LIGHTNOVELONLINE Ch 46 – 10 May, Eriri’s fall Finale 01
Eriri Perspective
Eriri's mind seemed a little vulnerable due to being emotionally disturbed. So she didn't want to be alone and looked for someone to stand beside her. And she didn't have another person to talk to about this either… No, of course, she could talk with her parents.
But that's maybe the ideal way. But her emotions were just unstable. She can't rely on that, which is why she clings to someone really close to her at this moment. Even if that person was the selfish and hateful guy she knew, she didn't care.
Some people with an unstable mind went to drugs and other stuff. And some of them escape through sex. It could be a wonder drug that's most effective on an unstable mind, and if Eriri had sex, then the insecurity in her heart could be healed by that pleasure. The pleasure that makes Eriri feel relieved and forget about anything.
Since Eriri could remember how amazing sex was to the point it may be dangerous as there was a possibility of getting addicted.
Sex addiction. Similar to alcoholism and drug addiction, there was also something called sexual addiction too. Or, as it is more commonly known, sexual dependency.
Sexual addiction is an obsessive preoccupation and compulsive behavior that spirals out of control. And it could happen not only because of the quest to search for pleasure, but also because of some kind of confusion about sex with love and a rush of adrenaline to overcome fear and loneliness. Sex is a powerfully addictive substitute because, for a few seconds, it fills the emptiness. And that fleeting comfort keeps them coming back for more.
And Eriri felt it after her broken heart could be filled by Kouta. Those pleasures… could heal her anxiety.
That's why as soon as school was over they went to Kouta's home. Eriri didn't want to let him go. Kouta asked her to keep her distance until there were no other students around. She immediately wrapped his hand.
But when they arrived rather than immediately went to sex. Kouta asked and prepared some food for her. Since Eriri didn't have that much lunch. She ate simple food that was filled with warmth.
"Are you calm down for a bit?" Kouta asked her while staring at her.
"Haa… You don't have to worry that much." Eriri replied indifferently.
"Well, even I'm like this. I still care about you. Since after this… there is no coming back." Kouta said that with a smile on his face.
"For someone who is doing this kind of thing… you're really talking too much."
"Yeah, of course. Since after this… you will be mine, and I won't let you be intimate with anyone…"
"Hum… Really such overbearing…"
Eriri said that as she saw he smiled and stopped her word with a kiss. His tongue plunged inside her mouth. His hand started to explore her body. Eriri responded to his kiss and her tongue moved along with him. Their bodies came closer so that she could feel the heat of their bodies combining together.
Warm her heart. That unconsciously she let his arms circled around her waist and pulled her body on him. She could feel his body… even though he looked cute and small for an average boy. His lean body was still more muscular than she thought.
Kouta easily grabbed her ass and lifted her up while still kissing her. Feel her up that she clung to his neck as he stroked her ass gently. That made her moan in delight.
Before he took her to his bed while they didn't stop from devouring each other. Kissing deeply, they slurped each other's mouth, and their saliva overflowed from their lip.
'Ah… Amazing…' Eriri thought as she was so absorbed in the kiss, with their tongues entwined and lips sucking each other. Kouta finally laid her down on the bed.
"...Ah…" A hot moan escaped her mouth. Kouta brought his face closer again, this time he kissed her neck, which would leave the mark again on her body, not only that he kissed her shoulder too… A lot. As if he tried to say this body was his…
'Ugh… what confidence this guy has… but… but…' She couldn't help it, and her body was not listening anyway. Her arm wrapped tightly around him, clinging as if her life would depend on it, seemingly enjoying the feeling as her face buried into Kouta's chest.
Kouta started to take off her clothes, and she followed what he was doing by opening his clothes. Eriri could feel her hand touching his chest, which was surprisingly wide, while his finger lovingly crawling over her skin gave her a pleasant feeling.
'I want you' That's what she felt when Kouta's finger touched her, as if handling a precious thing, as if loving a broken thing, and as if he was loving her. And it made her feel like she was being loved. More than Tomoya ever had…
"Aaaah… Ah~ Kouta…" Eriri couldn't resist the pleasure that his fingers gave. She can only let out a moan.
Their tongues once again entwined, and when he parted his lips gently, Eriri still sought him more as her tongue followed his… she extended her tongue out of her mouth.
As if saying that she wanted more… She was lonely without it. Seeing her like that, he smiled and responded to her. As their tongues sought and licked each other outside of the mouth.
'Ah… since when… I became this naughty…' As soon as she thought that. Her body heated up, and Eriri for the first time, hugged his head and pressed her small breast onto him.
She embraced him and wanted him… Without saying anything, he understood. He massaged it tightly with all of his power as he tried to transform it into the shape of his finger.
"Ah… Kouta…" Eriri moan… she never thought in her life that she would like those manly and rough feelings on her breast. It may feel a bit hurt, but still feel pleasant to be touched with such a rugged hand. He massaged her left breast with her left hand, while her right breast was at the mercy of his mouth.
Kouta's rough tongue licked, sucked, and bit her nipple too. That gave her entire body a tingle, like there was an electric current running through her body.
"Aaaa… Aaahh~" Her body trembled with delight, while Kouta played with her breast… her nipples—with all his passion. That made her melt with pleasure.
As if Kouta didn't feel enough, he spread her pussy and touched it with his finger. The feeling of heat on his finger made her twitch. His finger touched her pussy. She willingly opened her leg to make it easier for him. His finger stretched her pussy as she could feel he tried to scoop out her overflowing love juices.
"Aaaannnn~" Eriri leaked out a voice. As his finger stirred her pussy and pinched the swollen bud with his fingertips "Hyaaan~" Eriri leaned back with a high-pitched voice as he continued rubbing it up and down.
Just like usual, this pleasure makes her crazy… It feels like she was going to be stupid. She was squirming violently, and he squeezed her breast with his entire palm, sucked, bit her nipple, and pinched her clitoris between his thumb and forefinger.
"Aaaaannn~~~ Kouta! Please, please, make me cum!!" Eriri unconsciously begged Kouta to make her come.
"Yes, cum, Eri…"
Eriri heard Kouta's voice agreeing with her, her body immediately responded in delight and pleasure as his movement became faster.
"Ah… Cumming… Kouta…. Kouta, I'm cumming!!" Eriri's voice erupted, and she began to convulse, and her mind became white as such pleasure ran through her body. She collapsed and felt a bit tired.
Before in front of her eyes stood a big hot piece of meat.
"Ah…" Her mind automatically responded with giving those meat a loving kiss in the glans. The penis trembled with delight, she found it a bit cute as she started to lick it. The shaft, the ball, and the glans. She made it wet with her saliva to make it easier for her hand to stroke it with those wet and slippery penis.
It was thick, it was long, and it had got a lot of veins… At first Eriri was scared of it, but this time she was excited to see those penis pulsing and throbbing. And it was so hard. Those thoughts made her pussy itch.
Eriri grabbed the penis and stuck her face between his legs, and extended her tongue to his ball. She could sniff his penis, those manly smells were really weird, but not that bad after she got used to it. That's how easily humans become familiar with something.
Eriri took the whole thing in her mouth, rolled it around, licking and stretching his ball. While she did that she could feel his hand playing with her hair. She didn't know if he did it purposefully or not, but when he felt good. He would stroke her hair gently, and he would just play with her hair if he was not feeling good enough. Which made her learn how to pleasure this penis.
But this time, Kouta grabbed her head, and he slowly thrust his hip— ravishing Eriri's face with his penis. Sometimes he pushed his hip so that the head of his penis struck her throat. At that moment, his eyes opened wide in shock and he stared at her with eyes 'saying sorry' which was a bit cute because of that Eriri couldn't show any dissatisfaction. Of course she made a pained face, since it hurt.
Kouta never did this thing before, he may have wanted to try, and she was fine with it… Her mind was still lingering with pleasure, and she knew that he would give her pleasure too. So she let him do what he wanted to do. As her knowledge helped her to recognize Kouta's desire. In the end, he thrust his hips and rubbed deep in her throat as he quickly succumbed to the stimulation of her smooth and soft tongue, her mouth, and her throat.
"Ah… I'm cumming! Drink it!" Eriri could see his eyes melted with pleasure, and his gaze looked at her. Strangely with such passion that made her tremble, it made her pussy near to cum herself. And a hot white stuff came on her throat…
"Gulp, gulp, gulp…"
Eriri swallowed hard, wagging her throat as she swallowed the slimy semen until he stopped from cumming and pulled out his penis from her mouth.
"Ah~ That's amazing." Kouta said, while patting her head, told her that she did a great job.
And when he did that, she felt really like a naughty and degenerate girl… and she enjoyed those feelings. She liked it. She replied to his words and those gentle strokes with a big smile on her face.
"Kouta~" called him with a lovely tone.