The Big Villain Asked Me to Save Him When I Was Reborn

Chapter 81 Courage [One more] (give her a big surpr

After all, Qiu Li agreed to Jiang Yu and went to see a psychiatrist to try to find the root cause of his illness.

The doctor gave him several hypnosis treatments, but the effect was not good, because Qiu Li was hypnotized by his father many times when he was a child, and he was very resistant to this treatment.

Coupled with his strong self-will, any overly radical treatment is not suitable for him.

The doctor can only use relatively gentle means to let him go back to the past in his dreams through sleep, looking for the window that has not been opened.

Qiu Li recalled a lot of things from his childhood.

For example, in order to let him quit sugar, his father tied him to a chair, with a lollipop in his mouth, slides with **** and disgusting pictures, and then repeated and deepened his memory, so that he could taste the taste of candy in his mind. Naturally, a disgusting picture appeared.

Later, when I saw the candy, I vomited…

For another example, in order to make him lose sympathy and kindness, he was forced to personally torture and kill a puppy that he had raised for three years…

All the terrible things Qiu Li encountered gave him a psychological self-protection mechanism. The five senses began to be closed, and any physical and psychological stimulation to his father…have lost his feelings.

He no longer perceives the sweetness, so he no longer vomits;

Lost the pain, so no matter how he shocked him, Qiu Li didn’t say a word;

Losing his sympathy, he was indifferent to the killing and the screams of small animals hoarsely…

Over time, he was thrown to the tenth level of hell, in that world, living like a walking dead, staring at the world indifferently.

Life is better than death.

Fortunately, in his gloomy childhood, if there is still a touch of color, it may be that woman–

mom.

My mother is very beautiful. When she laughs, there are two sweet dimples on the corner of her mouth.

Every time his mother brought him a lot of candy, put it in his purse, and then touched his little head, saying that he was so cute.

Maybe my mother is the only person in the world who thinks he is cute.

Qiu Li still remembered that noon, when his father was not there, and his mother had a lunch break in the office where his father received the patients.

Xiao Qiuli opened the door, brought the bird that was injured by his slingshot to his mother, and gave it to her with a smile.

Mother was shocked when she saw the **** bird, and then told him in a very fierce and ferocious tone that she must never hurt the little animal, otherwise she would ignore him again.

Xiao Qiuli asked her why?

Mom said: “Because the little bird will feel pain too.”

Xiao Qiuli said, “But I can’t feel it at all.”

As he said, his hand clenched tightly, and the bird struggled in his palm and finally died.

A little being left quietly and humblely.

That noon was quiet, no wind, no cicadas.

Qiu Li later recalled that quiet afternoon countless times, and it was hard for him to forget the way his mother looked at him at that noon.

It was also since that day that he never saw his mother again.

It’s because he behaved so badly that his mother no longer brought him delicious candies, and no longer smiled softly at him…

Mom left him forever.

It’s all his fault.

In the subconscious, Qiu Li frantically wanted to make up for the mistakes made at noon that day. He wanted to tell his mother that he would listen to her and would never hurt the little animals again.

But it was too late, and he would never see that woman again.

…

The psychiatrist’s advice to Qiu Li is to see his mother, because it doesn’t matter how much trauma he experienced when he was a child. That woman was the only beautiful existence in his heart from beginning to end.

Perhaps after retrieving this beauty, everything will suddenly become clear.

All his mental problems will be cured without medicine.

Qiu Li struggled repeatedly for a long, long time, staying up all night, watching the junction of night and day in the sky for a moment, waking up in the morning and evening, and the world recovered.

He has the college entrance examination transcript on hand.

Finally, Qiu Li put a lot of effort into courage and decided to find Ren Xian.

Tell her that he is her son. He really worked hard to get admitted to Beicheng University. He tried very hard to come to her and make her proud of himself.

Qiu Li did not tell Jiang Yu that he had been seeing a psychiatrist, nor did he tell her that he was going to see his mother.

When he gets better, give her a big surprise.

Everything will get better, and they will get better and better.

That afternoon, Qiuli put on a brand-new ironed white shirt, wiped off his shoes, went to the barber shop to cut his hair, cleaned himself up, and then took the bus to Beicheng University.

During this time, the college students of Beicheng University are undergoing final exams, and his mother Ren Xian should also correct the exam papers at the school.

Qiu Li stood in front of the full-length mirror in the physics building, looking at herself.

His body is straight and slender, his white shirt is exceptionally clean and white in the sun, his black eyes are pierced by the sun, his skin is also very white, and his temperament is calm and cold.

Qiu Li took a deep breath, once again quietly summoned his courage, telling himself that now is the best time, and he won’t let her down.

He stepped up the stairs with nervous steps, and saw Ren Xian in the office he had already inquired about.

Through the half-covered door, the middle-aged woman was sitting at her desk, bowing her head to correct the exam papers of her classmates.

She is still wearing a very professional women’s suit, with the suit draped over her body. Holding a pen in his hand, he carefully corrected each of the papers. After each one was changed, he typed the scores on the computer keyboard and entered the students’ scores.

The sun halo on her body, in the eyes of the young man, it was really holy and beautiful.

Ren Xian also noticed Qiu Li at the door, and asked softly, “Classmate, what’s the matter with you?”

Qiuli walked in nervously, feeling helpless and had to bow to her.

The word “Mom” stuck in his throat, just couldn’t call it out, Qiuli didn’t even dare to look at her face, and trembled: “Hi, teacher Ren.”

It is rare that a student is so polite and even bowed. Ren Xian put down the gel pen in her hand and asked, “Are you my student? Didn’t you answer the test paper? Come here to plead?”

Seeing her, Qiu Li seemed to have forgotten him again, feeling a little disappointed in his heart, and shook his head: “I am not your student.”

“Then you are…”

“Teacher Ren, I came to listen to your class two months ago and talked to you a few words, saying that I am going to take the Beicheng University entrance examination.”

In fact, Qiu Li didn’t want to talk to her with this kind of student attitude, she felt like she was far away, she was his mother!

Ren Xian reacted for a long time, and finally seemed to have some impressions: “Are you the third-year student who came to my class in basic physics that day? He said he wanted to fill in psychology…”

“it’s me.”

Ren Xian laughed: “Fortunately, now that the college entrance examination is over, you can see the results. I will fill in my volunteers soon, how about it? Are you confident in filling in Beicheng University?”

Qiu Li couldn’t wait to say: “I got 749 points in the exam.”

After speaking, he looked at Ren Xian expectantly.

Ren Xian laughed: “Wow, the score is very high. This score is safe to report to any university in the country, and of course Beicheng University is also. Congratulations!”

“Thank you, Teacher Ren.”

Qiu Li’s expression finally relaxed.

Mom feels satisfied, but it’s great.

He has also been worried that his mother is too demanding and he will not be able to meet her requirements.

“By the way, I remember you were preparing to report psychology?”

“Yeah.” He nodded.

“The psychology of Beicheng University is a key discipline. In China, apart from Beicheng University, only Haicheng University can compare the strong disciplines of psychology. In short, your choice will not be wrong.”

“Welcome.” Ren Xian smiled and patted him on the shoulder: “By the way, what is your name?”

Qiuli’s heart thumped and throbbed. He took a deep breath and was about to speak when he suddenly heard a girl’s voice from the door: “Mom, haven’t finished the papers yet?”

Qiu Li suddenly turned his head and saw a graceful girl standing by the door, his age, with shawl hair, fair skin, crooked eyebrows, and a smile that looked like Ren Xian.

All of his blood flowed back all at once.

“Dad is waiting in the restaurant. I rarely come back. You are celebrating my birthday today, and you want me to find you personally!”

“There are still a few test papers left, and I will finish editing them soon.” Ren Xian introduced: “This is my daughter, Zhen Xuxu. She is studying at Haicheng University.”

Zhen Xuxu walked into the office and looked at Qiu Li. Seeing his handsome face, his eyes lit up: “Oh my God, mother, where are you such a handsome student, I have never seen him before.”

“This classmate has just been admitted to our Beicheng University this year, with a score of more than 700 points, which is very good.”

“Awesome.” Zhen Xuxu asked curiously: “Do you want to report my mother’s physics major?”

“He reports psychology.” Ren Xian explained.

“Psychology, psychology is good.” Zhen Xuxu walked to Qiuli and said cheerfully: “If you become a psychologist, then I must be sick every day.”

“Jing nonsense.” Ren Xian poked the little girl’s head: “People are younger than you. You are all the juniors who are preparing for postgraduate entrance examinations. Can you look like a senior.”

Zhen Xuxu stuck out his tongue and smiled.

Qiu Li couldn’t say a word, his throat seemed to be filled with lead, and the whole world and cognition were disordered and subverted…

How could she have a daughter? And a daughter who is a few years older than him!

Did mother cheat? Does mother have an extramarital affair?

…

Qiu Li was stunned and had a splitting headache.

Zhen Xuxu didn’t notice Qiu Li’s Tieqing expression at all. She couldn’t wait to get to know Qiu Li, so she said, “I have my birthday today. Or this classmate, you can go to dinner with us.”

Ren Xian also finds it very rare. Her daughter has been in college for three years, and there are many outstanding boys around her who pursue her, but she never takes a look and concentrates on her studies.

It’s also rare to be so passionate about this kid at this moment.

Ren Xian smiled and said, “You are also familiar with yourself. I have only met for a few minutes, so I will invite someone to celebrate your birthday.”

When Zhen Xuxu laughed, the corners of her eyes were like crescent moons: “You haven’t eaten yet, just treat it as a potluck, let’s go!”

It can be seen that this girl grew up in an environment where her parents love her and her family is happy, so her personality is so happy and cheerful.

The environment in which she grew up was completely different from his.

This is the daughter who grew up beloved by her mother.

For a long time, the corners of Qiuli’s lips curled up with an absurd smile: “Okay.”