Reincarnated as a Villain That was Killed Before the Game Starts

[95] The form of love seems to be different for each person

“Nice to meet you… I guess I should say. The wasp is Hilda. You’re the original owner of this body.”

Hilda smiles and looks at me like she deserves it from top to bottom.

The standing behavior was full of confidence.

Mako Asakura is a little less tall. Even though his face is over twenty years old with a child’s face, he was sometimes mistaken by middle school students.

Glossy dark hair and crisp eyes.

Too whispering breasts go hand in hand, making you look childish.

My body, which I’ve been dating for almost twenty years, is in front of me now.

My expression is quite different from when I was looking in the mirror even though I have the same face.

I thought again that even though it was my body, it was completely different from me.

That aura that floods out is full of high pressure and confidence that will upset you around.

At the same time, the atmosphere reminded me of thorny, delicate poisonous flowers.

It’s definitely supposed to be my body, but it’s oddly colorful.

On the other hand, the outfit with a full girl hobby was uncomfortable.

Doesn’t mean it doesn’t look good.

Rather, it looks too good because of the child’s face.

However, when it comes to being over twenty years old, the pink-based dress has plenty of white frills.

I honestly wonder.

You make me look extra young when I say I’m looking for a grown-up woman.

Above all, the clothes were not Hilda’s image.

The same frills are also said to be Goslori type, if Lin Taro liked black based satanic clothing, I can tell.

Clarity, princess, with the lady?

Hilda’s elegance is the Queen’s, even though she wears lovely sweet clothes that remind her of that.

I felt that the gap was unnecessarily highlighting Hilda’s presence.

I would never wear these clothes.

I didn’t really like skirts in the first place.

All the clothes I have are jeans and trousers that are easy, and jerseys are fundamental to home wear.

I don’t remember having such a costume.

“… it’s Mako Asakura”

Though I was only concerned about Hilda’s outfit, I tense my chest and say so.

That way, Hilda laughs.

“Really, you look mediocre.”

He gave me a word that would hurt me.

“Excuse me, Mr. Meiko! If you try Hilda, it’s like a compliment.”

My brother-in-law, who was next to Hilda, apologizes to me like I’m sorry.

Which neighborhood was a compliment?

I have no idea, so I’d love to know.

Hilda and her brother-in-law sit on the couch in front of her if she was letting her mouth pull.

Hilda showed a slight leaning against her brother-in-law, who sat in the right position.

I still feel strange when I see a ring on the two pharmacopoeia that entangle my fingers.

As we stood to welcome the two of us, we also sat on the couch opposite each other.

Ouga and Ixis on both sides of me, Lin Taro was killed by Hilda…… he asked me to take a seat to put a drink in.

“My brother-in-law (who is here), I heard from the Ixis… are you sure your brother-in-law is Jimmy? What’s going on and that’s happening?

“After Meiko and the others broke my body, I wandered around the space searching for Hilda’s soul. Somehow I came in feeling Hilda’s soul in the world where I used to live. I was already reincarnated, and I was incorporated into that circle.”

If you bump into doubt, your brother-in-law speaks like you’re in trouble with a soft voice.

It was this brother-in-law who always had a troubled look somewhere.

If you doubt it, Ixis tells you to use magic that allows you to see the spiritual body, and use it to consciously look at your brother-in-law.

What was in it was certainly like Jimmy’s soul, and Jimmy looked overlapping on his brother-in-law.

Undo the magic, sigh one and stare at your brother-in-law.

“You’re really my brother-in-law, Jimmy.”

If you whine, sorry brother-in-law…… Jimmy looked sorry.

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Jimmy was originally a junior high school boy who died in this world.

Where I was in the accident, I was in the same accident over twenty years ago.

It seems that the soul has accidentally gone from the gap in the empty space to the other world.

Jimmy was alive at that point, but if he didn’t know how to get back, he wasn’t willing to.

Jimmy, who lived an unbelievable life, wasn’t really interested in living.

As far as I was concerned, Jimmy was a kid who didn’t have to be there or not… it was more like he was being treated by his parents as a more convenient being.

Jimmy’s body died while drifting through the space.

Immediately, he was awaiting reincarnation.

Somewhere in his mind he somehow thought that if he returned to the original world, he would be reborn.

In the meantime, Jimmy got caught by Hilda.

Hilda surrounded Jimmy in her own different space.

This prevented Jimmy from returning to his world and from reincarnating.

But Jimmy thought it was okay.

Because Hilda needed Jimmy.

Besides, my time with Hilda was a happy one for Jimmy.

But gradually, Jimmy began to think that being with his ghost self might be having a negative effect on Hilda.

Although Jimmy didn’t know anything about the outside world that Hilda was spending, and he didn’t want to hear about it.

I didn’t think it would be a good idea if you were around because of yourself.

Hilda, who was a child at the beginning of the encounter, became a girl and an adult.

Still, I’m not trying to let Jimmy go.

Jimmy decided, from himself, to leave Hilda’s different space.

But Hilda… don’t let that happen.

Jimmy was tied to the body of the magic doll and let out of Hilda’s different space.

As one of the boys in Hilda’s mansion, he was supposed to serve Hilda.

Until then, I listened lightly when I went to the kingdom of the beast man.

I want to know where Hilda’s soul is.

Listening to Jimmy’s wishes. Me and Ixis destroyed the body of the magic doll that was tying Jimmy’s soul.

And Jimmy went on a spiritual journey, looking for Hilda’s soul and staying a ghost.

Originally Jimmy exchanges pledges with Hilda.

The souls exchanging pledges will be pulled, so they know where each other is slightly.

As Nicole pledged to my soul herself, not Hilda’s body, to narrow my place out of a lot of different worlds.

Jimmy also relied on bonds by pledge, which seemed to float through the space.

It was just a miscalculation for Jimmy.

That the other world where Hilda’s soul was, was the other world where Jimmy was born and raised.

The moment Jimmy stepped into that world, already a soul waiting to be reincarnated, it meant that he couldn’t resist it and was incorporated into the circle of reincarnation.

Thus, Jimmy was born as Asakura Land.

He is the eldest son of the Asakura family and a rich son.

His father seemed to be someone who could work by looking like he was lying around, and his mother, who disappeared at an early age, was a kind person.

The earth had no memory of being Jimmy.

However, the underlying personality or way of thinking.

I say it was no different from when Jimmy was there.

Always think about how you can be undisturbed for these people, even though you have kind parents.

Engage with people without touching them around and always keep a constant distance.

You don’t make enemies, you stay safe, you don’t get too involved.

Listen to your opinions around you, stay wanted as they flow, don’t go too far.

The earth was a less childish child and abnegation.

He didn’t have anything of particular interest, and he didn’t have many things of his own will.

The waves didn’t stand, they just lived their days.

But sometimes – I feel like I’ve forgotten something serious.

Apparently, it was in the earth to suffer.

In the meantime, the father of the earth remarried my mother.

And when I met him, the earth felt strange things.

“The first moment I was interested in something, I think I could have said. I could only care less about Mr. Meiko. I had a feeling that if we were together, we would be able to do something about this Moya Moya that’s been in our chest for a long time.”

Mouth it in retrospect as the earth holds its breasts.

“I think I was probably trying to remember my purpose somewhere in my mind, but that caused a lot of trouble for Mr. Meiko”

I couldn’t help but to do so, and the earth spoke in a shunned manner.

He hates me, he lowers his brow even though he knew he was on guard.

He seemed to be reflecting on what he had persistently spoken to or stood for.

“If it’s the original earth, I wouldn’t want to go to the same school, even if I had brothers and sisters. I was supposed to be the one accepting it, wondering if that would be all it would be if it were rejected. For some reason, only Meiko couldn’t give up getting along.”

There’s the key to Hilda.

The earth shrugged that maybe he knew unconsciously.

“That day, Meiko from this world was in an accident and I felt like this had happened before. And I saw Meiko in the hospital room, and I thought,” I finally met her. ”

My body was intact due to the healing magic of Ouga.

When I found out on the phone that I was in an accident, the earth ran to the hospital.

So I entered my body, reunited with Hilda’s soul.

“At first glance, I knew you were safe. When I was Hilda, I told Wagamama to buy some apples while giving Lin Taro an apple. But the moment I saw him, I couldn’t stop crying.”

I’m glad you’re not hurt, or something like that.

My heart was screaming, glad to see you.

When he was so confused, the earth smiles and mouths as he recalls the time.

I was set to have amnesia… and the earth went on to take care of Hilda.

Unlike me when I graduated from high school and got a job in the company, the earth went to college.

All my free time, I spent for Hilda.

In it the earth seemed to feel what the heart was filled with.

“I’m tuned, confident. Yet it’s really delicate, with a discerning caregiver. There’s something lonely about Hilda, I don’t know anything about her… I like her again”

With a face so gentle that it seems to wander, the earth speaks.

I never saw this brother-in-law look like this.

I always had a gentle grin, but it was made somewhere… rather than just there.

I always got the faint impression that I didn’t have any emotions.

“But me and Hilda… Mako is my brother-in-law and sister for once. I didn’t mean to break my family because of my own will. And don’t remind me of my memory as it is, I can’t believe I want her to be what she is… I thought it was a sin just to think about it.”

The earth was serious no matter how bad it was.

Apparently, that sense of ethics kept Hilda in line.

After I became aware of my feelings, the earth’s behavior towards Hilda became a little less onerous.

If I tried to stay away, Hilda pushed me down and said I was strangled.

“Again, you’re going to try to get away from the wasp – and you’re not going to let me go anywhere. I’m Hilda’s thing, and she said crying,” If it’s going to be someone else’s thing, I’ll kill you. ”

Rubbing his neck, the earth seems happy, as it is a sign of love.

“Someone… never asked me so much. This man needs me, and he loves me.”

… No, there, where would you be happy?

My brother-in-law has something very off.

No. Should I call you Jimmy rather than my brother-in-law?

I guess there are all kinds of forms of love…… I thought it would be hard for me to accept that as love.

Hilda has found Jimmy’s face in the earth since then.

He was sure, but he was frustrated that he never remembered me.

That’s why he didn’t tell us anything about Hilda’s side of the story and seemed to treat the earth as his amnesiac sister-in-law Mako.

Then the earth stopped avoiding Hilda.

Spoil it and listen to Wagamama.

He was happy about it when he said he was the only one who could accept everything.

And then one day suddenly.

The earth regained its memory of Hilda and when it was Jimmy.

But the earth hasn’t conveyed it for a long time.

“… why didn’t you tell me? Jimmy’s been looking for Hilda, hasn’t he?

“I’m not a ghost anymore. I was greedy. When Jimmy was there, Hilda asked me to stay, and I was satisfied with just giving. I just got something, and it doesn’t make sense because it’s ambiguous. So it was easy without asking for anything. But when I got a body and a solid presence, I wanted Hilda’s feelings.”

To my inquiry, the earth that answers seems a little bitter.

– He looked like a man.

“If you don’t want anything, you don’t have to feel painful when you didn’t get it. You don’t get it from the start, but what you want is just hard and pointless, right? Then it’s easier to be satisfied with what you can give and just live.”

What was spoken from the mouth of the earth was perhaps at his very root.

Such an atmosphere where I was not interested in anything and gave up everything somewhere.

That’s why I can be nice to everything, because that’s not what he looks like.

I lived so hard, I felt like I was being ridiculed – I couldn’t really like it.

I remember pretending that Jimmy had some resemblance.

Even though he’s about a junior high school student, he looks objective.

I’m sure that might have been the wisdom to live that Jimmy has learned from the life he’s been through.

“I knew Hilda was obsessed with me. But I realized it wasn’t Hilda I was looking for… Hilda didn’t accept adult men, and I was afraid they would reject me for knowing this feeling”

The face of the earth whining that way overlaps a little with Jimmy.

Just like Jimmy, who declared to me he was going after Hilda.

That face of the earth seemed to teach me that I only liked Hilda and liked him.

Then there was a lot going on between us.

Apparently the earth told him that he had regained his memory, and Hilda accepted the adult earth and the two became lovers at last.

I never dreamed such a story would have been played out here.

You were supposed to ask me how my brother-in-law’s earth was Jimmy, but I feel like they drank tea that was put in so much that the sugar wouldn’t melt.

Ultimately – it was no different than being asked to just fall in love.

“… I know what’s going on, but I can’t believe I’m engaged with my siblings”

“That’s what I thought, too. I told Hilda that my body would be replaced and that I would spend some time in this world as my original Hilda.”

If you speak in a mood for more, the earth laughs bitterly and looks at Hilda.

“You’re an idiot. If it weren’t for Mako Asakura, she wouldn’t be adorable… I would never like that.”

Hilda spoke as though it was out of the question.

He swelled his cheeks a little, he looked a little young.

Surprised because Hilda in my image wasn’t going to do that.

“Meiko was in an accident and she had amnesia. Mitsuko… my mother took good care of Hilda. I feel like I’ve missed you so much.”

“I wonder if you could put it in a weird way that I miss it. I just liked it, that’s all.”

Hilda disputes the words of the earth.

I can’t believe I miss someone, maybe Hilda’s pride wouldn’t allow it.

Without denying it, the earth nods gently that you are.

“Hilda’s not my hobby. You like her enough to accept and wear clothes.”

“… I can’t help but think about it.”

Hilda answers the earth, which spills a smile all the time.

“Nevertheless, you and the good boy, the lack of taste is devastating. I wonder if it’s blood.”

As if to change the story, Hilda stared at me and spoke.

If you listen to me, after I get discharged from the hospital.

I hear Hilda shut up on a bunch of the clothes I have.

Not a single dress, a bunch of unusual clothes.

There’s no way I can wear this, he complained about where the dress was.

To Hilda like that, it was these girls dresses that my mother prepared for her full hobby.

Much different from what Hilda thought.

But look at your mother, who is thrilled to look good with a smile on her face.

… He couldn’t even say that he didn’t like this either, just Hilda.

My mother has always had quite a hobby for girls.

When the girl was born, she was like a mother who was clear to put on cute clothes.

If you look at my childhood pictures, they’re all dressed like princesses.

So much so that I think that the recoil made me hate skirts.

Hilda accidentally puts her finger on the cup of tea she had Lin Taro prepare.

In that motion, Lin Taro removed the tikozy for steaming and poured the amber liquid from the pot of white magnetism into Hilda’s cup.

Reminds me of Claude the Butler in a smooth motion as if it had been stained on him.

I thought Hilda was trained to do that.

“Your real mother and sister don’t have a good taste in clothes, do they? I don’t know about your sister’s jersey all year round, but there can’t be a pink frill like a princess either. After all, Master Hilda has supreme, noble black goth lollies.”

“… Taro Hayashi, how brave of you to complain about these clothes you made for the wax?

Pouring tea, yeah nodding and if Lintaro gives his opinion.

Ugh, Hilda’s eyes narrowed and the cold air released.

“Huh!? Master Hilda was complaining now too!?

“The wax is fine. I can’t believe you complained about what Hayako would do at Lin Taro’s minute… are you ready to punish me?

Hilda is quite unreasonable against Lintaro, who is surprised by the vegetables.

Removed from the adorable pochette was the rule.

Hilda’s eyes, which played at his fingertips ahead of it, dwelt in a very abusive light.

… apparently replacing the rules with munchies.

Seeing that look, I understand that Hilda’s reason for sticking to Mako Asakura lies with her mother.

Hilda in front of me looks lively.

Like I found a place in that world, Hilda found a place here, too – I thought so.