Chapter 37
【Alicia: Don't worry, Mr. Gold Dust, please believe us, if you come to Fire Moth, everyone will treat you as family. Aren't Pado and Velvet both orphans?】
【Padre Felice: Love lasts forever!】
【Red Kite Immortal: Alas, even if we were not orphans, at that time, everyone's family had already been buried in the collapse. It is easy to save the family, but we are so insignificant in front of the Herr of the End. 】
The young Shajin smiled and replied Shajin:"Sir, you really asked a strange question.
Home is where there are father, mother, and sister."
"It’s in this dream!"
"This amusement park is really peaceful. Everyone loves it."
"But sir, you look so sad. Why? Don’t you like it here?"
Shajin’s voice trembled slightly.
"because......They are not here"
"So, where are they?"
When the shadow of himself appeared again, he asked this question.
Shajin shook his head:"I don't know."
"You clearly know it, but the answer is meaningless to you"
"Admit it, you're tired."
"It's not just you, we're all tired, so we're going to stay here, me and him."
The shadowy Gold Sand walked to the side of the child Gold Sand, and the two stood together.
Gold Sand faced them.
The distance between them was only a few steps, but it seemed like a long distance to Gold Sand.
"Look, I am your future and he is your past"
"How long will you stay here?"
Shajin said slowly, as if he was really shaken.
【Sunday: It seems that Mr. Shajin has a chance to be reborn under the guidance of [Tongxie]. What I did can be considered a good deed.】
【Raiden Mei: This is not good. We have been fighting for so long mentally. If we surrender now because of a few words, then all our efforts will be wasted.】
【Otto: Don't worry, this guy has a strong devil in his bones. Although he is kind and upright, he is a guy who only believes in himself. So no matter in the past or in the future, it is very difficult to shake his will.】
【Gold Sand: Your Excellency, thank you for your compliment. I never thought I was that capable. I just went with the flow.】
【Taibu Si Fu Xuan: Are the ten stone-hearted people in the company just following the trend?】 Being able to climb all the way from a slave to the position of the ten stone-hearted people is not following the trend. It is more like sailing against the current.
"How long do we stay here? Our answer is forever, forever in this dream."
"This is the greatest respect we can offer to those who are determined to die."
Shajin sighed, as if he had given up struggling.
Many people who had watched along the way were extremely curious about Shajin's decision at this moment, or were worried about it.
Should he choose to sleep forever for his family?
Or should he continue to walk on ?
"Taking an unconventional approach is an extremely inappropriate and absurd behavior, but it is a common practice for you because [your own life] has always been the first chip you throw out, and it has always been like this!"
"In fact, even if you witnessed the death of Miss Robin, you never cared who the murderer was.
You just wanted to be a good company employee who handled cases impartially. You were embarrassed everywhere in the family's territory, and then you were put in shackles and pushed to the center of the stage."
"Then, as luck would have it, he would become the third victim of the pageant star."
【Bengtiawalt: Gold Dust is the third one, Miss Mockingbird is the second one, so who is the first one?】
【General Jingyuan: Don't worry, the clues are still incomplete. Let's keep watching and the truth will naturally come out.】
"I can do it, and it's perfect!" said Shajin
"Of course you can. Your good luck will definitely help you when the time comes. A star core that witnessed death and an envoy who can cut off death. It's that simple, right?"
"In this way, your death will allow the company to gamble, and you can also withdraw from this endless vortex and get the relief you have always dreamed of."
"Yes, this is not the first time, and this is what you desire most, starting with a death and ending with a death, people like you, so [Diamond] chose you!"
Shajin shook his head:"No, [Diamond] doesn't care about who it is or what means, he only wants Pinocchio, nothing else matters."
"It must be very hard to make such a choice!"
If death really does not exist in Pinocchio, then Gold Dust still has the possibility of entering a dream within a dream.
But if it does exist.
Gold Dust will definitely be cut into pieces by the Order, and his death will be even more miserable than that of the jailer Afrit next door.
Gold Dust now has the leisure to tease his [future] self:"You have become very considerate now, have you found your conscience?"
"You and I are one after all. That is why I know that it is easy to throw out the chips on the table, but it is difficult to win them back."
"I can't stop you from doing what you want to do, and we can't change where you want to go."
"It is difficult to reverse what has happened. The only thing we can do is to seize the only opportunity and increase our chances of winning.
"Yes, but it is impossible for a person to make only right choices in his life. You have been winning and never lost. Good luck is always on your side, but have you ever thought about why it has to be you?
If a lucky person's miracle is exchanged for the misfortunes of countless people who love him and more related people, then every rain you bring does not symbolize the forgiveness and gift of the Mother Goddess, but meaningless death again and again.
So how many mistakes have we made to be born into this world?"
Sha Jin was silent for a moment and still did not change his point of view:"When we reach the end, maybe we will know."
"Well, okay, we'll go first."
"I'll wait for you at the finish line, my friend!"
"There is still a little time left, say goodbye to this child, try to reconcile with the past, and then die without regrets."
Sha Jin said as a child:"Can you take a picture of me? Keep it as a souvenir!"
Take a picture?
When he was a child, Sha Jin lived like a weed on the roadside. He never had a chance to glimpse his true face.
Not to mention looking in the mirror, he had never seen the reflection of a pond on the roadside.
When he saw this child for the first time, Sha Jin almost didn't recognize that it was himself. The clothes were tattered, the mud on his face seemed to never be washed clean, and he was as miserable as a slave.
But the time when his family was around him was a memory that Sha Jin could never give up.
"Is this me as a child?".
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