LIGHTNOVELONLINE CHAPTER 153 **That Golden Link!**
As soon as Sahara regained complete consciousness, she focused entirely on healing herself.
Her insides where a complete mess…Her womb hanging out, skin wide opened and a lot of blood had dripped to the floor. The way they had opened her womb up was also quite amateurish, so even some of her intestines were hanging out and some of her skin had also fallen to the floor. There had been no care at all to the woman’s body, but there was one thing that Sahara was thankful of…And that was that they had taken a lot more care to get her son out…
Knowing of the life left in her, she immediately stopped feeling and thinking, and focused…Although it was very hard!
So much anger and rage! So much hate! Not to mention the utter pain, even while using the spiritual essence to help with it!
She wanted to go as far as forsaking people as a whole…
Who cares! They are all heartless! Their selfish desire makes them hurt others, even if the others hadn’t done anything to them in return!
It really was…Too much…
And because of feeling this way, Sahara was having trouble focusing and it took her longer to heal herself…
What mattered the most, was obviously the loss of blood. Producing more, exchanging spiritual essence into it, she quickly then focused upon mending her intestines. After she did that, more blood was needed, but at least now it wouldn’t be lost as easily, then she slowly started to do her womb…Which made her cry…Cry for the child that was supposed to be there…
Ruptures had been made from the knife, some of the placenta was still inside as well, which had to be removed, but slowly and surely, she felt like she was finally out of danger of losing her life…
Fixing herself up with more blood, having become so pale, Sahara waited until she felt like the dizziness and nauseous feeling subsided…
By the time that she was finished, Matthew was by her side, and he was looking completely heart broken and shocked.
Sahara was then cut down and she went into his arms and cried. It was obvious on what she was crying about, as the place that her little man was supposed to be in, was now flat…He was gone…
Matthew took Sahara into his arms and had no words…His most beloved person was heartbroken, as was he, and he had no idea on what to do!
He’d only seen Sahara cry four times…Four times and most of them he could understand. One time was because of being poisoned from her own so-called mother. The second time was when she had been taken by the Prince Liam, the third was when they had finally reunited just weeks ago, and she cried because of the loss of Talon, Samuel and Zeus…Now…
Feeling a tear of his own fall down his cheek, Matthew had never felt so horrible.
He had known about this threat to his son! He had known and now look!
His own precious wife looks like she had nearly lost her life! He felt her in his arms, yet she sounded like she was falling apart…
Taking a deep breath in…He felt useless…
He didn’t see anyone while on the way here and he hated seeing so much…Blood…Everywhere…
As he had seen her ripped bloodied clothes and even skin on the floor, he found his eyes go blurry and tried not to think of what had happened, yet unable to stop himself from being scared. Did he…Did he almost lose her completely?
He was right to worry, as Sahara wouldn’t have lasted an hour if she hadn’t started to heal herself, they had really left her for dead…
Picking up his beloved, his naked beloved, he raced away, not forgetting to use his outer clothes to cover her up…
Racing to his estate, he quickly jumped into the pool of warm water, that they had shared time with oh so long ago and started to clean her.
The blood was still on her, as she hadn’t cleansed herself, only healed herself, and he could feel her start to become alive again, a short time later.
“He’s here…Our son is here…He needs me!”
Closing her eyes, she found him and teleported him straight to her and the little boy was in her arms, just above the water.
“This…” Matthew felt it…That golden link! This was…His son!
He let out a strange grunt and pursed his lips. This son of his was too small! How was he to survive!
Worry enveloped his heart, and he felt another tear fall down his cheek. Could he be joyous…Or was it to early?
“Mmm…”
Putting the little boy to her chest, Sahara waited eagerly for him to latch onto her. The little man had only had a small drink but due to feeling terrible, he had not drunk much more from the nanny, that ‘the woman’ had organized for him. Honestly, little ones like this are hard to feed, they really aren’t ready to suck and drink like the normal baby that was in the whom the whole nine yards.
It was a long shot, but Sahara couldn’t help but try…Try to have the child take things into his own hands, as the only other way right now was to just give him nutrients by spiritual essence or to force him to grow faster…Somehow…
Kissing the small boy on the forehead, Sahara closed her eyes and made her breasts move along, like they would be after giving birth. Well, she hoped that was what she was doing…Her milk ducks mostly seem already ready, having had one or two times where they would leak before now, so there wasn’t too much she had to do, which she was glad for. Should she tried to make the nipple smaller, make it so that the milk doesn’t need so much sucking? How is she to do that!?
Anything was worth a try though, to make sure this little being of hers was to survive!
It hurt a bit, as she wasn’t focused very well, and her son started to suck from her as she soothed him with her spiritual essence.
He knew her now…He knew he was with his mother…That soothing pat, that spiritual essence. He eagerly sucked and Sahara let out a small laugh to how great he was…His instinct seemed to have taken over naturally…
Such a good boy! That’s my little man!
Matthew had his arm around Sahara and a hand on his boy’s head, feeling slightly better…But…What had his beloved gone through?
It really…
Closing his eyes to the sadness of nearly losing not only his beloved, but his son as well, he couldn’t help but feel like he was truly inadequate for her, that…That he had to become so much stronger!
Kissing Sahara’s forehead, he pressed a little closer to his family and decided that he will meditate as soon as possible. He needed to be stronger! A lot stronger!
If it wasn’t for Sahara being able to know of where her son was, how long would it have been before they had seen him? Hell, he hadn’t even thought of his golden link to him in this mess, until his son was before his eyes! Perhaps he would have thought of it soon, but not quick enough! And Sahara…If she hadn’t been asleep, due to exhaustion, how would they have even captured her in the first place? All she would have done was teleport away!
If she is to trust me to protect her while she is even just sleeping…I have to be so much stronger!
Kissing his beloved’s forehead again, he made a vow to look after her better, so something like this would never happen again!
The next problem…Was that his little son was not grown to full term…Was he going to be ok?
Sahara obviously thought the same, as she went through her son’s small body, as he drank from her. Clearing his air ways more and making sure that his little heart was working fine, she then added some fat to him, so that he was able to cope better against the air…As it was, he was already starting to get dry and shiver…His eyes were still shut, not having opened once yet…
Sahara checked once again for infections, making a mental note to do this often, since he had been premature…But now, she was certain that he was ok, he was a cute, little bundle that was enduring very nicely.
Such a good boy!
Unable to stop herself, Sahara touched her baby’s little nose and saw a tear fall onto his small face.
Quickly cleaning it up, Sahara cleared her throat and realized that Matthew was probably worried, and she should soothe his worries.
“He’s ok. As for who had taken him…They won’t be…”
No…As much as she wanted to lead the spiritual essence in a brand-new tomorrow, at the moment she was trapped in today!
Could you blame her?
Fine…If I can’t use spiritual essence selfishly, then I will only do as I did before I got it and get my revenge as though I never had this much power, but…There was no way I was going to not do anything about it!
Feeling her spiritual essence turning from blue to red, Sahara didn’t care…
Her eyes…They were red again…But, again, Sahara didn’t care…
“Matthew.”
“Yes, my dear.”
“For many months I was safe in the big, vast area…No problems…When I’m here…There’s problems everywhere! I most definitely have to leave! After I get revenge!”
Matthew kissed her again on the forehead, and said, “Agreed, let’s get revenge and leave. You do realize that I want revenge too, that you won’t be doing this alone?”
Sahara nodded and looked at Matthew, putting a free hand to his face, “Perhaps then, you can be my sword…”
She, just now, realized that perhaps she doesn’t have to use her powers at all…That her gorgeous hunk of a guy will do things for her…That she was not alone at all…That she could put all her revenge on him to obtain it for her. As long as she gets to watch!
Yes, that’s right! We are in this together and since I shouldn’t use my powers, then Matthew can be my sword!
Caressing Matthew’s cheek, Sahara finally let out a faint smile to his determined nod.
She knew that he felt terrible for losing her. That he felt inadequate and that he felt like he needed her forgiveness but, she was able to see what had occurred when she had been taken and knew that he couldn’t have done much. He had been better off letting her go and coming as soon as possible afterwards…It’s just…
Yes, Matthew, grow stronger! Don’t let me be taken again…Please…
For now, Sahara didn’t state that he didn’t need her forgiveness, as she wasn’t ready to state that everything was fine…But it will be!
As the little man got his fill of milk, he fell asleep, still slightly sucking like instinct wasn’t finished yet but his tummy was...
Sahara sighed and thought that he was already so different to her daughter…As she hadn’t fallen asleep so easily…
Pulling him, this tiny, little thing, up to her shoulder, she was careful and tapped lightly onto his back, wanting him to burb any air out.
It was so funny, that all she knew about mothering newborns all came back to her from her previous life…So, she really hadn’t forgotten after all!
“You're so beautiful!”
With Matthew’s sudden sentence, Sahara looked up, lightly smiling at him…She was in a rage, scared for her little man and…Ah…
Her smiled widened and both of them leaned towards each other and kissed, lightly at first and then a little deeper, with a bit of tongue…
Sahara pulled back first, continuing to tap her son’s back, suddenly hearing a burb…Yet the child was still sleeping.
She laughed and looked at the little bundle of joy, “He’s cute…”
“Mmm.”
Matthew looked at his son and again stroked him softly on his head…He was cute…Not as cute as his beloved, but still cute…His little family…He couldn’t help it, with all that went wrong and made him angry, he was surprisingly happy right now!
It was really so strange that this woman could do this to him all the time!
Again…He was extremely glad that he had found her, that having her by his side has made his life worthy and happy well beyond expectations!
Sahara then teleported out of the pool and quickly got a towel, putting it around her and the little man. She didn’t want him exposed any more to the cool air. As it was, the clothe around him was wet as well, luckily the water hadn’t been cold but warm.
Drying him lightly, she then dropped the towel and took off his clothes, putting him naked against her naked skin.
Matthew put a towel around them and all three of them were then teleported to her room within his estate…
Quickly, she went into the bed and Matthew followed, Sahara then put her son on top of her, mostly under the blanket, but so that the little man could feel her heartbeat…
It almost felt like they did it every day, even though it was the first time but…They felt so comfortable together and Matthew was overjoyed that he didn’t know what to say.
Both of his beloved’s were alive and well, they were safe…