She is the Third Kind of Stunning

Chapter 73 – Change

He was caught saying bad things about people behind his back, and the person involved hadn’t stepped down the steps yet. Lan Zhou blushed a lot at his blunt words, stood up embarrassingly, bowed and apologized: “Doctor, I’m sorry, I was talking too much, I don’t understand the situation, It should not be judged indiscriminately.”

She was not familiar with the medical environment, and felt that it was too cruel to drive a child out of the ward who wanted to stay for treatment.

Chu Yan, who was beside Lan Zhou, looked a little embarrassed, but his tone was calm, and he also bowed and apologized: “Doctor Jian, I’m sorry, I was the one to be rude.”

Many years ago, he and Jian Qing were interns in the same department and the same group. Jian Qing is the most cold-blooded intern in their group. She is aloof, cold and arrogant, and treats all patients as cases for study and observation, rather than as a living patient.

That kind of superior indifference attitude is really impressive.

His impression of her lack of empathy and lack of humanistic care has been left to this day.

Jian Qing didn’t look at Lan Zhou directly, but glanced at her, ignoring her apology, and exposed Chu Yan’s scar coldly: “You are a doctor full of humanity, why don’t you dare to use a scalpel now?”

Having been stabbed to the scar in his heart, Chu Yan turned pale and clenched his fists.

Enraged him, Jian Qing smiled slightly and continued to speak bluntly: “You think I’m impersonal, and I also think you’re too hypocritical.”

She and Chu Yan have been discussed and compared together since college.

Everyone thinks that they can be a couple or become friends, but the two of them never talk to each other. She feels that Chu Yan is hypocritical and has too much useless kindness in her body. Chu Yan feels that she is indifferent and lacks humanistic care.

It’s not a big irreconcilable conflict, they can continue to be colleagues, and they can continue to cooperate, it’s just a subtle quarrel, it seems that they are born to be difficult to deal with, and there is no possibility of becoming friends in this life.

Lan Zhou tried to explain, and apologized again: “Doctor, I’m sorry, I made a slip of the tongue just now, and it was my fault. Doctor Chu also said good things for you.”

Before Jian Qing could speak, Lu Yinxi defended and said: “Doctor Chu, many years have passed since your internship period. After so many years, you don’t have to look at her now with the eyes of the past.”

At the beginning, Jian Qing may have been indifferent, incapable of empathy, not humane, and had no humane care for patients, and only gave cold treatment, but what she gave was dedicated treatment, which did not harm medical ethics.

Although Lu Yinxi’s words were sharp, his tone was still gentle. Chu Yan’s face softened a little, suppressed his anger, and bowed his head to apologize again: “I’m sorry, I didn’t think carefully, spoke out loud, and made my own evaluation, but I still insist. Humanistic care is essential for the treatment of cancer patients.”

“Wait until you can pick up the scalpel again to treat patients, and then educate me.” Jian Qing didn’t care much about Chu Yan’s evaluation and apology. After Xiaoyi’s retaliation, he exposed the problem and waved to Lu Yinxi: “Come here, let’s eat.”

Lu Yinxi and Lanzhou bid farewell: “Don’t take it to heart, see you in the afternoon.”

After finishing speaking, he walked towards Jian Qing.

On the way to the cafeteria, Jian Qing slapped Lu Yinxi’s forehead heavily: “You will forgive me instead.”

What do you mean don’t take it to heart?

Lu Yinxi rubbed his painful forehead, intentionally alleviating the conflict, and explained softly: “Lan Zhou doesn’t know much about the medical environment, so please bear with me.”

Jane asked in a calm voice, “Why speak well for her?”

Lu Yinxi explained in a soft voice: “She is not a bad person, but she just doesn’t understand this industry. I came to see Sangsang with me today because I wanted to support their family. It happened that Chu Yan also heard about this situation and planned to take a sum of money. When the money comes out to support, let’s take a look at it. I guess it’s because Sangsang said something just now, and she put in empathy, and the reaction is so big.”

“What words?”

“Sangsang asked me: Can she die later, she wants to spend a few more days with her mother. When I asked this question, no one knew how to answer.”

After listening to Jian Qing, she was silent for a while, and said lightly: “They are all kind people, and I am a wicked person with a bad heart.”

It’s rare to have a little emotion in these words, Lu Yinxi keenly caught it, took her hand, and squeezed her palm: “Are you wronged again?”

The oncology department is a department that requires doctors to put on bad faces and deliver bad news, and it is also a department that often receives negative emotions. There are even specialized scholars who take cancer medical and nursing groups as the research object to investigate and study the psychological pressure and depression of this group disease incidence and job burnout.

Jian Qing didn’t answer, Lu Yinxi took her hand and comforted her: “You are not a wicked person with a bad heart, at least not in my heart. Your attitude is a bit cold, you don’t know how to comfort people, and you don’t like to be with them. More contacts and more explanations, but you have tried your best to treat him, without perfunctory or evasion, as a doctor, you are responsible enough.”

She is different from Jian Qing. Jian Qing doesn’t know how to praise others, while Lu Yinxi is very good at complimenting others, and can give detailed examples: “Besides, you are not completely devoid of humanistic care. For example, Mr. Zhao Before she was alive, there were no immediate family members to admit her to the hospital, and many doctors would not dare to admit her. You admitted her; and the things after her death, you could have left it alone, and just asked that Wang Enyi to go to Teacher Zhou to return her death. Proof, but you didn’t, you went to the muddy water and took care of things other than treatment for yourself. There was also that time in the park, when you saw Miss He collapsed, your first reaction was to stand up and run to save others; and Your students come to you for consultation during get out of class time, and you will answer…”

No matter how Jian Qing was before, no matter what the original “Jian Qing” in the book was, the Jian Qing she came into contact with now has changed a lot, but she is not good at expressing those cares in words, not really cold-blooded and ruthless.

In this world, what she can do is limited, she can’t change some endings, and can’t save those lives. The only thing that changes is the gloomy and coldness in Jian Qing’s body.

She felt the temperature on Jian Qing’s body.

Jian Qing held Lu Yinxi’s hand instead, hummed, and said nothing more.

She doesn’t care about other people’s evaluation, she only cares about Lu Yinxi’s opinion.

Sangsang was transferred to the hospice ward in the third tumor area.

Lu Yinxi often visits her in her spare time when filming.

An Ruosu, the screenwriter of the crew, heard about this, and added a scene based on Sangsang, and let Sangsang act in one of the scenes.

After returning, Lu Yinxi said to Jian Qing with emotion: “When I stop being an actor, I will switch to a documentary director, specializing in medical documentaries, filming cancer patients, recording the stories of those people, and letting them live on the screen. “

Jane counted her forehead: “I haven’t been filming for a few days, and I want to change careers.”

Lu Yinxi smiled, grabbed her finger and held it in his hand, and retorted in his heart that it wasn’t a few days, it had been filming for several years.

Jian Qing suddenly asked her: “What is the significance of film and television works?”

Lu Yinxi thought for a while and replied: “It should be the same as literary and artistic works such as writing and painting. It may be a kind of visual enjoyment, it may be a kind of pastime and relaxation, or it may be a kind of information transmission, telling an experience that others have never had. , to show a relationship that has never been owned. When it is put on the public platform, it becomes an object to be deconstructed and stared at. Everyone has different views and experiences, and different cognitions will make different decisions about it. I think this may be the romantic part of literary and artistic works. It is not like science topics or medical reports. There must be a correct answer and rigorous data. For literary and artistic works, everyone You can have your own opinions, and those opinions are a combination of their three views and experiences. It’s interesting, isn’t it?”

Jian Qing, who dealt with boring data and reports all day long, thought about it, nodded, and said succinctly: “Well, it’s interesting.”

Lu Yinxi pays attention to many medical industry information, and can chat with Jian Qing about any medical topic such as doctors and patients, medical insurance, tumors, etc. Jian Qing also learns to absorb and accept information from the film and television industry, so that he can chat with her about movies and dramas.

Having been together day and night for a long time, the two of them never felt bored at all. They could have a lively chat, or they could be in the same room quietly, doing their own things, occasionally looking up to confirm each other’s existence.

In the hospital, there are still all kinds of beings, some are actively treated, and some are delayed. Some people are running out of time, while others are wasting their lives.

After Sangsang was transferred to the third district, a patient with stage III lung cancer moved in. It was originally stage II and could be treated with surgery, but the family insisted not to have the operation, saying that grandpa died because of the operation, and insisted on pulling it out by himself. Herbal medicine conditioning, the result was delayed into stage III lung cancer.

In the morning, during Jian Qing’s ward rounds, the family members clamored to be discharged from the hospital again, saying, “I want to take my mother on a pilgrimage to Tibet to purify her soul.”

Jian Qing coldly reminded: “It’s hard to say whether going to Tibet can purify the soul, but your mother’s lung function is not good, and she also suffers from asthma. It may be because of altitude sickness that she stood up and lay down. Of course, if you insist on going, I respect it.” Your choice, but please be responsible for your actions and sign.”

The family members were blocked by her cold and blunt language, so they didn’t dare to speak, so they sat down silently.

Back in the office, Jian Qing remembered Lu Yinxi’s sentence “Now you are not completely devoid of humanistic care”, thought and thought, printed some materials, called Wei Mingming over, and told her: “Go and dissuade The patient in bed 10 should not be discharged from the hospital, and should not go to Tibet to purify his soul.”

Wei Mingming has a good affinity. He brought the simple and clear printed materials to the patient, patiently dissuaded the family members, and finally dispelled his idea of taking his mother out of the hospital to go on a pilgrimage to Tibet.

The next day, the family members came to ask Jian Qing again: “Can I make some herbal soup for my mother?”

Jian Qing said: “I don’t know the composition and function of your herbal medicine. I will infuse chemotherapy medicine today, don’t drink other medicines indiscriminately.”

There is also an additional reminder: “If you want to see Chinese medicine and take Chinese medicine, you must go to a regular Chinese medicine hospital and find a qualified Chinese medicine doctor. Don’t follow blindly.”

The reputation of Chinese medicine is ruined by those who bluff and deceive under the guise of Chinese medicine.

The family member said: “Then I must do something for my mother. I can’t watch her suffer. I can’t do anything.”

Jian Qing understood his filial piety, thought for a moment, and suggested with humane concern: “There is a temple nearby, you believe in Buddhism, why don’t you go and worship?”

Two days later, after the family was discharged from the hospital, Jian Qing received a call from the medical department.

The medical officer in charge of handling patient complaints got to know the situation with her: “Hey, Dr. Jian, Xiao Wu from the medical department, a patient’s family member complained about your poor service attitude on the network platform of the Health and Medical Commission, and mocked his religious beliefs. Ke sent me a notice, please tell me the specific situation so that I can reply.”

Jane Qing: …