Tales of The Primordial Dawn

As Liora and I paused on the path, something in the distance caught my eye—across the river, a lone figure emerged from the dense treeline. Our eyes met for a split second, and I could feel the shock mirrored in his gaze.

"Maeve, Finn, come away from the riverbank now," I called, my voice firm and edged with a tension I didn't want to betray. They both looked up, Maeve's curious eyes locking onto mine before she began to move. Finn tightened his grip on his spear as he trotted over, the earnest look on his young face both endearing and a little heartbreaking.

As they reached us, I couldn't help but scan their faces, reassuring myself they were safe, even as my attention was pulled back to the other side of the river. Finn's small hands were wrapped tightly around his spear, its tip pointing slightly upward, almost mimicking his alert posture. Maeve wore an expression of concern, but also curiosity; her nature compelled her to wonder about the world around her, even when it might hold danger.

"Who are those people?" Finn's voice broke into my thoughts. He had an eager, brave sort of look on his face. "Are they from another tribe?"

"I don't know," I said, keeping my voice steady. My eyes were still trained on the group across the river. They were too far away to make out clear features, but I could see they were wearing what looked like simple 

 garments, adorned with what might be small tokens or perhaps tribal marks. There were more of them now, standing in a loose group, their body language a mix of caution and intrigue. They were speaking to each other, pointing occasionally in our direction. What were they debating? A crossing? An interaction?

Next to me, Liora had gone quiet. She was studying the strangers just as intently as I was. I could feel her next to me—steady, alert, her presence an unspoken support. I glanced at her, meeting her emerald eyes for a fleeting second. She looked back at me, her gaze filled with questions, maybe even a touch of fear, but also resolve. This was new, unknown, but we'd face it, whatever it was, together.

"We should get the others," she finally said, breaking the silence.

I nodded, "Yes, we should." For a moment longer, I continued to watch the strangers across the water. Their very presence felt like a ripple in the still waters of our lives, a herald of change. Whether for good or ill, I couldn't yet say, but I felt it—a sense of weight, the kind of moment that might tip the scales, altering paths in unforeseen ways.

"Take Maeve and Finn back to the tribe, alert the Elders," I instructed Liora.

"Why can't I stay? I can fight," Finn protested, brandishing his pint-sized spear in the air.

"This isn't the time, Finn. Go with Liora," I urged, leaving no room for debate in my tone.

Maeve looked up at me, her large blue eyes shimmering with a blend of curiosity and fear. "What are you going to do, Tak?"

"I need to watch them, see what they're planning to do," I told Maeve. "If they're looking to cross the river, we'll need to know."

Finn's protest tugged at my heart. He was so young, his thin frame barely big enough to hold a spear, even one that had been sized down for him. It was not the time for a child to prove himself, not when we didn't yet know if we were facing friends or foes. His courage was admirable, but it was a risk I couldn't take.

As Liora led Maeve and Finn back toward the tribe, a flood of questions filled my mind. Where had these people come from? Had they been living nearby all this time, hidden by the expanse of the forest and the winding path of the river? The way they spoke and gestured to one another suggested debate, perhaps even disagreement. How long would it take them to cross the river if that was their intent? I found myself hoping they'd stay put; we had more than enough problems to deal with already—rising tension with the Mayitans, looming winter, and our own internal disputes.

Shifting my weight, I found a hidden spot among the foliage, from where I could continue to observe the strangers without being easily seen. My heart was beating a rhythmic tattoo of anticipation against my chest, each beat a reminder of the precarious balance upon which we stood. This could be the beginning of something new, or it could be the spark that ignited a fire we were not prepared to put out.

Either way, I was committed to watching and waiting, to gathering the information that would help us make the right choices. And as I watched the strangers across the river, I couldn't shake the feeling that our fates had just become irrevocably entangled.

My eyes widened as more figures emerged from the shelter of the trees across the river. Seven, then eight, then nine—too many for a simple hunting party. A knot of anxiety tightened in my gut. This wasn't good. I crouched lower in my hiding spot, suddenly questioning its adequacy. They had seen me before; what was the point of hiding now?

"Please hurry," I found myself whispering, almost as a prayer, hoping Liora, Maeve, and Finn would get back to the tribe quickly to sound the alert.

Just then, one of the men on the opposite bank took a step forward, said something to his companions, and plunged into the river. My heart sank. He was swimming across, and with determined strokes that cut through the water with alarming speed.

My hand instinctively went to the sheath at my belt, pulling free the copper knife I'd fashioned myself. The blade glinted dully in the waning light, its handle pressing into my palm. It had never felt so heavy before, so final. It was a tool, a piece of craftsmanship, but in that moment it transformed into something much darker—a last line of defense, a possible instrument of violence. If the man coming across had any malicious intent, then I knew what grim task lay ahead for me.

Each stroke the stranger took through the water seemed to sync with the pounding of my heart, each closer than the last, amplifying the heavy silence that surrounded me. I gripped the knife more tightly, feeling the edge bite into my flesh, grounding me in its grim reality. My breaths came in short, controlled bursts, the world around me narrowing to the advancing figure in the water and the weight of the decision I would soon have to make.

As the man got closer, his features became clearer—a tangle of wet hair plastered to his forehead, eyes that scanned the riverbank. For what? For me? My fingers clenched around the knife handle as I prepared for what would come next. 

My heart felt like it was going to leap out of my chest as I watched the man emerge from the river, water sluicing off him in rivulets. He seemed to scan the area, his eyes flitting from left to right, gripping his spear as if expecting trouble. Every fiber in me tightened, almost painfully so, as I tightened my grip around my own weapon. How I wished for my bow at that moment, the reassuring tension of the string, the whisper of an arrow in flight. 

The man stopped suddenly, his eyes locking onto my hiding place. Our gazes met, and though we were separated by distance, the electric charge of that eye contact was immediate and intense. I saw his arm muscles tense, the movement almost imperceptible but undeniable. He was going to throw his spear.

I took a quick moment to study him, a catalogue for future reference—or perhaps a last scrutiny. His eyes were narrow, focused; his jaw set in a line of grim determination. Droplets of river water still clung to his tangled beard, making him look wild, almost feral.

As his arm drew back, spear poised for release, time seemed to slow. My thoughts raced. Would my copper knife be enough to counter a spear's deadly trajectory? Would I even have time to react? All these questions seemed to spiral into a vortex of uncertainty, merging with the weight of the knife in my hand, grounding me yet paralyzing me at the same time.

His arm began its forward arc, and every muscle in my body tensed in agonizing anticipation.

Adrenaline surged through me as I shifted to dodge the spear, but the weapon found its mark, nailing me in the leg. A scream erupted from my mouth, half from pain and half from the frustration of not being able to dodge it. My breathing was rapid, shallow, as if each intake of air was a lifeline I was desperately clinging to.

Time seemed to slow again, my thoughts frantically sorting through dozens of scenarios in a heartbeat. I gritted my teeth, reached down, and snapped the shaft of the wooden spear protruding from my leg. My vision blurred for a moment from the agonizing pain, but I forced myself to focus, to stay present. 

The man was charging at me now, and my mind shifted into overdrive. With my leg wounded, dodging wasn't an option. My copper knife felt like an extension of my will, but it was short—too short to reach him before he closed the distance. I would have to wait for the precise moment to strike.

As the man closed in, unarmed but his eyes filled with a ferocious determination, my mind was racing. Images of the bloody battle with the Wulani last winter swirled in my consciousness. Friends fallen, loved ones at risk, a community on the brink. Now, it was either him or me. And as much as I loathed the thought of taking another life, I knew I had no other option.

"I pick me," I muttered, the words barely audible but carrying the weight of my entire world. "I have too much left to accomplish."

Just then, the man paused momentarily to pick up a rock from the ground, clearly intending to use it as a weapon. I tightened my grip on my copper knife, which suddenly felt much heavier than it ever had. My heart was pounding so loudly I could hardly hear anything else.

As he lunged forward, rock held high for a deadly strike, I found my moment. With a swift, desperate motion, I drove the knife forward.

As the knife met its mark, a mixture of relief and dread washed over me. The man's eyes widened in disbelief and pain, and he dropped the rock he was holding as he staggered back. I pulled the knife out, my hand trembling. The weight of what I'd just done pressed down on me like a ton of bricks, but the alternative—my own life—had left me with no choice. 

Looking up, I met the eyes of the others across the river. They had seen it all. Their initial steps into the water halted, their spears still in hand. For a moment, everyone was frozen, a tableau of life and death, choices made in split seconds that could reverberate for a lifetime.

Finally, one of the figures across the river gestured sharply, a commanding movement of his arm. The group reluctantly stepped back from the water's edge, their eyes still locked onto mine. Whether it was out of respect for the fallen or a calculated decision that I wasn’t worth the risk, I couldn't tell.

My heart still raced, but my grip on the copper knife loosened. There was so much to consider, so much to account for. But in that moment, one thought was crystal clear: Things were about to change, and the path ahead was more uncertain than ever.

As I was trying to catch my breath, the pounding of feet grew louder. I looked up to see members of both the Wulani and Ashaya tribes rushing toward me, arrows nocked in their bows. Leading them was Mako, his eyes quickly assessing the situation—the man I'd just killed, my injured leg, and the figures in the river.

"Fire at them!" Mako commanded, pointing at the figures across the water.

The moment seemed to stretch on forever, my pulse loud in my ears as the urgency of Mako's command still resonated in the air. I watched as our tribesmen released their arrows, each one soaring with a lethal grace before splashing into the water or thudding into flesh. I couldn't help but think of the unknown lives that were altered or ended by our missiles, but the immediate concern for the safety of my own people overrode that empathy. 

As the men from across the river made their desperate retreat, disappearing into the treeline from whence they came, a collective exhale of relief seemed to pass through our assembled warriors. Their faces, lit by the dying sunlight, were an odd mix of triumph and apprehension, reflecting the complexity of our situation. We'd fended off a possible threat, but at what cost, and what did the future hold?

Liora's eyes met mine as she pushed her way through the crowd, her face flushed and streaked with the dirt of hurried travel. The way her eyes widened as she saw the spear shaft jutting grotesquely from my leg made my stomach churn. She was usually so composed, but the mask had slipped, if only for a second.

"We need to get you back to the tribe, now," Liora said, her voice tinged with a medic's urgency, but also with something softer, more intimate. "That leg needs to be looked at immediately."

As she spoke, the adrenaline that had been fueling my body began to ebb away, replaced by a searing pain that shot up from my leg and coursed through my entire body. I clenched my teeth so hard I thought they might break, my knuckles whitening as I gripped the handle of my copper knife.

I nodded, a quick, jerky movement, as Mako began barking orders to form a defensive perimeter. In this brief moment of respite, enveloped by the familiar faces of my tribe and the comforting presence of Liora, I felt an overwhelming mixture of relief and apprehension. 

☽☽☽

As I lay on a makeshift bed of animal hides, the scent of crushed herbs filling the air, I couldn't help but wince as my mother, Aisling, pressed a poultice onto my wounded leg. Her emerald eyes met mine, and for a moment, I saw both concern and pride there.

"You did good, Tak," she murmured, her voice carrying the same comforting, steadfast quality it always had.

"It doesn't feel that way," I replied, my eyes drifting to the clay brick walls of the healers hall, as if they could provide some sort of answer.

She paused in her work, her weathered hands stilling as she looked at me. "You're not a young boy anymore, and you should be proud. You acted to protect your tribe, your sister, and that's commendable."

I sighed, my body aching and my mind swirling with the events of the day. "What's going to happen now, Mother?"

She hesitated, her gaze dropping for a moment before meeting mine again. "I don't know. This was unexpected. We have no idea why they approached in the first place. They didn't seem to be armed beyond their spears, or carry food or supplies."

"I agree. They'll be back, though. I have a feeling about it."

Aisling's eyes narrowed slightly, her lips thinning. "Mako can't stand for this, you know. He may send some warriors across the river to investigate, maybe even retaliate."

I sighed again, a deep, heavy sound that seemed to come from the very core of me. "That's risky. We know nothing of what lies across there."

She nodded, resuming her work on my leg. "It must be done, though. Mako made a mistake by letting the Mayitans go unpunished. He lost some of his power that day. This could be his chance to regain it, to reassert his leadership."

My heart sank a little at her words. Mother was right, as she so often was. The dynamics within the tribe were shifting, and today's events would accelerate that change, for better or for worse. But as I lay there, staring at those clay bricks, I realized that perhaps change was exactly what we needed. Even if that change came at a price we were hesitant to pay.

As my mother finished bandaging my leg, I let out another heavy sigh, one laden with the weight of a thousand unspoken thoughts.

"What's troubling you?" Aisling asked, her green eyes searching my face.

"Maybe this is the ancestors punishing me," I said softly, my voice tinged with a note of bitterness.

She looked at me quizzically, setting aside the strips of leafs she'd been using. "Why would the ancestors punish you?"

"Because I visited Silma," I admitted, my eyes meeting hers. 

A shadow of worry crossed her face. "Mako has been very clear about avoiding contact with the Mayitans."

"I know," I nodded, the weight of her disapproval settling on me like a thick blanket. "I know, but—"

"Have you taken a liking to her?" she interrupted, her tone neutral but inquisitive.

I hesitated before finally saying, "She's something... special."

Aisling nodded but said nothing, her silence urging me to continue.

"I visited her because she offered a place among them, among the Mayitans," I finally said, my eyes dropping to my bandaged leg. "I thought it might be a good way to begin mending the relationship between our tribes. Maybe even bridge the rift between Mako and her people."

Shaking her head, Aisling stood up and began to put away the remaining herbs. "You can't carry the weight of mending two tribes on your shoulders, Tak, especially not when the rift between them was not of your making."

The air in the room felt thicker, and I could sense that we were both treading on dangerous ground, teetering on the edge of words that, once spoken, couldn't be taken back. "So you're saying I shouldn't go?"

"I'm saying," she looked at me, her eyes steady and unwavering, "that you have enough burdens to bear. Don't add another one unnecessarily. You have a tribe here that needs you, a family that loves you. Don't forget where you belong."

Her words, steeped in a love as fierce as it was protective, left me with even more questions than I had answers. And as I lay there, contemplating the intricate tapestry of decisions and consequences that seemed to stretch out before me, I couldn't help but wonder: where did I truly belong?

Aisling looked at me again, this time her eyes softened. "You're not a young boy anymore, Tak. You're free to make your own choices. I've told you before to make your own home, to build your own life."

"I am doing that, Mother. But I want to complete the food storage and the material warehouse for the tribe first. I have plans for this community, and I want to see them through," I responded, my voice tinged with the passion that always seemed to surface when I talked about the future.

"If you want to leave, you can. No one will stop you," she assured me, her gaze steady and unflinching. "Is that what you want?"

"I don't know," I admitted, my voice faltering for the first time. "What I do know is that I want to improve how we live, how we do things here."

Aisling gestured to the walls around us, the fired clay bricks that had replaced the once-primitive structures of our past. "How do you improve beyond this?"

I smiled at her, my eyes lighting up at the thought of the countless visions and dreams that had filled my nights and days. "The ancestors whisper to me, Mother. They show me visions of something better, something more than we could ever imagine."

"But?" she prodded, sensing the hesitation in my voice.

"But change is hard," I sighed, my shoulders slumping slightly. "Even when it's for the best, even when it will benefit us all in the long run, people find it hard to let go of what they know. It's the fear of the unknown, I guess."

She sat next to me, her weathered hand covering mine. "Change is only hard because it challenges us to grow, to become better than we were. Don't let the fear of change stop you from doing what you believe is right."

Her words, as always, were a balm to my restless spirit, grounding me yet freeing me at the same time. And as I sat there, my injured leg throbbing in time with the beating of my heart, I knew that whatever path I chose to walk, I wouldn't be walking it alone.

"It's not me who's afraid, Mother. Mako won't even listen to my ideas as easily anymore. It's like I have to fight to be heard, to make him see the vision I have for our future," I confided, frustration seeping into my voice.

Aisling looked at me squarely. "Do you want to be chieftain?"

I sighed deeply, my gaze drifting to the earthen floor of the hut. "I never set out with the ambition to be chief. But if holding that position is what it takes to effect the changes I think are necessary, then yes, I would take it."

Aisling nodded, her eyes filled with a complex mixture of pride and worry. "Then you have your answer, my son."

As if on cue, the door to the healer's hut creaked open, and in bounded Maeve, her auburn curls dancing around her face like a halo of fire. Her eyes widened when she saw the bandage around my leg, soaked through with the green paste of healing herbs.

"Are you okay?" Her voice was tinged with concern, and despite the pain in my leg and the weight of the decisions before me, I couldn't help but smile.

"I'll be fine, Maeve," I reassured her, glad for her youthful energy to break the heavy atmosphere.

"Your brother has been brave today," Aisling added, giving Maeve a look that spoke volumes, "and he has important decisions to make for tomorrow."

Decisions that could change the course of not just my life, but the fate of our tribe and perhaps even tribes beyond our own. As I looked from my mother's wise, nurturing eyes to Maeve's youthful, hopeful ones, I felt the mantle of responsibility settle more firmly on my shoulders. I was no longer a boy playing at dreams; I was a man who had to choose his path carefully, aware that so many others would be walking it with him.

☽☽☽

Sitting on the rooftop made of fired clay bricks, the moon's soft light illuminated the scene before me. The stars seemed to twinkle a bit more tonight, as if sharing a secret only they knew. In my lap sat a small child, looking up at me with eyes full of curiosity and wonder, so much like Maeve's when she was that age.

"What happened next, Dad?" the child asked, breaking the silence, their eyes eager for the rest of the tale.

I looked down at those innocent eyes and felt a well of emotion. I ran my fingers gently through the child's soft hair, considering how to answer.

"Maybe another time," I finally said, my voice softer than I intended. "For now, it's time to get ready for bed."

"But Dad," the child protested, the word stretching out in that pleading tone only children can muster.

I shook my head, cutting off any further negotiations. "None of that now. Off to bed."

As I lifted the child into my arms to head back inside, I took one last glance at the moonlit sky. There were still so many tales to tell, so many futures to consider. But for this moment, under the glow of the moon, all seemed quiet and peaceful. It was a brief respite in a life filled with weighty decisions and looming challenges. And as I descended from the rooftop, child in arms, I couldn't help but feel a small sense of contentment, a single peaceful moment in a tapestry still being woven.