Chapter 66: Agreed
Fariya was carried to bed by Aizen and he sprayed some water on her face. Fariya felt weird inside her body and slowly opened her eyes, feeling extremely tired all of a sudden. 'I have ever had any allergic reactions to alcohol, ' she thought. 'Could this be because it's my first time having sex? Could sex exhaust you this much? She wondered.
"What happened?" He asked her helping her sit up straight.
"Am okay, just a little tired," she said keeping her hands on her head. She was embarrassed blushed avoiding to look at his face. He sitting shirtless holding her made her want to run away from the room. Things she never wanted to happen happened solely because of her losing control over her feelings. He kissed her head and stood up walking back to the washroom to wash up. He took a quick shower and noticed a hickey on his chest. He couldn't help but smile. While later Fariya noticed how she was covered with a dozen of the love bites too. 'Damn it,' she cursed under her breath. She took a shower in another washroom and changed quickly. She did not dry her hair tieing the towel around her head and went to kitchen to fix a meal for the two. She obviously couldn't let her best friend walk out on an empty stomach from her place all of a sudden just because they slept together changing her regular habit.
"I will do, why don't you rest up," he said and helped her asking her to leave the kitchen and wait for him. "Don't tire yourself, " he said and it made Fariya cough hard. It was still raining heavily outside. Fariya turned the television on and checked for news to know what was going on with the weather and found out about the typhoon that has hit them. The government seemed to be asking the citizens to not step out of the house for another 3 days until they have updates on new weather conditions.
"It is a serious typhoon and we are asked to sot inside the house," she told him. Aizen walked to the dining table with plates of mushroom penne pasta and settled down pouring down two glasses of freshly squeezed orange juice. Fariya kept feeling awkward to face him. She had put on full sleeve turtle neck top and a palazzo pant too shy to show her skin. She kept blushing red and her heart pounding loud. Suddenly he started looking too sexy in her eyes.
'What is wrong with me? What have I done?' she asked inside her head, holding the fork in the hands and scratching her hair on the other hand. She folded her legs and sat on the chair while she sat and suddenly remembered she should sit more ladylike and kept them down, stopping scratching and looked at him who was smiling helplessly and enjoying his breakfast. She had no idea that he has been watching each and every action of hers.
"Why don't you relax like you usually do in front of me? it is your home," he asked her.
"Wh..What?" she asked unsure of what to tell him. "Am alright," she said. He laughed.
"Are you?" he narrowed his eyes. "What's with these stuffy clothes? You hardly used to wear a t-shirt whenever we had breakfast together," he said and kept eating his pasta. He was thoroughly enjoying the moment. Meanwhile, she sat tensed and worried wondering how to handle the situation and keep going forward with the friendship.
'Will be ever be able to go back like we used o be?' she wondered before she answered him anything. Then she shook her head and said, "Nothing, I... I don't know,"
"What is that you don't know? Or you choose to not know as always?" he asked her straight. She looked shocked.
"I never want to lose you, I don't have any best friends, I can't afford to lose you too, I already feel too lonely,"
"So this is the only worry you have in your mind?" he asked her keeping his fork down and folded his arms against his chest, sitting straight listening to her, with a serious expression.
But she said nothing back.
"If that is your only worry it means you have feelings for me," he said.
"Hey i never said that, i told you i have never thought about us that way," she said openly.
"Fine, but it alright with me, I have shown you much I love you yesterday night, do I have to specifically tell you that?" No, so listen to me very carefully, I love you," he confessed to her face which really shook her. "And I intend to do that, you have always pushed me away in your own way and tried to remain friends with me all these years, but did you lose me?" he questioned her. And she shook her head for the answer. "So like this, now we will try to a couple, nothing will change, just the same, you and me and our life together,"
"You don't get Aizen, whatever we did last night, what happened, it is temporary and physical, these feelings won't last long then we will never be able to continue as friends, we will have nothing left when we grow tired of each other," he got up suddenly from his chair.
"What did you say right now?" he walked over to her. He moved her chair and leaned over her. She looked up scared wondering what he is going to. "Grow tired of each other?" he asked her. "How can you just casually use such words? Do you know you're hurting me, rejecting my true feelings for you just like that? Why would we grow apart if we love each other sincerely and grow old together and getting tired?"
"You can't guarantee it, you can't guarantee anything," she answered him back.
"How can you know if you don't give your all?" he raised his voice a little.
"Because am scared," she said in the end. "I don't anything about love or relationships and I never have seen myself in such a position, it is awkward for me too strange, I don't know how to treat nor please anybody okay? I don't want you to feel disappointed and push me out of your, you are the only person I want in my life, and really can't disappoint you," Fariya trembled. Her neck hurt looking up at his face for a long time.
"Then don't disappoint and love me the way you can, am not asking for anything, I have already hit the home run but I need you with me always, am serious, I will give you all of me, take me," he said looking into her teary eyes.
He did not ask for her consent and took her lips in his. He kissed her deep and lifted her suddenly in his moving the plate aside carefully and placing her on the table. In the beginning, she was stiff and hesitant to respond back, but he did not intend to stop there. Then she kissed him back tightening her grip on his shirt. The thunder and rain were strong outside and it did not scare Fariya anymore. She wrapped her legs around his hips and put her arms around and he lifted her walking toward the room. He put her down and walked across the room, cornering her against the wall. She hit her head lightly on the wall and made a light sound. 'Ouch,' the laughed and he stroked her hair. But he did not stop kissing her. He then moved closer and removed her pink turtle neck T-shirt in a minute while she unbuttoned his again. This time she wanted to have fun. She smiled and ran her hands towards pants though she wasn't sure what to do. He slowly kissed her neck and reached down to her breasts that made her moan. He took off her bra and said, "Don't wear them when you're with me," he murmured as he kissed again and carried her to bed. She felt shy to be naked in broad daylight seeing everything very clearly. She saw his ripped body and her heart skipped several beats together. She couldn't believe that she is letting t happen for the second time and she is not able to say no to the feelings and lustful emotions. She understood what orgasms are and watched in shock thinking she had him inside her all night and again now. She trembled under his touch and felt the electricity reaching and every corner of her body. She stopped thinking and went along with him. His eyes were full of love and excitement for her. He wanted nothing more than having her in his life forever, but he pushed his thoughts away about her unsure feelings for him.
The morning passed just like that wrapped in each other's arms again and quickly took a shower when he fell asleep. It was 2 O' Clock in the afternoon. Suddenly she felt something strange. She looked back and stood shocked looking in the mirror. A flash of lightning blinded her through the window and she took a few steps backward.