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He supported his knees and was about to stand up, but suddenly his knees gave way, and he felt dizzy. In Cen Ying's sight, he fell backwards and fell into the pool.
His energy was exhausted and his physical strength was exhausted. Afterwards, he underwent a temporary operation and used more than a dozen healing techniques to squander his mental strength.
If it wasn't for Su Bai's willpower being strong enough, he wouldn't be able to hold on until now. Maybe he was already used to being tired, so he didn't realize that he was on the verge of the limit. After waiting for the moment of complete relaxation after the end, he finally fell down.
Consciousness returned to chaos, Su Bai fell into the icy cold pool, the darkness he had been away for a long time embraced him, a black shadow flickered in his eyes.
Chapter 38 Jealousy Makes Me Eloquent
Su Bai had a dream, a very hazy dream.
In the dream, there was a white mist, the white mist was vast, he was walking in the white mist, looking left and right but had no direction, just lost his way but kept walking, in the dream there was a floating strand of black silk guiding him Walking forward, walking a long way, the road becomes narrow and clear, and the surrounding scenery is gradually visible.
Finally he saw the exit, walked out of the white mist, passed through the door, and then...he stepped into a sea of blood. figure.
Su Bai couldn't see the specific face, but he saw the scarlet blood mark between the eyebrows that couldn't be erased.
Then, his feet suddenly fell into a void, and his whole body fell towards the ground, shaking around him, shaking... It was as if the ground collapsed, the building toppled, and tons of huge boulders fell from above his head...
Then he woke up.
"An earthquake?!" Su Bai suddenly opened his eyes, sat up subconsciously, and then there was a slight shock under his body. He looked at the constantly shaking carriages around him, and several question marks appeared on his head.
"You're awake..." A familiar voice came, and Su Bai turned his head, only to see a jade peony with black silk and white hair sitting quietly on the other side, looking at him with complicated expressions.
Su Bai's sluggish nerves recovered, he clapped his hands together: "Ah, so I just passed out."
I thought it was because I died and restarted the game... I used to lose consciousness and it was always bad. Either I died or something happened. How long has it been since I was taken care of... I can't blame others, after all, I don't do it Nice guy for many years.
"Slow down! This road is too bumpy!" A crisp voice came from outside the carriage, the dustproof cloth of the carriage was lifted, and Cen Ying nimbly got into the carriage. When she saw Su Bai wake up, she was very happy. : "You're awake! I've been asleep for more than three days, but I'm terrified."
"After all, my body and spirit have been hollowed out." Su Bai saw Xiao Yingzi, and his mood returned to calm. He lifted the quilt and sat up, moved his body, and his bones made a crisp crackling sound: "But I'm asleep too. For three days, my body was a little stiff."
"Sister Yu used her true energy to loosen your muscles, otherwise it wouldn't just be stiff." Cen Ying sat beside him, smiled at Yu Mudan, and took the initiative to ease the atmosphere.
"It's just to repay the kindness of saving my life." Yu Mudan pressed the injury on her chest. Although it has not completely recovered, it is not fatal, but she doesn't know if there will be sequelae. She thought she was dead, but still welcome the next sunrise.
"There is no kindness, and I don't want to save you." Su Bai said with a melancholy face: "Who made me like to eat rural egg fried rice?"
"You saved me, it's a fact, so..."
"If you think you should repay your kindness after being saved, then maybe you should kill me now to avenge Miss Yu." Su Bai joked.
Yu Mudan clenched her palms tightly: "You all saved me..."
"Theoretically, it's right to clean up the two parties, but why don't you leave?" Su Bai asked again: "Do you think it's not enough? Or do you think I have a conspiracy to save you? I'm sorry, I really didn't. Survive, you can survive now, and then you can leave, go wherever you want, even if you want to hang the southeast branch yourself, please do it yourself."
Yu Mudan raised her eyes, she didn't expect Su Bai to be so aggressive, she might have had some good thoughts before, thinking that Su Bai saved herself out of genuine kindness, but now these words directly hurt her.
"If you don't care, why did you save my life?" Yu Mudan's voice was trembling.
"Because I'm a doctor." Su Bai said calmly, "I saved people when I saw them dying. I didn't have any special purpose, just on a whim, or because I thought it was fun. I'm not the kind of saint you expect to repay evil with kindness. I don’t need your gratitude either.”
In all fairness, to be honest, he thinks Yu Mudan is a trouble, a lot of trouble... Repaying favors or something, is it troublesome... Modern well-meaning people help an old man and still have to consider whether he will be touched or not. It is best if you stay away from me help out.
But he didn't expect that the blunt words would be too hurtful.
Two lines of tears flowed down, and she actually cried.
Yu Mudan always bleeds but does not shed tears, even when she was stabbed in the back by Lady Yu, she did not shed tears, but after being provoked by Su Bai's few words, she lowered her head and covered her face and wept, making her disheveled appearance even more desolate.
Her life was indeed unfortunate.
She was born in a poor family. By chance, she learned martial arts from a teacher. She set foot in the rivers and lakes before she was a child. , carrying too much unwarranted notoriety, and finally fell into a strangling trap called encircling and suppressing the devil's boss but actually burying secrets.
So far, she was completely disappointed in Jianghu. Later, she was seriously injured and was taken home by Mrs. Yu, where she was taken care of carefully. Deep, she thought so too, but she didn't know that Lady Yu was not a human being, but a cannibal monster. Even after knowing the truth, she still didn't want to betray her.
But what is the result of this loyalty?A painful backstab almost killed her and broke her heart... She fell into a depression and could not recover for a long time.
But she still didn't die, and was rescued by Su Bai, who was originally an enemy. She still had a glimmer of hope, thinking that maybe she could start over again...but the first thing Su Bai said after waking up was 'You can go' , Her mental state immediately collapsed, and finally regret and pain intertwined into tears.
She doesn't think she has done anything wrong, but fate has treated her unfairly, pushing her to the cliff like a tide, watching her fall, but not letting her die like that, making her embrace hope and then fall into despair again and again, Not even a chance to start over now.
Cen Ying looked at the tearful Yu Mudan, and at the frowning and cold-eyed Su Bai, flustered for a while, not knowing how to end it.
She couldn't favor anyone else, and she couldn't intervene in this situation, so she cleverly covered her mouth and said nothing, quietly waiting for the two of them to calm down, as long as they calmed down, they could talk well.
The car was still shaking, and the vibration was loud.
There was no sympathy or regret in Su Bai's words, he just asked calmly, "Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm sad." Yu Mudan bit her lip, "I've lived such a hard life, can't I cry?"
"Yes, you can cry to your heart's content, but it's meaningless." Su Bai stared at Yu Mudan, and said lightly: "What kind of your past is, it can't be changed anymore, it's all your own choice, bitterness It's all you should eat."
"...Should?" Yu Mudan raised her eyebrows, she held her five fingers: "Should?! I just..."
"Is it just because of the general trend, just because of being persecuted, just because there is no other choice?" Su Bai sneered, "It's just an excuse... The choice is not given by others, but the wall is erected by yourself... You think there is only one way, so you I just came to my death on the same road, I don’t know you well, but I know too well how many times a fool like you has died because of hesitating mother-in-law.”
He said: "Do you think that fate made you so hard? No, no one forced you to come to this point, you forced yourself to go."
Yu Mudan gritted her teeth and did not refute, but her eyes were full of repressed dissatisfaction.
"I still don't understand." Su Bai tapped his fingers on the wooden board: "If you are really living as you think, why are you complaining about your fate? Why do you cry when I say a few words? Are you a little girl?" A child? If I tell Xiaoyingzi to go home alone, she won't cry, you're not even as good as a twelve or thirteen-year-old girl."
When Cen Ying was called, she puffed up her cheeks and looked at Su Bai unhappily, but when he touched her head, she blushed subconsciously.
"I, I just..."