Chapter 189
Chapter 188 – Extra
Fu Xiao stood at the door, his eyes were calm, his breathing was long, and his heartbeat was almost inaudible.
She felt that she had never been so calm.
I didn’t even realize that Dong Xu was cheating. It was only after I had a big fight with him that I realized that I should divorce immediately.
Now, facing Han Qiu, she has no desire to argue at all, she just wants to know what she and Zhuang Wenyin are doing.
Hug?
Kiss?
If she comes a few steps late, are they about to go to bed?
Fu Xiao shook his head in his heart.
At first glance, Han Qiu is not good at riding two boats.
But she thought, before Dong Xu’s scandal was exposed, she was quite honest.
Oh, and Dong Xu.
Isn’t that the same thing could have happened to her alone twice?
Does this mean that she is actually the one with the problem?
Fu Xiao calmed down and responded to himself.
She has a really bad temper.
She is still very sensitive now, and she doesn’t even want to wait a little longer.
Obviously, she has already made an agreement with herself. If Han Qiu still doesn’t contact her after the meal, she will take measures. But in fact, she only ate two or three mouthfuls, and couldn’t help but check Han Qiu’s driving records on her mobile phone. come here.
At first, she was tense, and when she remembered Han Qiu’s silent back by the window and the preoccupation in other people’s mouths, she couldn’t control her wild thoughts.
The more I think about it, the more I like Han Qiu.
The clearer this cognition is, the more afraid that something will happen to her.
Until I saw Liu Yu at the finish line.
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Fu Xiao’s mind went blank for a few seconds before he vaguely heard Liu Yu say, “My dad said that homosexuality should be beaten to death. I won’t have a mother anymore.”
“Where is that beautiful aunt with long hair? Will she be beaten to death too?”
“Of course! Her dad is as disgusting as my dad is gay! She is as disgusting as my mother!”
“Say it again.” Fu Xiao stood in front of Liu Yu and said expressionlessly.
Liu Yu cried in fright and shouted to find Liu Quanju.
Fu Xiao pinched his back collar with **** in disgust, and asked, “Where is she?”
Liu Yu cried, twisted his body, and punched and kicked Fu Xiao, “I don’t know, let me go, woo woo woo, I want my dad to beat you to death!”
Fu Xiao let go.
Liu Yu fell down on the sand, grabbed the sand and threw it at Fu Xiao.
Fu Xiao let it go, including pointing around. She asked Liu Yu in another way, “What’s your house number?”
Liu Yu wanted to run away, but was startled by Fu Xiao’s dead expression, and blurted out, “Unit 1, Building 3, 1303.”
Fu Xiao asked someone for directions, and walked quickly.
It took less than ten minutes before and after, but she felt that half a century had passed.
All she could think about was that Han Qiu’s father had also come, so she was beaten again, or was she looking forward to someone coming up to her to give her a hug.
She wants to be that person, no matter what.
But it seems that someone has taken the lead.
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Fu Xiao’s eyes swept over Han Qiu’s neck that she had kissed countless times, fell on her face, and said calmly: “Han Qiu, I don’t know if you have heard a sentence – once you are bitten by a snake ten times Nian is afraid of well ropes. It seems that I have been forgetting to tell you that when I was in the camp, I would lose my temper for no reason because of your confession. In fact, I was a little afraid of such things. Maybe in order to save a man who has been in cold war with me for months, I decided to give him a child. Heh.”
Fu Xiao lowered her eyes, laughed at herself, raised her eyes a few seconds later, her eyes were red, “I thought you were different from him.”
After the words fell, Fu Xiao turned and left.
Han Qiu looked in that direction, his mind was like a blank piece of paper, someone was holding a pen, and repeatedly depicted Fu Xiao’s red eyes on it, and she couldn’t hide from that person’s head looking at her.
Looking at the empty doorway, she called out for the first time in her life, “Little!”
Zhuang Wenyin couldn’t believe it, “Xiao Qiu!”
Han Qiu pushed Zhuang Wenyin away, his eyes were so quiet that it was frightening, “Zhuang Wenyin, don’t force me to change not bearing hatred into loathing.”
Zhuang Wenyin froze for a moment, then fell down on the sofa exhausted.
Han Qiu pursed her lips tightly and came out of Zhuang Wenyin’s house. When she turned towards the elevator entrance, she turned sharply and hit her left shoulder, causing her face to turn pale from the pain.
Not long ago, Han Yunjian took a cane with all her strength…
Han Qiu couldn’t care less about breathing, as soon as he closed his eyes, he saw Fu Xiao’s messy hair and sweaty clothes.
She is beautiful and should not be associated with embarrassment.
She didn’t dare to imagine what happened to Fu Xiao all the way here, and she couldn’t even imagine what was waiting for her behind her sentence “I thought you were different from him” tightly wrapped in disappointment.
Break up?
Han Qiu stepped on the ground and staggered to grab the handrail of the stairs.
Her heavy, rapid breathing echoed in the stairwell.
And when she finally chased downstairs, there were only a few children chasing and frolicking in the open space. The laughter is crisp and carefree.
Han Qiu opened his mouth, tried to hold his breath, and wanted to call Fu Xiao.
Seeing the pitch-black screen, she suddenly remembered that the phone hadn’t been charged yet.
Han Qiuxu helped the neatly trimmed bushes by the roadside, turned around and ran out.
In a thirty-nine-degree day, you can sweat all over just by standing still, let alone other things.
When Han Qiu quickly approached the mobile phone store, it was quiet for at least five or six seconds before someone realized and said cautiously, “Do you want to check your mobile phone?”
The sweat on Han Qiu’s face rolled down his chin. She pointed to one casually, handed out her mobile phone and said, “Help me change the card.”
Five minutes later, Han Qiu called Fu Xiao.
Deliberately coming out from the side door, Fu Xiao, who had just gotten into the taxi, stared at the screen for a few seconds without moving, then pressed the mute button hard.
The driver asked in front: “Hello, ma’am, where are we going?”
Fu Xiao habitually reported Han Qiu’s residence. Suddenly reacting, she gritted her teeth and said, “Xuefu Spring.”
Fu Xiao’s parents’ residence.
Not to mention Han Qiu, Mu Qinglin, who has known her for more than ten years, doesn’t even know.
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Han Qiu drove back in the car. Her mobile phone was connected to the car’s Bluetooth, and she dialed Fu Xiao’s number over and over again.
She’d never been so distracted before, and she wasn’t too aggressive.
Today, she made all the mistakes she could make, but she still couldn’t find Fu Xiao.
Han Qiu walked around the house and hurried to Fu Xiao’s residence.
It was so quiet behind the door that the ringing of the doorbell could even be heard.
Opposite the door, the aunt who was about to go downstairs to walk the dog saw Han Qiu and kindly reminded, “This family hasn’t come back for several days.”
Han Qiu gasped for breath while clutching the car keys. It took a long time before he gave a blunt “hmm” and said, “Thank you.”
The aunt said: “What’s the matter. If you are in a hurry, just call. This family seems to work in a TV station, and they often come back in the middle of the night.”
Han Qiu said, “Okay.”
After finishing speaking, Han Qiu lowered his head, and the new mobile phone with only empty battery in his pocket was indicating low battery.
“The elevator is here.” Aunt shouted from the elevator entrance.
Han Qiu looked up, but didn’t make a sound. Standing at Fu Xiao’s door, she took out her mobile phone and wanted to call Zhou Yi or Mu Qinglin, and ask them if they knew where Fu Xiao might be.
Seeing the empty address book, Han Qiu’s long-lost heart hit the ground.
She only remembered Fu Xiao’s phone number in her mind, and everyone else’s. Without the help of mobile phones, she could only remember the “1” at the beginning.
Han Qiu turned off his phone and went to the provincial station. Men Gang said that Mu Qinglin had gone out and was not at work in the afternoon.
She went to “the city” again. Li Cuo said: “Recently there is a problem with this batch of coffee beans. The boss went to discuss it in person, and he won’t be back for a while.”
Han Qiu searched all the places he knew about Fu Xiao, but found nothing, and finally came to Liulu Police Station with a glimmer of hope.
She parked the car across the road, looked at Fu Hui who had just come back from the police, and didn’t go down.
On the bed the day before yesterday, when Fu Xiao’s mother, Deng Xinhua, called, she even had to withdraw the hand that was holding her before she dared to press the answer button.
She probably didn’t want their relationship to be known by her family.
Sitting in the car, Han Qiu’s eyes were so sore from the slanting sunset, but she didn’t avoid it, she kept staring in that direction until it got dark, and then turned around and went home.
The house was deserted.
Han Qiu charged his phone, sat aside and waited quietly.
From childhood to adulthood, she lived in the biggest house, wore the most expensive clothes, and went to the best school. She seemed to have everything she wanted, but in fact, there was nothing she really wanted.
She wants to be like her deceased mother, chasing after freedom, no matter what the price is.
But they don’t seem to be so lucky, one died of illness early, and the other took a life.
When I got home that morning, what did Han Yunjian say when he beat her?
“Why can’t either of you see your identity clearly?”
“free?”
“You were born out of luck with such luxuries!”
“You can use the light of the Han family to go wherever you want and do whatever you want, but no matter how wild your hearts are or how far you have traveled, you will eventually come back here and play the roles you should play well. “
“Han Qiu, this is your life, you have to admit it.”
Han Qiu sat on the sofa, hunched over, with his head almost lower than his knees.
Today, Han Yunjian said again, “Han Qiu, go home when you come back.”
Where does she have a home?
She also wanted to have a family with Fu Xiao, help her raise children, and raise her too.
So accept your fate…
That’s impossible.
But the terms Han Yunjian offered before he left were really attractive.
“Go home, and I’ll let you see your grandpa.”
“You should remember that today is his death day.”
Han Qiu lowered her head, and the invisible old wound on her back started to hurt again, even her bones and bones. The pain caused her to break out in cold sweat one after another.
Even so, she still didn’t want to accept her fate, and didn’t want to accept that tempting condition.
She wants to listen to grandpa’s words, go to the place she likes, and like the worthy person.
“Grandpa…don’t blame me…”
Han Qiu slid down from the sofa, found out the cigarettes confiscated by Fu Xiao in the drawer of the coffee table, and finally lit one after shaking his hands several times.
The smoke was damp and choked.
Han Qiu coughed violently, picked up his cell phone and dialed Fu Xiao again.
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School spring.
Fu Xiao sat on the recliner on the balcony after eating.
Deng Xinhua and Fu Zhende came back from training and exchanged glances. The latter went back to the room, while the former came to the balcony.
“Little.”
Fu Xiao froze for a moment, sat up and said, “Mom.”
Deng Xinhua sat down next to Fu Xiao and asked her, “Do you have something on your mind?”
Fu Xiao smiled and asked, “Obviously?”
Deng Xinhua said: “You’ve grown up so much, it’s the first time Mom has seen you sitting for such a long time without saying a word.”
“Really?” Fu Xiao’s voice was very light, just like his eyes looking into the distance.
Deng Xinhua hesitated to speak for a moment, but still couldn’t help asking: “Emotional matters?”
Fu Xiao paused for a few seconds, then said, “Yes.”
Deng Xinhua subconsciously thought that it had something to do with Dong Xu, she held Fu Xiao’s hand distressedly, and said, “Xiao Xiao, you have always been lenient, the past is over, you should raise your head early and look forward.”
Fu Xiao didn’t want Deng Xinhua to worry, temporarily ignored the chaotic emotions in his chest, and said with a smile: “Don’t worry, I have long since stopped treating Dong Xu as a human being.”
Deng Xinhua patted the back of her hand and smiled, “That’s good. I will go home often when I have nothing to do. My parents are in good health and have enough energy to help you raise your children.”
Raising children…
Han Qiu said she would try her best.
Fu Xiao’s heart, which had been silent all night, was suddenly awakened by the stabbing pain. She couldn’t take it anymore, so she stood up hastily and walked out.
Before entering the living room, he stopped suddenly and stood with his back to Deng Xinhua for a long time before turning back to look at her, “Mom, are you afraid of fearful words?”
Deng Xinhua was slightly startled, and quickly laughed, “As long as you think it’s right, mom won’t be afraid, and neither will your dad.”
Fu Xiao laughed a few times, her eyes flushed, “Then I like a woman, and I want to have the kind of liking of this little guy in my belly with her.”
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At work the next day, An Xiang, who was sitting diagonally across from Fu Xiao, never closed his mouth.
After persisting until noon, he finally couldn’t help asking: “Sister Fu Xiao, what did you do last night? The dark circles under your eyes almost caught up with pandas.”
Fu Xiao raised his head and said blankly, “If you have any work on hand, give it to me.”
“Ah?” An Xiang was dazed for two seconds, and quickly ran towards her with the computer.
There is something in my heart, and the efficiency is extremely high.
This law applies to Fu Xiao no matter where it is placed.
Since she came here in the morning, in just three hours, she has already written two manuscripts, edited a short video, and posted an original article on Weibo. Now she really can’t find work to do.
But when she was free, she would look at her phone uncontrollably.
Last night, she charged her phone for Han Qiu to call.
She played all night, and she just sat at the table and watched all night, not knowing who she was torturing.
After finally surviving until dawn, the phone stopped, and she waited unconsciously, and it became clear who was the slut.
“Ding!”
The WeChat notification sounded suddenly.
Fu Xiao’s hands on the keyboard trembled violently.
She shook hands hard and forced herself to reach for the phone calmly.
“…”
It’s Mu Qinglin’s WeChat: [Come to my office]
Fu Xiao sat silently for a while, then replied:【/OK】
“What’s the matter? Director Lao Mu summoned him personally.” Fu Xiaoxing sat down opposite Mu Qinglin as if nothing had happened.
Mu Qinglin said: “Xiao Jiu said that Han Qiu’s condition is not right, why don’t you go and have a look?”
Fu Xiao clenched his hand in his coat pocket for an instant.
The badness that can be seen by others is definitely very bad.
But it’s just that I didn’t sleep all night, as for?
still is…
She confused fifteen years ago with now again?
Fu Xiao pursed her lips, uncontrollably thinking of what the girl in the hospital said.
“One of my college roommates was gay.
“I was so depressed that I almost committed suicide.
“To fall in love is to give half your life to the other person.
“If you don’t protect well, then you lose half your life all at once.”
“Han Qiu! How dare you!” Fu Xiao, who was already walking on the road, gritted his teeth and growled, “You are the one who made the mistake first! Before you admit your mistake, if you dare to touch a hair of your own, I’ll wring your **** arm off!” !”
Fu Xiao was furious all the way, and when he reached the gate of the community, seeing Zhou Yi’s WeChat, his whole body was instantly cold.
[Sister Fu Xiao, Sister Qiu can’t get through the phone! She never turns off the phone! 】
Anger and worry collided violently in Fu Xiao’s heart. She took two steps forward and one step back in contradiction. Finally, she was completely defeated by worry and knocked **** the door of Han Qiu’s house.
Han Qiu stood in the door, his face was as white as paper, and he was powerless to speak, “I thought you would never answer my phone in your life.”
The strange feeling in Fu Xiao’s chest hit overwhelmingly.
Two words came to her mind: relieved and heartbroken.
The latter one has nothing to do with her in the past, but it is happening now, and she has no way to control it yet.
She is annoyed.
Thinking of the scene yesterday, the anger instantly froze to ice.
Fu Xiao looked at Han Qiu coldly, and asked, “Isn’t it?”
“No.” Han Qiu weakly held Fu Xiao’s hand, explained the whole story clearly word by word, and finally told her, “Xiao Xiao, I will go, just to solve the problem. I know in my heart, After liking you, I will come back to Jiangping often and go out to eat and go shopping with you. It will be a daily and happy thing. I don’t want your first reaction to avoid Zhuang Wenyin next time. We I’m not too young, how many years can I be happy? Little, she is my past, so I don’t need you to compromise, so I have to solve it. “
Fu Xiao was stunned.
She is a reporter, and she always insists on the word “truth”.
But she didn’t even ask for proof, so she almost sentenced Han Qiu to death.
She shouldn’t be like this.
But when she met Han Qiu and fell in love with her, she just became this unreasonable, sensitive and suspicious look.
Fu Xiao became angry from embarrassment, “You bastard! Since you didn’t do anything wrong, why did you make yourself like this?”
Han Qiu said, “Yesterday was the anniversary of my grandfather’s death. I thought it would be better staying with you.”
Fu Xiao’s feet were empty, like falling into an ice cave.
She said she wanted to be the one who could give Han Qiu a hug, but when she really hugged him, she was pulled away by her heart that became fragile after being injured once, and made her Can’t even see.
How is she different from those who stood by and watched fifteen years ago?
No, she is like them.
Han Qiu doesn’t love them, no matter how ruthless they are, Han Qiu can’t hurt his bones.
to her…
Fu Xiao supported Han Qiu’s waist, stroked her beating heart, and said, “Do you want to do it?”
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On the dark blue bed, Han Qiu pursed his lips and frowned.
Fu Xiao stroked her red eyes, and said in a low voice, “Han Qiu, I want you to cry.”
When I cry, those things that I hold in my heart will fade away, and I will be able to let go of the burden and live my own life.
Han Qiu just endured it, still not used to touches other than Fu Xiao’s.
That is, there is no discomfort, and it is even more intense.
Supporting her, Fu Xiao leaned over and kissed her slightly closed eyes, “Han Qiu, my mother has already agreed that I like you. In four months, you will have a child and a family. Are you unhappy?”
Han Qiu’s eyelashes trembled, and his eyes were wet.
Fu Xiao tilted his head, and gently sucked at the corner of her eyes, “Han Qiu, cry, sleep when you are tired from crying. When you wake up, I will take you to see grandpa.”
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My wok…the unmodified version was posted last night…
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