Chapter 53
Chapter 53: Jinjiang Literature City exclusively published 31
Unamuno once wrote such a passage in “The Tragic Meaning of Life? Consciousness”: “Our fusion with others, but that is to divide ourselves, the closest embrace is the closest separation.
In essence, the joy of physical love, the spasm of creation tearing grief, is a feeling of resurrection, a feeling of taking life fragments from others and renewing one’s own life.
Because only in others, we can renew our own lives, and then live forever. ”
That’s how Chi Chuji was at this time? A feeling.
She was hugged by Lexi, soaked in water-like pheromone, forced to open her body, as if to break a certain part of her soul, and accommodate some part of Lexi’s soul into the body. .
Pheromone belonging to alpha filled her whole body through glands and some mysterious ritual.
The omega pheromone that has been flooding all the year round, because of the arrival of alpha, has finally been neutralized, suppressed, and gained peace and tranquility in the wave.
It was like a tsunami, like a storm, surging towards the high snow-capped mountains. So the ice was submerged, the snow-capped mountains melted, and she hydrated in the spring.
Her pheromone was thoroughly blended with Lexi, the water reduced the coldness of the snow, and the snow made the water smell of frost.
The little alpha that was thoroughly irritated, under the strong stimulus, completed the secondary differentiation and possessed the pheromone taste like water.
Under the inducement of the other party’s pheromone, Chi Chuji was forced to usher in his estrus period.
Since the split, Chi Chuji has never had such a fierce estrus period.
Alpha pheromone filled every part of her body, allowing her to get enough support in the cold blizzard.
For three whole days, she and Le Xi never left this home?.
Little alpha’s strong possessiveness made Lexi refuse to leave her body from the moment she possessed it.
She was held by Lexi, walked from Lexi’s room to her room, and finally came to the living room.
Chi Chuji didn’t know at all, what did Le Xi prepare for? Whether it’s all kinds of medicines or food, Lexi has everything needed during the estrus period.
In these three days, Lexi has been pacifying her restless emotions, as a fairly qualified substitute, pour pheromone into her body with sharp teeth.
Lexi seemed to be really afraid of her leaving, holding her when she fell asleep, and holding her when she went downstairs to eat fast food products, too clingy? Willing to let go? This situation continued until Chi Chuji’s estrus period ended.
When the sunlight on the fourth day shined through the curtains on the bed, Chi Chuji woke up dazedly from Lexi’s bed.
She seemed to have a long, long dream. When she opened her eyes from her drowsiness, her head still didn’t respond. Chi Chuji lay on the bed and looked up at the strange ceiling. It took a while before he realized that this was Lexi’s room.
Chi Chuji blinked, and sat up from the bed with his groggy head. The thin quilt slipped off her shoulders, and the cool cold air swarmed her at this moment.
Chi Chuji felt a little bit cold, so she stretched out her hand and pulled the quilt around her shoulders.
The cool coldness awakened Chi Chuji’s consciousness, and even his senses were much clearer than before. Secret pain came from the limbs and hundreds of skeletons, making Chi Chuji frowned slightly.
It hurts, like being crushed all over, sore and aching.
Chi Chuji endured the physical discomfort, his eyes circled around the room, and when he finally saw the neatly dressed girl kneeling by the bed, he slightly raised his brows.
What does this person… want to play again? Tricks?
Just when Chi Chuji thought so, the little Alpha, who bowed his head and knelt by the bed, raised his eyes, with his hands on his knees, his eyes flushed and red, and said, “You call the police.”
Le Xi looked at the marks on Chi Chuji’s body, bit her lip and said with extremely firm eyes: “Do you still have traces left by me on your body, both inside and outside, can be used as evidence.”
“For my own fault, I admit and bear it. If you want to punish me, call the police and take me to jail.”
Anyway, she is already eighteen years old, enough to bear all the responsibilities.
Chi Chuji hadn’t thought about it at all, what he heard after waking up from the chaos was just such a sentence.
She lowered her eyes and looked at Le Xi, who was kneeling on the bed, and she was silent for a while while pursing her lips.
Under her icy gaze, Le Xi bit her lips and squeezed her fist forcefully.
After a while, Le Xicai said guiltily: “Auntie Chuji…I’m sorry I hurt you…but I don’t regret doing such a thing by myself…”
“So, no matter what kind of punishment you do to me, I have no complaints.”
Chi Chuji sat on the bed and looked at Le Xi with awe-inspiring expression for a long time. Then he said coldly, “Do you think you can make up for it by doing this?”
Didn’t she want to send Lexi to prison.
After finally waiting for her to speak, Lexi knelt on the ground, looked up at her and said hurriedly: “Of course I know it won’t help, but if it makes you feel better? What am I willing to do for you. ”
Even though I… Even though I can’t control it? I live like a beast like myself… I am such a criminal…
Le Xi’s tone became excited. She knelt on the ground and moved in the direction of Chi Chuji: “If you don’t mind this, then? I can also be your substitute for inhibitors.”
“As long as you need it, I will be your inhibitor for the rest of my life?”
Le Xi stretched out her hand, and quickly took Chi Chuji’s hand, looked at her with crimson eyes, and said her begging: “As long as you promise me, you will definitely not leave me.”
According to common sense, shouldn’t a young person be the one who is the most unscrupulous person? But where does Le Xi in front of him come from? Where are so many moral shackles and taboo boundaries?
Is it because of love?
At this moment, Chi Chuji raised a trace of curiosity. But soon, this curiosity was annihilated by her cold nature.
Chi Chuji lowered his eyes and looked at the young man who was kneeling on the bed and begging her to forgive her. He stared at him for a long time, and then said, “So, are you ready, have you paid the price?”
Le Xi froze for a moment and nodded his head: “Yes, no matter what? I can accept the price.”
Chi Chuji pursed his lips and glanced at her indifferently before pulling his hand out of her palm.
She raised her hand and gently landed on Le Xi’s head, caressed gently and casually, and changed the subject faintly: “Go cook, I’m hungry.”
After three consecutive days of stamina, the days when she only ate fast food every day made her a little tired.
In such a wonderful morning, she wants to eat something delicious.
Le Xi was stunned for a moment, and then there was huge ecstasy in his eyes.
Chi Chuji, this is… this is the last proposal that I promised!
Lexi’s eyes lit up immediately, and she nodded with excitement, “Okay, I’m going to make breakfast for you now.”
But before that, she wanted Chi Chuji to put on a set of clean clothes refreshingly.
Le Xi stood up from the ground, leaned over to embrace Chi Chuji, and said shyly and docilely: “I’ll take you to the bathroom first.”
Chi Chuji hesitated for a while, but then thought that a few days ago, he had followed her upstairs and downstairs in Lexi’s arms, so he gave up on her own, obediently stretched out her hand, and hooked Lexi’s neck. He said coldly: “Be careful.”
Le Xi held her waist, hooked her legs, and hugged her sideways: “You know, I’ve always been very careful.”
She picked up Chi Chuji, stepped into the morning light, and put her in the bathroom.
The bathroom in the early morning was a bit cold, and Ke Lexi woke up early in the morning and put the water in it.
Therefore, Lexi’s trousers and sleeves got wet when he entered the warm bathtub with Chi Chuji.
Chi Chuji watched her clothes get wet, and said coldly, “Go and change your clothes, go downstairs and cook.”
“Okay.” Le Xi nodded, and couldn’t help but glance at her again. After a long time, she reluctantly walked out of the bathroom.
After she left, Chi Chuji immersed herself in hot water.
She closed her eyes, remembered the chaos of the past few days in her mind, and lightly bit her lower lip.
The body is strange all the time? It is reminding her, what did she do to lure Lexi to it?.
Thinking of this, Chi Chuji felt a little hot. She plunged her hands into the water, slowly and firmly, washing away the traces of Lexi one by one in the package of hot water.
Chi Chuji spent about half an hour in the bathroom, and Le Xi took the time to bring her pajamas.
She walked into the bathroom and saw Chi Chuji leaning against the edge of the bathtub, squinting slightly? Taking a nap, she asked in a low voice: “Do you need me to pick you up?”
After all, in the past three days, she was holding Chi Chuji into and out of the bathroom. She has become accustomed to doing these things.
Hearing her voice, Chi Chuji raised his eyes, glanced at Le Xi indifferently, and said, “Come here.”
Le Xi laughed at once. She walked to the bathtub, leaned over and picked up Chi Chuji, and went straight out of the room.
Le Xi hugged Chi Chuji in her arms, sat on the edge of the bed, and reverently took a bath towel to dry the water droplets on Chi Chuji’s hair.
Chi Chuji sat on her lap, closed her eyes slightly, and lay in Le Xi’s arms lazily, letting her wipe her hair, like a queen, enjoying the fine service of her lover.
She leaned in Lexi’s arms, let her put on her pajamas, blow-dry her hair, and then had breakfast in the room with her.
After eating breakfast, Chi Chujicai had some energy.
She leaned on the bedside, watching the study as she was packing up the dinner plates, and asked faintly: “What time is it?”
“It’s about ten o’clock, what’s the matter?”
Le Xi raised her eyes, looking at her with some incomprehension.
Chi Chuji raised his eyes and glanced at Le Xi lightly?: “Today is a working day, you should go to school.”
“I’m alright? Go to school this afternoon.”
Obviously he was talking about a very sparse and ordinary thing, but when Le Xi heard this, her face turned pale.
Le Xi put down the dinner plate, wiped her hand, walked to the bed, took Chi Chuji’s hand, rubbed her back, and said softly, “I’m not going to…”
“I want to be with you, nowhere? Go.”
Looking at her stubborn appearance, Chi Chuji pursed her lips and thought for a while, and said: “You are a senior in high school, you should go to school, shouldn’t I use you to accompany you.”
“I don’t? Go!” Le Xi raised her eyes, staring at Chi Chuji stubbornly, and said paranoidly: “I don’t? Will? Leave you… You want to drive me away again, right? You drive me away , Who are you looking for?”
“Anyi?”
Little Alpha leaned forward, wrapped in water-like pheromones, and rushed towards the beginning of the pond.
Almost in an instant, Chi Chuji, who had already been marked by the other party, was once again engulfed by her and plunged into a pheromone storm.
At that moment, Chi Chuji felt like he was a sailor when he encountered the wrath of the creator of nature while sailing on the sea? Under the storm, he could not escape, could not resist, and could only drift with the flow, letting everything he had? Engulf all of them, sacrifice to the cruel and ruthless gods.