Chapter 84
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When Zhao Sisi heard Kong Mingque’s words, he turned his head slightly and turned to her side: “Do you have two plans?”
Kong Mingque whispered “Yes”? “So I don’t know exactly how I should choose.”
When a person has two paths in front of him, he will inevitably hesitate. Some mature adults will sway when faced with a choice, let alone Kong Mingque, a high school student who has just graduated.
When Lexi heard her question, she thought that a year ago, she deliberately took the application form to look for Chi Chuji’s “questions and answers”, and the corners of her lips rose slightly: “In your heart, what you want to choose most is Which major.”
Kong Mingque pondered for a moment, then whispered back? Answer: “Build it.”
“In the future, I want to be an interior designer and design a home for others… it should be very good.”
Zhao Sisi sighed softly, and sighed, “I don’t see it, King Daming, you still have such a soft thought in your heart, it’s quite romantic!”
Kong Mingque snorted softly: “Do you think everyone is like you? Everything must be revealed, clearly, and you can see through it at a glance?”
“Hey, you really are…speak well, why do you want to **** me?” Facing the yin and yang strangeness of Kong Mingque, Zhao Sisi really wanted to refute a few words.
But today’s weather is so good, the sand is too cool, and the sun is so warm that Zhao Sisi’s temper was buried in the sand as soon as he came up.
She made a few grunts in her throat dissatisfiedly, and then she said for a while: “Since you have more ideas about architecture, then choose architecture.”
Kong Mingque was silent for a while, then slowly said, “But my mother will definitely not agree.”
“Why, she didn’t promise you not to choose?”
Kong Mingque thought of her mother’s tough manners on weekdays, and sighed, “She is a…very opinionated person. About my future, she made arrangements early in the morning.”
“She is an excellent scholar in biomedicine. When I was in middle school, she kept telling me to learn more about this aspect. Even the magazines and periodicals she read would force me to read… ”
“From a very young age, I have followed her to learn this knowledge…but I am not interested in it…”
On the side, Zhao Sisi said thoughtfully: “No wonder you have been participating in relevant competitions before. It turns out to be from family studies…”
“Yeah.” Zhao Sisi nodded and continued: “In short, she has high expectations of me, so after the results come out, if I am very good, there is a high probability that I will go to Galaxy University to study biomedicine.”
“Under her shade, I can probably have a good job with a promising future.”
Lexi heard the melancholy in her tone, and said lightly: “Sounds very good…but you don’t want to go, right?”
“Yeah.” Kong Mingque hesitated for a while, then emphasized: “I don’t want to go.”
Her mother is tough and bossy. If she does a job that she doesn’t like in accordance with her requirements, she will probably not be able to get rid of her control in this life, nor will she be able to obtain simple happiness.
Zhao Sisi thought for a while, and said to Kong Mingque: “Then you tell her that you don’t want to go. Anyway, you fill in the information yourself. When the admission notice arrives, she can’t help it.”
The more Zhao Sisi thinks about it, the more he feels that this method is feasible, and he said happily: “You should secretly fill in the school you want to go to, and when the admission letter arrives, she guesses that there will be no way to get you! There will be a quarrel at that time, isn’t it? Whatever her.”
Zhao Sisi is used to wantonly at home. Since her father cheated on someone else and had an illegitimate child, and her mother jumped off the building because of a susceptibility, the family has never taken care of her.
The only person who can take care of her, that is, her omega father, is always tossed to nothing by her way of cutting first and playing later.
When Kong Mingque heard Zhao Sisi say this, he sighed and said helplessly: “If things are as simple as you said, it’s fine. I haven’t thought about this method.”
“But… my mother will be furious in the end.”
Kong Mingque raised his head, squinted at the bright sun upwards, and then said softly: “I remember when I was very young, I liked playing with building blocks…”
“The piles of small castles are beautiful. At that time, she wanted me to recognize creatures. If she didn’t recognize them completely, she wouldn’t let me play…”
“As a result, for one day, I didn’t finish my homework and piled up wood in the living room. When she came back and saw it, she didn’t say anything, so she kicked the castle that I had built…”
Zhao Sisi still remember? How majestic the mother in the memory is. She had a sullen face, like an upcoming thunderstorm, her eyes filled with thunder and anger, so scared that she didn’t dare to move.
Perhaps it was the shadow of childhood, which caused her to be very disciplined no matter what she did in the future, and strive for excellence.
Making friends with Zhao Si Lexi was probably the first thing she did not so righteously in her life.
Associating with Jiang Ming was the first rebellion in her life.
Since childhood, her mother’s strict control over her prevented her from crossing the boundary easily. Because she clearly understands what exactly she faces once she crosses the boundary.
It is the anger of the mother that can destroy all her precious things.
The other two people lying on the beach also came from broken families, but because the two families lacked the same functional roles, they had never experienced anything like Kong Mingque.
However, during adolescence, it is inevitable that people will face the same problem, that is, growing out of the nest.
Holding opinions that contradict the parents, resisting the parents’ demands for the first time, and always having their own opinions, seems to be the first step towards the Bird’s Nest.
One? As Hesse’s famous saying: “Although the eggshell was once the entire world of birds, to get a new life, it’s impossible not to break the world of the past.”
Zhao Sisi pursed his lips for a while before he said, “Go and try.”
She paused, and spoke with a serious tone: “I once read a book by Hesse. The book said:’In the world, the most intimidating thing is the way to yourself. For everyone, There is only one real duty: to find yourself. Then stick to one life in your heart, and never stop.'”
“And what you really want to do is the self you are truly striving for.”
“This is a problem that you will inevitably face. Your search for yourself and your mother’s requirements for you will complete a fierce conflict in one day or another. Because you are an individual, when you have your own ideas. , Such conflicts are inevitable.”
Zhao Sisi’s tone was rare and serious, Kong Mingque turned his head and his eyes fell on her face with difficulty.
Zhao Siston paused and said a word of encouragement: “Instead of looking forward and backward, it is better to take a bold step forward. The best thing is to convince your mother, and the worst is that your mother is so angry? Think. Cut off relations with you.”
“As for your future, choosing architecture may open up a new path in life, but at worst, nothing is accomplished.”
Le Xi turned her head and looked at this friend who suddenly looked like a philosopher who was half serious and serious, and her lips pressed in touch.
She suddenly thought that night, she took the application form towards Chi Chuji. Then I thought of that night, I couldn’t help holding Chi Chuji’s hand and forcibly pulling her into his arms.
At that time, I also had the best and worst assumptions in my heart.
Perhaps it is the vocation of the self when people come to this world and take a step towards the realization of their fear?
While Lexi was thinking like this, Zhao Sisi turned his head and looked at Kong Mingque with bright eyes, with a light tone: “People live in this world and move towards one? It may be our bounden duty to cut into the unknown. What if If you don’t do it, won’t you miss a lot of things?”
“Follow your own heart, and you will gain the courage to move forward and live frankly according to your own wishes.”
This line sounds a bit too second.
Kong Mingque turned his head and looked at Zhao Sisi’s rare serious face, feeling a little moved in his heart.
She was silent for a moment, took out her hand from the sand, and slashed at the sand pile on Zhao Sisi’s chest: “Got it! You are too numb!”
Zhao Sisi was stunned by her hand knife, and blinked to look at her: “What’s the matter, what’s the matter? Am I wrong? Is the endorsement bad? Are you not moved? ”
It’s okay to tell some truth, she can remember so many things in the melon seeds in her little head, and she organizes them out smoothly, but it’s not easy!
Isn’t it worthy of being praised? Isn’t it worthy of praise?
Kong Mingque raised his hand, covered Zhao Sisi’s face with a palm, and said disgustingly: “I was moved and moved, I almost cried because of you…”
Seeing that the two were about to quarrel again, Lexi silently spoke on the side, wearing a blindfold towards Kong Mingque, and said firmly: “After you go back, talk to your mother.”
“If she doesn’t agree, you can follow the path you want to take the most.”
After being comforted by Zhao Sisi, Kong Mingque also let out a long sigh of relief. She hummed, and said seriously: “After I go back, I will have a good talk with her.”
The four days and three nights of the holiday passed quickly, and July came in the blink of an eye.
This year, Chi Chuji’s pheromone gradually stabilized. After being invited by a domestic ballet troupe again, she returned to the troupe without hesitation and accepted the position of line dance coach.
In early July, Chi Chuji began to tour the world with the ballet company, most of the time he would not be at home.
As soon as Le Xi was bored at home, she was ready to act as a group performer in a nearby film and television city to gain some knowledge.
When Zhao Sisi heard her plan, he also yelled to go. Just one day before they left for the studio, the two received a call from Kong Mingque.
The author has something to say: Ah, I’m here again.
Probably, Miss Chu Ji returned to the regiment as a coach and started her career again.
Le Xi is also going to grow up here.
The comment broke two hundred or a deep water and there is one more tonight.