Chapter 399 Lao Liu came to see his daughter, Shang Zhuoyan, are you feeling guilty?
In the same year, winter.
Shouer.
Shang Zhuoyan hurriedly arranged her clothes and went out, shouting:
"Auntie, give me the gray bag I brought back yesterday. Hurry up, I don't have time to grab makeup..."
The deep winter in Seoul is still so cold, and people are shivering from the cold. Shang Zhuoyan doesn’t like to go out to work at this time. Winter is really the season that female celebrities dislike the most...
But there is no other way, I always have to earn money for milk powder for my daughter.
Gu Huaian is really a talent. Shang Zhuoyan never thought that he could write foreign language songs so well. The foreign language album she released this year was well received in overseas markets. She has been so busy recently that she can't spare any time. I go out and go home very rarely...
She felt that if she continued to be busy like this, Gu Siyan would forget what her mother looked like.
"I'm coming……"
Her aunt also hurriedly helped her get her bag and said:
"If you're really too busy, it doesn't matter if you live outside. You won't have to rush out so early in the morning..."
At this time, it was still dark, and Shang Zhuoyan was about to go out to grab makeup.
In fact, she doesn't have to do this at all. Most artists must grab makeup at their own residence. They just need to get up early and wait for the staff to arrive.
But she had no choice, she couldn't let outsiders into her home, and if her daughter was discovered, they wouldn't get any good consequences.
So she would always ask the staff to open a room nearby to do her makeup, and she would have to get up early in the morning and rush there.
In fact, she could obviously live outside without coming back. She didn't come back very early that night, and it wasn't even bright when she left in the morning...
But she always said she wanted to see her daughter. Gu Siyan has been her spiritual sustenance in the past few years. She has been very busy recently. Even if she can't see her daughter when she is busy abroad, she finally works in Seoul and doesn't go home every day. She can't stand it no matter what...
"it's okay……"
At this time, she was also waving her hands carelessly. She had no makeup on her doll-like delicate and pretty face. She had some dark circles under her eyes, but she was still pretty.
"You..."
Aunt rolled her eyes and couldn't help but muttered:
"It's not like I didn't invite you to the wedding, and it's not like I don't have time. It would be nice to give you a generous blessing. If you don't go, I really don't know what you are thinking..."
"aunt!"
Before she finished speaking, Shang Zhuoyan interrupted. She stared at her big, watery eyes, somewhat sullenly, and her little mouth was slightly pouted, looking a little aggrieved.
"Okay, okay, no more talking..."
Her aunt had no intention of continuing and waved her hand to send her out.
Regarding Gu Huaian's affairs, as the aunt who takes personal care of her, she naturally knows something about it. In fact, the aunt always feels that she should tell others that she is her daughter after all. You can't even keep her existence from being known to others, right?
But Shang Zhuoyan was very stubborn and refused to tell Gu Huaian no matter what...
The reason, she always said it was for the good of all of them, saying that once the fact that they had a daughter was exposed, they would go back to being scolded before...
Gu Huaian is now married, and her career is booming. Why do she have to commit suicide when she has nothing to do?
But actually, my aunt felt that she was a little angry with Gu Huaian and didn't want to tell him.
Although it was ridiculous, it felt like she was angry at Gu Huai'an for not contacting her in those three years, for giving birth to the baby all by herself, etc.
She definitely has no right to be angry about this, but girls always have these unreasonable little emotions.
He doesn't care about anything, tell him what to do, he doesn't deserve to be this father...
At those times, his aunt would say that paper could not contain the fire, and he would know sooner or later. Shang Zhuoyan would have said willfully that we would wait until then, and it would take one day to delay.
In this regard, my aunt was helpless...
Let her be.
But having said that, Gu Siyan will go to elementary school next year. It is really heartbreaking for a little girl to go to elementary school and still not see her father.
"Okay, I'm leaving."
There was really no time, so Shang Zhuoyan wrapped herself in a thick scarf and windbreaker and walked quickly into the cold wind.
"Huhu..."
It snowed yesterday, and the cold wind blew. Even though she was wrapped quite thickly, Shang Zhuoyan always felt like she was being penetrated by the cold wind.
On the way to the hotel, she was alone. The distance was not far, but it was inexplicably calming.
Looking at the snow on the street, she could occasionally recall the scene when Gu Huaian came to Shu'er to look for her last year, the fried rice cakes they had eaten that day, the soju they drank, and the second half of "Shan Shan" he sang. .
But thinking of these things, she never felt better...
In the middle of the year, Gu Huaian's wedding invitation was delivered to her after traveling thousands of kilometers. To be honest, she was not surprised by this. It was a normal thing for two people to be lovers and get married and be blessed by everyone. .
But, she is willful and unwilling to bless others...
Although she always pretends to be "thinking" in front of others, she is always unwilling to put on a mask when she is alone.
She still wanted to think that she was the one handing out wedding invitations to everyone...
So selfishly, even though she was not busy at that time and could go to their wedding, she chose to "treat it coldly" and did not go.
She didn't want to watch Gu Huaian holding Pei Jingshu's hand into the auditorium for the wedding. She couldn't stand it no matter what. She was afraid that if she went there, she would cause trouble and rob the bride. She really couldn't bear it.
So, it’s also for the best of each other...
She used to be willful, but now she always wants everyone to be well, but sometimes she just feels regret weighing on her heart, making her breathless.
It doesn't matter, she doesn't plan to see Gu Huaian in the future anyway, this is how she comforts herself every time she thinks of this.
At the right time, Shang Zhuoyan was passing a traffic light.
"Shang Zhuoyan..."
There were cars going back and forth and it was noisy, but for some reason, Shang Zhuoyan heard someone calling her name.
That voice sounded familiar, which surprised her, because it was... Gu Huaian's voice.
When she turned back, she saw a car passing by but no one there.
"Have you heard hallucinations?"
Shang Zhuoyan scratched her head, wondering if she had been too busy recently and didn't get enough rest. How could she hear Gu Huaian's voice?
Or are you thinking about something every day?
She shook her head, turned around and continued walking...
"Shang Zhuoyan!"
But there was a familiar voice coming from behind!
This time Shang Zhuoyan is sure that she heard it right. This is Seoul, not the country. Even if someone recognizes her on the street here, they won't shout "Shang Zhuoyan" in Mandarin. Character.
What's more, it's Gu Huaian's voice!
She wouldn't be able to recognize Gu Huaian's voice even to death, okay?
Because she had watched many idol dramas before, Shang Zhuoyan knew very well that she and someone might be separated by a road or blocked by a car!
So she stood still!
Turn back!
Stare at the traffic light railing on the opposite side of the road where cars are passing by!
fruit! No! That! Yes!
After a few cars passed by, she saw Gu Huaian standing next to the railing of the red light, holding his knees with his hands, wearing a black windbreaker and a scarf, panting.
"???"
Shang Zhuoyan was stunned at that time. She had a question mark on her face and a look of disbelief on her face. She never expected that she would see Gu Huaian here!
No, more to the point, why is he here? !
Maybe it was because it was so unexpected that Shang Zhuoyan couldn't believe it. She thought she was dreaming, so she subconsciously stretched out her jade hand and pinched her thigh...
"hiss……"
She gasped in pain and looked at Gu Huai'an again. Nothing had changed. This was indeed not a dream!
Zundu is fake? !
What the hell!
Why...why did he come here suddenly? !
At that time, Shang Zhuoyan felt guilty and flustered, but she was not stupid. Gu Huaian suddenly appeared one day, so she must have known something!
It was precisely because of this that she was so frightened that she didn't even dare to look at Gu Huaian. What was funny was that she actually pretended not to notice Gu Huaian and looked left and right...
After looking at it for a long time, he scratched his head, turned around and continued walking.
"Hey you……"
Gu Huaian, who was standing across the road waiting for the traffic light, was dumbfounded. He thought to himself, "Your acting skills are so bad and embarrassing!"
Also, your pace has obviously sped up and you can’t even notice it? !
Don’t you know how to do a full set of acting?
"Stop!"
The light just turned green at this moment, and Gu Huaian ran over after taking a few breaths.
Hearing the sound of him running, Shang Zhuoyan stopped pretending and started running with her bag on her back!
It's a pity that no matter how good her physical fitness is, she can't compare to Gu Huaian...
Gu Huaian was chasing her like crazy, and he happened to be chasing her in a small alley.
"Huh...huh...you're running away! Are you going to run again?!"
Gu Huaian grabbed her wrist, gasping for breath, and pointed at her nose with his index finger.
"Huh...you...huh...it's you, I thought...huh...I thought it was a paparazzi..."
Shang Zhuoyan also swallowed and gasped, forcing a smile to find an excuse.
"Don't fart!"
Gu Huaian couldn't hold back his words at this time, and he didn't care whether the words were unpleasant or not, he said bluntly:
"Why did you see me running? Ah? Do you feel guilty? Do you feel guilty for being a thief?!"
Gu Huai'an's state was a bit strange. Shang Zhuoyan was not sure why he came, but when she saw his state, she was immediately sure...
"Who...who has a guilty conscience? What are you doing!"
She tried hard to shake Gu Huaian's hand, but she couldn't shake it off. Gu Huaian held it too tightly, and even pressed her hands directly, pressing her against the wall in the alley...
When people raise their hands, they will push up their chests. Although Shang Zhuoyan was forced to do so, the two brothers Xiong and Daxiong also immediately pushed up their rather loose down jackets.
But Gu Huaian doesn't have the heart to care about this at this time...
"Four years, four years!"
At this time, Gu Huaian gritted his teeth and his eyes were a little red. He was not as gentle as when he last saw Shang Zhuoyan. Shang Zhuoyan had never seen him like this.
She has seen the down-to-earth Gu Huaian, the indecisive Gu Huaian, the gentle Gu Huaian...
But he has never seen such... ferocious Gu Huaian.
In your impression, this guy doesn't look like that, does he?
To be honest, what he said was "four years" instead of "five years", otherwise Shang Zhuoyan would definitely think that he was acting, and the next sentence would be "Do you know how I lived these five years" ?!do you know?!"
He would definitely not say this. Veins were popping up on his forehead. He gritted his teeth and asked Shang Zhuoyan:
"Four years, I have a daughter, I don't know! I don't know!"
Shang Zhuoyan: "..."
Well, this outburst is not much different from a certain actor's "Five Years!"
"You're almost done. You...do you think you're filming?"
Shang Zhuoyan struggled hard twice. It was so cold that her armpits were frozen when she raised her hands. Does this person have no regard for other people's feelings? !
Although she was a little angry, as soon as she looked at Gu Huaian, she immediately lost her temper and looked away...
"First...let me go first..."
She tilted her head stubbornly, pursed her lips, and tried to keep her tone gentle.
In fact, she doesn't want to be gentle at the moment. She, Shang Zhuoyan, has never been a girl who won't respond when someone yells at her. She doesn't care who is right or wrong, just respond first.
but……
Who told that person to be Gu Huaian?
Although Gu Huaian gritted his teeth, he still let go of her...
"..."
He didn't say anything, just stared at Shang Zhuoyan.
"So hard...it hurts me..."
Shang Zhuoyan pouted and rubbed her wrists, looking aggrieved.
Seeing that Gu Huai'an didn't speak, she was a little scared, so she decided to change the subject and ask:
"You...how did you know? Who told you?"
It was too sudden. She thought that even if Gu Huaian knew about it, he would call and question him first. Who would have thought that someone else would just come over and kill him.
"Should you be asking this now? Is this what you care about?"
The corner of Gu Huaian's mouth twitched, he really wished he could push this woman to the ground and give her a good beating...
"Then...then what should I care about..."
Shang Zhuoyan pouted, not knowing what to say.
"You...sigh..."
Gu Huaian sighed and held his forehead silently, looking helpless towards this willful woman...
When Gu Huaian knew that he and Shang Zhuoyan had a daughter, it was already a few months after their marriage.
In fact, Jiang's mother reminded him of several rumors about Shang Zhuoyan and her children at the beginning of the year, but he didn't take it to heart, mainly because celebrities usually have various rumors, and their credibility is not high until they are confirmed. .
What's more, he and Shang Zhuoyan only met once, how could they be so accurate? !
Where is the person who told him...
It's Siren.
Xilin is not causing trouble. The main reason is that Gu Siyan is six years old this year and will go to elementary school soon. It is too cruel for a six-year-old child to have never seen his father...
She didn't have any other intentions. Just like Shang Zhuoyan's aunt, she felt that Gu Huaian should be informed.
To be honest, this matter should have been told to him earlier, at least before his wedding, but Xilin felt that if she told him before the wedding, it was not certain whether the wedding could be held.
It's not that she's afraid that the outside world will know, it's mainly that she's afraid of the psychological burden on this guy. When she was recording "Crystal Love Season", the night before the finale, because she forcibly kissed Gu Huaian, the guy didn't feel right the whole day the next day... …
This is a person who has a strong sense of guilt when he does something wrong. He has been living so smoothly in the past few years, and now that he is about to get married, if you tell him about this, you are really going to make trouble.
On the contrary, it was after marriage. They were already married anyway, so telling him at this time wouldn't change anything.
And there’s another point…
In short, Xilin thought carefully and chose to tell him at this time.
It is worth mentioning that after hearing the news, Gu Huaian and Xilin had a big quarrel. Since they met, the brother and sister have never quarreled. They have always been harmonious no matter what happened.
But this time, the two of them had a fierce quarrel. At that time, they were still in a small courtyard in Xilin, Yunnan. Aunt Hua next door went to break up the fight but failed to stop it...
It was very late that night. Gu Huaian left overnight with his things. He didn't ask for an assistant. He just called the company and said that it was urgent to go abroad and put off the rest of the work. Then he immediately booked a flight to Seoul.
Because I was in a hurry to go out, I bought the ticket from a scalper at a high price.
In the past few days, Gu Huaian hasn't slept well, hasn't eaten well, has dark circles on his face, red bloodshot eyes, and his lips are a little white...
There is no way!
You suddenly learned that you have a six-year-old daughter. How do you feel? !
How can you sleep? !
Are you so big-hearted? !
On the way, Xilin also called Gu Huaian to say sorry. Gu Huaian answered the phone at first, but then stopped. It’s no wonder Gu Huaian was angry. Xilin knew about this in the first year after Shang Zhuoyan left. Son, Xilin knew about her pregnancy from the beginning and never told him!
What a fool to treat him as!
As a government official, Gu Huaian really couldn't be that understanding.
At least until he met Shang Zhuoyan, he was unwilling to communicate with Xilin anyway...
Speaking of which, he was also surprised that MD didn't know Korean so he came here alone. It was not convenient for others to know these things, so he used his mobile phone to use translation software to inquire all the way here.
Fortunately, he remembers directions very well and remembers where Shang Zhuoyan's house was when he came here last year, otherwise he would not be able to catch up...
She also thought about calling Shang Zhuoyan on the way, but she was afraid that if she called in advance, she would be ready to run away. If she deliberately avoided Gu Huaian, he would not see her, so Gu Huaian planned to call when he arrived at her door.
who knows……
As soon as I arrived at her door to make a call, I saw her going out from a distance.
Gu Huaian thought about it and decided to face it face to face instead of making some kind of phone call!
So I "followed" all the way...
Shang Zhuoyan walked really too fast. She must have gone faster when she was in a hurry to grab makeup at the hotel. Gu Huaian hurriedly caught up with him and managed to catch up. Just now, he fell because of the icy road and was slippery...
There are still some dirty spots on the pants at this moment.
"puff……"
Initially, I was quite touched by what I heard before, but when I heard that Gu Huaian fell on the road, Shang Zhuoyan really didn't hold back.
"Why...everything you do is so funny?"
This shameful and reckless eye-catching gesture is really hilarious. It is hard for Shang Zhuoyan to imagine how Gu Huaian can be so funny in such a segment where a female channel is like a domineering president.
"Can you please stop changing the subject!"
Gu Huaian became angry and gritted his teeth, and glared at her.
"……alright."
Shang Zhuoyan pursed her lips, flipped up her hair helplessly, shook her head gently and said:
"Let's go."
"Where are you going?"
The corners of Gu Huaian's mouth twitched, and he thought to himself, "You're not going to run away again, are you?"
"Where else can we go? Go home and take you to see your daughter."
Shang Zhuoyan rolled her eyes at him. This guy has been here for a long time and knows everything. He has already talked about this. Can you not let him see him?
She was completely defeated by this enemy, and today's work must have been ruined...
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