionate as usual, so much so that Gu Ningyou’s body soften, and she was pushed and pulled by him to the floor-to-ceiling window of the hotel.
T/N: Pei Siyuan oh Pei Siyuan
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