Chapter 72
Chapter 71 – Love You
The living room was quiet and silent, so quiet that I could hear my own heartbeat.
Breath intertwined, electric current-like numbness covered the whole body, Lu Yinxi subconsciously closed his eyes.
Close your eyes to block your vision, and your senses of touch and smell are clearer.
The clear and cold fragrance, the warm breath, the seemingly non-existent dampness, and the softness like clouds.
So her lips are so soft…
His thoughts were occupied by this softness, and the strong joy diluted a little sadness.
Full of love gathered in his heart, Lu Yinxi wanted to express it, but he didn’t know how to speak, and he didn’t dare to speak.
He had no choice but to grind his lips lightly, responding to her kiss.
The lips are icy and cold, like the winter when I was a child, I peeled off a piece of ice leaf from the leaves, and put it on my lips.
It only fits together for a few seconds and then separates.
It was still a superficial kiss.
A comforting kiss without any lust.
Instead of pinching the release of the lower jaw, gently press the back of the head.
Jian Qing rubbed against Lu Yinxi’s forehead, and asked softly, “What level is it now?”
Lu Yinxi opened his eyes, the red lips that had been plucked were vivid, and he murmured: “Level 4…”
Jian Qing stared at her silently, gently scratching her plump lower lip with the pulp of her left thumb.
Itchy and crispy.
Lu Yinxi couldn’t help pecking her fingertips lightly.
Jian Qing paused, his eyes were like water, he lowered his head and lightly touched Lu Yinxi’s forehead, then stood up, looked away, and said lightly: “The rest is up to you.”
She went into the bedroom to take a bath again, and Lu Yinxi sat on the sofa, rubbing her eyes, and calmed down quietly.
Sadness is still stranded in the bottom of my heart, and the comforting kiss only stops the tears.
She silently missed the little girl in the hospital.
I remember that when we first met, it was in front of a wishing wall in the hospital. She looked up at the sticky note on the wishing wall, and when she lowered her head, she saw Sangsang pulling her clothes, and timidly called “sister”.
She thought Sangsang was abandoned, and wanted to take her to the doctor’s office to find the contact information of her family members.
Seeing Sangsang walking with a limp, she knelt down to carry her away, but she pulled up her trousers to reveal her prosthetic limb, saying that it was a new foot and wanted to walk more, as she hadn’t walked for a long time.
Later, she drew pictures for Sangsang, and gave her popular science about cancer cells, surgery, radiotherapy, chemotherapy, immunotherapy…
At that time, she had just arrived in this strange world, panicked, and doing nothing. It was the first time she learned to help others, the first time she contacted patients, and it was also the first time she knew that after many years, she returned to the medical environment. , still has some value.
Sangsang is only 10 years old, but she is close to the countdown of her life.
What were you doing when you were 10 years old?
I’m being petty, I’m resenting Gu Mingyu for not taking my grandma to see a doctor, I’m worried that Gu Mingyu will find her a new father, I’m chasing cartoons on children’s channels, I’m wondering if I can do less homework at school…
Having lost her father and suffered bullying when she was young, she thought her childhood was miserable enough, but in this world, some people can’t even complete a complete childhood.
The more he thought about it, the more he couldn’t get out of his depression, Lu Yinxi sighed.
The moment she sighed, she suddenly felt relieved
— No longer nostalgic for the cruel medical environment.
Maybe she is really not suitable for medical practice. She is sensitive, fragile, and compassionate. Being a doctor is really a disaster, and she will destroy herself sooner or later.
Lu Yinxi went back to the bedroom, put on his nightgown, went into the bathroom and took a hot shower.
After drying her hair, she wiped on the hand cream, and saw Jian Qing covering her quilt, half leaning on the head of the bed, reading her picture album calmly.
how…
I want to sleep with you again…
Lu Yinxi looked at Jian Qing, and moved to the bed, feeling a little surprised, but didn’t ask.
Jian Qing flipped through the picture album and asked, “Who are these sketches drawn by?”
None of them she knew.
Lu Yinxi explained softly: “It’s my mother, teacher, and friend.”
They are all people from the real world. At the beginning, she was afraid that she would forget their faces after staying in this world for a long time, so she drew them and read them from time to time.
Jian Qing nodded, turned against the customer, and lifted the bed: “Come up.”
Lu Yinxi got in obediently.
Accompanying and sleeping this kind of thing, the first time is raw, the second time is familiar.
He didn’t lie down, but sat on the head of the bed together, looking at Lu Yinxi’s picture album.
Lu Yinxi introduced each character in the album to Jian Qing in a nostalgic tone.
“This is my mother. My appearance is more like hers, but my personality is not inherited. My personality is more like my father.”
“This is my master, who used to be an actor, but later became a director.”
…
Flipping through the pages one by one, Jian Qing frowned slightly and remained silent.
Such an obvious expression of emotion, Lu Yinxi naturally caught it, and asked her: “What’s the matter? Is there no painting?”
Jian Qing closed the album and put it on the bedside table without saying a word.
One person is missing.
In Lu Yinxi’s album, she does not exist.
Just like in her mother’s paintings, she does not exist.
Lu Yinxi squeezed Jian Qing’s palm, and said softly, “Talk to me.”
Don’t always be so silent.
Jian Qing rubbed her head, her eyes were a little tired: “Sleep, I’m sleepy.”
Lu Yinxi hummed, pressed the switch by the bed a few times, and turned the light to dim yellow.
Jian Qing lives close to the hospital, and there is emergency treatment in the ward at night, and the doctors on duty like to call her to be the Poseidon Acupuncture.
Just like today, she worked in the hospital for a whole day, and was called to help at night. She was exhausted physically and mentally, and the first thing she did when she came back was to comfort herself.
Lu Yinxi hugged one of her arms and gently rubbed it: “I’ll give you a massage.”
Jian Qing stretched out her hand and pulled the man into her arms: “Just sleep with me.”
True bedfellows.
Heads pressed together on a pillow, staring at each other’s faces.
Lu Yinxi stared at Jian Qing’s eyes, her eyes were darker, clear and deep, stared at by such clear eyes, a heart seemed to soften into a pool of water.
“You have to close your eyes when you sleep, why don’t you close your eyes?”
Jian Qing didn’t answer, but instead asked her: “You have to turn off the lights when you sleep, why don’t you turn off the lights?”
Lu Yinxi smiled lightly: “You ask knowingly.” She was reluctant to turn on the light, she was afraid of the dark.
Jian Qing reached out to trace Lu Yinxi’s eyebrows, and remained silent.
He dared not close his eyes for fear that she would leave.
In her world, there is no existence of her own.
She will eventually abandon herself and leave herself, just like her mother.
Lu Yinxi gently covered Jian Qing’s eyes: “Go to bed quickly, you have to go to work tomorrow, and recharge your batteries.”
Jian Qing took off her hand, held it in the palm of his hand, stuffed it into the bed, and closed his eyes obediently.
But he didn’t let go of his hand, as if he was afraid that she would escape, he held it tightly.
Lu Yinxi watched Jian Qing sleep and counted her eyelashes.
She was indeed tired, her closed eyelids were glued together, she was so sleepy that she could no longer open them, and she gradually fell into a deep sleep.
It’s a pity that the quality of sleep is shallow, and the slightest movement will wake me up.
In a daze, she heard people around her calling her in a low voice: “Doctor Jian…Ms. Jian…Jian Qing…”
She was too lazy to respond and just wanted to sleep.
Unexpectedly, a touch of softness fell on the forehead, accompanied by a low and light sentence: “I love you so much.”
The author has something to say: It’s a very short chapter, I’ll write another chapter later, eh~~~
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