Chapter 81
Chapter 79: Let Me Help You
“I won’t go, and I won’t go ever again.”
Slightly warm body with incredible softness, Ming Jingfei hugged Xie Xuanzhuo hard, causing both of them to be out of breath and exhausted.
“That’s not possible,” Ming Jingfei dragged Xie Xuanzhuo to the bathroom behind the screen, “Since I had a child, the number of times you accompany me to sleep has been pitiful.”
Ming Jingfei’s words made Xie Xuanzhuo in a trance, as if they had been together for many years and had a child together…
Xie will have plenty of money and food, and a lot of talent. Those old guys, it’s time to take a break.”
“The concubine will congratulate the emperor first, I wish the emperor all the best, and the country will last forever.” The hot water made Ming Jingfei’s body feel hot/hot, she smiled and played underwater Get up, wanton and without scruples.
“Don’t do it, I will host the Spring Festival tomorrow,” Xie Xuanzhuo held down his long and delicate hands underwater, his white and tender face flushed red, and his eyes that were as cold as water were also smoked out by the dense heat Ambiguous/ambiguous.
“It doesn’t matter, I want it, you have to give it, and you have to give it if you don’t.”
The expression on Ming Jingfei’s face is the arrogance that Xie Xuanzhuo is familiar with, even a little arrogant, but it is extremely beautiful and touching.
It has been a long time since this, Xie Xuanzhuo can hardly remember, how long has it been since a woman has not been so reckless.
In the past few months, what she has seen the most is Mingjing Fei’s gentle and elegant appearance, still beautiful, but less angry, like an empty desert.
“Today I have to take the initiative,” Ming Jingfei’s rosy eyes shone brightly, and the wet eyelashes formed a few strands, and the pitiful style was like a blade. As cool and glamorous. “I won’t let you release Xinxiang, you have to endure it.”
Nodding obediently, Xie Xuanzhuo’s wet eyes followed Ming Jingfei all the way back to the warm and dry bed.
Put down the bed tent, Ming Jingfei took the initiative to lean against Xie Xuanzhuo’s arms, her almost transparent fingers jumping up and down on the warm jade skin.
“Do you remember the first time we met in Qingyu Town?”
“Well, remember,” Xie Xuanzhuo smelled the strong white rosin, and only felt his blood surge, and his mind was a little confused, “You take off my pants when you come up.”
“Hmph, who told you to grow so poorly,” Ming Jingfei chuckled, looking at Xie Xuanzhuo with her spring-like eyes, “Then you remember that I helped you beat the bully who bullied you away. ?”
“Remember, you hit me with two whips before they fled.”
Seeing Xie Xuanzhuo’s quick and clear answer, Ming Jingfei’s reward seemed to touch the back of this man’s snow-white neck, “Then do you remember that we won all the money from Zhang Meng’s family?”
“Remember, we went to the boat and floated all night, and you said it was your birthday…”
Ming Jingfei blocked Xie Xuanzhuo’s unspoken words with her lips, she half-closed her eyes, and her voice was misty, “Do you remember those people who forced you to eat glass beads, we ran almost overnight escape.”
“If it wasn’t for you, maybe I would have died then.” Xie Xuanzhuo didn’t know why Ming Jingfei suddenly recalled the past, but she still inevitably fell into deep memories, “I Remember, remember.”
“Then you have to remember it all the time, okay?” Ming Jingfei was breathless by the smell of Qianyuan, and bit her lip in order to maintain clarity, “Did I tell you to release Xinxiang? ?”
“You’re stupid.” Ming Jingfei closed her eyes, the corners of her eyes were crimson but moist, there seemed to be faint traces of water, she gently lifted the blonde hair behind her neck, “Come here quickly.”
This night seemed to be very long, Ming Jingfei forced herself not to fall asleep after the two of them had fun, but quietly looked at this person’s face until the sky was white, and then she whispered to wake up Xie Xuanzhuo .
“Aren’t you going to host the Spring Festival? Are you still up?”
Xie Xuanzhuo opened his eyes, his eyes were clear and bright, without the slightest haze of just waking up.
She looked at Ming Jingfei, and suddenly smiled, she was very agile, as beautiful as the spring wind and rain, “Tonight we are going to eat candied haws, I have asked them to prepare the painting boat, you are planting Yugong waiting for me?”
Putting the crown on Xie Xuanzhuo, Ming Jingfei hesitated for a moment, then bent her lips, and showed a faint smile, “Okay, I’m here, waiting for you.”
A group of people surrounded Xie Xuanzhuo and left, and the smell of night jasmine still seemed to float in the air.
The red sandalwood came in through the side door and said in a low voice:
“General Su has sent someone to take the child out of the palace.”
“Got it.” Ming Jingfei sat by the window with a desolate expression, fascinatedly watching a thrush perched on a branch that had just emerged with green shoots.
“The Empress, are we really going?” Zi Tan couldn’t help but ask before going out.
“Didn’t I tell you to call me a saint?”
“Saint, are you really going to run away?”
“Yeah, I’ve made up my mind.” Ming Jingfei got up and pushed open all the carved wooden windows, cold air blew in, “I have an inexorable hatred for her, and I reluctantly Together, it’s just an ending that two people hate each other.”
“But, but once you leave, there is no turning back,” Zitan was a little puzzled. It was obvious that the Holy Maiden liked the emperor, why is it always so awkward. “The mountains are high and the road is far. You may never see each other again after you leave.”
“It’s not possible, it’s certain.”
She also remembered the red maple she admired on the tower with Xie Xuanzhuo.
Life after life, forever and ever, forever and ever, she and she don’t have to see each other again.
Today, most of the people in the palace will go out of the city to offer sacrifices. She and Su Lingxin agreed that at dusk in the afternoon, she and Zitan would leave the palace as palace maids, and someone outside the palace would meet them.
However, today’s dusk seems to be extraordinarily beautiful. The sunset on the horizon is connected with the dashing and brilliant flowing clouds, tearing out streaks of golden threads overflowing with light.
I put on plain maid’s clothes, in order not to attract attention, Ming Jingfei deliberately turned her hair into black, black like silk with a simple bun, although it is still bright , but the waterfall’s blonde hair is much more low-key.
When she passed the Yuwen Temple on the small road, she stopped and took a deep look inside, imagining Xie Xuanzhuo sitting in the candlelight grading the memorial, she smiled bitterly, but she heard the exclamation of the red sandalwood .
Only a voice whispered:
“I told you to wait in the Jade Palace, where are you going?”
Seeing the unexpected person, Ming Jingfei did not panic, but moved her lotus step lightly and smiled, “Why did the emperor come back so soon?”
Xie Xuanzhuo was not accompanied by anyone, her face like jade was deeply hidden in the mottled tree shadows, she half lowered her head, her expression was melancholy, “I asked you what you are going to do.”
“Back to the emperor, the concubine is preparing to leave.”
“Leave? Leaving what?”
“Leave you, leave Xie Xuanzhuo.”
“Didn’t I say we went to eat candied haws tonight and swim in the lake together?” For some reason, Xie Xuanzhuo’s figure was illusory and ethereal, and the words he said were like a dream. “Do not you remember?”
“Like you, I remember it all, and I will always remember it.”
“Since you remember, why do you still want to go?” Xie Xuanzhuo’s amber pupils ignited flames, but only burned herself.
“Xie Xuanzhuo, you always broke your promise before. So, this time, it’s my turn to miss the appointment, okay?”
The plain white clothes perfectly set off Ming Jingfei’s stunning appearance, but what the beauty said lightly opened the sandalwood mouth, but turned into a blade.
The blade had blood on Xie Xuanzhuo’s heart.
“Yeah, after I’m gone, everything will go well for you, Your Majesty.” The woman gently snuggled into Xie Xuanzhuo’s arms, her eyes were hot and moist, but she said coldly:
“Now I want to understand, between you and me, what is wrong is identity. You are the king of a country, and I am just a saint who can’t stand in the rivers and lakes. It may be useful in troubled times Sharp weapon, but if you want to create a peaceful and prosperous world, what you need is someone who is upright, with a prominent family background. You shouldn’t keep a person whose background is unclear to be your queen. ”
“Can you… not leave?” So gentle and desolate, abandoning her natural arrogance and noble voice, Xie Xuanzhuo is like a rose that withered in the spring, containing With boundless depression and loneliness.
Ming Jingfei brushed away the broken hair that covered her eyes for her, quietly looked at her deep eyes, and then shook her head firmly, “Blame me, I want too much. Most people, without falling in love, spend their whole lives together.”
Fortunately, she still had a love, although not a lifetime. And Xie Xuanzhuo can never give it.
Never.
“No, I don’t understand. Everything is getting better, as long as you wait, it’s fine, why should you leave.” willow branches.
“But I’m not one of the majority, never have. I want a lot, a lot. You can’t give it.”
Somehow, Ming Jingfei realized that Xie Xuanzhuo was so desperate and helpless. But she was neither happy nor happy.
Why, she clearly wants her to suffer, she wants to despair, and she wants to smash her to pieces.
“I can’t give it?” Xie Xuanzhuan’s eyes were like chaotic petals, broken and absent-minded, she said repeatedly: “I can’t give it?”
“Your Majesty, let me disappear is the best way. In this way, we will not be so miserable.” Ming Jingfei felt that her heart was also aching, but she thought that this was all Because it is too close to Xie Xuanzhuo.
Xie Xuanzhuo’s eyes were cold, like a white crane that Ling Xiao wanted to fly high but had no wings. She heard Ming Jingfei repeat what she just said.
“Make me disappear.”
“I can’t.”
“I’ll help you.”
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The author has something to say:
I was thinking about whether to put my previous life before the ending, or a side story after the ending.