Rebirth of Chu Wan

Chapter 73 Life

“Chu’er,” Bai Zhi looked at her daughter sadly, and said gently: “Speak to mom first, okay?”

Facing Bai Zhixi’s begging, Wan Chu’er’s hard work hard to support immediately broke into pieces. She couldn’t help crying “Wow” and hugged Bai Zhixi with her lower body.

“Mom, please don’t leave and stay with me. Dad is no longer there. Can you bear the heart to watch me become an orphan too?”

“What should I do without you?”

“I don’t want to be alone in this world, I will do it again, just for you, you are leaving, what is the meaning of my life…”

Listening to her daughter’s cry, Bai Zhixi was also very sad, and did not notice the abnormality in Wan Chuer’s words.

She tried to stretch out her hand, gently stroked her daughter’s back, comforting her silently.

Outside the ward, Xiaobai touched his face, and he actually felt the wetness of a hand.

He muttered: “Chu’er is so pitiful.”

Da Bai frowned and said nothing.

Bai Zhixi spoke softly, her voice with a calming force, Wan Chuer finally calmed down in her soft words.

“You are 18 years old and you are going to college soon. You are an adult. How can you cry like a child? In the eyes of her mother, Chu’er is the most powerful daughter. The teacher said, he is not your opponent now, you are the pride of your mother.

Mom hopes that no matter what you encounter in the future, try to control your emotions, don’t get excited first, make things clear and deal with them slowly. ”

Wan Chuer let out a choked “um” and continued to listen to Bai Zhixi’s words.

“Mom will accompany you one by one, wait with you for the university admission notice, accompany you to university, and then work, get married, and get married. It’s just a different way of accompany…”

It was a matter of life and death, Bai Zhixi said flatly, as if living a life like usual.

Wan Chuer couldn’t bear it, and once again interrupted Bai Zhi’s remarks.

“Stop talking, let’s treat the disease, okay? Please, treat it, how can you know if it’s not going to be better…”

The doctor said that if the patient does not have the will to survive and does not cooperate with the treatment, the forced treatment is just a waste of effort, and it may worsen.

Bai Zhixi held her daughter’s hand, shook her head slowly, and said:

“If it can be cured, my mother will definitely not let go of a chance. When I first checked it out, I also asked the doctor if it could be cured. Really, my mother didn’t lie to you, and my mother wanted to live with you.

It was too late, it was too late to discover, it had been transferred when it was discovered, and the treatment just caused me to suffer one more time.

Mom feels that I have suffered too much in this life, and I don’t want to eat this suffering anymore. Can you forgive my mother’s cowardice? ”

This plea made Wan Chu’er’s throat sore for a while, she turned her head, not to look at Bai Zhixi, letting tears raging on her face.

……

After speaking for a long time, Bai Zhixi took too much energy, and soon fell asleep.

The doctor was hurried over by Xiaobai. After checking, he said that he was just asleep, changed a bottle of liquid, and left.

Wan Chu’er sat on the edge of the bed foolishly, holding the other hand of Bai Zhixi tightly with both hands, staring at Bai Zhixi’s sleepy face without turning around.

She should have discovered that Bai Zhixi was abnormal earlier. At that time, when Bai Zhixi didn’t go home for three days, she should have noticed something was wrong.

The kind Bai Zhixi, the first time she lost her temper with her, she should take good care of Bai Zhixi instead of leaving obediently.

When she saw Bai Zhixi’s note, she should go to Bai Zhixi instead of treating it as okay.

……

Looking back on this period of time in the past, Wan Chuer felt that she was really stupid.

Her eyes rolled blankly. Perhaps when she first came back, she should take Bai Zhixi to the hospital for an examination.

If you check at that time, you might find something wrong, and you can cure it early.

It’s a sigh that she didn’t do anything, and went to do some pickles business, which made Bai Zhi run around with exhaustion.

She remembered that the two of them ran back and forth in Wanzhou to sell wild goods during the Chinese New Year the previous year. At that time, the two went in the wind and snow, and could not eat well and sleep well. Maybe it was that time that Bai Zhi was tired.

Wan Chuer suddenly raised a hand and slapped herself severely.

“Snapped!”

In the silence, when such a loud sound suddenly sounded, Xiao Bai who was sitting outside was taken aback. He hurriedly took a look at the crack of the door and saw that Wan Chuer’s face had a slap mark, and immediately understood what had happened.

This fool!

Xiaobai rushed in without saying a word.

“What are you doing?” Xiaobai shouted in a low voice, “What’s the use of hitting yourself? When your mother wakes up and sees your face, it will only make her feel uncomfortable.”

Wan Chuer stayed for a while, yes, Bai Zhixi saw it, she would definitely feel uncomfortable, she did another stupid thing.

Seeing Wan Chuer not speaking, Xiao Bai said, “This matter has nothing to do with you. Don’t take it on yourself. If your mother knows, she must worry about you again. This is all fate.”

Wan Chuer nodded, knowing that he was doing it for himself, and whispered: “Thank you.”

Xiaobai curled his lips, wanting to preach, looked at her like a bereaved concubine, shook her head helplessly, and went out again.

After a while, Wan Chu’er thought of the phrase Xiaobai said, “This is all fate”, and couldn’t help but think of Bai Zhixi’s departure in her previous life. Could it be that she was also in terminal cancer in her previous life? So you still can’t escape this life in this life?

In the last moment of her life, Bai Zhi cherished the last moment of her life and was still supplying shoes. How much pain she had to endure.

Thinking of this, Wan Chuer was a little frustrated.

What’s the point of her doing it all over again.

This time she worked hard to change, but she did not earn her destiny, and Bai Zhixi still had to leave.

Forget it, let’s go. When Bai Zhixi is gone, she will hold her ashes and find a place to go together. I can’t say that the family of three can see each other underground.

Where are we going?

She remembered that she had pounced on a shark in her previous life. This shark was really unreliable and actually reborn her.

This time she had to change the way, she didn’t want to experience Bai Zhixi’s death again.

Xiaobai waited outside for a long time, but couldn’t hear a sound, and looked in through the door uneasy.

I saw Wan Chu’er lying on the hospital bed with her upper body, her face calm, her hand still tightly holding Bai Zhixi’s hand.

After sighing, his mind finally recovered his senses.

If he knew that Wan Chuer was sifting through death in his heart, he might jump up.

In the evening, when Da Bai brought the meal, Wan Chuer thanked him in a low voice, and then obediently took the meal and ate it one bite at a time.

Seeing the two brothers of the Bai family was a little stunned, they looked like the sky was falling in the morning, but now they are suddenly so calm and normal.

Could it be figured out? Do you know that you have the strength to serve Bai Zhixi when you are full?

When the bowl of rice was cleaned up, Wan Chuer looked up and found that Da Bai and Xiao Bai were staring at her. They smiled and said, “The rice is delicious.”

Xiao Bai felt that something was wrong with Wan Chu’er, so he nervously said, “What do you want to do?”

However, Wan Chu’er grasped Bai Zhixi’s hand tightly again, and his eyes were firmly cast on Bai Zhixi’s face.

After a while, she said, “Be with my mother.”