Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

The van full of holes broke down before entering the downtown.

It is about that as time and scope increase, the mysterious power to expel outsiders gradually weakens, and pedestrians gradually appear around them. Zuo Jiang parked his car in a dark place with foresight. Looking from here, the site covered by the yellow lights of the street lights was like another world.

It is quite clear, warm and calm. We seem to be covered with dirt. Before entering the pool of water, we must clean ourselves, otherwise we will feel a sense of guilt.

I picked up Misaki and got off with Zuo Jiang. Zuo Jiang wiped the blood stains on his face with the dead man's clothing, then packed the seized trophy and carried it into the crowd with me in his hand. On the whole, we did n’t look embarrassed, but we carried some young girls and made some pedestrians look at them, but they did n’t see anything strange, just turned their eyes away after looking at them.

Was not chasing soldiers behind him, the peaceful night view of the city surrounded us, and I breathed freely the air freely, full of joy and fullness.

"There is no direct station to the front of the house." Zuo Jiangduan said looking at the bus stop sign.

This is not my original way home, the surrounding scenery is a bit strange, this city is not big, but not everyone will remember all the routes.

Wanted to call a taxi, but he touched his pocket, not enough money.

"Walk first, maybe there will be a car after two stops." I said.

So we went on the road like this, I led the way in a very vague sense of direction. After about ten minutes, I passed a crossroad centered on a huge flower bed. A familiar high-rise building turned to the building in front and appeared in our Eyes.

It turned out to be here. I thought of it like this. I seem to have some impressions, but I can't actually tell if I have been here.

But as long as the building is coordinated, it will not be wrong.

Was silent along the way, a kind of quietness and goodness that left us alone made me not want to speak.

We got on the bus at the second intersection. The bus on this route does not directly reach the door of the house, but it passes by Sakuya. This is the closest route to the door of the house. Because the driving route is a little remote, there are not many passengers in the car. I put Miyake on the seat next to me. I had nothing to do with it and chatted with Zuo Jiang sitting behind me.

"Where is Zuo Jiang's home?"

"Home?" Zuo Jiang stunned, somewhat distressed.

"what happened?"

"I am an orphan and lived in an orphanage in a northern city before the age of six."

"Ah, sorry." I said quickly.

"You don't need to apologize." Zuo Jiang laughed, "It's not a sad thing, but someone was asked where he was, and he didn't know how to answer."

"This way."

"How to say, because there is no memory of parents from the beginning, so I don't think it is a hard thing to do without parents."

She seems to be because there is no comparison, so there is no way to talk about good or bad. I am the only child, and I have a very good relationship with my parents, so even though I can literally understand her statement, I can't let go of it emotionally. In novels and movies, even an orphan like Zuo Jiang will feel lonely and jealous when he sees a harmonious family. Although the mouth is easy to say, is this really the case?

Of course, I also know that it is quite rude to speculate on others according to my own way of thinking. Moreover, the other party does not seem to need sympathy and comfort.

"The city where the orphanage is located is Zuojiang's hometown?"

"I don't know. The household registration was originally there, but then I moved away."

"after that?"

"Well, because of various reasons, have stayed in many cities. Of course, the source of life is provided by others, in addition to restrictions on activities, the treatment is still quite good."

She spoke very vaguely. I couldn't imagine what kind of life she was living. But judging from her words, her life after six years old is not the same as most orphans. Generally speaking, if an orphan stays in an orphanage until adulthood, it will be adopted by some families who are hungry for their children. However, Zuo Jiang's vague tone and statement indicate that this is not the case.

"Turn around", "others provide living expenses", "restricted activities", "good treatment"-this statement is usually attached to the description of an organization, and it is unlikely to be used by ordinary families and social welfare agencies. Such vocabulary.

May not be a legitimate organization, maybe a triad. I couldn't help thinking that. Because illegality is always mixed with uneasy factors, there must be difficulties that I do n’t understand to survive in such an environment?

It was because of the harsh environment that she had to commit crimes, and then acted as a mental patient in order to evade the criminal law-thinking so because although she said that she was split in personality, she could not see the spirit from their words and deeds The patient's madness.

The clues learned from Zuojiangkou can be concatenated, but their accuracy is not known.

I was a little sad, and the atmosphere became heavy.

"Fujiang said she fought the black market fist." I knocked sideways.

As a result, Zuo Jiang laughed.

"That was to lie to you." Zuo Jiang said this and paused. "However, it is not completely deceiving."

"You don't understand what you say."

"In short, it is delusion." Zuo Jiang smiled.

"Hey?" Unexpected but reasonable answer.

"Because we are mentally ill. However, although we have not actually experienced it, but relying on delusions, the experience we get is infinitely close to the truth."

What is this? I am speechless.

"It's wonderful, right? This is also a talent, a delusional talent."

"Fujiang's talent ... is it a delusional talent?"

"No, it is my talent." Zuo Jiang said, "I call it a delusional experience."

Is really a fantasy.

However, Zuojiang and Fujiang are two sides in one, and Zuojiang's talents are not Fujiang's talents. From this statement, many amazing conjectures can be deduced.

Stop here, conjecture is always conjecture.

By the gift, the atmosphere subtly softened. About their affairs, UU reading www. uukannshu.com I do n’t want to pursue it at all, because they will only be fooled by those vague words, maybe they never thought to be honest, so I ca n’t be so uninterested.

May be suffering.

Maybe one day I will tell.

One's past is very important, but it is not entirely necessary.

I do n’t think I ’m worth mentioning my past, so have n’t I thought of letting them know my past?

I hope she is watching me now. Therefore, I will also watch her now and in the future. Now she is by my side, and she will be by my side in the future, which is enough.

Unconsciously, the scenery outside the car window became very familiar, just like returning to your own territory, a kind of peace of mind breeds in your heart.

Just then, the sky suddenly became brighter.

The smell of dry and uncomfortable wind blowing makes people frown unconsciously.

The car began to commotion, and everyone was puzzled to find the source of the abnormality.

"What is that ...?" Someone shouted suddenly on the seat on the other side.

I looked at Zuojiang and faced each other with the other person, looking in the direction of that person.

The red light illuminates the deep night sky.

The black plume of smoke plummeted to the sky.

An unknown smell of scorching diffused in the air.

"There is a fire, there is a fire over there!" Someone cried: "Quick alarm."

Like the same pot of boiling water in the car, the passengers widened their eyes one by one.

Extraordinarily familiar scenery, that direction is where we are about to get off. The building in memory is rising from the window, and the blazing flames spread like oil, spreading upward at an unexpected rate.