Chapter 36 Fenrir and Despair
"..." I try to get a visual understanding of what happened. I see my stomach being pressed down, having a giant round protrusion my stomach looks like I'm pregnant.
"W-Wait...Nyaaa" Fenrir ignores me and starts moving, but his penis is clearly trapped due to this huge sphere in my vagina.
"NYAAAAA" I feel a warm liquid filling my uterus, with no space to escape, the liquid starts inflating my belly even more.
'Hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts' The only thing going through my mind is how much it hurts to have my stomach inflated so much by his penis and the huge amount of semen. He makes movements trying to make the penis move.
This just makes my body tremble and sway, my love juices are clearly not enough to help this huge sphere move inside me, I feel like a watermelon has been forcibly placed inside my body.
After a few minutes with him trying to move using the semen and my love juices as lubricant, his penis finally manages to move.
"N-No, F-Fenrir-sama d-don't move" My animal instincts make me treat Fenrir with respect, while I beg him not to move with tears in my eyes.
He doesn't care and starts moving, I feel this fleshy sphere moving in my vagina, it goes in and out, pulling my insides with it, the tightness of my pussy is enormous because of the size.
Along with the semen moving with each movement in my uterus, I can't stop cumming. His painful back and forth fills me with pleasure, in the end I think the librarian was right, I must be a masochist to be enjoying being fucked this way.
"Hmmm aahahhh hmmm F-Fenrir-sama" His wild movements make his protruding penis mess with my brain, the pleasure is so much that I feel like he's fucking my brain.
The large amounts of dopamine my brain produces seem to fry it with pleasure.
Fenrir soon cums again, swelling my already very large belly even more, the amount is so much that it manages to leak out even through the extremely tight space of my vagina and his penis.
"F-Fenrir-s-sama, m-more...nyaaa" Fenrir soon increases his speed, his monstrous penis completely destroying any reasoning I might have. The pleasure I feel is so much that I'm not capable of thinking about anything else.
"AAAAUUUUUUU" He soon lets out a howl and pulls his penis out with all his might, although he could still move in my vagina, it doesn't mean he wasn't trapped, pulling it out this way my vaginal walls are pulled out along with his penis.
"HIIIIIIKKK" I feel a painful pleasure as I cum with the sensation. Soon a lot of semen comes out through my vagina, reducing the load in my uterus, the floor starts to turn into a pool of semen.
I turn with difficulty, getting out of the prone position, and see the monstrosity that was in my body, just looking at it, it's impossible to say how physically possible it is to put that in a space as tight as my vagina.
"Nyaa, F-Fenrir-s-sama, I feel s-strange..." I feel something moving in my uterus, soon something starts to move to come out, forcing open the entrance of my uterus and coming out through my vagina.
"Kyaaa" Soon a little wolf cub comes out through my exposed vaginal wall, its color is a silvery tone with black details, slightly different from Fenrir's gray color.
'M-My child...I-I had a child...' My reason hates it while my feline instincts accept it as something natural.
"Uwaak, w-wait, F-Fenrir-sama" As soon as my "child" was born, my regeneration made my vaginal wall go back inside my body, while my vagina was restored from any problems it had to endure something so big inside.
Fenrir soon inserts his penis again, which has now lost that giant sphere, I just had a child, but he already wants to fuck me again without giving me a rest.
"Rssggrrr" Fenrir growls at me and shoves his penis all the way in.
"Hyyaaaaa" No matter how much pleasure I feel, my vagina that has regenerated has the tightness of a virgin, so it's painful every time he does this.
Now that we've changed positions, he's able to shove it all in a straight line, forcing his way and hurting my pussy in the process.
Now that I'm lying on my back on the ground, I can see the protrusion of his huge penis that starts from the entrance of my vagina and reaches up to my breasts. If he had shoved that in my anus and came, there's no doubt the semen would come out of my mouth.
He soon starts moving again with pure savagery, as if seeing my belly like this makes him even more excited.
"Hyaa ahhh hmm aaahhh F-Fenrir-sama" I feel like I'm a female who has found her "mate," this animal instinct is what's really messing with my mind, which even though it regenerates, isn't helping.
My tail moves in a way that demonstrates my lust, while my hands are over the area that becomes protuberant and then decreases with each of his thrusts.
"Nyaaa, F-Fenrir-sama, y-you can cum, f-fill me with your semen" His penis swells up in that spherical form again, and at this moment my feline side has accepted Fenrir as a mate.
Now I can see how that sphere sits in my belly, seeing this is strange to my mind, as if this were something completely unreal, my stomach deforms into a spherical shape with each movement, while all I do is cum and moan like a beast.
Soon he cums, filling my insides and uterus with semen.
"Hehehe...Fenrir's puppies..." My mind breaks as it's restored, my fragile mentality can't handle this situation, so it breaks too quickly for me not to have to think about it, leaving my feline side dictate my actions.
"RGWSS AAAUUUUU" Fenrir growls and then howls.
After that, he continues his animalistic piston.
"Aaahhh mhhhh hmmm F-Fenrir-sama, d-deeper, t-this...hmm g-go faster, I want your puppies hehehe" My mind is now a mess where all that predominates is my instinct as a feline to reproduce with this powerful male in front of me.
"F-Fenrir-sama, t-this, s-so deep, m-more, s-soooo goood, fuaahhh...Nyaa r-right there, F-Fenrir-sama, f-faster, fill me with your semen, l-let's have many little wolves, nyaaan hhmmm"
By the time my heat ends, it's impossible to say how my mind will be, but now all I want is to stay here.
Soon he pulls his penis out again, every time he does this, my vaginal walls also come out due to the force, soon another little wolf cub is born from my uterus.
Now the two little wolf cubs are moving and come up to me, climb on my body and bite my breast to start sucking.
"Nyaaa, w-wait, I-I don't have milk, hmmm" The little wolf cubs don't understand me and continue to suck on my breasts as if they're going to get something out of them, Fenrir doesn't care and soon shoves his penis in me again.
It's a cycle, I get fucked, he cums, I have a cub, and I go back to being fucked.
The pleasure of his penis shoving into me while having my breasts sucked makes everything even more pleasurable, I feel like I'm drowning in this unending pleasure, where even the pain is pleasurable.
"Hmm, deeper, go deeper Fenrir-sama, mess up my insides, fill me with little wolves, make me cum while you fill me with semen, we'll have so many cute little puppies, hehehe"
"...AAAUUUU" Fenrir lets out a howl and some kind of magic is cast, soon my breasts grow a bit and I feel something coming out of them.
"M-Milk...F-Fenrir-sama, t-thank you, hhhmmm" I start producing milk for my little wolf cubs as they suckle eagerly, the feeling of producing milk is something I've never felt before.
It's strange, it generates some kind of strange pleasure along with the maternal instinct I feel when I see my cubs nursing my milk.
We continue like this for hours, I'm fucked without a break and have children nonstop, now the cave has some dozens of little wolf cubs since they are born in minutes.
Now the pleasure is simply hell.
"F-Fenrir-sama, p-please stop, I-I can't take it anymore, I-I need to rest" Fenrir fucked me without any pause, at first it was pleasurable but then it turned into hell, to have so much continuous pleasure is simply bad.
To have so many children now is just painful, I urgently need a rest, at least a few hours.
He doesn't care about my painful pleas and fucks me without paying attention, simply ignoring me, we continued this for a few more hours, after a while I kept begging for a break.
Even though I'm in heat, not even my feline instincts can handle this hardcore sex without a pause.
"F-Fenrir-sama, j-just a few mi-minutes, I promise we'll have more puppies after...n-nyaa, I-I need a break" My voice is now broken and difficult since I've been asking for a long time, in addition to moaning in pleasure and pain for hours.
My current state is completely disheveled, covered in semen, love juices and amniotic fluid, the smell is pure obscenity, while the little wolf cubs are scattered all over, many of them are sleeping after having taken my milk.
As a biological change magic and healing, Fenrir had to use this magic every few minutes so I wouldn't stop producing milk.
My breasts, vagina and uterus hurt, having all this expanded for hours has engraved the pain in my mind, making it impossible to forget.
"RWWGGG" Fenrir growls at me, since Beelzebub left, Fenrir doesn't speak to me, he just growls and howls, now he seems irritated that I keep asking for a pause.
"AAAAUUUUU" He soon howls and another wolf comes, he seems to be some kind of vice-chief of the wolves, being a dark reddish color and larger than the normal wolves.
"Hun?" I'm confused as to why Fenrir summoned this wolf, until the wolf climbs on me and shoves his penis in my mouth, Fenrir just wants me to shut up.
I taste and smell the wolf, while Fenrir continues to fuck me mercilessly, now in addition to being fucked in the vagina, I'm being fucked in the mouth by this wolf, tears of despair form.
'R-Rest...I need to rest, F-Fenrir-sama' I try to speak but I can only babble incoherent sounds due to the pleasure and the penis in my mouth, I'm forced to suck this penis while being fucked.
We stay like this for about 3 more hours, now I no longer react, my fatigue has won, my belly and uterus are full of Fenrir's and this wolf's cum, this seemingly infinite libido won't let me rest.
My jaw hurts from being open for hours while this wolf fucks my mouth.
I've had so many children that I can't even count them, all I want is a pause, even if it's just for a few minutes, nothing would make me more grateful than a break, no matter how short.
Finally, the wolf in my mouth leaves.
"F-Fenrir-sama..." I say with difficulty, my mouth is full of semen, I've eaten so much semen in the last few hours that it's probably completely replaced my gastric juice with wolf semen.
"Break..." I can't formulate anything beyond simple words, but Fenrir hasn't stopped fucking me, he continues, although that wolf has gone, Fenrir doesn't stop.
'...F-Fenrir-sama...'
We stayed like this for days, from the 3rd day I stopped begging, the more I begged, the worse my treatment got, the straw that broke the camel's back and made me stop asking was when the Fenrir, irritated, pulled my uterus out with his penis.
That hurt a lot, seeing my uterus out broke all my will to ask to stop. He continued without a single pause, all that happened during all this time was being fucked and having children, nothing different.
After 4 more days, it's been a week since we haven't stopped having children, and after this 1 week, hell got even worse, much worse, my heat ended, it took 1 week for my heat to disappear.
From that point on, the pleasure decreased, the pain increased, and my mind no longer followed the standard of seeing Fenrir as my mate.
When the heat passed and my mind realized that, I felt like I was in hell, being fucked for 1 week straight without a break while having children every few minutes destroyed me.
At this point, all I really wanted was to die, even remembering Aetheris didn't take away this desire for death, of course, fate is not so benevolent with me, I can't die or escape this hell.
We continued to have children, my eyes completely lost the spark of life, I stopped talking altogether while all the sound I made were moans. No break, we never stopped this cycle for anything.
We stayed like this for another week, this week was the worst hell I've ever been through, being fucked by Valac or Leviathan now seems like child's play compared to being fucked nonstop by Fenrir.
My "children" now number in the thousands, maybe in the 2,000 to 3,000 range, the reproduction of monsters is truly alarming.
I never passed out or lost consciousness, I was forced to remain conscious of everything, to feel all these feelings for 2 weeks really destroyed my psyche.
No matter if the mind regenerates, it's impossible to get rid of these memories. I can't stop thinking about who's to blame, is Fenrir to blame for doing this to me? Is Beelzebub to blame for bringing me here? Is Aurora to blame for putting me in this world? Am I the one to blame just for existing?
I just want it all to end, no matter how.
'How long will I have to stay here...' I know the days that have passed because Fenrir scratches on the wall every day that passes.
'Will I have to stay here...for months?' For a while I had hope of being saved, I wanted to be saved by anyone, and when I say anyone, I mean anyone, even Valac or Leviathan would be good, if they asked me for sex to be saved, I would give it without thinking twice if I could get out of this place.
I guess that's the difference between the races and monsters, Leviathan and Valac let me stop, but Fenrir fucks me without caring about me at all, he just wants to have children and more children.
BOOOOOMMMMMM
Something explodes, the sound is loud, but it doesn't take me out of my daydream about the time and who's to blame for my situation. Who cares if something exploded? It doesn't change my situation.
Soon Fenrir stops fucking me and moves away, while he prepares some magic, my mind doesn't care, if he stopped, even if just for a moment, it's good. I close my eyes to try to rest at least a few seconds.
Something is holding me, I don't know what it is and I don't have the strength to try to find out, I just keep my eyes closed as I'm carried with haste.
"Don't worry Ayla, I'll get you out of here, just wait a little" I hear a voice, it seems familiar, but I judge it to be just my mind playing a trick on me, after all, who would want to save me? I've had several of these daydreams about someone saving me, but in the end, when I realize it's a lie, I just sink deeper into despair.
I keep my eyes closed, even if it's a daydream, I want to rest as much as I can, after all, as soon as this daydream ends, I'll have to have more children for Fenrir.