Chapter 42: Time is Running Out
As the night draped them in its quiet embrace, Ren held Kazuha close, her warmth against him a bittersweet reminder of how little time they had left. The room was filled with a quiet sadness, both of them aware of the ticking clock, yet trying to make the most of the final hours they had together. Ren's hand gently stroked Kazuha’s hair, his chest tightening with every breath as he prepared to tell her the truth.
“Kazuha…” Ren’s voice was soft, barely a whisper as he pulled her even closer. “There’s something I need to tell you.”
Kazuha looked up at him, her eyes filled with love and concern. “What is it?”
He swallowed hard, not wanting to let the words out, but knowing he had to. “Actually... We… we only have 24 hours. From our date. That’s all the time we have left before… before you…”
Kazuha’s eyes widened, the realization hitting her like a wave. She stared at him for a moment, then smiled, a sad, knowing smile that broke Ren’s heart. “I see,” she whispered. “So this is really goodbye.”
Ren nodded, his throat tight with emotion. “I didn’t want to tell you. I wanted you to enjoy our time without worrying… but I couldn’t hide it from you any longer.”
Kazuha reached up, gently cupping his face, her thumb brushing away the tear that had escaped down his cheek. “You’ve given me more than I ever thought I’d have, Ren. These last hours… they’ve been everything to me.”
Tears welled up in Ren’s eyes, his voice breaking. “I don’t want to say goodbye.”
“I know,” she whispered. “But we don’t have a choice. This… this is my fate. And you… you have to keep living. For me.”
They didn’t want to sleep, neither of them wanting to waste the precious few hours they had left. Instead, they stayed awake, wrapped in each other’s arms, whispering their final goodbyes. Ren’s heart felt like it was being torn apart with every word, but he couldn’t stop. He needed to hold on to every moment, every touch, every breath.
Kazuha rested her head on his chest, her voice soft and broken as she spoke. “Ren… I’m sorry I can’t be with you anymore. I wish I could stay by your side forever, but this is how it has to be.”
“Don’t say that,” Ren choked out, his hand gripping hers tightly. “Don’t apologize. It’s not your fault. I just… I can’t imagine life without you.”
Kazuha smiled through her tears, reaching up to wipe away his. “You’ll be okay, Ren. You’re strong. Stronger than you think. I’ll always be watching over you, from wherever I am.”
Ren’s heart shattered at her words, the weight of the impending loss unbearable. He pulled her closer, his voice trembling. “I don’t want to let you go.”
Kazuha’s eyes sparkled with a mixture of sadness and love. “You’ll have to, eventually. But promise me something, Ren.”
“Anything,” he whispered, his voice raw with emotion.
“Don’t linger in sadness for too long,” Kazuha said softly. “Live your life. Be happy. Find someone who can make you smile again, someone who can be with you the way I can’t anymore.”
Ren shook his head, tears streaming down his face. “I don’t want anyone else. I just want you.”
Kazuha chuckled softly, though it was tinged with sorrow. “You say that now… but one day, you might change your mind. And that’s okay. You deserve to be happy, Ren. I’ll always be with you, even if it’s only in your heart.”
She paused, a playful glint in her eyes despite the sadness. “Maybe… maybe one day you’ll find another wife, someone to keep you company so you don’t get lonely.”
Ren let out a shaky laugh, the absurdity of the suggestion cutting through his grief for a brief moment. “Kazuha… don’t joke about that.”
“I’m serious!” she teased, though her voice wavered. “I don’t want you to be alone forever. But…” Her expression softened, her voice dropping to a whisper. “Just don’t forget me, okay? I’ll haunt you if you do.”
Ren smiled through his tears, his heart aching at the thought of a future without her. “I could never forget you, Kazuha. I’ll visit your grave every year, bring you your favorite flowers, and pray for you. I promise.”
“Good,” she murmured, her voice barely audible now. “That’s all I ask. Just… remember me.”
The room was silent except for their quiet breathing and the occasional sniffle as they clung to each other, unwilling to let go. Kazuha’s hand gently traced patterns on Ren’s chest, her touch growing lighter, more distant with each passing minute.
“Ren…” she whispered, her voice fragile. “I love you. So much. Don’t ever forget that.”
“I love you too, Kazuha,” Ren choked out, his voice thick with emotion. “Always. Always.”
She smiled one last time, her eyes heavy with exhaustion. “Thank you… for everything.”
Ren kissed her softly, one last kiss that tasted of love and sorrow, desperation and goodbye. He held her close as her body grew lighter, her presence fading away in his arms.
“Kazuha…” he whispered, his voice breaking as he felt her slip away. He continued to hold her, even as her form became transparent, dissolving like mist in the morning sun.
Ren sobbed quietly, the weight of her absence pressing down on him, suffocating him. He stayed like that until the first light of dawn filtered through the window, the world continuing on as if nothing had changed.
But everything had changed for Ren. His heart was shattered, his soul aching with the loss of the one person who had meant everything to him.
When morning finally came, Ren felt a presence behind him. He turned to see Yusuke and the ruler of the afterlife standing at the doorway, waiting for him.
“It’s time,” Yusuke said softly, his usual bravado replaced with a solemn tone.
Ren nodded, wiping his tears as he gently placed Kazuha’s now-empty form on the bed. He stood, his legs shaky, but his resolve strong.
He approached Yusuke, pulling him into a tight hug. “Thank you, Yusuke. For everything. I couldn’t have done this without you.”
Yusuke patted Ren’s back, his voice gruff. “You did all the hard work, Ren. I’m just glad I could help.”
Ren pulled back, giving Yusuke a grateful smile before turning to the ruler. “I’m ready to go back now.”
The ruler nodded, his expression unreadable. “You’ve done well, Ren. You kept your promise. Now it’s time to return to your world.”
Ren took one last look at the cafe, at the place where he had shared so many memories with Kazuha. His heart ached, but he knew it was time to say goodbye.
With a final breath, Ren closed his eyes, ready to face whatever came next, knowing that Kazuha would always be with him, no matter where he went.