Chapter 34
Chapter 33 Find yourself
The figure who walked along, calm and introverted, he didn’t have any extra expressions, and even the corners of his eyes and eyebrows showed a little alienation and indifference.When walking, the strength of his shoulders and ankles was like stepping on the nerves of the audience, like a lonely beast in the wilderness. No need for anyone to approach-Su Zhen.
Until Su Zhen turned and left, his back completely disappeared on the screen, and Rong Fei’s figure still seemed to be shaking before his eyes.
Someone patted Rong Fei on the shoulder, “I said I let you take a look at the catwalk styles of other supermodels, but you are in a daze here?”
A cup of coffee arrived in front of Rong Fei, and there was also a plate of golden cookies that looked very crisp.
“I saw Su Zhen just now…”
“What’s weird to see Su Zhen. A few years ago, Su Zhen was also the darling of the fashion industry. It is also common for actors or singers to walk on shows.” An Kaiwen disagreed.
“So what do you think of him as a model?” Rong Fei really wanted to know An Kaiwen’s evaluation of Su Zhen.
“He is a genius. It is rare to see his characteristics in the model.” An Kaiwen put his chin back to the scene of Su Zhen’s catwalk, “The same level of performance, if Red Campbell is to perform it, it will be It will be too late, but Su Zhen’s own elegance makes this expression of indifference and alienation more deeply rooted in people’s hearts rather than out of place. Rong Fei, sometimes we have to admit this kind of talent, which may be the day after tomorrow. No matter how hard you try to pursue the boundaries you can’t touch.
Rong Fei blinked, “I didn’t expect that a proud person like you would even praise others without hesitation.”
“…” Ann Kaiwen paused and laughed at himself. “Perini said that you also have a very unique temperament, Rong Fei. At first I didn’t believe it, or even disdain it. But when you were that day Wearing the “Late Night” designed by Perini, I was shaken by you for a moment.”
“Huh?” Rong Fei was stunned.
“So don’t let my shaking at that moment turn into a joke.” An Kaiwen’s gaze returned to the screen.
Rong Fei subconsciously grabbed the cookie on the plate and stuffed it into his mouth, and almost spit it out as soon as he chewed it down, “Hmm! What is this!”
An Kaiwen pulled the corners of his lips, Rong Fei’s reaction was within his expectations, “I said, oatmeal cookies.”
But Rong Fei felt that he had eaten the sand in his mouth.
There was no slight sweetness, and the toasted oatmeal almost swept his throat into his esophagus, and Rong Fei was almost speechless.
“Who wants you to eat so fast?” An Kaiwen’s head leaned toward him, just to see Rong Fei’s embarrassing look clearly.
“It’s terrible…”
“You have to taste it slowly to feel the aroma of sun-dried oats.”
Rong Fei didn’t care about the three-seven-ones, picked up the coffee and poured it down, and then squirted it out, which happened to be sprayed on An Kaiwen’s face.
“Mom! Too much crying! Is this Chinese medicine?”
An Kaiwen’s smile froze there, and he reached out his hand to wipe the coffee on his face, and said word by word: “This is non-fat coffee…no creamer…no sugar…”
Rong Fei subconsciously pushed his arms back, and An Kaiwen’s face was so bad.
“I… I didn’t mean it…”
“Here, wait for you to clean it up, whether it’s the biscuit residues or coffee stains you left.” After speaking, An Kaiwen got up.
“Hey, where are you going? Didn’t you say you want to train me?”
An Kaiwen smiled meaningfully, “Training is not just about walking on stage, it also includes how to find yourself on stage.”
Find yourself? Rong Fei looked up at the colorful frames on the screen. He was used to being another person’s stand-in, but he didn’t know how to find himself.
After watching the catwalk all day, Rong Fei’s eyes were almost gone.
“Go to bed early, there are other schedules tomorrow.” An Kaiwen led Rong Fei to the guest room, and for the first time he opened the door very gently.
“Itinerary?” The nerve circuit of the tired Rong Fei was a little slow.
An Kaiwen hugged his arms amusedly, “The so-called closed training does not mean that you will definitely not be allowed to go out to meet people. It means that you will focus on training during this month and will not receive other announcements or contracts. ”
“Then where are we going tomorrow?”
“Shopping.” An Kaiwen turned and left, leaving all questions to Rong Fei.
After taking a shower, Rong Fei leaned on the bed and started fighting. But An Kaiwen’s phrase “find yourself” reverberated in his mind.
The moment Rong Fei got into the quilt, Rong Fei suddenly remembered something and turned out the phone. There was a text message on it, and when he looked at the signature, Rong Fei laughed unconsciously.
Su Zhen: How is the training? An Kaiwen didn’t ask you too much, right?
Rong Fei: No. Watching a video of the catwalk for a day, I ate weird cookies and terrible coffee.
Rong Fei thought it was this time, and Su Zhen should already be asleep. Unexpectedly, the other party’s text messages still responded quickly, Rong Fei even wondered ridiculously whether the other party had been waiting for his reply.
Su Zhen: Are there any training arrangements for tomorrow?
Rong Fei: Yes, maybe I will leave An Kaiwen’s villa and go somewhere else. But the specific content is not known.
Rong Fei thought for a while and sent another message: Su Zhen, how did you find yourself on the runway?
Two or three minutes passed, and Su Zhen still did not reply.
Rong Fei held the phone and waited, wondering if Su Zhen was asleep? Or is he unable to answer because the question he asked is too abstract?
Just when Rong Fei pressed “Goodnight”, Su Zhen’s text message came.
Rong Fei opened it and saw that there was only a short line of words: Before you find yourself, think about what you want to be.
Taking a breath, Rong Fei understood but didn’t understand.
Ten seconds later, Su Zhen’s second text message came: Let everything go as it is, go to bed early. good night.
“Yes, it’s useless to think too much. There are some things you can’t figure out if you think about it!” Rong Fei put his phone on the bedside table and turned over into his sleep with the quilt.
At this time, in the back seat of the black nanny car, Su Zhen’s arm was leaning against the car window, and she looked at the phone screen with a bowed eyebrow and a light smile.
In the driving position, Shen Yan adjusted the rearview mirror, “Su Zhen, you have been looking at your phone since this afternoon. Are you waiting for someone’s call?”
“Nothing, just chatted with a friend.”
“With friends?” Shen Yan chuckled lightly. “You wouldn’t expect so much when chatting with friends. Su Zhen, you have always been good at controlling your feelings. You never let the media know what you are thinking and do, and you never let me easily. Guess your emotions. But this time, you didn’t even bother to cover up. When recording the entertainment interview this afternoon, you put your phone in your pocket. Although the vibration will not affect the filming of the show, it is basically It doesn’t match your style of being completely dedicated to your work without leaving any flaws!”
Rows of street lights flashed past Su Zhen’s eyes. He didn’t have any extra expressions, “Thank you for your suggestions.”
“I’m not making suggestions to you.” Shen Yan was a little helpless, “I want to say, if you really like someone, please tell me and let me prepare early. If one day King Su Zhen falls in love, , This is not terrible, the terrible thing is that the first one to know is that the media is not me.”
“Such things won’t happen.” Su Zhen’s profile was secluded in the darkness.
The morning sunlight shone lightly into the room, Rong Fei smashed his mouth and turned over, hitting something at once.
Rubbing his eyes, Rong Fei was stunned. How could there be someone sitting next to his bed? This guy with black-rimmed glasses looked strange and seemed to have seen it somewhere.
After ten seconds, Rong Fei finally reacted.
“Ann Kaiwen? When did you come in?”
“It’s not too long, I just came in for half an hour.” An Kaiwen leaned on the head of Rong Fei’s bed with a pleasant look.
“You… how did you get in?”
“This is my house. I have a key for every room.” An Kaiwen’s answer is natural.
“Then… Then here is where I am sleeping, what are you doing in here? You can’t wake me up!”
An Kaiwen pushed the black-rimmed glasses on his nose, “I just want to see what you look like when you sleep. When a person is asleep, he is also the most unguarded. We start from opening our eyes. The world reacts to different debugging and hides ourselves. Since yesterday, you have been at a loss as to how to present yourself. Would you like me to tell you what you looked like when you fell asleep?”
“Okay, say it!” Rong Fei propped his upper body, leaning side by side with An Kaiwen.
“Well, you like to sleep with the quilt rolled up. You must hold the corner of the quilt in your arms, with your mouth close to the quilt. It seems that you like soft things very much. When you fall asleep, your expression is very soft, unlike many people who fall asleep. I frowned.”
“Well, these are all appearances. Have you come to any conclusions?”
“The conclusion is that you are easily moved. It is just a conclusion drawn from a psychological point of view.” An Kaiwen nodded his finger, meaning don’t doubt me.
“What does this have to do with the catwalk?”
“Your feelings are rich. It should be easy to understand the theme of the fashion show and it is easy to have a passion for fashion. What you need now is God to open that window for you.” After that, An Kaiwen slowly got up, “Get up.” Come out with me after breakfast.”
“Where to go?”
“Where do you think there are many people?” An Kaiwen asked.
“Uh… on the street?”
“Okay, let’s go out shopping.” An Kaiwen paused as if thinking of something, “Remember to make yourself look less like Rong Shao.”
So this is why you wear black-rimmed glasses?
“Should I find a set of Spider-Man clothes to put on?”
“If you can find it, I don’t mind.”