The Male Protagonist’s Daughter

Chapter 26:

Luo Tianyuan’s love history can be described in two words rich. Before he became a father, although he was not rich in Beijing, even among the indigenous classmates, he was poor, but This doesn’t detract from his charm in the slightest, but whatever he likes and has a good impression of, they are all together in the end. In terms of love, he has never had any regrets.

After becoming a father, I don’t know whether he suddenly changed his mind or wanted to set a good example for his daughter. He fell in love much less often.

The reason is very simple, he is a father, his identity is different, the nature of falling in love is not as simple as before, before confirming the relationship, he will clarify two things with the other party, First, he does not plan to get married, and this will not change at all. Second, he has only one relative in this world, and that is his daughter. To him, no one is more important than his daughter. , In his heart, his daughter is above everything else. Only by accepting these two points can a relationship have the possibility to continue.

Before this, his relationship with Song Wanqing had not reached that stage yet, but he thought that he had already said everything he had to say, and he thought she understood.

But in fact, she didn’t seem to figure it out.

Of course it is normal for her to have her own thoughts. After all, the two of them have different identities. One has children and the other has no children. He can’t ask her to understand his feelings as a father.

It doesn’t matter if you don’t understand, but if you can’t accept it, this is the problem that the two of them are not suitable at all.

It is impossible for him to put down his daughter for the sake of falling in love, for the sake of a girlfriend.

Luo Tianyuan looked at Song Wanqing, the mood and the heat in his eyes were not as good as before, much colder.

He suddenly found that he could never go back to the old days, and he could no longer like a woman as much as he used to, that period of time when he liked a person so much that he only had her in his heart It has passed.

In other words, his love for Song Wanqing itself is very shallow.

Whether this person is his girlfriend or not, Luo Tianyuan will not be too harsh on her, nor will he be sympathetic, he said warmly: “Wan Qing, it’s not too early Now, my child is still at home, I really can’t leave, sorry, I can’t take you back today.”

Song Wanqing began to get nervous when she heard these words.

She always felt that Luo Tianyuan was angry, but looking at his expression and listening to what he said, it didn’t seem like he was angry.

“Tianyuan, did I say something wrong? Did I do something wrong?”

Under the street lamp, the young woman has a pretty face, is stylishly dressed, and has a naive expression, which is the type that Luo Tianyuan likes.

Luo Tianyuan’s heart is still at the moment, “No, Wanqing, I’m not the same as you, you are very good, I liked you very much before, but after this period of time, I feel We are not suitable. If we continue to be together, there will be many conflicts in the future. In the future, if you want, if you need my help, just say that I will help you if I can. ”

Song Wanqing was flustered, she didn’t understand, she had lowered her stance and took the initiative to come to him, she had done it for her sake, why would he say such a thing?

“Tianyuan, what do you mean…Is it because I have to pull you to watch a movie? I didn’t stop you from accompanying Shuyan, but I felt that I finally came to find you, and It won’t take up too much of your time, and now Shuyan is not hospitalized, and it is not serious enough to have to guard her for 24 hours, then you accompany me to watch a movie, this is not too much, right?”

It is even easier to say that they are not suitable, so far, at this moment, the desire to win and lose in her bones and the mentality of “I can only dislike others, I can’t others dislike me” caused her to be unable to control herself. gaffe.

Luo Tianyuan looked at Song Wanqing, but only whispered: “It has nothing to do with this matter. I just think that we are not suitable, you don’t have to waste time on me. It’s a good thing for you and me.”

Luo Tianyuan, who has never tasted the pain of love, actually doesn’t care that much about love.

He cares more about his daughter, himself, and his life and career than so-called feelings.

Song Wanqing couldn’t believe it, but when she saw Luo Tianyuan’s indifferent eyes, and the passersby who stopped and watched curiously in the past, she finally regained a sense of reason.

She was silent for a moment, clenched her hands, almost bit her lips, and then said, “Let’s calm down for a while.”

This is a step she gave to herself and Luo Tianyuan.

She likes Luo Tianyuan and likes to this moment, she didn’t slap him, and didn’t immediately turn around and leave to exclude this person from her world forever.

She hopes he understands her thoughts, and hopes that he cherishes her.

This is her last chance.

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He couldn’t sit still and couldn’t read the book. He was worried about Luo Shuyan. He wanted to go to see her next door, but he was afraid that she had already slept at this point. In fact, what he was most worried about was that Uncle Luo would really Go watch a movie with that woman and leave Luo Shuyan at home alone.

After thinking about it, he simply came to the door and moved a small stool to sit.

The sound insulation of this door is not so good. If Uncle Luo comes back, he will definitely hear the movement.

If Uncle Luo doesn’t come back…

Luo Shuyan is sick and uncomfortable, how can he not come back!

Thinking of what that woman said, Shen Yan was very angry, angry for Luo Shuyan, obviously Luo Shuyan was as strong as a cow, and she did not get sick several times in the whole year, this time because Frightened, is watching a movie more important than Luo Shuyan?

Shen Qingruo came out of the bathroom and saw her son sitting angrily at the door, she asked curiously, “What are you doing?”

Shen Yan didn’t want to say anything, so she just answered dully: “I have something to do.”

Shen Qingruo has always fully respected her son’s inner world. Seeing that Shen Yan didn’t want to say anything, she didn’t ask, but said gently: “Then mother went to watch TV, When you’re done, remember to take a shower and sleep, and you have to get up early for school tomorrow.”

Shen Yan hummed, feeling really bad.

Luo Tianyuan smoked a cigarette downstairs after Song Wanqing left.

He also smoked when he was young. Later, after Xi Yue became pregnant unexpectedly, he quit smoking. After his daughter was born, he didn’t touch tobacco and alcohol much, except when he was upset, he would go downstairs and hide. Daughter smokes one.

It’s not so annoying after smoking, the smell of cigarettes dissipated downstairs for a long time before going upstairs.

Shen Yan has been sitting at the door for a long time. He heard footsteps a few times and thought it was Uncle Luo, but he knew that they were all upstairs neighbors through the cat’s eyes. He was a little unsure. Did Uncle Luo really leave Luo Shuyan alone at home to watch a movie? Just when he was at a loss, he heard footsteps again, he put his ear to the door and listened for a while, and when he heard someone take out the key, he hurriedly opened the door quietly, just in time to see Luo Tianyuan entering the door.

In fact, this has nothing to do with him, but he is inexplicably relieved.

The situation of Shen Yan and Luo Shuyan are somewhat similar, one follows his mother and has never seen his father, and the other follows his father and has never seen his mother. Personally, they should cherish each other. At this time, Shen Yan didn’t know whether he was worried about Luo Shuyan, or whether he cared about an answer, an answer to “in a single-parent family, can a child be left at any time?” .

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Luo Shuyan was not as pitiful as Shen Yannao made up for, she slept very deeply, woke up in the middle of the night thirsty and wanted to drink water, so she put on slippers and opened the door. Sleeping on a rollaway bed again.

The sound of her door opening was enough to wake Luo Tianyuan.

Luo Tianyuan saw his daughter staring at her with wide eyes, he hurriedly asked, “Are you feeling uncomfortable? Are you hungry or thirsty?”

Luo Shuyan’s heart was sour and swollen, and she always felt that she was back when she was younger.

She always had a fever at that time, and her father was watching her all night long.

“I’m thirsty.”

”

After he finished speaking, he went to the kitchen, and Luo Shuyan followed.

Luo Tianyuan is not a very careful person. In the past few years, she has brought her baby alone, and she has been more careful about her daughter. The boiling water is mixed with the cool white water, and it is turned into lukewarm water before handing it to Luo Shuyan, “Take a small sip, don’t worry too much, be careful of choking.”

Luo Shuyan felt a lot more comfortable in her throat after drinking half a glass of water.

The late night glass of water made her awake a lot.

Luo Tianyuan saw that she couldn’t sleep, so he simply pulled her to sit on the sofa and chat. If it wasn’t for his daughter’s strong objection, he would have given her the next bowl of noodles to fill her stomach.

Luo Shuyan remembered that dream again.

He didn’t say how he died.

The word death is not far away from her. Everyone thinks that she doesn’t remember anything, but she remembers what happened when her grandparents were dying. She was very young I have experienced death from a very young age.

Luo Tianyuan asked, “Is there something wrong?”

Luo Shuyan nodded and asked, “Dad, what if I die?”

This question…

Luo Tianyuan was stunned for a while, and when he reacted, he smiled and said, “What nonsense are you talking about.”

Luo Shuyan gave a bitter face, “Dad, I’m afraid.”

Luo Tianyuan thought she was stimulated by the scene of jumping off the building. He told her all this in a peaceful way, “Don’t be afraid, everyone will experience it once, life and death, just like grandparents, they are gone, and my father will die in the future, but Shuyan, don’t be afraid , if you go to the sky, Dad will also go with you, so you won’t be afraid.”

Luo Tianyuan’s original intention was to tell Luo Shuyan that he would definitely die before her.

With your dad in the sky with you, you don’t have to be afraid.

Luo Shuyan misunderstood what he meant, she looked panicked, and when she came back to her senses, she quickly waved her hands and shook her head frantically, “It’s not like this, it’s not like this, Dad, even if I’m not there Now, you have to live well!”

Luo Tianyuan: “…No, Dad is so much older than you, Dad must die before you.”

Luo Shuyan: “It’s not like this, it’s not like this, Dad, you promise me, if I’m gone, you must live well!”

What is this all about?

Luo Tianyuan had a headache and really didn’t understand what was going on in his daughter’s mind. If it was normal, he would definitely have talked to her well, but when he looked at the clock, it was almost too fast. Obviously, if he continued to argue about this issue, his daughter would only become more and more energetic, and if she couldn’t sleep well, her health would definitely be worse. comfortable.

So he took the initiative to lose, and reluctantly responded, “Good good.”

What a weird idea a child has!

Luo Shuyan did not dare to perfunctory, she stretched out her chubby claws, and said solemnly and seriously: “Then Dad promises me that the promised things must be done, and there is no going back. .”

Luo Tianyuan: “…”