Chapter 77
Chapter 78 Wake up
This time Bai Zhixi woke up at night.
Wan Chuer eagerly yelled “Mom”, but Bai Zhixi didn’t look at her, and pushed her hand away vigorously.
This scene made Xiaobai blink and blink. He went up cautiously and asked: “Aunt Bai, what evil did Chu’er do? I will teach her for you.”
Bai Zhixi only then knew that Xiaobai was coming. She sighed and said, “This unfilial girl…”
Wan Chuer reluctantly shouted again: “Mom.”
Bai Zhixi immediately lowered her face and asked sternly: “You tell me, will you go to university?”
At this moment, Xiao Bai immediately understood what was going on, and understood Bai Zhixi’s painstaking efforts, he also looked at Wan Chu’er.
Wan Chuer gritted his teeth and said, “I don’t plan to read anymore…”
Sure enough!
Thinking of it was one thing, and hearing it was another thing, Bai Zhixi’s breathing became short again, and she immediately asked, “Are you not going to live yet?!”
Her daughter knew it for herself, and from the clues, Bai Zhixi had guessed Wan Chu’er’s plan a long time ago.
Some time ago, she patiently persuaded her slowly, thinking about changing her thoughts through bit by bit. In the past two days, she felt that her body could not support it for a few more days, so she became anxious for a while and changed her strategy.
“Aunt Bai!” Xiaobai said in surprise.
Wan Chuer’s eyes widened too, with a look of shock on his face.
Bai Zhi stared straight at Wan Chu’er, and asked in a burning manner: “Are you not going to live anymore?!”
Wan Chuer turned his head.
Xiaobai was angry for a while, he slapped Wan Chuer’s head with a slap, and shouted, “Fool!”
Bai Zhixi took a breath and gave a sorrowful laugh, and said: “You are not my daughter, not my daughter of Bai Zhixi, nor the daughter of Wanshiguo.”
“We don’t have a cowardly and selfish daughter like you, you go, I don’t want to see you again, go!”
After speaking, he turned his head and stopped looking at Wan Chu’er. It seemed that he really disgusted when he took another look.
Wan Chuer bent her knees, knelt in front of Bai Zhixi, and cried:
“Mom, you are gone, what’s the point of living alone…”
Bai Zhixi interrupted her and asked, “Then what’s the point of giving birth to you with your dad! Is it to let you die casually? You are the continuation of the lives of me and your dad, but you have to be selfish. Broke our continuation.”
Wan Chuer’s heart was shocked, and she raised her head to look at Bai Zhixi.
Bai Zhixi continued: “Do you think your life belongs to a person? So you think that it is meaningless to be alone, so you want to end this life selfishly? If your father and I are gone, you can’t help me and your father. Do you live well?
We are gone, you should try to live, not only to live, but to live in a similar way. All the regrets, the things that are too late to do, and the scenery that is too late to see for me and your father are gone. This is for me. The greatest comfort with your father.
Otherwise, you will just go to the bottom and see us in any way.
Everyone says: If the body is skinned, the parents who are affected by it will not dare to destroy it. Otherwise, it is unfilial. If you really do anything, it will only make me and your father die hard, give us a heavy blow, and raise a failed daughter.
If you leave easily, who else in this world knows about me and your father, and who else will miss me and your father.
Your father is such a good person, but you can’t learn him to be strong, how do you let me meet your father.
In addition, life is not for you to escape from suffering, but to face it and overcome it bravely. ”
At the end, Bai Zhi cried bitterly, “Think about it, why on earth should you live for!”
These words of Bai Zhixi, like a bang, knocked to Wan Chu’er.
What is the meaning of life?
Is it just for family affection?
Or is it to inherit the glory of the ancestors?
Or is it to experience the bitterness and ups and downs of life, overcome suffering, and then shine?
She was stunned, kneeling on the ground, looking at Bai Zhixi’s pale and painful face, she couldn’t recall her for a while.
It turns out that life can be interpreted like this, then she really failed Bai Zhixi and the kingdom of all ages. In her previous life, she had a mess at first, and that was completely black for her parents.
She remembered a sentence said by Father Jiang in the previous life: It’s a pity that the kingdom of all ages.
At that time, she felt that Jiang’s father was inexplicable and didn’t take it seriously. Now that I think about it, I’m afraid that Jiang’s father feels that she has not inherited any of the advantages of the kingdom of nations and is not worthy of being a daughter of the kingdom of nations.
Later, she had to live alone, really like a walking dead, there is no difference between being alive and not being alive, and she has never thought about a bit of Baizhixi and the kingdom of eternity.
Xiaobai was also in a daze by Bai Zhixi’s words. He thought of his mother who had passed away, and remembered what she said to him when she left.
Wan Chu’er, who quickly figured out, was ashamed to drown her like a flood, making her a little weightless.
She felt that her face was hot, because she was still a top student who was admitted to the first university in Beijing, and because she had lived two lives, it was not as good as one, and she didn’t even understand the most basic principles of life.
He kept saying that she would live for the sake of Bai Zhi, I was afraid that she would really be angry with Bai Zhi again.
Wan Chuer looked at Bai Zhixi timidly, and said, “Mom, I know I was wrong.”
The crying Bai Zhixi stopped, looked at her daughter in disbelief, and Xiao Bai on the side also recovered.
“Mom, I am really stupid. I only think about myself. I have never thought about you and dad. Don’t worry. From now on, I will live steadily and live with you and dad’s share.”
Bai Zhixi carefully looked at her daughter’s expression, and saw that she was serious, she breathed a sigh of relief, and then hugged her daughter again.
“This is my daughter.”
In the following days, Wan Chu’er seemed to really change his mind, always thinking about not living anymore, and many of them didn’t care about it, or just died.
Now that he made up his mind and regained the will to live a good life, he and Bai Zhixi carefully planned the next thing.
Listening to her daughter’s plan, Bai Zhixi’s mood improved happily, but her body became more and more unbearable, which made Wan Chuer worry and at the same time opened up to Bai Zhixi more thoroughly, just to make Bai Zhixi smile .
On this day, Xiaobai sent Wan Chuer’s university admission notice.
Bai Zhixi carefully touched the admission notice, with a gratified expression on her face. In the afternoon, she was determined to be discharged from the hospital and go home.
After asking the doctor, Wan Chuer pushed Bai Zhixi back home with a heavy heart.
After arriving home, Wan Chuer cleaned up the room first, and then carefully carried Bai Zhixi to the bed. Now Bai Zhixi is so thin that she can be picked up easily.
Bai Zhi looked around and smiled: “It’s better to be at home.” Then she asked Wan Chuer to take out a small cloth bag from the cabinet.
She opened the small cloth bag layer by layer, revealing a crystal-clear jade pendant inside. The pendant was the size of a thumb and shaped like a tiger’s roar.