Chapter 617 - Tsukimura-sama Chitose 42
[Chu executive side story]
Xu is from the name given to him by the old village owner, and he has been unable to escape his execution in this life.
In other words, it was because he saw the tone of his life that he named him this name.
From the moment he was born, from the time he caught the yin jade in the full moon, and from the time when the master gave the yang jade to Luo Ci as a gift of the full moon, the relationship between them was already doomed.
The yin jade with a clear ink color all over his body exactly corresponds to him in his previous life, and only the shadow accompanies him.
He knew her existence a long time ago, and he knew very early that their jade pendants were a pair, and he knew even more that his parents had the idea of marrying them.
He has always been unfettered, and he is inexplicably not repelling, or even giving birth to any resistance, towards the dolls who are almost coercive.
Although at that time, he did not meet her.
He was only four years old that year. His parents left the villa for a few days and went to see an old friend. When he came back, he told him that the other half of the jade pendant had been given to the little sister. Mrs. Chu even joked with a smile, “Your little girl” Your daughter-in-law is waiting for you in the capital.
At that time, there was only embarrassment at being teased, but no anger, and curiosity about Yangyu’s owner.
But not contradicting, does not mean like and accept.
After all, it is just a feeling in the dark, and before meeting, it is just not exclusive and curious.
Later, when I thought about it, I regretted it countless times, why I didn’t go to the capital with my parents, and I didn’t really meet when I was in such an embarrassed time.
The first time they met was when the Sixth Princess wanted to embarrass him, she came out, and when he heard what they called her, he instantly realized who she was.
In the world, only this county lord makes the royal princesses have to avoid a few points.
Know who she is, and know the origins between them.
But what is he?
A temple man, a **** in the eyes of a palace man, a servant who can be bullied by anyone.
On that day, the young man was dumb and taciturn, and his eyes were dull and indifferent. Even though the other party was only a girl of twelve or thirteen years old, it was already the difference between heaven and earth.
He is more than embarrassed, if she really knows his identity, I am afraid it will be even more embarrassing.
After all, she doesn’t know herself, but he does know her very well.
Probably since he knew Yin Yuyang Yu, he began to be curious about her, and he once asked the senior brothers and elders who had been to the capital to bring him news about her.
There was very little news. She hardly interacted with people, she had no friends, and she didn’t go out very much. Over time, rumors spread that the county owner was naturally cold and withdrawn.
If she hadn’t been titled from the beginning, and she could even inherit the Huai’an Prince’s Mansion in the future (of course, at that time, the Huai’an Prince’s Mansion was the county master’s mansion), it would have attracted much attention from the very beginning, and of course it would have caused jealousy.
People who are withdrawn are generally not included in the object of marriage.
Others may think that the county master is difficult to contact, but at that time, Chu Zhi was inexplicably pity, which was completely unreasonable emotion.
Xu Shi has paid attention to her from the beginning, and coupled with the relationship between the pair of jade pendants, in front of her, he never wanted to show such an embarrassed posture, let alone her knowing that he had the other half of the jade pendant.
On that day, he imprinted the girl’s beautiful and clear eyes in the bottom of his heart, which seemed pure and clear, as if innocent, but he didn’t know until later that those eyes contained complete indifference and would not serve any purpose. People are moving.
He should have understood.
The county master asked him to lead her to the most crowded place in the palace on the grounds that he was good-looking, and allowed him to take advantage of the situation, which really saved a lot of trouble in the future.
Young Muai’s mind took root at this moment.
But if it’s someone else, maybe it’s just a little bit of gratitude.
Who would really help a little eunuch?
This is just a belated heartbeat.
Because knowing that it is her, will give birth to the signs of love.
It’s just this little heartbeat, but it’s destined to be impossible.
Therefore, even though he could have the opportunity to contact King Huai’an, he hid almost like a cover up, unwilling to be discovered.
If King Huai’an saw him in such a woeful state, he would probably have been eliminated from the selection of the future husband of the county master from the very beginning.
He was alone and had nothing, so he could only hold a solitary courage and climb up the palace step by step, from a lowly servant who was slaughtered by others to the position of the director of Yuechang.
But so what?
In the eyes of the world, he is nothing but a broken man.
At most, add the prefix of ruthless and ruthless in front of it.
No one will ever associate him with Mingtang County Master.
And never, no one will bless you.
Xu is because of the massacre of the family, even if he has dealt with the original traitors and gangsters, he has always fallen into the blood-drenched darkness, with blood-colored chains imprisoning him.
In addition, for the sake of power, his hands were not clean, and what he did was completely different from what he thought sixteen years ago, which also created his temperament.
His love is dark and paranoid, reaching a morbid state.
Carefully, he did not dare to approach, but he used other means to peep at her, daring to see people all day long.
During the Chinese New Year in the capital, the streets were brightly lit and very lively. He did not attend the palace banquet, but walked alone on the street, stopping in front of the stalls of old men who painted sugar paintings.
He wears a mask, no one knows his identity, and no one is afraid of him.
The old man took the initiative to ask him what he wanted to paint. He was silent for a long time, and his voice was rarely calm, without any hostility and irony. He asked if he could paint by himself.
The old man was only surprised for a while and then agreed.
It was her that he wanted to draw.
Carefully, and with a sort of guilt that seemed offended, he drew her portrait of Sugar.
But don’t dare to eat it at all.
From the first time I saw her, she was like a bright moon exuding cold moonlight, out of reach, deeply imprinted in my heart, how dare I offend her like this.
Even if the sugar painting was about to melt, he did not dispose of it at will, but went to the kitchen by himself, put it in the pot, and watched it melt little by little.
It seems that as long as you take a bite, you will be extremely sinful, and you can’t even throw it away at will.
Painted her sugar portrait, but it was a deeper torture.
He actually knew that this kind of love, if she really knew it, would make her hate him even more.
Pay close attention to her actions. Every time she attends a palace banquet, she will be there to deal with men who are thinking about her, and paint a box of her portraits, and even think about eating her candy portraits.
Everything is too morbid.
Such a love that is constantly suppressed and kept hidden will eventually come to a point where it cannot be hidden.
So he took a desperate attitude and confessed to her.