The Scar you gave me

NOTE: for better understanding of the next chapter you have to read chapter 28-30

The following day, he waited for Aileen to come out so they can go to school together but she was already gone.

she had something to do, she wanted to change her sitting position 

"hey you let's exchange seats" she said to a girl in a chair far away in the corner away from her desk 

"why?" The girl asked 

"you get to be with the most handsome guy on campus good deal right?" She said and the girl became excited 

when Rian arrived in class his eyes searched for Aileen he found her and she didn't even glance his way

"was there really hope for him" he thought 

People at school noticed the distance and thoughts flew around about a broken relationship but no one was brave enough to ask

Rian tried different ways to get her to react so they can settle their issues but she didn't care

he tried to talk to some of the girls so maybe she can be jealous and react but she didn't give him the response he expected 

"was there really love?" He asked himself 

Another party was thrown by Mia and Rìan had no other choice than to attend and they introduced him properly, Aileen was serving, she was suffocating so she went to the garden and Rìan followed 

When she saw him she tried to leave but he held her hand and she shoved him away

"let go of me, haven't I told you to stay away from me?" She said angrily 

"Aileen I am sorry, please forgive me"

"you think everything will be solved just by saying sorry"

"Please Aileen forgive me please I am sorry "

"sorry sorry? Sorry won't make things right, you knew who I was when you saw this scar and you played me and I was so stupid to have fallen in to that trap"

" Aileen I wanted to fix us"

"fix us? There was no us, to fix. You played me did you think making me fall for you will make me forget and welcome you into my life "

"I know what I did was wrong I have regretted it and the past had been stressful please I already paid for what I did "

"and who are you to say you have paid for it, all I saw in abroad was you living in your richness "

"Aileen I carried this burden till now and I have been through a lot when I saw you and you came to me I called it fate maybe I was wrong to not have told you in the beginning but you had no where else to go and telling you then you will have wondered in the streets than with me so I kept it in. I didn't know you were going to love me back, I was happy with you being by my side and then I really came here just for you, I was going to tell you but I wanted to spend some time with you so that even if you don't forgive me I will have some moments to hold on" 

"well congratulations you're never going to be forgiven " she said and left him 

" give her time she'll forgive you " Brian said 

"I don't think so, I have lost her, I should have listened to you and told her rather than her finding out that way" he said 

"are you going to give up? I didn't think Serena would forgive me but she did so hang in there and let her see the sincerity of your asking for forgiveness" Brian said consoling his brother