Philstar or Gaju’s Regression

240 Ch 77. Her Identity (3)

“… Emilia. ”

After finally confronting Emilia, Loan didn’t know what to say.

I thought she was the one who was opening the Magic Gate, but I didn’t really know what to say when I saw the scene.

And then the other black dress, the one that you see through the visions of Ran Tegos, the one with the red eyes, the one with the thin, stiff face.

Apart from the white hair, I even felt like seeing someone else, because it was the opposite of what he remembered.

“Enough now. ”

Anyway, it was because of Loan that she did all this.

Then you’re the only one who can stop Emilia.

Loan took a step forward to stop her.

“Please stop. ”

Then Emilia shakes her head coldly.

“It’s too late. ”

In her calm expression, knowing that it is now irreversible,

“It’s not too late! ”

Loan raised his voice.

Maybe it’s really too late.

However, I was offended by the fact that I could never accept it.

After his cries, there was a brief static.

“First, let’s close the Magic Gate and unravel with the story. ”

Loan reaches out to convince her somehow.

“You know this is wrong, Emilia. ”

He’s not here to fight her.

In the words of Loan, who is trying to convince me somehow,

“…… I’m already on the wrong track. It’s irreversible. ”

Emilia shakes her head again.

She seemed to have put everything down.

“I already know everything. What happened to you and me. And why you made this decision. ”

Loan somehow brought out the story of the past to convince her.

“ ……. ”

After hearing that, Emilia’s pupils tremble.

Past.

Even though everything has already passed, I can never turn away.

Memory-vivid scars.

So it would have been natural for her to react.

“Do you really think I want this? You think I was hoping for something like this? ”

Loan raised his voice to persuade her once more.

If she shows emotional agitation, it seems probable enough.

And that’s how he felt.

“Emilia, this is not what I want. That’s not what you want, is it? ”

And as he approached her one more step,

Lightning!

At this moment, a frostbite of cold touches Loan.

“Argh!”

When Loan, who was amazed, stepped back,

That drama.

In the instant of Charlna’s death, I saw the castles that were situated above Loan’s body.

“What the hell is this? ”

On Loan’s face, full of panic.

“That’s it.”

Emilia shakes her head while keeping her magic hands down.

“…… yes, I signed a contract with Logs in exchange for time. But there’s no such thing as a priceless gift. In return, I decided to become an apostle of chaos. ”

And she said with a stiff face, as if she had eaten her heart out.

“So now it has nothing to do with the past. It has nothing to do with your winds. I’m just loyal to my role. That’s our deal. ”

In her words, as cold as the ice field, Roan also became a distressed expression.

Agreements with logs.

In return, being an apostle of chaos would mean that Logan was Nialatothep.

I don’t know why Nialatope used the name Logs, but his incarnation exists in many different forms, so it shouldn’t be strange.

And when I thought about it, all things came true.

Why Freya, the incarnate of the log, is helping her.

Chaos Apostle Fitzgerald said.

Even the presence of the man who broke Schwabaltz’s seal.

Of course, Nialie’s existence and time problems felt quite heterogeneous.

Even during the Nero incident, Emilia was in the Emperor’s castle, and Egbert testified himself.

But Nialie is the one who can handle the demons as free materials.

If Emilia had been a chaotic apostle Nialie with a contract with Logs, it would not have been so difficult to carry out all this work while staying in the empire.

Of course, I couldn’t help but think that the face beyond the mask that really bothered me was Emilia.

“….. it’s just a crime. To abandon yourself, to sacrifice everything. ”

Even one reason was obvious.

The more chaos there is, the more Loan’s presence will shine.

As a result of all these events, Loan became a young hero of Rosesta, a result perfectly consistent with the wishes of Emilia in the past.

She would also have been able to relieve herself of her guilt because she sacrificed herself for him.

He did not retreat easily because he was a Roman who already knew all her past.

“No, not for you. Because that was my role. So don’t have any hope. Give up. ”

In his words, Emilia shakes her head decisively, not like that.

“I’m not the Emilia von Rosesta you knew, but a chaotic apostle and a traitor who betrayed everyone. I don’t have any feelings for you either. So you look straight at the reality, too. ”

Don’t ask yourself any more questions.

It was a bold tone, as if you had already made your mind’s decision.

“Don’t lie. ”

I couldn’t hide it until I saw the deep excellence beyond her eyes.

“Don’t lie to me. ”

I shake Loan’s head after reading that look.

“If I did, I didn’t have to save Egbert, and I didn’t have to run and cry when I got hurt. You didn’t have to advise me to be a hero. It was so much better to pretend you didn’t know me from the start. But you didn’t. ”

I’m talking about her now, but this wasn’t very convincing if you think about her past.

She’s already had so much emotional involvement.

“It’s just to confuse you. That’s where you played! ”

At that moment, Emilia turns away from him and screams.

I just did it to create confusion.

“No, you wouldn’t have pushed me like that if you really intended to. Rather, he accepted me. That would create even more chaos. If I did, I wouldn’t have been more hurt or bothered. Because you were imprinted too much on me. Because he was my former lover and the trauma he caused with my hands. ”

I already knew it wasn’t that simple.

If she had really tried to confuse him, there would have been no need to reject his confession.

Rather, I had to accept him to push him even deeper.

And yet she didn’t.

Despite the fact that Loan had confessed several times, he did not.

“If you really thought I was okay, you shouldn’t have met me at that point in time with the power of logs. I had a chance to live as a stranger! ”

And so was my previous life.

As she went back to the point where the relationship would not begin in the first place, the current camping words were a contradiction in themselves.

“Why don’t I know that heart? Emilia, I don’t know why I don’t know you. ”

It was because she still liked him, and also knew that one day this day would come, and so she hoped that Ron would not get hurt.

“My heart is like yours! ”

In his words of conviction,

“ ……. ”

Emilia couldn’t argue with Chama.

It must be true that my head turned white.

She’s still so fond of him, and she’s almost like a confession, that she has no idea what to say.

“Emilia! Don’t fool yourself! ”

Once again he raised his voice,

“…… you don’t have to talk long! ”

She raises her voice as if she no longer wants to talk.

“There are only two options for you, Loan! Stop me with death, or get out of here! ”

If I continued to listen to that heartfelt confession, it seemed like it would eventually collapse.

For her, he was the world, and it was like everything else.

Just to avoid that,

Ooooooooo!

When she injected magic into the enchantment,

Lightning!

The Devil’s Gate shines even more fiercely.

Goooooo!

With him, the figure of Echimond Rich dancing around the enchanted camp became even more fanatical.

Since summoning the Devil’s Door was a source of aspiration, I felt that the complete opening of the Devil’s Door was imminent and reacted even more vigorously.

At the same time,

Qaaaaaaaah!

The dark red magic power completely wiped out everything that was on the ceiling before dark.

Let’s blow up all the empire that’s on top and grow a giant hole in the sky.

“Stop it, Emilia! ”

Loan takes another step forward to stop her.

That drama!

And then his body starts to freeze!

“Argh!”

At the same time, when Emilia reached out,

“No way, Loan! I am no longer a young, weak girl who can do nothing by herself! ”

Ggggggggggggggggggggggggg!

A blizzard froze his body.

“Argh!”

I can’t believe my body freezes in an instant!

Loan is greatly disillusioned by the new magical power he has never experienced before.

Magic without even spells was close to power.

And the magic power she had was Dagon or Bolonez IV or older.

Even though Smee suffered from the cold to the bone, it was no exaggeration to say that he was natural to the assassin, because he was completely restricting his own movements.

“You were a hero! You saved the world! ”

But we must not stop the Horseman’s door now.

If Emilia doesn’t stop, I have to use the number to get rid of the magic camp.

“Emilia!”

Somehow, he shouted his name to persuade her and took a hard step.

“No, I didn’t. I didn’t care what happened! ”

Emilia then shakes her head with a very distressing face.

“Then why are you making that face! ”

“ ……. ”

“What the hell do you want now! ”

Although she became an apostle of chaos, that does not mean that all of her existing values are distorted.

So this time, with that emphasis on persuasion,

“…… I don’t want any more! I don’t want anything! ”

Emilia shakes her head that even hope does not exist.

I didn’t even know she was the most distressing right now.

She doesn’t really want the end of the world.

I’m just paying for my time back.

She clenched her lips with tears,

“Enough! Enough, now! ”

I closed my eyes and shouted in agony.

Wei Ying!

At the same time, the wind of the sword began to blow.

I want to beat him somehow without giving up at the end!

In the bitter breeze that reminds me of the winds that Elkane generates,

Tsaaaaaak!

Loan’s skin bursts, splits, and bleeds.

That drama!

Scary frozen wounds!

“Argh!”

Let’s not beat the pain and let’s just let Ron sit down.

“Stop it! Now that I’ve done that, it won’t do you any good! ”

Emilia, who opened her eyes reflectively to the voice, raised her voice again.

“You can’t beat me now. I’m gonna die with that body. I’m going to die! ”

And I tried to convince him.

All she really wanted was his happiness and well-being.

It wasn’t like this.

“Emilia.”

But Roan seemed to have gained more strength in his appearance.

The wound froze and the body was paralyzed, reaching out hard to reach her in the midst of the distress.

“Please just give up and go anywhere! The more you do this, the more I suffer! ”

She shouted in a fierce voice at the sight.

She knows better how dangerous Loan is.

Even if he awakens to the Dark Spirit, he cannot be free from all wounds and suffering.

His body is messed up by the ongoing transcendental struggle, so if this situation persists, he will eventually lose his life.

Emilia is now a slut who has abandoned everything to save him, and she could eventually lose her life in her hands.

Because that’s the worst situation she can face.

“Please!”

Eventually, Emilia pleaded.

“Stop it, Loan! ”

In response to her cries like that,

“I’m the one who changed your destiny like that! ”

Then, one day, Loan, whose whole body was frozen, shouted with a distressed face.

“Even if it had nothing to do with my will! ”

Broken bones, torn muscles all over the body, swept away by explosion, drowned.

The hardships I’ve been through have not been enough, but the pain now runs through the trajectory.

The pain of the cold was strong enough to cut off the limbs, and there was no way to stop it.

“That’s how you’ve changed because of me! ”

But it is.

“Even now, I can change it! ”

Loan takes another step without stopping.

“Argh!”

As he was approaching with a face too painful,

“Why aren’t you fighting? That’s what I said! I am to you!”

Emilia bites her lips and raises her voice.

“I don’t care about you anymore! ”

I’d rather Loan put a sword in him.

I was willing to give my neck at the right time.

I didn’t have to keep playing this distressing role, and I’ll be able to make him shine.

Just like Kara did.

“Emilia….. ”

But he didn’t.

“…… just a little. ”

I just came by her side.

Just as the choice given to him is not just two things that kill or run away, somehow his whole body is split and his blood bursts and freezes to the end without giving up.

“Please……. ”

Emilia felt the tearing of her heart.

Obviously, if Roman is a powerful sword, he can distract Emilia and take the battle to defeat her in a moment.

But he didn’t.

I’m not here to fight her, I’m here to change her mind.

I just approached her hard to turn her mind.

“Stop……. ”

And now, unlike before, when I told him I had no more feelings for him, I felt like I was about to cry.

“…… I wasn’t wrong. ”

Loan said.

I think it’s the right choice.

And in his words,

“…… why. ”

Emilia finally shed tears.

Peck.

The teardrops were quickly frozen and swept away by the blizzard.

Whining.

It seemed like her tears were making a blizzard.

“Yes, I didn’t think it would be this easy….. ”

In that figure, Loan steps back to her with his evil teeth.

Distance from her is only five meters.

It was not that far away, but it was hard to take a step because of the horsepower.

I couldn’t even breathe properly.

“ ……. ”

But he bites his lips tightly and somehow goes to her.

In that pathetic advance,

“…… You’d rather kill me! ”

Emilia shakes her head with tears as if she gave up everything.

“Please!”

And one day, a blizzard broke out.

The sword breeze that made Loan bloody, turned him into a thick snowflake and gave him a warm feeling.

“Ha…. Ha…. ”

Of course, for Loan now, even he feels as cold as a mill in his bones.

“… Emilia. ”

But thanks to him, he was able to stand before her.

It seemed hard to find a holy place, but I was finally able to stand in front of her.

“I wish I hadn’t defeated the Ariman Church. Then I could have stayed like a friend a little longer…. ”

Emilia looked at him like that and said with a sad face.

No matter how fierce he tried to be, it didn’t go well in front of him.

“…… the Ariman Church? ”

On the hard question of Loan,

“… the world that the Ariman Church is compelling is already chaotic. I didn’t have to stand there and be the apostle of chaos. ”

She told me everything.

In the meantime, I don’t know why I was so gentle about fighting the Ariman Church.

“….. I thought you’d be just like me. But you were different from me. Because you were Roan Pilstein. ”

Perhaps she also thought it would take a long time to figure out the reality of the Ariman Church as well as herself.

But Loan was different from her.

She was not an ordinary girl who did not know the world’s waves as she was.

The strongest Sword Master and a wear-resistant and wear-resistant member of the Pilstein family.

He’s so competent, he’s good at catching up with the Ariman Church alone.

“And I went to my sister….. ”

There was even Angelina’s intervention.

“You’ve been hiding! ”

Angelina was hiding herself all the time, so she didn’t expect to reveal herself to Loan.

That’s why everything has been twisted ever since.

The collapse of the Ariman Church was a matter of time, and the fear that Roman might be sacrificed again struck her.

“The sooner you defeat the Ariman Church, the sooner you defeat it, the sooner my karma will come. I was afraid of that. I decided to commit evil for you, but I wanted to avoid being hated. After all, my father ran away and became like this…. ”

And in her words, Loan could also understand why she looked like she was hanging out with Bolognese IV.

“….. You did. ”

Rather than being an apostle of chaos that would put everyone at risk, the bystander’s position was better.

“But I can’t even do this right….. I……. ”

Her essence remained unchanged despite so many promotional events.

“… why am I not doing anything right? Why isn’t it working? ”

So as she shed tears on her growing self-esteem,

“ ……. ”

Loan hugs her without saying a word.

I was sorry that I knew it was blood and ice, but I couldn’t help it.

“I love you, though. ”

And by the way,

“…… Loan. ”

Emilia looks up at him with a distressed face.

The deeper his heart, the more painful it was for her.

“I……. ”

A daughter of the monster Bolonez IV, who committed the Bolonez massacre, and who will cooperate with him to open the gates of the Wizard, if she stays by his side, she will end up drowning.

And one day they will be executed in the hands of men.

Like a nightmare of execution she’s still dreaming about.

“Kill me, too, like Kara. There’s no answer to that. ”

In her words,

“….. Death was a real salvation for Kara. But not for you, Emilia. Death to you is only a fugitive. There is no paradise where I fled. ”

Loan shakes his head.

“ ……. ”

Emilia couldn’t deny it.

As he said, death to her was nothing but a fugitive.

I wasn’t as desperate as Kara.

“Let’s close the Magic Gate and find a way to beat it together. I’m not bound by fate. So there’s no way that’s gonna happen to me again. ”

Within a week, Loan tightens her arms.

“I don’t need wealth or honor. Run to a place no one can find and live together. You and I are enough. I’ll protect you, even if Nialatotep comes. You can beat that, too. I’m Roan Pilstein. ”

I took out the wind in my heart.

It’s been in my heart for 30 years.

And when that heart was spread out,

“Argh……. ”

Emilia bursts into tears again.

In fact, the ocean she wanted as much as she did.

“…… can we really live together? ”

No, it was more than that.

It was he who gave up the world and chose it.

“Really we are together……. ”

Emilia, who was talking about it, felt the happiness of this moment.

It was a moment of Charlna, but it was happiness and joy that Cesar himself could not be compared to anything else.

It seems to fill an empty soul.

“Phew……. ”

Even if I bought Logan’s fury and got killed today, I thought this side would be better.

As if that reflected Emilia’s feelings.

Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Even the magic faction that opens the Magic Gate is starting to lose its power.

And I noticed that the spirit of Echimond Richie, who was dancing in it, changed.

Kaaaa!

Emilia and Loan’s face are frowned upon.

Angry to complete the spell.

“…… that spell will never be completed. ”

Loan shakes her head, holding Emilia tightly.

Emilia will somehow stop the stagnation.

Cough.

Emilia also told me that she wanted to believe him and live with him in action instead of words.

Chiaaaaaah!

Echimond Richie bursts into fury as they hold each other tightly.

I thought I would only fulfill a wish I had never fulfilled before in my life, but I can’t believe it collapsed in front of my eyes!

“All you have to do now is get rid of that enchantment. ”

Loan, who reached the final point, said, feeling even more impressed.

It was that moment.