Chapter 91
Chapter 90 Double more unity (I will be good)
Qiu Li’s eyebrows and eyes seemed to be a little drunk, suddenly turned around and saw the girl by the French window of Qingba, thinking that she had hallucinations.
He turned his head, shook his head, and looked again.
The girl put her cheek in one hand and leaned on the table softly.
She is wearing a very temperamental European-style retro dress. There are occasional red lights in the clear bar, which makes her cheeks crimson. She looks decadent and sexy, and her clear eyes contain gentle water.
She also recognized Qiu Li for a long time, and then she frowned slightly, looking at him with a little grievance.
The two people stared at each other through the floor-to-ceiling windows for a long, long time.
In Qiu Li’s view, Jiang Yu has really changed a lot.
After only a few months of college, she seemed to have faded the gray feathers of the ugly duckling and became a real white swan with her neck and wings spread out.
She is so beautiful, so beautiful that he thought it was in a dream.
I am ashamed of myself and dare not recognize each other.
The Qiu Li in Jiang Yu’s eyes has also changed a lot.
He had never interacted with people in the past, and there were three or five friends gathered around him. A group of boys were talking and laughing, and there was a smile on his mouth, which was completely different from the solitary appearance of being alone in the past.
Jiang Yu rubbed his eyes and thought he was wrong.
He had a flat head cut, and he looked more cold and harder. He was wearing black short-sleeved T and trousers. The tight skin on his arm was wheaten, and the scars of the past were faintly visible on it.
The two people are separated by the glass, as if they are isolated in two different dreams.
Qiu Li looked away, walking in a mess, turned and left in a hurry.
In this relationship, he was a deserter, and when he was goodbye, he was completely different and shameless bye.
After walking for more than ten meters, and then looking back, the girl seemed to think of him only as a dream. She was lying on the bar by the window and fell asleep like a nap.
“…”
After all, Qiu Li still couldn’t leave her here alone, he strode back to the bar and came to Jiang Yu’s side.
There were a few glasses of empty cocktails on the table. The girl was lying on her stomach half-dreaming, staring blankly at the crystal music box on hand, in a daze.
The music box ticked with the crisp tone of “Swan Lake”, and the crystal ballerina girl turned in circles, circle after circle, pulling her into the deepest part of her dream.
Qiuli’s hand fell on her shoulder, as light as a feather, but Jiang Yu shrank sensitively and looked back at him defensively.
Thinking of the familiar and handsome face countless times in her mind, she couldn’t believe it, staring at him repeatedly to confirm: “Ali?”
“Ok.”
Qiu Li saw that there was still a cigarette case on the table, his scalp exploded a little: “When did you learn it?”
Jiang Yu raised his mouth lazily, and skillfully took out a thin lemon-flavored lady cigarette from the cigarette case, put it in his mouth, and then lit it with a delicate and lovely embossed lighter.
“you guess?”
“Jiang Yu!”
She turned a deaf ear to his sudden anger, took a sip, and passed the slender cigarette holder dipped in lipstick to Qiuli’s mouth.
“It tastes good, you can taste it.”
Although Qiuli felt it was absurd, he still couldn’t resist the temptation, and licked the lipstick on the cigarette holder with the tip of his tongue.
The taste…is good.
Inhalation has the freshness of lemon, but fortunately there is not much nicotine.
Countless times in his dreams, Xiao thought about the scene of goodbye, but he never expected it to be like this.
Jiang Yu seemed drunk and not light, took the cigarette out of his mouth and placed it on his blushing lips.
Qiu Li unceremoniously tore out the cigarette **** and directly pressed it out with his fingertips.
With a “Zi La”, he didn’t seem to know the pain.
“Jiang Yu, what are you doing?”
Jiang Yu sprayed his last smoke on the boy’s face, then patted him on the cheek, and giggled: “Follow you, fool.”
Qiu Li picked up the cigarette case on the table and crumpled it up, holding the girl with a low face and leaving.
“Hey, I haven’t finished the wine yet, a glass is so expensive.”
Jiang Yu was struggling to go back to get the wine, Qiu Li picked up the triangular wine glass, drank the remaining half of the liquid, patted the table again, and then pulled the girl out of the bar.
The breeze of early autumn patted the face in a cool manner, and both of them had red cheeks.
Qiu Li’s dark eyes were filled with more and more intense anger. This anger could not vent to her. He could only stabilize his emotions and said with restraint: “What if I meet a bad person when I come to a bar to drink like this?”
“The worst person I have ever met is Ali.”
“…”
Qiuli held her slender waist and helped her walk towards the end of the alley: “Send you back to the hotel.”
“Are you Li?” Jiang Yu paused, holding his face, and looking carefully: “You are not, I will not go with you.”
Qiu Li looked at the little girl’s ignorant eyes, and asked, “I recognize it now?”
“No, you have three heads turning, I can’t see any of them clearly.”
“…”
Jiang Yu stared at him carefully for a minute, traced his facial features and eyebrows with his eyes, Qiuli was very patient, and asked her to look slowly—
“Recognize it.”
“Ah…no.”
“Don’t your boyfriend remember?”
“It’s been a long time since I saw it, I almost forgot the look.”
He asked angrily: “What should I do then.”
“Then you can only taste it.”
After Jiang Yu said this, he stood on tiptoe, held his lower lip, and sucked gently.
Qiu Li didn’t expect that she would come directly to this trick!
In an instant, the five senses magnified, and the numbing sensation spread all over the body along the cells, and then rushed up to the spine, sweeping his nerve endings.
The girl’s soft tongue licked him tenderly, sucking and biting.
He squinted his eyes and opened his mouth slightly to welcome her.
There is a faint taste of wine and lemon in the breath.
She kissed him so that his ears were red, and there were no other thoughts in his mind except for occupation and possession.
After keeping the inner order for so long, all of a sudden there was a mess.
When he clasped the back of her head and was about to regain the initiative, the girl moved her face away.
When he wanted to get closer, she leaned back, not letting him kiss her.
Qiu Liyi licked her lips incessantly, swept away all her feelings, holding the back of her head, and wanting to obtain it, Jiang Yu immediately took a step back and firmly stated her intention not to continue.
Qiu Li didn’t reluctantly asked, “Taste it?”
“Well, it’s Li’s taste.”
“Then go.”
“Where are you going?”
“Send you back to the hotel, don’t go out alone at night.” He said, holding her hand.
Jiang Yu stubbornly stayed where he was and refused to leave. He smiled and looked at him: “Take me to the hotel as soon as I meet, what is the heart of my ex-boyfriend.”
“…”
“Will you go back?”
“No, you man is very bad.”
“I’m really going to be bad to you, you’ve already…” He held back.
“It’s very bad.”
Jiang Yu pointed to his heart and said, “I lost a knife here, and it has caused me to bleed, keep hurting, keep hurting all the time.”
Jiang Yu is not the kind of unassuming character of classmate Xiao Tan, because the environment where she grew up is actually quite restrained, a bit like Xie Yuan.
Many times, she would not confess love or sorrow to her mouth, so she seldom said she liked or loved Qiu Li.
I would rather bear it, because I always feel that the love that can be spoken doesn’t seem to be so precious anymore.
She hid herself with a thick shell.
In the past two months, almost no classmates saw that she was broken up, including her mother and two fathers, who thought she was in good condition.
She even cried, just crying by herself while biting her sleeve in the dance classroom at midnight, without making a sound…
Was it because she didn’t say anything that he walked so freely and cruelly?
Qiu Li looked at her silently, her breathing a little unstable.
“You have nothing to say.”
“Ok.”
Those who owe have nothing to say.
Jiang Yu took a deep breath, and stopped asking anything, let alone let him come back.
That city has his most unbearable memory, perhaps as Teacher Ling Xuan said, when he was young, he thought that love could save the world.
In fact, when the world collapsed, love was really pale.
Jiang Yu followed him in a daze. In the moonlight, she stepped on his shadow and walked very slowly.
As if to use this long life to finish this road with him.
Qiu Li stopped and waited for her several times, and finally took her hand and pulled her forward.
She threw it away, and he held it again, pulling her to speed up.
The girl walked… and sobbed in a low voice.
The long-lost piercing pain filled Qiuli’s heart.
“Don’t cry.” He wiped away the tears that kept rolling off her with his fingertips. He was a little confused, as if begging and soothing: “Xiao Yu… Isn’t it good not to cry?”
Jiang Yu hugged his waist with nostalgia and buried his face in his chest: “Then you won’t go…”
“I do not go.”
“Really?”
“You hold me, I can’t go.” He coaxed softly: “Be good.”
Jiang Yu wiped away the tears on his chest and took his little finger: “I will be good.”
**
Half an hour later, Qiu Li sent her to the hotel.
This is the best hotel in Haicheng. The room she is in is also a suite on the top floor. Standing by the 270-degree floor-to-ceiling window, you can overlook the bustling night view of Haicheng.
They lie down by the window to watch the night scene together.
Such a beautiful night, reflected in her beautiful eyes, is the most beautiful scene in the world.
Qiu Li couldn’t help but be fascinated by seeing her flushing face.
She is no longer the little pitiful who was worried about tuition fees for thousands of dollars.
She has a family who loves her, two fathers who can’t wait to take the world to her, and the best teachers and friendly classmates and friends.
The distance between them is more than that between mountains and seas.
He didn’t want to be a stain or even a blood spot on her happy life.
You can wait. When she can forget him, he will leave this world that didn’t welcome him and put an end to this absurd tragedy.
Die away.
…
Jiang Yu stumbled on the soft white bed, his narrow eyes half-opened and half-closed, looking at the man by the window.
“Ali, do you have anyone you like?”
“No.”
“Does anyone like you?”
“Have.”
“how is she?”
Qiuli looked back at the **** the bed, her cheeks flushed, her chest undulating because of breathing.
He quickly looked away.
“not so good.”
It’s just an insignificant person, he doesn’t even bother to find a word to describe it.
“How does she compare to me?” The girl looked forward to his answer naively.
Qiu Li put the crystal music box on the bed cabinet, turned on the music, and then sat on the edge of the bed, staring at her, “What kind of answers do you want to hear from me.”
The girl sat up, hooked his neck, and laughed childishly: “I just want to hear you…you don’t like other people, you-non-me-not-can.”
“For a long time in the past, you really are my world and my life.” Qiu Li said in her ear very seriously: “No one can replace it.”
She giggled at his words, and then embraced him more intimately, calling his name softly: “Ali is getting more and more likable to girls. I’m really worried about being separated in two cities in the future. …”
The boy was so provoked by her actions… his breathing was obviously short, and he looked uneasy–
“Xiao Yu, don’t be like this.”
“But what should I do with you? You leave me, leave Beicheng, you know which city I can’t live without.” She whispered in his ear: “My mother and fathers, my Esme Pull, my swan queen… are all there, what do you want me to do.”
Qiu Li held her beautiful shoulder blades and said with a very magnetic voice in the low and gentle melody of “Swan Lake”: “Then forget me, okay?”
“You said so easy.” Jiang Yu bit his lower lip, then pulled it away, drunk, and smiled like a silky eye: “How to forget, we are all like this, you tell me how to forget? ”
Qiuli enjoyed this moment…or the only tenderness left, attached to her ear, and said softly: “I will help you.”
Listening to the melody of “Swan Lake” and the voice of the young boy close at hand, Jiang Yu’s mind became more and more dull in a daze.
“How do you… help me?”
“Going back to the first night we first saw, the moon was very bright that night, and the road ahead could be seen clearly without street lights. You heard dogs barking and verbal abuse in the alley, as if someone was fighting, you walk slowly Near, hiding behind the tree, you see the boy who fell in a pool of blood, do you see it?”
“Ok!”
She nodded, then bit his nose: “You are the devil.”
“It’s me.” Qiu Li smiled: “I’m bad, I will hurt you. So the next second, you turn around and run, running all the way, until you can’t see me again…”
A trace of confusion appeared on Jiang Yu’s expression: “I won’t run, I won’t run, I want to save you, I won’t run…”
“Xiao Yu, obedient.”
Qiu Li once again strengthened her tone, and strengthened her control over the hypnotic world, no longer relying on her temperament: “You turned around and ran out a few blocks. That person’s face is slow in your mind. Slowly fade and disappear until you can’t remember his appearance anymore.”
Jiang Yu shook his head vigorously: “No, I won’t run! I want to save you, don’t be afraid, I’m coming!”
“…”
Qiuli’s hypnosis failed again.
If the person being hypnotized has strong self-awareness or belief, it is actually difficult to be hypnotized, but it may also be that he is not capable enough now.
It was very difficult for Jiang Yu to forget him, and it was too obvious to strip someone from a memory out of thin air.
When she goes back later, when others mention him, she will be very confused.
Qiu Li decided to change her way and hypnotize her more deeply–
“Xiao Yu, we are very happy together, right?”
“Hmm!” She nodded vigorously.
“But Qiu Li is very bad. He is very bad to you. He never considers your feelings. He is rebellious, disobedient, and always bullies you.”
“Yes!”
“Everything will be fine, you will lay down a heavy burden, and you will meet someone you really like.”
“Do not…”
She still resists any leading words.
“Actually, I don’t like it that much.” Qiu Li continued: “The person you like is actually just the one you imagined. In fact, he is not that good and not worthy of your liking.
“No, Ali is good to me, he is the best person to me except my mother. Ali helps me kill people, and Ali helps me commit the crime…”
The girl has completely fallen into deep hypnosis, and her mind is completely in the deep consciousness of chaos.
What she said made Qiuli’s hair terrified.
“Ali is dying.”
“I want to save him!”
She screamed frantically: “He didn’t kill! He didn’t kill! He didn’t kill! It’s me! It’s me! It’s me!”
Qiu Li thought it was a problem with her hypnosis, for fear that she would fall into the whirlpool of thoughts again, and immediately awakened her: “You look at me, I am not dead or murdered! You look at me! Jiang Yu, look at …”
Jiang Yu opened his eyes, looked at his dark eyes, and asked blankly: “What?”
Qiu Li was shocked and did not dare to hypnotize her deeply.
The girl is already in a state of drunkenness and deliriousness, and it will be very dangerous if it continues like this.
He simply lay on the bed with her, closed his eyes and took a nap, like a friend chatting and talking, slowly said–
“It is impossible for a person to love only one person in his life, and so does Xiao Yu.”
“Is it because I’m not good?” She turned her head and asked confusedly in his ear: “Because I’m not good, is Li going to leave?”
“No, you are fine, remember, no matter what kind of boy you meet in the future, you are the best! They are not worthy of you, they want to chase you, coax you, and love you. If they can’t do it, they will be decisive go away.”
In this passage, Qiu Li said very solemnly: “You are very good, you must be proud, you know.”
She turned sideways and lay beside him like a kitten, looking at him ignorantly: “What the **** are you talking about?”
A bleak smile appeared at the corner of Qiuli’s mouth: “Xiao Yu, I also want to welcome a new life.”
“New life, that’s great, we are together, I work hard to dance and make a lot of money… so that our family Ali won’t have to work so hard.”
“Jiang Yu, what I want to live is a new life without you.”
“Oh.”
The girl’s eyes suddenly seeped tears, but she wiped away the tears blankly, as calm as to wipe the dust from her clothes: “Okay.”
Hypnosis is effective.
He will let himself slowly disappear in her memory, even if not today, but tomorrow or many years later…
There will always be a day to forget, and when that day comes, Qiu Li no longer has any nostalgia for this world.
“Remember, I am living very well now, without you, I am also living very well.”
“I remember.”
“So, so be it.”
“Then Ali will hug me last.” Jiang Yu opened his hand to him: “All right.”
Qiu Li turned around and hugged her without hesitation.
The girl is full of soft fragrance, it is a smell he will never forget, and it will be the last smell he smelled in his memory.
She stepped her face into his neck, and there was warm liquid soaking his skin.
Qiu Li trembled and tried very hard, wishing to tie her into his body. After all, he couldn’t control his emotions and said something that shouldn’t have been said: “If someone bullies you, come to me.”
“What’s the use of finding you.”
“Ali will help you kill.”
Jiang Yu bit his neck reprimandingly, leaving a row of thin tooth marks, and then kissed gently.
Qiu Li stood up and was about to leave, but the girl’s hand clenched the corner of his clothes tightly.
He reached out and tugged, but couldn’t pull it away.
“Xiao Yu, let go.”
There were tears in Jiang Yu’s eyes that couldn’t be wiped off at all, just like that.
She seemed to be in a duel with herself again, struggling desperately.
The only trace of nostalgia that remains is still holding him, and I can’t let go of anything.
She cried and said, “Then Ali can promise me the last thing?”
Qiu Li sat down patiently, wiped her tears with his sleeve, and said gently: “Promise everything.”
“Talking to you for so long, please have you eat so much, until the end is empty and I’m losing money.”
He smiled bitterly: “Yeah, it’s really a big loss.”
She took his hand and drew circles in his soft palm–
“You don’t need to pay back the money, just give me someone.”
…