The Vicious Female Support Wants to Quit

3. She wants to do it with him

Gu Ningyou has very complicated feelings in her heart in regards to Pei Siyuan.

She loves him – she never doubted this before, but now, she thought that it was more due to the plot, which was one of the most basic personas the author has placed on her and has been with her for almost half of her life.

If you want to ask her what she really thinks in her heart, she can honestly say that she was actually a little afraid of him.

Pei Siyuan has a madness in his bones, and this madness is reflected in many aspects. Gu Ningyou only realized it after knowing him for a long time.

For her, this madness was the real revenge. He could affectionately call her parents father-in-law and mother-in-law, like an obedient son-in-law, and the next day set out a plan to attack her father’s company; he could also get the marriage certificate in one second and then set up her brother in a car accident, and it was this car accident that made her brother spent the rest of his life in a wheelchair.

It was obviously impossible for her to say that she had no regrets in her previous life. In fact, in the last few years of her life, she spent every day in regret. If she had known that Pei Siyuan was such a ruthless and merciless character set out for revenge, she would have never provoked him.

He had already warned her – when they first met, he had said everything clearly, he told her that his heart already belonged to another, told her to give up her unrealistic love for him, and stop trying to approach him.

If she had followed his advice in the first place, nothing would have happened later.

Pei Siyuan has an indifferent temperament, and all the affection and love in his life has been given to the woman named Jiang Yao.

Pei Siyuan loves Jiang Yao – there was absolutely no doubt about that. This was also another embodiment of his “madness”. His calmness and rationality never seemed to exist in front of Jiang Yao. When facing Jiang Yao who didn’t express her feelings clearly, and whom he hadn’t seen for many years, he was like a young boy who has never tasted love, he tracked and imprisoned her repeating this cycle over and over again; but he respected her very much, and would never do anything without her permission that would hurt her.

Pei Siyuan and Jiang Yao, one is far away and the other is keeping a distance, even their names match so well. They had known each other since childhood. In the past 20 years, they were irreplaceable in each other’s hearts. Long before Gu Ningyou met Pei Siyuan, he already had a deep-rooted love for Jiang Yao, and later, no matter how much entanglement he had with Gu Ningyou, his heart never changed.

From this aspect, Gu Ningyou admires Pei Siyuan.

A person as affectionate and paranoid as him is definitely one in a thousand. Hers and Pei Siyuan’s relationship is a forced one and as the forced party, he has never wavered, maintaining a firm hold on the woman he loves.

It can also be said that his principle is upright, and once he make sure of his belief, he will not easily change.

From a bystander’s point of view, Pei Siyuan has the perfect character of a novel male lead. If one was to point out his flaw, then his mistake was nothing more than not loving Gu Ningyou, but how can love be made clear in three or two sentences? Besides, with the things she did in her previous life, even if Pei Siyuan killed her a hundred times, it would not be too much.

But this time was different. Everything has just begun. Although she has already done the deed that forced him to be with her, it wasn’t enough to keep them entangled until she dies.

Unfortunately, she can neither kneel down directly to apologize to him and admit her mistake, nor can she simply part ways with him, but can only suffer in fear as she is now, minimizing the probability of making mistakes, in the hope that she will not end up in too miserable a situation.

Gu Ningyou really thought this so before Pei Siyuan came back from the balcony.

This damn plot –

If it wasn’t for the inappropriate timing, Gu Ningyou really wanted to curse somebody directly. She just felt that she had regained some sense and could freely control her thoughts but once she saw Pei Siyuan, she couldn’t help but want to pounce on him .

Just now, Pei Siyuan had finished washing up and was ready to lie down with her to have a rest, but then he got up and went to the balcony after receiving a call, and when he left, he didn’t explain, and he didn’t even look at her.

When he came back, it was the same.

Pei Siyuan had no intention of explaining, but “Gu Ningyou” had to take the initiative to ask: “Yuan, who called?”

Without a doubt, she did another thing that annoyed him. In his heart, she was a complete outsider, and there was no need to explain anything about him to her, he hates being asked questions, and also hates this feeling of having to report everything.

Pei Siyuan pressed out his mobile phone screen and put it on the bedside table, “Company matters.”

Oh…

Also, this time period was the initial stage of Pei Siyuan’s business, so it was normal to be busy.

Gu Ningyou also knew that before long, his name will be famous in the business world and become a reputable business man in City A.

That being said… it turns out that he had been busy with work before he came, and it was because he received a message from her that he came to accompany her?

“Pei Siyuan, I’m sorry…” Gu Ningyou forced herself to get rid of the control of the plot and said something from her heart, “Next time if you are busy, you can tell me, I… I hadn’t wanted to disturb you on purpose, and I won’t… in the future .”

Hearing what she said, Pei Siyuan’s face finally showed a calm and unexpected emotion, and he looked at her with a bit of inquiry in his eyes, “This doesn’t seem like something you would say.”

He paused for a moment and added, “This the first time I’ve heard you say sorry since I’ve known you for so long.”

This doesn’t sound like something you would say either, does it? This is the first time I’ve heard you say such a long sentence since I’ve known you for so long.

Gu Ningyou replied silently in her heart, but did not dare to say it.

If the three words “I am sorry” can kill some of his hatred for her, so that he can be more lenient when he retaliates against her in the future, even if Gu Ningyou says it a thousand times a day, it doesn’t matter.

“Pei Siyuan, actually I…”

Pei Siyuan looked at her quietly, waited for a long time without getting what she wanted to ask, and asked, “You what?”

“I…it’s nothing.”

Sure enough, she still can’t say anything against the plot…

Just now Gu Ningyou actually wanted to follow her heart and confess to Pei Siyuan that she regretted it, she knew she was in the wrong, and she would not disturb him for the rest of her life, but she seemed to have suddenly lost her voice just now , and couldn’t say the words that she wanted to say.

Pei Siyuan nodded and didn’t get to the bottom of it, “Then let’s rest early.”

Rest… She really wanted to rest, but—

Gu Ningyou wanted to curse again, because she found that she suddenly wanted to have sex with Pei Siyuan.

Of course this wasn’t her own desire, but the plot once again playing its part.

However, aside from anything else, Pei Siyuan’s appearance was extremely superior. His facial features satisfied her aesthetic. Even if he was simply wearing the bathrobe she prepared for him, he was still handsome enough to make her heart……flutter.

And… although it was a little embarrassing to say this, but Pei Siyuan’s bed skills were really good, so good that she sometimes doubt that he really haven’t done with Jiang Yao before her?

But that time when she forced him was his first time. This was indeed Pei Siyuan’s original words. He didn’t need to lie to her, right?

Although Gu Ningyou didn’t speak, her eyes kept looking at him, and Pei Siyuan couldn’t ignore it. He turned his head and saw her blushing. He didn’t know what she was thinking.

“What do you want to say?”

Pei Siyuan’s voice pulled Gu Ningyou out of her daze. She looked at Pei Siyuan and found that she still couldn’t restrain her thoughts, so she whispered, “Pei Siyuan, do you …. want to do it?”

She took the initiative to ask, but her face turned red completely. Although the one who took the initiative was always her, her face was actually always thin, even though she had been intimate with him countless times.

It seems that she had said the wrong thing again… Gu Ningyou thought to herself. Under normal circumstances, she would directly say “I want to do it” instead of asking him “Do you want to do it”, what if he refused her?

Alas, she still can’t change her embarrassing habit.

Pei Siyuan’s eyes showed some surprised. Seeing his expression of hesitating to speak, Gu Ningyou immediately backed away, resentfully moved to the side, and did not touch his body again, ” If you don’t want to, just…” Forget it…

“Where do you keep your condoms?”

“Ah?” Is this an agreement?

Gu Ningyou was stunned for a moment, and before Pei Siyuan could take back his words, she quickly said, “In the drawer of the bedside table…”

After saying that, she turned sideways and pulled open the drawer of the bedside table, but the box of condom was empty.

What, no more?

Why was she so unlucky that when Pei Siyuan was in an agreeable mood, this opportunity was about to be wasted…

Well, Gu Ningyou admits that at this moment, she is indeed a little greedy for his body.

Unfortunately, Pei Siyuan never fucked her without a condom or when he was sober. He didn’t love her, and of course he didn’t want her to have a child between them. He always eliminated all possibilities.

Gu Ningyou licked her lips, feeling a little annoyed in her heart, “That… no more…”

As soon as her words fell, the light switch was clicked, the room suddenly darkened, and someone held her shoulders and pressed her down. Before Gu Ningyou understood what was going on, the man’s scorching lips came down and landed on her collarbone.

“Pei Siyuan, you…?”

“If you don’t have a condom, then I won’t wear it today.”

Pei Siyuan’s voice was low and very pleasant, making Gu Ningyou feel unreal to the extreme.

Wait a minute, what the hell is this …… situation?

T/N: All her (and our) doubts will be solved when Pei Siyuan’s povs comes. So don’t hate him too early ah. He’s quite pitiable T^T

If you want to see spoilers, I have wrote some here. Enjoy ^^