The Gate of Shadows

I planted them on Fenris’s chest, watching him gaze at me, cheeks purely pink.

Adorable.

"Watch it. I am unstable, aren't I?" I cautioned, picking my words carefully.

I want you to know I had overheard your conversation with Ryker—if it even happened.

Tracing his jawline with my fingertips, I gripped his chin, focusing his fiery eyes on me.

"Lilith," he breathed in my name, letting go of my arms and clamping down his hands on my thighs.

Ever since I climbed on top of this wolf, something was poking at my bum.

You’re as sexually deprived as I am. Why are you holding back, silly wolf? Is it because I’m unstable or because you're worried about me?

"Don’t move. I might crumble if you do." I murmured, triggering Fenris to release a nervous chuckle.

Taking the opportunity, he was being obedient; I unclasped the buttons from his shirt, exposing his upper torse to me. A human like me could do nothing to stop him if he wanted me off. Though I studied his reactions to see if there was any hint of disgust in him, his eyes told me something else.

Shaking my head, I traced my fingers down his pecs, triggering him to sit slightly to give me a light kiss on my lips. It was so tender that I couldn’t help but push him back down again onto the sheets before brushing my lips against his jawline.

A soft hum came from the wolf as his grip on my tights tightened, feeling me trail kisses down his neck before landing on his chest.

“Lily?” He called out to me before a small gasp left his lips when I licked his nobs.

One of his hands went up to my back as I sucked on his nips, mimicking what he had done to me so many times before. This was the first time I did anything like this to him, and seeing his flustered reaction drove me to a corner.

Why didn’t I…

This was all new to me, and I enjoyed indulging in him. The way his skin felt under my tongue left me tingling in ways I never thought possible. Tugging away from his little nobs, I shifted my gaze to meet with his.

Am I really nothing more than your charge?

Fenris cupped my cheek in his palm. "Are you okay?" he asked, although his cheeks were rosy.

His question flared me up, raising my temperature. Even though my body was sore, I grabbed his hand and licked his palm. This triggered him to hold the back of my head, tugging me into another kiss.

His tongue invaded my mouth when my forearms landed on his bare chest, scarcely holding me up. Feverously kissed me with one hand on the back of my head while the other traveled on my back, landing on my bum and squishing it in his hand.

A soft hum left my lips, leaning closer to Fenris. His hand quickly traveled onto my inner thighs before tracing my vulva, provoking me to jolt away from the kiss. Licking his lips, he wasted little time invading my depths and caressing my walls.

Gasping for air, I couldn’t fill my lungs with enough cold air when the lustful wolf thrust his fingers into me, alternating to rub my sensitive bell.

“You’re too tight to take me.” He mumbled, focusing on loosening me up while the other hand traveled to my back before pulling himself up to reach my breast.

There, his tongue licked my nips, triggering me to grab onto the back of his head, releasing a sharp mewl from my lips. After that dreadful dream, feeling him like this was all I needed to find peace.

More… I want more!

Everything Fenris did to me assured me he was alive, yet this wasn’t all I wanted from him. Pushing him down once more, I tugged his fingers out of me, pinning his hands onto the bed.

"No touching." I panted for air, feeling tingly from his touch.

For a moment, I gazed at him, watching for his reactions for any hint of him disliking what was happening. He nodded before I allowed his hands to go free; I watched him bring his fingers up to his mouth before licking them like they held a tasty meal.

"Okay," Fenris breathed.

This wolf had set my heart into a storm, making keeping my head in place utterly impossible.

I want you to lose it, not me!

Feeling heated by his teasing, I repositioned myself beside him, unbuckling his pants. His cheeks flushed red when he realized what I was about to do to him.

"Lily, what are you doing?" Fenris spluttered out, sitting up slightly.

I grabbed his fluffy tail, placing it on his belly to prevent him from seeing what I would do. Ignoring his question, I exposed his hardened heat, only to realize how big he truly was.

In all these years… I have never seen you so up close before.

I had never touched it with my hands, either, so I was surprised when my fingertips traced it, allowing me to feel how warm and sturdy it was.

My hands are tiny compared to your thing.

In my defense, I had smaller hands than most girls. Melody called them adorable when we were baking together, and seeing his reactions made me feel shameful for never having done this before.

I’m such a selfish lover.

"Lily, wait—" Fenris gasped when I licked his tip.

Even though I didn’t know what I was doing, I found some pointers on how to accomplish my task from what he usually did to me. After several trials and errors, I noticed the head was the most sensitive area, responding the most when I caressed there.

Yet this wolf always loved pushing himself in and out of me, allowing me to assume that pumping his base would leave him squirming for me. Feeling more confident with each attempt, I sucked on his head while stroking his length with my hands.

Rewarding me with a couple of moans and groans that came from his lips, he grasped onto the sheets under him as I pushed his head deeper into my mouth.

"Lily, let me touch you. Please," Fenris begged, out of breath, bucking his hips slightly.

His reaction to what I was doing to him made me feel more confident in my ability to make him lose it, as he did to me. Even though he was tired before we started, he appeared more energized—more motivated as time passed.

“Oh… Lily, stop… Or… Fuck, I’m going to—” He groaned when I didn’t stop.

It wasn’t long before his member twitched inside my mouth, releasing a loud moan along with his seeds. His tail lifted from his belly slightly, filling my senses with a thick, salty, bitter taste. I didn’t know what to do with the liquid that filled my mouth for a moment, but I ended up swallowing it, much to his surprise.

"Lily... You didn’t just do that." Fenris panted, grabbing my chin and turning me to face him.

I had never seen him so flustered before. Nodding, I licked my lips as if I had a tasty meal. He gazed at me for a slight moment before kissing me once again. In response to his affection, I pushed him down again, straddling him.

This time, with a unique plan in mind.

"You just don’t listen, little wolf." I licked my lips seductively, grabbing his tail to cover my bare skin.

Will it be better if my body’s left to the imagination?

"Lilith, you’re driving me crazy." Fenris breathed.

Ignoring what he wanted, I slid his slightly soft member inside of me. A sharp whine released from my lips, feeling odd from his warmth. It had been days since I felt him like this. Usually, I only felt this way when he didn’t touch me, thanks to my monthly lady thing, but this time was different.

I had been craving him the entire time, and finally, I had his heat in me, filling me in ways I never knew it could. His member quickly recovered, feeling my walls tighten around him. A whine left his lips, more sensitive after a release.

Grasping his hands to help me stay up, his tail wrapped around my waist and chest before I, for the first time, made love to him. Even though I was clumsy, he felt it, occasionally breathing my name from his lips.

My voice merged with Fenris’s as he filled me, too. I wondered how he saw me through those half-opened eyes and hot breaths leaving his lips. Swaying my hips to please him, that was when his eyes gave off a soft yellowish hue.

It was a warning the wolf was losing himself to me, yet I didn’t care, continuing my search for pleasure. A soft growl left his lips before he grabbed onto my waist, thrusting his length into me, prompting a yelp to leave my lips, stunned by the sudden fill.

With my hips in place, he slowly sat up before licking my neck.

"Sorry, I hit my limit. I’m not that easy to tame, my love." Fenris purred into my ear, not realizing what he had said before pushing me down onto the bed.

My heart throbbed when those words left his mouth.

Did I hear right?

Before I could analyze what the wolf said, he kissed me again. Our tongues fought for dominance while his movements picked up at a steady pace. They were rougher than usual and more passionate, rendering me incapable of rational thought.

No, he was determined for me to lose myself within him after what I did.

What I thought I heard couldn’t be true. Can it? No, I must’ve misheard him.

Grabbing onto the back of his head, I played with his hair, wrapping my legs tightly around his waist. It only took a few more pushes for me to fall over the edge and into bliss, filling my core with ecstasy.

However, Fenris rarely overstimulated me as I went over. This time, I continued to push forward, taking little to no sympathy for me and how long I could keep up. He made me feel like I was his, continuing to make love to me no matter how many times I convulsed under him.

Though I could barely stay at his pace, he had never been this rough. I couldn’t remember how many times my body twitched in pleasure while he held me. All I knew was that Fenris was as exhausted as I was when everything finished.

I was overflowing with his seeds that couldn’t stay inside my walls, leaving them to drip down my bum. Separating himself from me, he chuckled, enjoying how my body shuddered at the slightest touch he provided.

He was such an unfair wolf, but he was my world.