The Humble Spare Tire is Set After the Car Rolls Over

Chapter 69: Sleepwalking Like A Shadow Chasing The Light (22)

“sorry…”

After Lin Zheng said these three words, he felt ironic again.

This is not the first time he has said sorry to Chao Ci.

But it wasn’t the first time he hurt him after saying sorry.

Chao Ci’s gaze did not fall on Lin Zheng, but just stared blankly ahead.

He ignored Lin Zheng’s apology—as Lin Zheng thought, his apology was useless and ridiculous to Chaoci. After a long time, he said softly, “I have no glands now.”

“There is no fit, and I have become a geek with no gender.” He finally put his expression on Lin Zheng’s face, “For you, I have no use.”

Every word and every word of his seemed to be cut into Lin Zheng’s heart.

Lin Zheng opened his mouth, but his throat seemed to be blocked.

He wanted to tell Chao Ci that he didn’t pester him because of his fit, but just because… he loved him.

This was the answer he had been reluctant to admit before, but it had appeared over and over in his mind over the past few months. In any corner of reality and fantasy, a voice told him so.

For more than 20 years, Lin Zheng has never done anything he regrets.

Except for the person he loves, he regretted it countless times and made mistakes countless times.

He clearly despised the fit the most, but he fell in love with the court speech that fit him 100%. Now that Chao Ci has taken off the glands, and there is no fit, he still loves him.

Only then did he realize that fit is not the original sin, but arrogance and arrogance.

“I won’t pester you anymore, Chao Ci.” Lin Zheng closed his eyes in pain, and forced himself to say calmly, “When you leave the hospital, I will never appear in front of you again.”

“You want to go to Germany to find Lin Dai… I won’t stop you anymore.”

He said it very hard, like tearing his heart to say this sentence.

Chao Ci’s empty eyes did not light up again for these words.

Go back now… can you go back?

Can not go back.

He no longer looked at Lin Zheng, but set his eyes on the ceiling.

As if there was a fire, the filth and ugliness in his body were burned clean with flesh and blood, leaving only a pair of empty skins.

…

Lin Zheng rarely came to Chaoci’s ward, because he knew that he was the last person Chaoci wanted to see.

The two nurses, the nurses and doctors in charge of his ward, and the psychiatrist invited by Lin Zheng are the ones who have the most contact with Chao Ci.

Yes, Chaoci had a mental illness, and the doctor suggested that Lin Zheng let Chaoci receive professional psychological treatment.

But even with a psychiatrist, Chao Ci’s condition didn’t seem to ease.

He refused to eat and hung himself on glucose every day, and in a few days he was so thin that he was almost out of shape.

Lin Zheng was very anxious, but he knew that his persuasion would not have any effect on this matter, but would be counterproductive.

He couldn’t come, but he was really worried. After thinking about it for a long time, I contacted the school where Chao Ci used to work, and organized some voluntary students among the students who Chao Ci had taught to come to the hospital to visit Chao Ci.

Chao Ci used to be a teacher with a good relationship with students at school. Who doesn’t like a teacher who is easy to talk, has a good temper, and has real materials?

Let these students come to persuade Chao Ci, even if Chao Ci knew that Lin Zheng was playing tricks, he didn’t want to take away the kindness of the students, so he still ate some liquid food.

Chao Ci will be hospitalized for a month to observe the situation. In the past month, apart from chatting with students when they came, they basically did not speak, nor did they have any entertainment.

The nurse felt that this single-person ward was too cold, and the TV was turned on every day, and the words of the morning had nothing to do with it.

Most of the time, he was in a daze.

It can’t be said to be in a daze, that is, the eyes fell on a certain place, and it was a whole day at once.

When Chao Ci was about to be discharged from the hospital, something happened.

That day, TV broadcasted the news in the morning as usual.

A plane flying from Germany to a city in country Z encountered strong air currents while passing through the northwest region and crashed.

The whereabouts of all one hundred and thirty-seven people on the plane are now unknown.

The new article also specifically mentioned that a painter with a special reputation internationally was also on board the plane.

Chao Ci’s heart tightened, and his limbs were instantly cold.

There was not much mention on the news on TV. Chao Ci picked up the mobile phone by the bed that he hadn’t touched for a long time, and searched the Internet.

Until I see the complete information of that painter.

Lin Da.

Chao Ci’s eyes suddenly darkened, and he was no longer conscious.

…

To be honest, in a coma, in fact, Chao Ci’s consciousness is still talking nonsense with the system in the system space.

[Why is there a strong air current in the northwest region again? Isn’t this the cause of my death last week? 】Chao Ci asked the system while nibbling on snacks.

[I don’t know, but if this is just a simple coincidence, it may not be convincing. ] The system said, [It’s all the planes on that route, and it’s all the strong air currents encountered in the northwest region. You died because of this last time. After being pulled into this world this time, that node was forcibly modified. You’re fine. But now Lin Dai is dead… Maybe this is a kind of “compensation”. Or, “the price”? 】

[I don’t understand. 】Chaoci scratched his head, and continued to eat the dried mango in his hand, 【If it is a “price”, how come there is no price in the first two worlds? 】

[Maybe, but you didn’t find it. Maybe not every time there will be a “price”, we still know too little about it. Or maybe it’s just a coincidence at all. 】The system said.

[So is Lin Da really dead? 】Chao Ci bit the last piece of dried mango into his mouth, and patted his hand stained with some sugar crystals, 【That’s a pity, it’s a good person. 】

Although he said so, but if he said how sad it was, he didn’t.

【Maybe. 】The system is also inaccurate.

【What’s the matter with him, be adaptable! 】Chao Ci said, opened another pack of dried strawberries, and was full of praise while eating.

[Tongzi, do you know why I love to eat at the Lord’s face so much? 】

[…] The system was too lazy to ask why, but after thinking about it, it still gave Chao Ci some face, [Why? 】

[Because you won’t get fat when you eat these things in your stomach! So cool! ] He patted his thigh, and then remembered the hundreds of thousands of meals he had ordered before he was pulled back.

Hey, I don’t know when I will be able to eat it.

…

The doctor said that Chao Ci was not too serious this time, but that he was in shock for a while.

However, Lin Zheng knew that this was not just a matter of shock.

Lin Dai was killed, and he couldn’t imagine how big a blow it was to Chao Ci.

Chao Ci was only in shock for one day.

When he woke up at dusk, the person beside him was still Lin Zheng.

“He really…” Chao Ci’s voice was hoarse, and he could hardly say the next word.

“Just lost contact.” Lin Zheng held Chao Ci in his arms, “He still has hope of surviving.”

Chao Ci did not take this sentence seriously.

There are many people who can survive a plane crash, but almost no one can survive in this kind of air crash that has already flown to a high altitude and suddenly crashed.

His eyes were empty, as if no light could get in.

…

Late at night, Lin Zheng hugged Chao Ci from the window.

God knows how he feels when he wakes up in the middle of the night and sees Chao Ci standing on the windowsill, about to jump down the next moment.

Lin Zheng didn’t even know that he could still be so scared.

The hands and feet are so cold that there is no temperature at all, the soul is constantly falling, and the ears are full of sharp roars.

But his body rushed up immediately and hugged Chao Ci down.

He kept kissing Chao Ci’s cheek and forehead, and the hot tears kept falling, some of which hit Chao Ci’s face.

“Please…”

He could hardly utter any written words, just begging for something hoarsely and brokenly in Chao Ci’s ear.

He heard Chao Ci ask softly, “You said, why did he die suddenly?”

too suddenly.

Lin Dai was dead, and his farewell to Lin Dai was the ridiculous letter.

He still felt that this matter was terribly unreal until now, as if Lin Da would appear in front of him in the next second and tell him that he was back.

But reason told him that Lin Dai was dead and would never come back.

This confrontation is almost tearing his soul.

Lin Da may not really come back, but he can go to Lin Da.

In fact, he couldn’t hold on for a long time. If he could still find Lin Wei, what would be wrong?

He seemed to remember his original intention of wanting to jump, and suddenly struggled.

But he was imprisoned by Lin Zheng in his arms and clasped his wrist.

“Go away!” Chao Ci yelled at him.

Lin Zheng looked at him, but didn’t speak.

The panic in his heart made it hard for him to breathe.

He wanted to plead for the court speech, but he knew that the court speech would not listen to any of his pleas.

Chao Ci is still struggling, and he seems to have lost his mind.

Lin Da’s sudden death also took away a trace of Chao Ci’s soul.

His eyes were red, his hands and feet were tied and he couldn’t move. Chao Ci suddenly faced Lin Zheng’s shoulder and bit down.

He used a lot of force, biting the place into a **** mess, and deep bite marks were turned up on the edges.

“Why…why didn’t you die?!”

Lin Zheng seemed to be numb from the pain, and even hearing such words would not make him more painful.

He just patted Chao Ci’s shoulder without any evasion or struggle, letting him bite on his shoulder.

“Chao Ci, I’m sorry.”

…

Lin Zheng was discharged from the hospital for the resignation office.

Because Chao Ci’s suicidal tendency is too obvious, the hospital has been unable to ensure the safety of Chao Ci.

He brought Chao Ci back to the Jade Palace, and replaced any sharp and sharp objects that might have hurt Chao Ci, added guardrails to the windows, and covered the walls with a thick layer of cotton material.

But even so, he still couldn’t stop it.

If Lin Zheng hadn’t arranged surveillance for Chao Ci’s room, he might not have known that Chao Ci hid a fruit knife at some point.

He aimed the knife at his neck.

Lin Zheng vigorously pushed open the door of the room in an instant.

Chao Ci held the fruit knife and pressed it against his neck.

“Chao Ci…” Lin Zheng called him.

Chao Ci didn’t let go, but pushed the tip of the knife deeper: “Get out!”

Lin Zheng was walking towards Chao Ci step by step.

“Didn’t you ask me, why didn’t I die?” he asked suddenly.

“You’re right.” Lin Zheng smiled, “It should be me who died.”

Perhaps it was Lin Zheng’s more mad look that stunned Chao Ci, and he was caught off guard by Lin Zheng’s wrist.

But Lin Zheng did not rush to grab the knife.

Instead, he clasped Chao Ci’s wrist and pointed the knife to his own chest.

“Aci, it should be me who died.”

Something warm splashed on Chao Ci’s face.