Rebirth and Redemption

Bland, but like a cake with a sweet smell, soaked in sweetness everywhere.

Although Chu Ji in the text follows a completely different path than Chu Ji in reality, Chu knows that the person in the text is him, regardless of his appearance, character, preferences, habits, etc .. Where he didn’t know, Rong Hong actually knew him so well.

It was completely dark when Chu Ling read all of this.

Through these words, he can clearly feel that Rong Hong’s feelings towards him are strong and sad, and humble and distressing … Some people say that words can only express one-tenth of the emotion, because many feelings cannot use words Expressed, they can only be hidden in the author’s heart.

At the end of the last book, there is a postscript, Rong Hong wrote

He is the last person I should love in my life, but love is not always something I can say. I met him at my best age but got the saddest result. My depression isn’t all because of what he did to me, it was just a fuse.

I wrote these things by myself, originally I wanted to give myself a motivation to live, but the happier the love in the pen is, the more sorrowful the real sadness is, so it didn’t cure me, it just put me in my dream.

I promised Chu Rou, as long as she didn’t tell me about him, I would try to live. But this time, I’m afraid to keep my word. I’m too tired to live. It seems that I have been soaked in a potion called “negative” every day and have been soaked in bones. Chu Rou is a good girl. I thank her for visiting me often, but I cannot love her.

Goodbye, Chu. I don’t think you will ever know that someone who hurts you can’t get rid of his love for you.

I don’t know when Chu Yan already shed tears. When he reacted, the tears had dripped onto the book and a dot was smashed out.

Chu Rou did not scold him wrong, he was a personal scum, so ruined Rong Hong’s life. He also understood why Rong Hong was crying so miserably at that time. It is one thing to have a crush on someone he loves secretly. It is another thing to be raped by someone he loves secretly. The latter will collapse for anyone.

Rong Hong’s affection for him moved him, but he never had a chance to make up for it.

Chu hasn’t eaten all day, Chu has a little dizzy, but he still has no appetite. He got up and drank a glass of water, and Chu Xun sat back on the sofa, rubbing his skin with his fingers, as if stroking Rong Xuan’s face. I don’t know how long after that, Chu Yuan suddenly fell on the sofa, and the whole person lost consciousness.

When he opened his eyes again, it was clear that it was not his home. Chu took a moment and suddenly sat up. The distant and familiar environment appeared in front of him. This was the high school dormitory he had lived in for three years.

Chu Min’s mind was a bit chaotic for a while, punched against the wall, the coldness and pain let him know that he was not dreaming that he was born again, and also returned to the high school era!

Chapter 02 Confession

There was no one else in the dormitory. Chu Instinctively turned to find his cell phone, and she saw the one she had just put in when she was in high school when she was in high school. Can’t wait to get the phone over and press it, the screen lights up, showing the time and date Friday, September 12, 8:29 pm.

He really went back ten years ago, not long after the start of high school.

In the thoughts of surprise and confusion, the words “Rong Huan” were squeezed out in a hard way, which made Chu Yan’s heart cool. He couldn’t remember the exact time when he was forced into Rong Hong, just remembered that it was not long before the start of school, and it was also a Friday …

At this moment, the door of the bedroom was opened from the outside, and walked in uncomfortably. He put the things in his hands on the table, and the white T-shirt with the letters on it didn’t know what was spilled, dirty. one slice. Now Guiheng’s face still has unrelenting childishness, and he looks like a child who has not yet grown up. There is a big difference in temperament from that romantic and extremely shorthanded ten years later, but the expression of dissatisfaction is exactly the same.

Seeing Chu Xi sitting on the bed, Guiheng asked a little unexpectedly: “Are you sleeping?” Guiheng did not go home this week, returned after having dinner with his classmates, and brought some to Chu Yi .

“Well.” Chu Ai answered vaguely, and asked, “What’s wrong with your clothes?”

“Don’t mention it.” Guiheng took off the T-shirt directly and threw it into the trash can. “The soup accidentally spilled on me when I was eating spicy food, and I wasted my clothes in vain.”

This familiar dialogue awakened Chu’s original memories that he thought were dusty today!

After forcing Rong Huan, he felt tired after returning to the bedroom, so he took a shower and went to bed to take a nap. Then he woke up for a few moments and returned to Guiheng. It was also that this clothes was sprinkled with soup. Guiheng was not a person who could wash clothes by himself and threw it away. The reason he remembers this is because they bought the dress together, and he also had one. After throwing it away, he took it away and said that it was comfortable to wear. He didn’t miss this one either, so he gave himself up.

After straightening out the memory, Chu Yi didn’t dare to delay for a moment, immediately jumped out of bed, took a long trench coat from the closet and ran out.

Guiheng chased after a few steps and shouted, “Hey, where are you going at night? Hey, Chu!”

Chu Yan didn’t have time to answer him, left the dormitory, and ran directly towards the teaching building.

The school will open a self-study room for students who want to study by themselves. By nine o’clock in the evening, no one pays attention when Chu Ran ran into the teaching building at this time, let alone stop him.

Relying on memory, Chu Qian went up the staircase softly, and his beating heart made him nervous and anxious. He didn’t know if Rong Hui was still there, and whether his sudden appearance would scare Rong. Alas.

This side staircase didn’t turn on the lights, and the dim light could not be seen at all. Chu Xun had to turn on the mobile phone light. When he turned the corner of the staircase, his heart jumped with a leak. With an inch of thread, his face was buried in his arms, and he leaned so quietly, as if he had no breath. Shirts, trousers, and **** were scattered on the ground … these were almost scrapped and there was no way to wear them.

Chu Yan’s fingers still seemed to have the tactile sensations when they were removed from Rong Huan, and his heart ached with pain.

Walked softly, Chu Xuan half kneeled in front of Rong Hui, and called him softly: “Rong Hui?”

Rong Hong didn’t react at all, as if he didn’t hear it at all.

Chu Zheng called him two more times, Rong Hui still shrank there, did not move. Chu Yan frowned, and felt something wrong under his heart. He stretched out his hand and touched Rong’s arm.

“Rong Ye, Rong Ye, you wake up.” Chu Yi embraced him and wrapped him in a windbreaker.

Rong Hua closed his eyes tightly and let him play with it like a puppet, but still did not respond. Chu Huan was anxious, and patted Rong Hua’s face gently, only to find that although Rong Hua’s body was cold, his face was hot , Especially forehead. Chu Rong knew that Rong Rong had a fever and couldn’t care less about the other. After wrapping his windbreaker tightly, he hugged him and ran outside. He didn’t know when Rong Hong started to get hot. In this season, the head has started to get colder in the morning and at night. In addition to the recent typhoon, the temperature is already relatively low. Rong Hong stayed in the corridor for a few hours without fever. It’s weird.

The gate guard stopped the two and asked, “What’s going on?” It took another hour to learn to lock the gate. When the students went out at this time, they would still hold one another, and the gate guard naturally asked.

Chu Zheng calmed himself down and said, “My classmate has a fever and there is no one in the infirmary. I want to send him to the hospital.”

The guard heard it and asked, “Which class do you have? Register.”

The teachers in the infirmary also returned home on Friday, so the students staying at this time were unwell and had to go to the hospital. The Weimen is not strange, and the light here is not very bright. Rong Hong can see nothing in the long trench coat, so he goes according to the normal process.

After Chu Xun reported the class and name, the doorman let him go, and also told him that if there was any problem, he must call the class teacher and Rong Xuan’s home. Chu Xun didn’t even bother to listen to the doorman. He stopped the taxi outside the school gate and took Rong Xuan to the hospital.

In a taxi, Chu Li called his cousin, who is a doctor at the No. 6 Hospital in the city. The No. 6 Hospital is a little far from their school, but it is more convenient to arrange a ward. Chu also wants to find a trustworthy mouth A strict doctor, naturally, had to ask his cousin.

When the two arrived at the hospital, Chu Bin’s cousin Song Bin was already waiting for them at the door. It happened that he was on duty today. Chu Ji said on the phone that a classmate was injured and had a fever. He didn’t think much about it and thought that it was Chu Ji’s friend who was fighting and was injured. But when seeing Chu Ji holding himself down from the car, Song Bin felt a little bit erroneous. If he remembered correctly, the boy in Chu Xi’s arms should be wearing Chu Qi’s clothes. There are a few bruises on the exposed calf, and the feet are bare. What frame can hit the bare feet? But suspicion turned to suspicion, Song Bin still stepped forward and took Chu to his consulting room.

Chu Yan put the person on the bed, Song Bin walked over and unbuttoned Rong Hong’s windbreaker. The red-naked body and traces under the trench coat made Song Bin realize what was happening at once. His previous doubts were not unreasonable.

Before, the light was dim, and Zhu Rong didn’t see Rong Hong’s condition. Now Rong Rong’s body is bruised, and the scarlet white-turbidity mixed with scratches and legs is unbearable.

“Go out!” Song Bin said coldly.

Chu Yan looked at this kind of Rong Yun, and his heart was very unpleasant. He didn’t say much, so he went out first.

About half an hour later, Song Bin finished all the wounds to Rong Huan and asked the nurse to hang a little bit before leaving the clinic.

Chu Yan has been standing in the corridor, waiting silently for Song Bin to tell him the situation.

Song Bin walked over and said coldly, “Chu Yi, do you know what you are doing?”

Song Bin looks very gentle, but at first glance it is the type that can’t be messed with. Chu Xi went back and forth, and he was honest with his cousin. Even though he is now 28 years old in his soul, Song Bin, 30 years old, still feels the same to Chu Ji, and Song Bin is still his brother.

In fact, Song Bin now looks like an elite, but he was also a school hegemony. Fighting and fighting was never indispensable to him. However, Song Bin always knew what he wanted, so that year of his senior year, he conquered all the rebellions and began to study seriously. Song Bin was already clever. With all kinds of tutoring, he just returned all the lessons from the first two years of high school. He also entered a very good medical university and started his medical career.

“I’ll be responsible,” Chu said.

“Crap! If you dare not be responsible, I’ll slap you now!” Song Bin looked at Chu Ao with a bit of indescribable anxiety in his tone: “Chu Ao, have you ever thought about it, whether you want to be responsible or not is one It ’s another thing, whether people are willing to forgive you is another matter. When you do this kind of thing, it ’s not just a physical injury to him. The psychological problem is the most difficult to solve. There will also be at least a bottom line, and now it seems that I was wrong, I am disappointed in you. “

“I’m sorry …” Chu said, in fact he was very disappointed in himself, especially now when he looks back, he doesn’t seem to have done anything worthy of his pride in high school.

Chu Bin’s apology surprised Song Bin a little. Based on his knowledge of Chu Bin, he said that Chu Bin should have been blown up. Unexpectedly, Chu’s response was calm, and the remorse in his eyes was not false, but Song Bin did not know how to proceed for a while.

After a few moments of silence, Song Bin sighed slightly and said, “Boys mix a little bit during the rebellious period, I can understand. But as your cousin, I hope you can think about what you want. Don’t end up After years, I have found nothing. Chu, you should grow up. “

Chu Min nodded, “I know.” Actually, now that he wants to come, ten years later, he is still immature, still childish, and his relationship with his family has not been eased. He may never have grown up. Maybe this is because the family spoiled him from the outside, but if you think about it, he also occupies a large part of the reason because he is unwilling to bear, so he has not matured.

“Okay.” Song Bin patted him on the shoulder and said, “I will arrange a ward for him for a couple of days. You can prepare some clothes for him to change. The diet should be light. It is best to eat liquid food. Raise your body. “

“it is good.”?