Chapter 73
[69] For a child to grow up healthy
Think about Abel and roll around in a mess on the bed.
The time now is noon.
I’m a little tired, I was coming for a nap.
I wish I could lead Abel in a better direction.
There’s so little room for Yandere.
I don’t know if they sell parenting guidelines or anything, I think so.
I think there was a lot going on in the original world, but there might be if I looked in this world as well.
I’m raising a child. I’m your mother.
You said you weren’t even married yet… no, I had a lover.
……
Oh well, I have a lover, don’t I?
I accidentally get lit up by myself.
There was one person I dated before Ixis, but that wasn’t a lover.
The essence is like a first time relationship.
With both thoughts in mind, Ixis immediately reported to everyone.
I thought you didn’t need anything else because I’m embarrassed, and that’s what I said.
“They know you’re dating me… don’t you like it?
There was no way I could say I didn’t like it when they said that.
Elliot had a grumpy face, but had declared war on Ixis because it was just now.
Feather and Betty had something like a light mouth fight with Ixis if they didn’t allow me to be alone.
Then, for some reason, the serpent of Mere was tangled up in the Ixis.
When Ouga said it, it felt more like what he was talking about now.
On the day of the month of fame, Ouga knew me and Ixis had made up, so she thought it was exactly what she had been dating since then.
What I think about at a normal moment is what we’re going to do next.
Although I have become a lover with Ixis, my current state is only an advance of the matter.
Will you spend the rest of your life as Hilda, or… accept Ixis and Ouga with your original body and become a white dragon?
The option of abandoning Ixis and returning to his former life just disappeared.
– You have to decide someday.
I am also attached to my life as Hilda.
This world may be more dangerous, but I feel like every day is fuller than that one over there.
I didn’t hate my original world job, and it was rewarding.
I was happy when we all did one job, but the results seem tiny compared to watching the territory and the children grow up.
I’m pretty sure life here is more suited to sex than life being chased to work.
Maybe it’s because I’m surrounded by death flags, but I have the feeling that I’m alive every day, and it’s just not like back then when I spent every day.
But I still have an attachment to Mako Asakura, who lived in the other world.
I want to see my brothers, my mother, and my friends in a mundane moment.
Not ghosts, in reincarnation.
If my body was dead – I would have had to give up and could have lived with Hilda’s body.
You don’t have to give up being “Mako Asakura” if you’re going to be a white dragon.
According to Ouga, not only can you break your Ixis pledge when you become a white dragon, but you can come and go freely to even the other worlds.
In other words, you can always return to the original world and spend time in Mako Asakura’s body.
Then you can jump across the space and meet everyone in the world.
Though there was some attachment to Hilda’s body as well, she lives all the time in someone else’s… I knew there was resistance.
If you think your body is there, it’s extra.
The White Dragon is an option that neither I in this world, nor I in the original world, have to throw away.
Although Ouga will be my husband as well as Ixis.
I’m sure you won’t be happy.
I like Ouga, and it’s fun to be with the three of us.
I can assure you that you will both take care of me.
In a way, the White Dragon must be a good thing to do.
Both Ixis and Ouga are wasted on me.
Now, you don’t have to throw both worlds away.
What you just have to throw away is – the ethics cultivated in Nihon.
I knew it was somewhere in my head, so I wondered what two husbands would do.
I find it rude against Ixis and against Ouga.
If you accept it, you’ll love them both equally and be happy! I have to be prepared.
Halfway through it, absolutely not.
Don’t let your two loved ones just be unhappy.
I’m keeping Ixis and Ouga waiting – though I think.
I needed a little more time to make this choice.
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“Meiko, what are you thinking?
When I was stuffy, Ixis’ voice came down.
Looks like the chest sprouts have passed on, and they’ve come to the room.
“Hey, it’s nothing!
All of a sudden he peeps into his face and hurries.
bounced off, Ixis looked suspicious.
“There’s no way it’s nothing. It conveyed a very troubling feeling.”
Look, tell me, Ixis sits next to me.
The bed rattled and made a noise.
“So troubling… were you thinking about me or with Augusto?
This is when emotions are conveyed.
I can’t even bother you.
I appreciate your concern, but this was something I had to decide.
“Holy shit, what do you think I should do for my kids to grow up honest?
“What are you talking about all of a sudden!
If you remember Abel and say something to mislead the conversation.
You didn’t expect it. Ixis panicked.
“I knew I wanted my kids to grow up bright and healthy, but I’m worried about what to do. They’re going to hate it too much. Just don’t do anything. Don’t get in trouble if Yandere or something goes wrong.”
“If parents like that get along… you’ll grow up on your own. I think I’ll have to think about it before I can have a kid.”
Speaking to me quickly, Ixis says that while coughing with Cohon.
My face is a little red for some reason.
“Parents… like you can’t expect Abel’s parents to be around it”
“Hey, what the hell are you talking about?
If you think about it unexpectedly in that opinion, Ixis frowns.
When I said I was talking about Abel’s education policy, he gave me a big sigh of relief.
“What the hell is that? I…”
“What? What’s wrong, Ixis?
If you look at Ixis, you look a little relieved. An unfortunately complicated face.
I tilt my neck and ask, and for some reason I get up blushing badly.
“Nothing!
Ixis tries to escape.
Instead of the attitude that it was nothing, I chased him and caught Ixis in front of the door.
“I’m curious. Tell me!
Hugging him towards his hips, Ixis gently pushed his body back with both hands.
“… I thought you were telling me you wanted kids”
“Huh?”
Ixis is bright red to his ears.
If you unwittingly round your eyes, you’ll stare at me with a frown of dissatisfaction.
“Meiko’s face says she never thought of that.”
“What? No, ’cause, uh… we’re just starting to hang out, right?
Ixis gets a little grumpy, and there’s always light in his eyes.
I don’t see much Ixis, a manly face.
They grabbed my shoulder so I wouldn’t let them get away with it, and they swapped positions.
It took shape so that I could push my back against the door.
“I’ve thought about it. If I could have a kid, I could’ve tied Mako to me.”
In this state, like being blocked from escaping, Ixis squeaks.
The eyes that you can tell you’re looking for me, they look painful.
He also seemed desperate to fight something.
“Meiko.”
He is called by his name in a serious voice, and Ixis gently puts his hand on his cheek to touch the broken object.
“The truth is, I want to touch Mako in his original body this way. But I want to be alone. Two at the same time… I know it’s not going to happen.”
Ixis exhales loudly.
I gently closed my eye lid and stuck my forehead to mine.
“Me, because I don’t just abandon Ixis”
I thought I’d mention something like when I was in the dragon again, if I’d say it first.
Ixis shrugged that he knew.
“Go back to your original body, Meiko. Even if you can’t be alone. After all, you’re the one with the original body. And Meiko has a family.”
Slowly Ixis walks away.
I miss that.
“Well, I really don’t like it, but if they’re Augusto, I can put up with them somehow. Well, maybe I’ll be jealous. Still, if Mako laughs and stays by my side, that’s fine.”
Ixis laughs.
“… Ixis”
Calling his name, he was gently kissed so that he wouldn’t look like that.
“You’ve been doing quite a bit before you became a lover, and you’re still not used to it. Mako.”
Soon Ixis’ hand was over my chest, making sure my heart sounded and laughing.
My eyes were so sweet, I thought they were spoiled.
“If you decide how Meiko feels, I want you to respond to Augusto as well. You don’t have to worry about it. Me and Augusto are pretty convinced.”
Ixis pulls his strength out of his shoulder, he strokes his head.
Ixis laughs as if nothing had happened.
“It’s just that you and I are gonna love each other… be ready, okay? Even if Mako says he doesn’t like it, he’ll take it for both of us.”
I thought I had looked at you, and you whispered in your ear glossy.
If he blushes unintentionally at the words that make sense, Ixis comes up with a funny look.
“You’re bright red.”
“Hey, Ixis! Don’t!
Shame on you and shake your fist up.
They grabbed my wrist, and they stopped me from doing that.
“I didn’t mean to make fun of you. Just wanted to say that neither Meiko nor Augusto are at all willing to halve the love we pour – we won’t do anything wrong, and we can’t.”
I saw a suspicious color dwelling in Ixis’ eyes.
My lips overlapped immediately.
I’m tickled through my mouth and attacked by the feeling of paralysis in the back of my head.
“Huh…!
I feel like I’m floating off my feet, and I’m going to let it all go to my comfort.
I grabbed Ixis’ clothes so I could contain myself like that.
“Huh… Huh… ah!
The mouth deepens and the knee falls out at the feeling that the back of the stomach is mumbling.
If you can’t stand any longer and cling to Ixis.
Don’t let me be considerate first that I’m this alone, there was always a sign of Ixis laughing over my head.