Chapter 83
Chapter 82
“I, want to know what you really think…” Zhou Yi stared at the ground motionlessly, “Is it… Is it really impossible… If so, why did you kiss me that time…”
At that moment, Chang only felt that his heart was hit hard by a mallet, and it was so painful that he couldn’t breathe.
When Zhou did not show up, she had always lived with the obsession of hating her, and there was no way to fall in love with anyone. And after Zhou also appeared, hate was no longer hate, that kind of obsession gradually disappeared, but there was no way to completely ignore it.
Every time I told myself it was best to stay away from her, but every time she made an appointment, I still ran away. Obviously, as long as you don’t get close, as long as you are firm and refuse, you should be able to stop thinking about each other after a long time, but you can’t do it.
Can’t throw away the necklace, can’t throw away the flowers she gave, or even make dried flowers for preservation, can’t can’t go to her circle of friends, just look at the sporadic dynamics over and over again.
Chang also sucked his nose and pressed his lower eyelid with his fingers. Now, it can be said that it is drunk and foolish. If you don’t love it, you don’t love it. Then immediately turn around and go. It should be over, and there should be no future.
However, her leg seemed to be nailed to the floor.
“Do you think I’m so annoying…” At this time, Zhou Yi slowly raised his head again, looking at Chang Ye with red eyes.
Chang didn’t dare to look at her, turning his head to one side.
Zhou Yi licked his dry lips, only to feel a slight pain in his temples.
Hearing this, the water in Chang Ye’s eyes became thicker and thicker: “I just feel that I can’t go back.”
After hearing that simple sentence, Zhou Yi was suddenly speechless.
“Anyway, I am very happy to meet you… my happiest time…” After a while, Zhou Yi smiled sullenly, “It was all given by you.”
Closing his eyes, Zhou Yi’s tears rolled down again: “Then, if you need me to disappear…I will try to do it.”
“You mean…” Chang Ye’s heartbeat suddenly missed half a beat. “In the future, shall we… stop contacting?”
“Because I still love you, so every time I see you, my purpose will not be pure. There is no way to be ordinary friends with you, and it is very likely to interfere with your life…” Zhou Yi opened up and looked like Some hollow eyes looked at her blankly.
The air seemed to stagnate.
“Okay.” After a while, Chang also said a word, then turned around and walked out of the room quickly.
However, at the moment he walked out of the room, Chang couldn’t help but raised his hand to cover his mouth and started crying, and tried to suppress his voice. She didn’t even know what she was crying. Isn’t this what I want? So, why are you crying?
At this time, Zhou Yi’s heart inside the room twitched suddenly, forcing her to open her mouth and gasping for breath.
The world in front of him was getting blurry, and he stood up slowly while leaning on the furniture next to him, ready to go to the bathroom to wash his face, but he fell to the ground again because of a numb leg.
Just get over it, right? Should… should be?
Lying on the ground, Zhou Yi couldn’t help curling up in his arms and biting his lower lip, even though his whole body was trembling, he just didn’t let himself make a sound.
On the other side, Chang who walked to the entrance of the corridor heard the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground, then stopped uncontrollably and turned his head.
After gritting his teeth, Chang also ran downstairs quickly and walked to the door.
However, when her hand touched the doorknob, she stopped again. The whole mind is messed up.
Finally, Chang Ye ran upstairs again, stopped at the door, slowly held the door frame with his hands, and poked his head in.
After seeing Zhou Yi lying on the ground, Chang also sucked his nose, released the door frame, walked in quickly, then squatted down beside her, raised Zhou Yi’s upper body, held her left hand, and let her lean against her. : “Zhou Yi, where did you fall? Does it hurt? Huh?”
“Where did you fall?” Chang Ye patted Zhou Yi’s face again, only to realize that the corner of her lips had been bitten and bleeding.
Zhou Yi just closed her eyes and squeezed her hand tightly, choked up: “Why are you back again? You will give me hope when you come back.”
Looking at the blue veins protruding from her hand, Chang Ye finally couldn’t stretch it anymore. He hugged her tightly, his lips were whistling, and he kept sucking his nose, his voice was soft: “I don’t know…”
Zhou Yi leaned against her, turned his head to the side, slowly opened his bloodshot eyes, breathed heavily, and closed his eyes again. He didn’t speak for a long time, as if he was asleep.
“Are you asleep?” Chang also asked.
Zhou Yi remained silent.
Chang Ye trembled: “Actually, you are good with everything. Although you are a bit straighter, sometimes a bit too much, but even if you don’t understand the style, you still try to create some small surprises for me.”
Speaking of this, I often burst into laughter: “Although I don’t understand why I like dolls, and I said that I wouldn’t buy that kind of stuff for me, in the end I bought me a dinosaur doll… ugly and cute… …”
Chang also raised his eyes and looked down at the ceiling, but the tears still couldn’t come back: “I don’t know where I heard the saying,’Wishing to a shooting star will make a dream come true’. As a result, I went to the shooting star and caught a cold. ”
“Quarrels are also very frequent. Every time you look like you never want to talk to me anymore, then we cold war, but in the end, in all likelihood, it is you who bow your head first, buy food and write long words. The review book, and then came over to talk to me in a dingy manner. Although it is still not clear what is wrong in the review book, it will definitely be changed. It is annoying and funny…”
Speaking of this, I can’t help but burst into laughter, but right after that, he lowered his head again: “It’s just that I can’t pass that hurdle…”
“Zhou Yi, apart from anything else, the gap between us is now bigger, you know? At the beginning, my family was considered a well-off family, and your family’s wealth was worth hundreds of millions, and your family didn’t look down on me, let alone now. I am poor and white, and your family wealth has doubled… Besides, my mother is sick, your family will definitely consider it? I will definitely think there, will I become mentally ill in the future…”
“Then I’m not a business talent, and I don’t have any contacts in my hands. For your family, it’s useless. Going in is like a casual meal…” Chang Ye finally explained his messy thoughts. Come out, “I am different from you. I can’t do not care about their opinions, and I know how many kilograms I am. I can’t catch up with you…”
After sucking down her nose, Chang also hugged Zhou Yi tighter, buried her cheeks on her shoulders with some hair scattered, and sobbed faintly: “I…not so much that I said to your parents that year. I have always been stubborn, it is better to say that I am really inferior. The more and more inferior, the better you are, the more inferior I am…because I am true, they seem to be right, I just have nothing, what do I have The qualification makes you face me…”
At this time, another tear fell from the corner of Zhou Yi’s eyes. Slightly tilted his head: “Being with me…is it so uncomfortable…”
Suddenly I heard Zhou Yi’s low voice, Chang also lifted the hair covering his face, tried to calm his emotions, and finally nodded: “Yeah.”
Zhou Yi closed his eyes again, and his throat slid: “Then, if you leave me, will you feel better?”
Chang also listened to it, and suddenly choked up. There is a mess in my mind. Thinking back to all these years, she finally clenched her teeth and shook her head vigorously.
At this time, Zhou Yi opened his mouth slightly, his chest undulating, and then dangling from her arms, turned to face and stared at her, stretched out his hand to caress her cheek, and hugged her into his arms again, his voice was almost Whispered: “My dad… knows he was wrong…”
“Huh?” Chang also clasped her hands back on her shoulders, a little unbelievable for a while.
“The last time he passed his life, I was upset by me,” Zhou Yi’s mind was still a little dizzy, “but he didn’t expect that all these years, he has been upset about the thing that bullied you. Although. My mother is still very annoying, but my dad is no longer what he used to be, really…
“why……”
“I just wanted them to know what I thought. I wanted them to know that I was an independent individual. I wanted them to know that to oppose you is to oppose me. I want them to know that you are much better than me. I want them to know my determination…” Zhou Yi stroked her back, “It’s a desperate move…Holding the mentality that it doesn’t matter even if you get swept out… and said a lot…”
“you……”
“I’m not afraid that I won’t have anything. I can recreate my fame and fortune, but…” Zhou Yi licked his lower lip, “If I didn’t have you, I would really…not find the second you…”
After listening to Chang, he took a deep breath and couldn’t help coughing several times.
“I love you,” Zhou Yi sniffed the smell of her shoulders and neck, closed her eyes and rubbed gently, “Do you really want me?”
At this time, Chang also held her shoulders, pushed her away a little, and inhaled.
Zhou Yi looked at her for a long while, then looked at the ground with a bit of sullenness.
But at this moment, a hand touched her cheek.
So Zhou Yi raised his eyes and stared at her again.
In the next second, Chang Ye reached out and climbed to her neck and kissed her lips. Zhou Yi couldn’t help widening her eyes slightly, and then slowly closed her hands, reaching out to hug her.
Tears rushed into the tongue, salty, bitter, astringent.
It was late at night, and the lips and teeth of the two were touching lightly, each with a little tremor and some longing. From the initial hesitation to later, the two of them hugged each other vigorously, as if they were trying to rub each other into their own body, madly plundering everything in each other’s mouth…
Finally, Zhou Yi fell unsteadily on the ground, often leaning on her, panting lightly, clasping her fingers hard, and then suddenly shouted: “You think I can really **** Do you not love you?!”
The author has something to say: ahem, this pair has a result, right?