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I feel that many people question why the protagonist is crazy, and that the writing is broken...
The protagonist is conscious (traveling) from birth, and he is very clear about the history of [the Western Regions will return to the Central Plains after a thousand years], and he has lived with this endless despair for more than 20 years.
When he was a child, he vowed to change history, learn from Chen Qingzhi's army and avoid the white robe, but the child who grew up with a hundred family's food spent his whole life watching his relatives go before him. There are groups after groups, and normal people get tired after walking for too long, not to mention killing people?
In fact, it's not bad. The key protagonist's bruises will be healed the next day, but the severe pain can be clearly felt at that time, just like surgery without anesthesia, day after day, who doesn't feel tormented?
The last straw that breaks the soul is the plague. It is obvious that 10,000 corpses are killed, and it is a heroic victory, but even the plague cannot be dispelled. The protagonist will inevitably be schizophrenic: "If you don't kill these 10,000 barbarians, is there no plague? , nine relatives will not die?"
His soul is torn apart, and he definitely wants to die. Death means liberation, but his belief will never collapse. Keeping this territory is the purest belief, so the protagonist has been tormenting himself in contradictions.
The most hidden pain is that the protagonist can obviously leave.
He can completely leave the lonely city and lie flat in the desert, but the responsibility on his shoulders is too heavy.
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At the beginning of writing the theme of one person, one city, the author is going to write a protagonist like a god of war, powerful and indestructible, and follows the line of pure and cool writing, but it can be overthrown after the outline is drawn.
In the lonely city of more than 60 years, there is still a god of war who is always high in fighting spirit. The character has no soul at all, and even has no sense of substitution.
A lonely city must be accompanied by despair, darkness, and a sense of powerlessness at the same time.
Rubbing penicillin in my hands, then inventing the gunpowder machine gun, and pushing it horizontally all the way, it doesn't match the Jianghu Chaotang I want to write about.
So I wrote this masochistic protagonist, and the results were not pleasing. The last book had 15,000 collections at the end of the second round of recommendation, and this book has just passed 5,000 collections, and it can always be on the top of the new book list. Thanks to your persistence in the follow-up vote.
The main reason is that there are few copies of the lonely city, and there are few characters. After all, it is limited to one city, and it also restricts the shaping of supporting roles. This is the contradiction between the themes and there is no way. Only the outline will be gradually expanded.
When the torch is passed out, it must be the process of ending despair slowly, and then you will see the plot of self-abuse and explosion (hahahaha)
In the end, I still want to keep reading. If I want to save it, I can turn to the end of the latest chapter. If I can't get on the author of Sanjiang, I can't afford to eat (crying, chirping)
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